african diary

Silently entering the room to change Xiao Hang's new needle water, Daniel looked at the two embracing each other with a wry smile on his lips.

This guy, Ted, actually took his lover to his room, and even hugged and slept with each other unscrupulously, he was too close to himself.Just now I specifically explained that Xiao Hang must not be told about the relationship between the two before.In fact, they are nothing. It is normal for people like them to meet each other and solve each other. But judging by Ted's current appearance, he is really stuck. I don't know if it is luck or misfortune, but it is no matter what. I will still bless the people who used to be my pillow.

Ted is really lucky to find such a beauty in Africa. Daniel glanced at the two sleeping on the bed again, turned around and walked out smartly, his long golden hair drawing a beautiful arc in the air.

The taste of malaria is really unbearable to human beings, and the black man who survived without taking medicine is really as powerful as a god.After Xiao Hang experienced the extreme cold, he experienced the extreme high fever. The torment of ice and fire alternated. Fortunately, Ted stayed by his side when he was in a daze, cooling himself down with an ice towel.Although his body was very uncomfortable, Xiao Hang's heart was filled with sweetness just after confirming his relationship with Ted. With spiritual sustenance, he suddenly felt that malaria was not so tormenting.

After three days of drips, Daniel prescribed some medicine for himself to take home, and it took a full week for Xiao Hang's malaria to fully recover.

Regarding Xiao Hang's disappearance, Tang Xi only called the next day to inquire about the situation and never asked again.After Xiao Hang recovered and returned to the company's dormitory, she didn't care about it, she just said that she had finished the work in hand and would return to China the next day, please trouble Xiao Hang to make arrangements for the construction site before returning to China.

Alas, such a lukewarm relationship is really not what Xiao Hang wants to see, but what can be done, in fact, Tang Xi is not completely unaware of his thoughts, whether it is his own narcissism or something else, He always felt that Tang Xi treated him a little differently, but since he couldn't give her what she wanted, it would be better to just play dumb like this.Some people say that men and women are either lovers or strangers, and they can never be ordinary friends. Maybe there is a little truth in it.

"I really can't bear to let you go back just like that." After sending Xiao Hang to Niamey Airport, Ted reluctantly wrapped his arms around his lover, unwilling to let go.

"I'll be back in a few days."

"When you come back, you can't refuse me anymore..." Ted hinted at the next words with his eyes, alas, his little lover is really too shy, and he is very reserved about this.

"...Let's talk about it." Knowing that Ted is struggling to suppress it for himself, according to the Western concept, since they have established a relationship, they should do it, but I was forced to bend by Ted. It's still a bit awkward to have a relationship with a man.Why don't you go back and find some GV this time, alas, you can't let Ted know about this, otherwise he will definitely say that GV can't be as fast as he personally taught.

"That... I'll bring you a gift, the plane is about to take off, you go out." This man is obviously four years older than himself, why Xiao Hang feels that he is as clingy as if he is four years younger than himself.

"Well, my dear, I will miss you." After lightly kissing the corner of Xiao Hang's lips, Ted reluctantly let him go.

The mood of returning to China this time can be described as mixed, with a little sweetness of falling in love and a little anxiety.How to deal with mother and Yang Yue is really a headache.

This kid Liu Bin has not yet graduated, so his family asked him to find him a job at the China Southern Power Grid in Guangzhou. Although in Xiao Hang's words, he was doing rough work like equipment maintenance, the super good salary still made many graduate students want He was rushing to it, let alone Liu Bin, who was only an undergraduate student, and he definitely had to be ruthless to enter.

There are still a few days before the Chinese New Year, Xiao Hang plans to go to Guangzhou to gather with old friends first, and then return to C City for the Chinese New Year.Liu Bin is a local. His parents bought him a wedding house in advance and have already moved out to live by himself.So Xiao Hang didn't need to stay in a hotel when he returned to Guangzhou. For him who hadn't received his annual salary yet, having someone to take care of food and housing would really reduce the burden a lot.

Seeing that the phone rang regularly every night, and Xiao Hang babbled in French for more than half an hour, on this day, Liu Bin finally couldn't help asking: "You didn't find a lover in Africa, did you? Why? Every night there is a regular check-up.” In fact, when Xiao Hang came back this time, Liu Bin felt that he was different from half a year ago. Needless to say, his appearance was dark and thin, but the look in his eyes was brighter than when he was in college. Ordinarily, work in Africa should be quite torturous, but how should I put it, if I had to think of a word to describe Xiao Hang, he would barely count it as "radiant"? !

"How can it be?" Xiao Hang obviously froze: "I'm talking about work. Even though I'm back from vacation for the New Year, there are still a lot of things to deal with in Africa."

