After morality is broken

I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Except for this sentence, Zhou Dunyang didn't know what else to say, even though he knew how weak these three words were, what happened just happened, and no one can change it. It used to be a thorn in Ding Ran's heart, which made him drenched with blood. But now, it has become a thorn between the two of them, stinging each other fiercely.

There are no street lights in the alley, only the dim light from the street. Ding Ran is glad that the darkness here more or less covered his embarrassment, otherwise he is not sure that he can stay here to face Zhou Dunyang instead of turning around and fleeing.Ding Ran wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeve, with such force that he seemed to rub off a layer of skin. In such self-torturous pain, Ding Ran finally found his courage. Ding Ran leaned against the wall and treated him with the tone he would treat a stranger. Zhou Dunyang said: "Needless to say I'm sorry, we can't be friends anyway, so let's pretend we don't know anyone from now on."

Zhou Dunyang wanted to question why Ding Ran was so unfeeling, why he was able to obliterate the relationship between the two of them so nonchalantly, and whether he really liked him!But all the questions Zhou Dunyang wanted to ask were stuck in his throat, just because he could clearly feel the person trembling wherever he touched, Zhou Dunyang suddenly realized how far he had pushed Ding Ran!

"Let's go back together." In the end, Zhou Dunyang only said this sentence.All the unwillingness, all the anger, just turned into a sigh in his heart.

This was Zhou Dunyang's biggest setback, and Ding Ran didn't have the strength to argue with him anymore. Although he didn't get the answer he wanted, Ding Ran just wanted to go back to school quickly and stay away from Zhou Dunyang. The farther the better, the better.Ding Ran and Zhou Dunyang kept a close distance and walked back to school in silence.

That day Zhou Dunyang didn’t force Ding Ran any more, but after that Zhou Dunyang started to call Ding Ran frequently, and Ding Ran didn’t refuse to answer. He just turned off the ringer and put it aside to wait for it to hang up automatically. Zhou Dunyang kept sending text messages , Bombing until Ding Ran answered the phone.In Ding Ran's originally quiet life, there was another person who harassed him from time to time, and that person didn't say anything about starting over again, but he just dangled in front of Ding Ran's eyes when he had something to do, and said some unimportant things, and Ding Ran didn't want to answer. What he thought to be a peaceful heart was disturbed by him again.

When he was working part-time, his cell phone never rang, but every time Ding Ran left work with a feeling of rejoicing and disappointment, he would see that smiling face again.

Sometimes, Ding Ran really wanted to punch him hard until he could no longer see that annoying smiling face, but he just thought about it, if he really wanted to hit him, he really wouldn't be able to do it.Ding Ran felt that he was being mean, and thought in his heart that he should not be procrastinating, and wanted to completely sever ties with Zhou Dunyang, but he couldn't resist Zhou Dunyang's fawning, and he almost agreed to reunite with Zhou Dunyang after several hesitations.

The school was closed a week before the exam. Originally, Ding Ran planned to go to the library to read books when he had nothing to do, but now because of Zhou Dunyang’s matter, he couldn’t calm down. Drifting away, this kind of emotion made Ding Ran extremely depressed, if it wasn't for the fear of scolding and embarrassment, Ding Ran really wanted to yell to vent his emotions.When he lay down on the bed discouraged and didn't know what to do, Ding Ran suddenly remembered that he still owed Sun Mengmeng a meal, so he called to make an appointment.

Ding Ran invited Sun Mengmeng to dinner at a restaurant in the commercial street. Sun Mengmeng politely ordered only one vegetarian dish, and Ding Ran added two more meat dishes.When ordering food, Ding Ran thought of the scene when Zhou Dunyang invited him to dinner for the first time. It was also in this restaurant. He also only ordered a vegetarian dish. At that time, Zhou Dunyang also said that he was already thin and didn’t eat more meat... …

"Ding Ran, Ding Ran?"

Sun Mengmeng's voice brought Ding Ran back from his memory, and Ding Ran said apologetically, "Sorry, I was distracted just now, what did you say?"

Sun Mengmeng said: "I didn't say anything, are you so reluctant to eat with me? You can still be distracted! Or are you thinking about which beauty?"

Ding Ran begged, "No way! The beauty is right in front of me, who else can I miss?"

"Hey, it's useless to say nice words. If you lose your mind while eating with me, you should be punished!"

"Okay, so what are you going to punish?"

Sun Mengmeng smiled slyly, "Just kiss me as a punishment!"

"Uh..." Ding Ran looked at Sun Mengmeng in embarrassment, "Can I change it?"

Sun Mengmeng feigned anger and said, "I'm not a scourge, so why are you avoiding me like a snake? You don't mind letting you take advantage of me!"

"Mengmeng, I..."

Sun Mengmeng didn't wait for Ding Ran to finish speaking, she got up and kissed Ding Ran on the lips across the dining table, it was just like a touch of water, but Ding Ran was so stiff that she didn't dare to move.Seeing Ding Ran like that, Sun Mengmeng couldn't help laughing, and there was bitterness hidden in the smile, "I just want to kiss you, so that I will have less regret when I give up on you. Don't worry, you refused so firmly." , I won't pester you any more!"

