war sickness [planet]

Killing a person and then disposing of him arbitrarily is completely different from disposing of the person while he is still alive.The latter is massacre, while the former is just a simple dead action.After death, what to do has nothing to do with the dead person, but the person is still alive but imposes such a cruel behavior, at least, even if it is gentle and decisive to act like that, facing the fact , and cannot remain indifferent.

Wen Yizhi looked at this young face, just before this face was filled with the stability and calmness of a 40-year-old man, but now when he knew what happened back then, panic and panic inevitably appeared.However, just before Wen Yizhi even drank a cup of coffee, he had recovered his indifferent and even mocking expression.

"So what? I don't regret it, even if it happens again, I will kill you."

The tone of what he said was convincing, making it clear that what he said was true.Wen Yizhi leaned forward, staring at him without concealing his displeasure.

"What I said is true, brother. In fact, when I just came back and realized that this is the past, I wanted to come to you quickly and kill you. But unfortunately, I recalled the past memories here, only to realize that you are no longer the Wen Yizhi at that time, but a Wen Yizhi who has no feelings for me and only wants to get rid of me. Then I don't need to do anything, because you will no longer It ruined me."

Wen Yizhi was a little puzzled.Wen Yiqu was not a paranoid person who was so vicious before, he never treated Wen Yiqu badly, even if Wen Yiqu was kicked out of the house because of his death, it was not a reason for him to hate himself, and , didn't they destroy each other?

"why?"

Why?Wen Yiqu suddenly laughed out loud, because of the noisy noise in the quiet coffee shop, which caused a lot of disgusted eyes to glance here.Wen Yizhi's laughter started abruptly, but ended quickly, but Wen Yizhi accurately captured the hatred and madness in his laughter.Things seem a little far from what he imagined?He made a gesture to leave, put on a posture that don't whet my appetite, if you don't talk about it, don't talk about it, and managed to make Wen Yizhuo restrain his brows and eyes, looked at him seriously, and then said:

"Don't you already know it? Otherwise, why would you ignore me as soon as you are reborn? Don't tell me that you avoided me because you didn't want to die again. I know your temper. You once treated me I was so obsessed with it, even if I died, you would not let me go if you came back alive, but you just let me go. Isn’t it because you know your true thoughts? And why do you think I don’t regret killing me? kill you?"

He paused, then continued with a more serious tone: "Isn't it because you have no conscience? People seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. I have died once because of you. Why do you want to get along?"

"Look, you are not the Wen Yizhi I used to know at all now. You must have forgotten how much you used to be infatuated with me now, after you know the answer in your heart. Now that you know everything, why can't you Understand my hatred for you? You destroyed me, fooled me as your substitute, and abused me wantonly because you couldn't get you. This is your own good deed!

Do you really think I killed you by mistake?No, that was at best a bad timing.Wen Yizhi, my twin brother, no one is a fool. Although you have hidden your thoughts from me, you can't hide it from me who sees you day and night.What can I count in your heart?You only compromise on unimportant things, I can't even beg you not to go abroad.I wanted to endure it, but I couldn't.You can't even love me, you can't even maintain face, so why should I act with you?I'm not that stupid, no matter how much I love you, it's better to die than die. "

There was a buzzing sound in the ear, Wen Yiju's face, which was the same as his, suddenly moved closer and further away in front of Wen Yizhi, becoming blurred, his facial features distorted and deformed, but only his disdainful and mocking eyes could be seen clearly .His voice has also changed, sizzling.

What's wrong?Wen Yizhi was terrified, he thought he had stood up and observed the surrounding situation to see if something happened, but in fact, he fell deeper into the chair, his whole body was so weak that he lost his strength.

I... what's wrong with me?He wanted to raise his head and see what Wen Yiqu was doing, but he couldn't do it no matter what.Wen Yiqu was still talking, he could only stare at the mouth shape, the words he spoke turned into distorted letters, which he read with difficulty.

"Don't you know? Why did you act like this again? Ah, I know, you have been pretending since you were a child, are you surprised now that I know? It's just your own fault. You finally understand that you shouldn't I get comfort from you, because I am so far from you, even if you beg me to become like you hysterically, you can’t do it. You might as well stare in the mirror, at least the people in it, Except you are opposite to left and right, but the existence closest to you in the world."

Mirror?Why the word mirror?Wen Yizhi's mind was blurred, and he couldn't understand what Wen Yiqu said, so he could only listen to the words he couldn't understand in a daze.

"I used to be really naive, thinking that if you troubled you, you would pay more attention to me, maybe I could 'become a regular'? Unfortunately, I haven't done it until now. I asked you to come back this time, and even I still have delusions, I just want to see you now with my own eyes, maybe there is still a little possibility between us? No, it is no longer possible. You already know what you want, and I open my face, This body is no longer useful to you. However, maybe you will have a worse life because of your sober cognition? Ha, in that case, we can also settle the matter."

Wen Yiju stood up, stared deeply at Wen Yizhi for the last time, and finally turned and left.Wen Yizhi only heard the last few words that came from him.

"Goodbye, my brother."

Wen Yizhi finally couldn't support himself, and slumped down on the table. Pushed by him, the coffee cup almost slid to the edge of the table, but it didn't shatter to the ground, but the coffee residue inside stained Wen Yizhi's sleeve, absorbing water A cotton shirt with good durability was quickly stained with a large brown stain.

He thought about it a lot, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt clear, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt that he didn't know anything.Wen Yiqu was talking nonsense, but he couldn't laugh.