"Well, whatever you say, I can't understand French anyway." Is Xiao Hang in the water like a fish in water? He has caught up with the big boss, and he has to call to report after the company leaves him for a few days?But having said that, Liu Bin has a little envy for Xiao Hang in his heart. What a wonderful life it is to run around the world. It's not like me. From birth to work, I have settled in one place. I went out to take a look at work, but... thinking of this, he glared at Xiao Hang bitterly. It was this guy who insisted on going to Africa. If he didn't want to stay and take care of Yang Yue, he would also want to go to another place. .

"Why are you staring at me?" Xiao Hang was very surprised by the sudden white eyes.

"You were very indifferent during the time you went out, Yang Yue, what a girl she is, you have to treat her well."

"Did she complain to you?" Thinking of Yang Yue, Xiao Hang couldn't help but feel a headache. Of course, he also felt very guilty.

"Is she like that? Why should she say, it's not that I don't know your temperament. You are always lukewarm when you are around, let alone separated from each other."

Indeed, Liu Bin's words made Xiao Hang speechless.

This time I came back because I wanted to break up with Yang Yueti. After all, it’s not an option to delay the girl so much. Moreover, it’s not something Xiao Hang can do, so why don’t you talk to Liu Bin first?

"I don't think Yang Yue and I are very suitable."

"It's been almost four years since you've all recovered. Don't you think it's a bit late for you to say this?" Liu Bin's anger surprised Xiao Hang.But what he said is also true, alas, blame Xiao Hang himself for being too slow, now he knows what love is, being irritated for no reason by Ted, missing him for no reason when he can't see him, and his thoughts are overwhelmed by his thoughts. With a frown and a smile, she can actually act like a little girl talking on the phone.What are the four years with Yang Yue?Now that I think about it, it really doesn't count. I have never found that kind of tempting feeling in the girl I thought I liked very much.Am I born gay?Xiao Hang looked at Liu Bin thinking about it, and suddenly got goosebumps all over his body, forget it, it's disgusting to think about it, he should just fall in love with a man, it's totally unacceptable to change someone else.

"It's because I was too dull, and now I realize that I don't love her." Xiao Hang told the truth.

"You..." Liu Bin became anxious, "Do you have another woman?"

"Absolutely not." Suppressing the desire to confess to Liu Bin, his friend who lived with him for four years is gay, can he accept it?At present, the acceptance of homosexuality in China is not as high as that in foreign countries, and he is not ready for a showdown.

"Forget it, although I think you are not suitable, but you two can only solve your affairs." Liu Bin may also find that he was too excited, and finally calmed down. After looking at Xiao Hang for a long time, he continued: "Brother, promise me, don't hurt her."

Looking at Liu Bin's dark and complex eyes, Xiao Hang seemed to understand something suddenly, and said with a wry smile, "I'll try my best."

Yang Yue's family is in a county near C City. Xiao Hang agreed to be with Yang Yue at the time, partly because she was from his hometown. If she had to go home to work in the future, it would be convenient for them to go back together.Until now, Xiao Hang suddenly realized that he is really the worst boyfriend. With Yang Yue, all the starting points are rational, and there is no emotional impulse at all. During half a year in Africa, he only called Yang Yue Two phone calls of no more than 3 minutes and less than ten emails were sent. Is this also called falling in love?If Ted hadn't ignited his pile of dry wood like a fire, when would he be able to experience the taste of love?Thinking of this, the longing for Ted suddenly surged out like a spring, making Xiao Hang wish he could rush back to Africa and hold him tightly, no matter what happened in the past, thank God for letting Ted come into his life, and the future No matter how difficult the road of love is, he will do his best to overcome it.

When I returned to City C, I didn't take the initiative to contact Yang Yue. On the one hand, I was busy preparing for the New Year, and on the other hand, I didn't know how to speak when I met her.In the past few years during Chinese New Year, Xiao Hang's family has been very shabby. There are only two people in the house. No matter how you look at it, it is so deserted.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, because Xiao Hang was going back to Africa after the third year of junior high school, a few friends made an appointment to have a meal, and then went to sing K.

During the meal, a few buddies were chattering and drinking, Xiao Hang and Yang Yue didn't speak a few words, when they got to the KTV, Xiao Hang gave her the ivory bracelet he bought for Yang Yue, and was thinking about how to speak when the phone rang— —

"Hello, Manager Yuan." Unexpectedly, it was Manager Yuan from the HR Department of the company's Beijing head office who called.

"What? The company transferred me to the branch office in Kenya? Can you change my ticket for the day after tomorrow?"

How could it be so sudden, without any warning before, such a personnel transfer suddenly came on the second day of the new year.After talking to Manager Yuan again, the other party seemed extremely determined about the personnel transfer without consulting Xiao Hang, and he couldn't say anything, so he simply hung up.