"I'm sorry!" Sun Mengmeng is a good girl. If Ding Ran didn't have someone in his heart, he would definitely like her, but Ding Ran met Zhou Dunyang first.Apart from being sorry, Ding Ran didn't say anything to Sun Mengmeng that she deserved better. Ding Ran felt that no matter what he said, it would only hurt the girl.

Ding Ran and Sun Mengmeng spoke in a low voice, and in the eyes of others, they were two young couples eating together to show their affection, which naturally aroused envy, jealousy and hatred.

After talking, Ding Ran treated Sun Mengmeng much more calmly, the two talked and laughed like ordinary friends, and the atmosphere was harmonious.But Ding Ran didn't notice the gloomy sight from a certain corner from time to time.

Walking out of the restaurant after eating, Ding Ran couldn't help being stunned when he saw Zhou Dunyang leaning against the wall and smoking a cigarette. He was swept away by Zhou Dunyang's eyes, and he was so guilty that he didn't dare to look at him.

Because of Zhou Dunyang, many people already attracted a lot of peeps or looked openly. Ding Ran and Sun Mengmeng stopped there again, and attracted more curious eyes. Everyone slowed down on purpose, as if they could Foresee the hilarity to come.While Ding Ran was embarrassed, he couldn't help feeling a little depressed. He and Zhou Dunyang broke up a long time ago, and now he just had a meal with a girl, what a guilty conscience!

There seemed to be crackling lightning flashing in the air, and Sun Mengmeng seemed to have sensed something from this unusual atmosphere, so she pursed her lips and said nothing.Silence is always boring.

Ding Ran coughed dryly, and said as naturally as possible: "Why are you here?"

"who is she?"

Zhou Dunyang and Ding Ran's questions came out almost at the same time, and Ding Ran stared at him. Under Zhou Dunyang's persuasive gaze, he could only answer embarrassingly: "My classmate, Sun Mengmeng." After speaking, Ding Ran introduced Sun Mengmeng again. , "Mengmeng, this is Zhou Dunyang, the sophomore senior."

As soon as he finished speaking, Ding Ran suddenly reacted and cried inwardly. Sure enough, Zhou Dunyang's already gloomy face became even colder.

Ding Ran also felt awkward when he called Sun Mengmeng Mengmeng at first, but later he got used to it, and didn't think much about calling it out just now, and didn't realize it until he finished speaking.Although he reacted, Ding Ran did not explain. Firstly, the explanation was suspected of trying to cover up, and secondly, Ding Ran thought that there was no need to explain his current relationship with Zhou Dunyang.

Of course, in this situation, whether Ding Ran explained or not, he made a mistake. Zhou Dunyang would be angry if he explained, but Zhou Dunyang would still be angry if he didn't explain.Although Zhou Dunyang was angry, he still kept his sense, and just asked with a sneer, "Your girlfriend?" Zhou Dunyang swore that if Ding Ran dared to answer in the affirmative, he would kill him!

Fortunately, Ding Ran didn't think of using Sun Mengmeng as a shield, so he denied it truthfully: "No, it's just a...uh friend." Ding Ran originally wanted to say classmate, but seeing Sun Mengmeng's suddenly sad expression, Quickly change your mouth.Others may think that there is not much difference between classmates and friends, but Sun Mengmeng likes Ding Ran and knows him better than others, so he naturally understands his obsessive-compulsive interpersonal relationship. Classmates and friends, two similar words, represent The meaning is quite different.

However, Ding Ran's turning point represented another meaning in Zhou Dunyang's eyes. Zhou Dunyang squinted at Sun Mengmeng, then looked at Ding Ran coldly and said, "Girlfriends are girlfriends. Is it necessary to cover up?"

Ding Ran knew that Zhou Dunyang would say that out of jealousy, but he was still unhappy with Zhou Dunyang's tone. Ding Ran smiled politely but alienated at Zhou Dunyang: "It doesn't matter to you, senior, if it's okay, let's go first."

Zhou Dunyang was very angry at first, but as soon as Ding Ran said such alienated words, he suddenly remembered that Ding Ran had not forgiven him, and his anger disappeared immediately, leaving only panic and cautiousness.Taking advantage of Ding Ran's anger, Zhou Dunyang changed his expression, and said with a smile: "I was a bit aggressive just now, it's my fault! If the school girl is okay, I'll treat you to dinner."

Sun Mengmeng was amazed at Zhou Dunyang's face-changing speed faster than turning the pages of a book, while Ding Ran rolled his eyes, "Didn't you see where we came from?"

Ding Ran in Sun Mengmeng's impression was gentle and kind. This was the first time she saw Ding Ran being so rude to a person. She was surprised and bitter at the same time because of her guess.Zhou Dunyang didn't take it seriously, and even felt that Ding Ran treated him differently from others, and continued to salivate and smile: "You may be hungry after eating! You can go to play if you don't eat, where does the school girl want to go?"

Sun Mengmeng could see that although Zhou Dunyang was asking her, it was actually Ding Ran who really wanted to date her, so she said wittily, "I still have something to do, senior and Ding Ran, let's go together. Ding Ran, thank you for inviting me to dinner, goodbye!"

"Oh good, let's play together when we have time."

"Okay." Sun Mengmeng was about to take a step to leave, but suddenly turned around and kissed Ding Ran on the cheek, disregarding Zhou Dunyang's instantly dark face, she left happily.

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