The time of rebirth without regret

Episode 3 Doubt ([-])

Zhang Yueran lost the news of Wu Hanshi for several days, and finally couldn't bear to buy some food and visit him at his home.In his imagination, Wu Hanshi should be so sad that he hid at home alone and licked his wounds.

A man with a tough and strong appearance but a gentle and delicate heart really fits the standard of a perfect man in his mind, so in the past few years, he has been deeply envious of Xi Jun.

Although at the beginning, Wu Hanshi undoubtedly only regarded Xi Jun as a little lover, and thus hurt Xi Jun who has low self-esteem and lack of love.But as the time together grew longer, his love for Xi Jun became deeper and deeper, and finally Zhang Yueran, who is a best friend, couldn't bear it.

This man... He was obviously the one who met him first!

If it wasn't for Xi Jun's appearance, how could he fail to attract Wu Hanshi's attention with his excellence?Regardless of his ability to handle affairs, social relations, or professional standards, he is a few blocks ahead of Mr. Xi!

But he... can't take Xi Jun's place, and can only gradually alienate the relationship between the two of them through Xi Jun's trust in him.Sometimes he is so despicable that even he looks down on himself, but compared to letting him give up Wu Han, he would rather be a villain in love!

Zhang Yueran used a lot of details at the beginning to convince Xi Jun that a lover relationship like him and Wu Hanshi can't be sincere at all... It is not difficult to do this. Originally, Xi Jun listened to him and didn't have any other friends to enlighten him. And Wu Hanshi did not have time to communicate with Xi Jun in the first two years because he was busy with work.

Then, he asked Wu Hanshi to reduce the time of working at home because of his illness, which actually started to deal with the conflict between the two of them coldly.In order to convince Wu Hanshi, he really searched for autism-related books and studies. Compared with Xi Jun's introverted and simple personality, who has no concept of interpersonal relationships, he learned some professional knowledge from the doctor he knew well. the term.

Later it really came in handy.

Wu Han tried to find Jun Xi suspiciously for a while, and finally admitted helplessly that he had neglected to care for him, and Jun Xi now refused to communicate with him properly.

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There are also such trivial things as those who intentionally distorted Wu Hanshi's unintentional actions and magnified his mistakes, making Xi Jun less and less able to extravagantly pursue this relationship.In view of the fact that the superiors always appreciate the same excellent and successful types, he persuaded Xi Jun to drop out of school in order to accelerate Xi Jun's disconnection from society.

Just like that... The lonely person is even more lonely, but the most trusted person pushes him further and further away...

All of this took him too much time and energy, but the final result was unexpected.He underestimated Xi Jun's soft and firm love, he finally decided to give Wu Hanshi a chance, and Wu Hanshi never changed his mind.

"Am I really inferior to Mr. Xi?" Zhang Yueran looked at his distorted expression in the mirror, and finally made the most risky decision.

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"This series of photos is my daily routine for the past six months." He handed Xi Jun an envelope.It's full of Wu Hanshi and him: meeting together, eating together, shopping together in the car, shopping together in the supermarket...

Xi Jun looked at each of them suspiciously, his face gradually paled.

The back part of the photo is Zhang Yueran's home: double bathroom equipment, bedding, clothes...

"Understood? Do you know these clothes? They are all Hanshi's." Zhang Yueran did not change his gentle tone, "He didn't want to tell you, because he was afraid that you would feel uncomfortable. But I'm your best friend, so of course I don't want to lie to you... ..."

"impossible……"

"It's been two years." Zhang Yueran paused, "He's been with me for two years. We didn't want to hurt you, so we decided to protect you... Actually, I knew him much earlier than you, and we fell in love at first sight."

"how come……"

"You don't have to feel guilty, I didn't mean to blame you. I just thought it was unfair to hide it from you when I came to tell you today." Zhang Yueran gave a far-fetched smile, "After all, Hanshi and I hope you get better..."

Xi Junteng stood up: "I don't believe it, I'm going to ask Han Shi!"

Zhang Yueran took out the last stack of photos sympathetically: "Are you still kidding yourself?"

Xi Jun was dizzy all of a sudden, and there was an unbearable pain in his stomach.

The stack of photos in Zhang Yueran's hands are all screenshots of Luo Lu's bed. There are Zhang Yueran's and Wu Hanshi's. The side shots are not as rich as the back ones, but even if the shots are not very clear, you can still see it. The hero They were two people he knew very well.

"Why... how can you..." Xi Jun's legs were weak, and his heart was hurting, "I used to trust you so much..."

Zhang Yueran looked at him coldly: "Why? Then you have to ask yourself, just because you were our third party first and snatched away Han Shi, I will try my best to approach you and be your friend , do you think I'm not sad!"

"Not at all..."

"I can tell you that everything I've said and done to you in the past is all fake." Zhang Yueran arranged the photos in a row, "I admit that I asked you to make trouble with Han Shi when he was working before to lie to you. It would be foolish to believe it was fun."

Zhang Yueran pointed to one of them: "It was you who pushed Han Shi to my side! Do you know who he worked for later? He had a room and clothes in my house...I cooked and poured water for him...these things You've done it before but haven't done it in a long time, right?"