"What's the matter?" Seeing Xiao Hang frowning, Yang Yue who was sitting beside him asked.

"The company suddenly transferred me to the Kenya branch, and the plane the day after tomorrow has already changed my booking to a direct flight to Nairobi." Thinking of Ted saying that he was in charge of the business of Ouattara's family in Kenya, Xiao Hang had to This personnel transfer was linked to him.

Just as he was thinking about Cao Cao, Cao Cao called. Looking at a string of strange numbers on the phone screen, at this time, Ted must be checking up again.

Going to the private room to answer the phone, Xiao Hang directly asked Ted a question, but the other party just pretended to be ambiguous and perfunctory, neither denying nor elaborating, a bunch of friends are still waiting in the private room, and it is not with Ted now. When it comes to moral theory, why don't you go to Africa and torture him, heh heh.After talking for about 10 minutes, Xiao Hang hung up the phone and returned to the private room.

"What happened again?"

"It's okay, a colleague is calling."

Looking at Yang Yue's quiet profile, Xiao Hang thought for a while, and said, "Yue Yue, I want to talk to you about something."

"Oh, the song I ordered is here, let's talk about it later." Stopping Xiao Hang from speaking, Yang Yue hurried to the bar.

What Yang Yue pointed out was Zhang Xinzhe's "too much"——

"Have you promised too much

Or what I originally gave is not enough

You always have thousands of reasons

I always follow your feelings

Make you crazy, let you indulge

I thought you would be touched someday

I pretended to be indifferent about the rumors

......"

The melodious tune is accompanied by Yang Yue's slightly magnetic voice, which is particularly pleasing to the ear.

After singing "Too Much", whenever Xiao Hang wanted to speak, Yang Yue either joined the ranks of playing the sieve or ordered a new song.Xiao Hang sighed silently, wondering if Yang Yue was too smart, or was it purely a coincidence?

But today I have to say it no matter what, the longer the delay, the more unfair it will be to Yang Yue.

After walking out of KTV, Xiao Hang offered to send Yang Yue back.

"Yueyue..."

"Can't you just say nothing? It's just today." Yang Yue quickly interrupted Xiao Hang. It seems that this smart girl has already guessed the general idea. Clever and witty, this was what Xiao Hang admired most about Yang Yue. , but now how much he hopes that this girl will not be so sensitive.

"Yueyue, I'm sorry, don't run away anymore, okay? You should know what I want to say."

"Have you fallen in love with someone else?" Why are you so cruel to her? The boyfriend who hadn't seen him for half a year reunited for the first time today. He originally welcomed today's party with the happiest mood, but Xiao Hang, why, why did he have to be here today? How about throwing yourself from the heat into the ice water?

"You can say that."

"Who? Black? Is she prettier than me?"

"It's not what you think. It's not convenient to tell you now. When the time comes, I will confess to you." Yang Yue knew his mother very well, and Xiao Hang didn't dare to tell her the news of falling in love with a man rashly.

"So you haven't dated her yet?"

"Yueyue, don't ask, anyway, we can't do it, I'm sorry for you."

"Xiao Hang, it's not a question of who is sorry to whom." In fact, Xiao Hang never loved himself from the beginning, didn't he, and he insisted on posting it, "Have you ever thought about my feelings?"

"I'm sorry." In such a situation, all words seemed weak, so Xiao Hang could only apologize again.

"If you haven't formally dated her, or you don't want to announce her to everyone, can you let me stay by your side?" Yang Yue looked at Xiao Hang with begging eyes, she didn't know whether she really loved Xiao Hang Hang Han, maybe it was only because of her appearance at first, but when everything became a habit and went deep into her bones, even though the distance between her hearts was still so far away, she was used to standing beside this icy prince, and she left suddenly, as if she wanted to take herself away. The air she breathes is so-so, which is absolutely unacceptable to her.

"Yueyue, let's break up." Although Yang Yue's proposal did not cause any loss to Xiao Hang, and could reassure his mother, it was really for her own good to refuse.

"Don't call me Yueyue! Get lost!" Isn't such a dignified compromise not enough?Tears could no longer be held back, and the usually quiet girl yelled hysterically.

"It's too late, I'll take you back."

"Xiao Hang, I ordered the song that went too far just now for you. Don't you think that the lyrics are very appropriate for us? We have been standing in an unequal relationship since the beginning. In fact, I have always been self-indulgent. That's all. I want to be alone." Yang Yue turned her head and walked forward quickly after speaking.

Clenching his hands into fists, Xiao Hang resisted the urge to catch up. At this moment, Yang Yue would add fuel to the fire if he saw him again.Will one day suffer retribution for hurting someone who loves me so cruelly?Xiao Hang's heart suddenly passed a trace of coolness.