I really don't want to know the truth.He stood up staggeringly, as if he was drunk, his face was blushing, and his eyes were scattered in all directions.He forgot to go to pay the bill, but no waiter stopped him - Wen Yiqu had already settled the bill.All he can do now is leave.

He bought a ticket for the next flight, which he had already bought, because he felt that the conversation with Wen Yiqi would not take him much time.Fortunately, this is the case, otherwise he would definitely not have the energy to go to the ticket window now.When checking in, the ticket inspector looked at his face suspiciously, and finally asked, "Sir, do you think you can take the plane now?"

Wen Yizhi was at a loss for a while, not knowing why he would ask such a question.But then, he noticed his face reflected on the glass next to him. His face was really not good, no, to be precise, it was terrible. It was dark, empty, and his mind seemed to have collapsed. The morbid bright red, and the excitement that only Wen Yizhi could read came from his own body instinct.No wonder the ticket inspector asked such a question.

Wen Yizhi took his eyes off the poorly visible glass with difficulty, and said without thinking, "No, I'm in good health, it's just that I've lost my relationship."

The ticket inspector gave him a comforting and sympathetic look, and he went in smoothly.Then when he got on the plane, everyone gave way to him where he passed by. After a while, the stewardess even came to ask him what he needed, probably because he was afraid that he would cause some trouble. However, his photo is pretty. face, perhaps one of the reasons?

Wen Yizhi is very annoyed. Does the whole world know that he is suffering now?He could only repeat the excuse that he was broken in love.

Said it again, over and over again.Everyone who cares about his face, he will say such words.The strange thing is that when he said this, he didn't feel pain or discomfort in his heart, but he was extremely happy, and the feeling was extremely comfortable.

"No, I'm fine. I just lost my relationship. Thank you for your concern."

He changed the seat by the window with someone else, staring at his reflection on the window obsessively.Sometimes the sun is over the plane, the sun is so hot that his reflection printed on the window disappears, which annoys him, but soon, the sun disappears, the clouds appear, and he can see himself again reflection.

After getting off the plane, he took a taxi back to his residence.It was already dark, but the night in the foreign country was still lively and brightly lit.He entered the door, passed by his study room where many professional books were placed, passed by the bedroom with a comfortable bed, and then came to an empty room.

In the empty room was a large mirror, as big as the wall.The previous owner of this house used this room as a dance studio, and he didn't make any changes to the room after he moved in, probably because he was lazy, but maybe it was because of this mirror.

But in fact, he seldom enters this room. After all, as a big man, there is no need to run over and use this mirror that fills the entire wall to take a picture. Can show the empty floor and walls behind him, big enough to scare him.

But now, Wen Yizhi came here for this mirror.

He is very tired.The cross-country plane also had jet lag, and he hadn’t slept on the way, so now when he entered this room, he knelt down in front of the mirror as soon as his feet softened. Fortunately, he cleaned the room diligently, so the floor was not dirty. Mirrors are often wiped too.Now he knelt down, and the mirror very close to him reflected his body.

With a tired and excited expression, and a thin and strong body, this is him.Wen Yizhi suddenly felt that his clothes were in the way, so he couldn't help stretching out his hand, ripped off the obstructing shirt and trousers, and pulled away the tie around his neck, then stared at his naked body in the mirror.

Is this himself?An existence called Wen Yizhi?

He was still not clear enough, and his vision was reflected in the mirror, but it was blurry.There was another voice in his ear, he was saying, "Call my name, call my name!"

your name?Who are you?Why should it appear in my head?

The voice laughed shortly and mockingly.

"Call me by name."

Wen Yizhi still remembered the voice he heard before, it was anxious and powerless, but this time it carried the certainty of winning.Is he not in a hurry?Or, can you be sure that you will call his name?

Wen Yizhi looked into the mirror, and there was a very familiar face reflected in the mirror, a face he had forgotten but quickly remembered after he came back.

So he also smiled in the mirror.Isn't this foreshadowed?His desire for human body heat and his need for it now, the force he used to hold himself tightly when he was extremely hungry and thirsty, his unwavering commitment to the name "Wen Yizhi", and his face, as if being caught by... Manipulatively forget.

I'm back now.But……

I do not want……

Just like that voice laughed, Wen Yizhi suddenly laughed in such a low voice.Short and mocking, desperate and pointless.He put his face close to the mirror, and in the mirror, except for the different faces on the left and right sides, the same thing was printed.He suddenly lost his mind, but from the pupils in the mirror, he saw a face with a big smile on the corner of his mouth, smiling extremely maliciously.

Wen Yizhi touched the corner of his mouth, which was closed.

What a coward I am, he thought.But, don't force me to.No matter what, what I do is out of my choice.

Raise your hand and hold it tightly, such a simple action.Then it hit the mirror hard.There were hundreds of pieces of reflections of his face on the mirror, which were broken into pieces in a decadent manner, with a clattering sound and faint bloodshot.

Facing an empty wall, Wen Yizhi smiled proudly.

call me by my name.

No, I know you are Wen Yizhi, but I won't say your name.

The author has something to say: It's over, and the mood is really complicated. Someone wants to write a long comment for me?Re-post column collection

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Huh finally relaxed. After May 9st, I will unlock some articles in the column, including the locked chapters of this article, and then slowly write the next door "Why Die in the Dust".I originally wanted to provoke your colleagues and talk about it later, but now I am not in the mood to write a small white article, and then it will be a fairy tale in September. I hope we can meet again by then.

Goodbye everyone~ Thank you for loving me!