"Shameless!"

"Don't misunderstand my original intention. Today I don't mean to ask you to let go. We have to have this face-to-face, don't we?"

Zhang Yueran observed the situation and knew that Xi Jun could no longer bear more information, and finally gave the last injection: "Of course I can tell you these things, I'm not afraid of you asking Han Shi. No matter how much you don't believe it, it's all the truth! Believe in Han Shi. I can say sorry to you!"

Xi Jun rushed out of the door.

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He was very happy about what happened afterwards.

Although Zhang Yueran is very sure that this introverted and autistic friend dare not ask Wu Han for confirmation in person, he will only have a nervous breakdown and become more self-enclosed, and maybe he will just leave.But Xi Jun will be more perfect once he dies, even God is helping him!

For this reason, Zhang Yueran even made preparations to comfort Wu Han...

Zhang Yueran knocked on Wu Hanshi's door with vegetables...

After a while, the homeowner opened the door with a gloomy face and let him in without saying a word.

Zhang Yueran felt a little weird, but immediately comforted himself that it was a normal reaction after losing his lover.He put the dishes in the kitchen, rolled up his sleeves and was about to start.

This used to be the exclusive "territory" of Mr. Xi, but today the dynasty finally changed.Zhang Yueran smiled slightly, and was about to take out the utensils when Wu Hanshi's cold voice appeared at the kitchen door.

"Don't do it."

"Aren't you going to eat dinner?" Zhang Yueran was surprised, "Let me help you cook a few home-cooked dishes..."

"No need." Wu Hanshi's eyes were so cold that Zhang Yueran's mood sank when he claimed to understand him, "I have something to ask you."

The two sat opposite each other in the study.

Such a position made the whole conversation appear both serious and detached.Zhang Yueran moved his position slightly to suppress the uneasiness in his heart.

Wu Hanshi's voice was emotionless: "I want to know the content of all your conversations on the day Xi Jun left."

"...Didn't I already say..."

"What about conversations other than blueprints?"

Zhang Yueran's eyes wandered a little: "What do you want to ask?"

"All." Wu Hanshi tapped the desktop heavily, "I said I want to know everything."

Zhang Yueran showed sympathy in his eyes: "Hanshi, I know you are very sad, but no one wants what happened to Jun'er. You should let go of your heart..."

"Zhang Yueran!" Wu Hanshi sternly stopped him, "The reason why I'm sitting here talking with you is because I don't want to embarrass Jun'er's best friend too much. Do you understand what I mean..."

Zhang Yueran was slightly stunned: "What do you mean?"

Wu Hanshi threw him the photo at hand.

From Xi Jun and Zhang Yueran entering the coffee shop together to Xi Jun appearing at the door in despair, the photos were taken in great detail.For a moment, Zhang Yueran even thought that everything had been discovered, and when he looked carefully at the angle of the shooting, he immediately realized that it was just a camera outside the store!

That is to say... In fact, he didn't know what happened next...

Zhang Yueran calmed down a little, and sighed: "We went for coffee."

Wu Han raised his eyebrows.

"Xi Jun's mood was very low that day, and he kept saying that he wanted to leave here and go somewhere far away..."

"..."

"You know I've always advised him to let go of his mind. In fact, it's not bad to go to a distant place to relax. So I went to the coffee shop with him to talk about specific plans."

"..."

"But while chatting, he felt that once you leave, you will..." Zhang Yueran raised his eyelids and looked at him quietly, "You will be unhappy, so he just gave up the idea, and disappointedly said that he will leave first..."

"..."

Zhang Yueran was heartbroken: "If I could have left with him at that time, maybe these things would not have happened. But at that time, a call from a client came..."

Wu Hanshi interrupted him: "Is that all?"

"what?"

"Nothing special?"

"No...no."

"For example, you had a bad fight with him or something?"

Zhang Yueran stared at him: "Why would you think that way! I'm Jun'er's best friend, how could it be..."

"Are you sure you didn't show him anything that stimulated him... like..." Wu Hanshi pushed a recorder in front of him, "Maybe your memory is not very good, do you want to finish listening to it?"

"..."

Readers have already heard the live version of the recording of the probationary worker, so I won’t repeat it here.

The more Zhang Yueran listened, the paler his face became. In addition to the chaotic thoughts in his mind, there were constant self-questions and answers.

[What to do, does he know? 】

[Impossible, apart from me and Xi Jun, no one knows about those photos, and they have all been burned now... This waiter only saw a little bit...]

【So as long as you keep denying it, you'll be fine】

[It wasn't me who killed him, it was a complete accident! 】

……

"Well, what did you show him?"

"Yes……"

Wu Hanshi suddenly pressed his forehead wearily: "Zhang Yueran, don't talk to me about things. The reason why I was willing to believe your words and tolerate your behavior in the past few years is because Juner wants me to believe you. You Used to be his best friend...and now."

His deep eyes were full of pain: "Jun'er is gone now."

Zhang Yueran felt a chill down his spine.

"If you're a man, don't deny what you've done!"