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There was buzzing in his ears, and he couldn't hear clearly at all. Sister Chang called him several times before he realized it. Sister Chang also handed him a few tissues to wipe his sweat, and told him, "You don't have to be so nervous."

Shu Xiang couldn't listen to anything else, his mind was full of Shen Zhisen who was about to die, what would he do if Shen Zhisen died, he didn't even sleep with Shen Zhisen consciously.

Could it be a lie? Thinking of this, Shu Xiang straightened up and grabbed Sister Chang's hand, "How do you know?"

"Mr. Shen is very dedicated, and I usually deal with him directly on work matters, but suddenly his vice president has been in touch with me these days, so I asked one more question, and it was his vice president who told me. "

At this time, Shu Xiang didn't bother to care about whether the vice president was Ni Lin. Sister Chang saw that Shu Xiang's three souls seemed to have lost two souls, so she understood in her heart, and she also gently held Shu Xiang's hand , "Take it easy, Mr. Shen has thyroid cancer."

What kind of gland? Shu Xiang doesn't have these common medical knowledge. He heard it was a prostate gland, which made him even more nervous. He opened his mouth and asked, "Then is this cancer curable? Is it in the early or late stage? Is there no way to do it in the future?" What's wrong?"

"This..." Sister Chang couldn't help covering her mouth and laughing, "It has nothing to do with that. He has a thyroid gland and a neck problem. If you really care about him, why don't you go and see him yourself?"

"Do you know which hospital he is in?"

"In your Provincial Central Hospital, I just visited him yesterday, and he still wants me to keep it a secret from you."

As soon as Sister Chang's words fell, Shu Xiang rushed out the door. He was so panicked that he was in a mess. He rushed out and realized that it was already night and there was no bus. It was unrealistic to travel such a long distance. Unable to take the train, Shu Xiang hurriedly took out her mobile phone to check the train schedule.

The nearest train has to wait until [-]:[-] am the next day. There are only slow trains, and there is no direct high-speed train. When we arrive at the place, it will probably be noon.

Shu Xiang couldn't wait for a moment, he wasn't so anxious to pee when he went to see his dying mother, and was planning to go to the doctor in a hurry to ask the taxi on the side of the road, sister Chang But also followed him out of the bar.

Sister Chang lent her car and driver to Shu Xiang. Thanks to Sister Chang, Shu Xiang arrived at the destination in the middle of the night.

It's just that the hospital doesn't allow visits in the middle of the night, not to mention that he's just a friend. With this common sense, Shu Xiang finds a hotel near the hospital to stay.

When I arrived at the hotel, I couldn’t sleep at all. Shu Xiang searched the word “thyroid cancer” countless times, almost smashing the phone screen. Seeing the dawn, she finally felt relieved, because most people said This is the most curable cancer, as long as timely surgery, the survival rate is very high.

But if it's not in time, Shen Zhisen shouldn't be so confused.Shu Xiang even thought at a certain moment, if Shen Zhisen died, then he would not have much interest in living. In the past few years, he was busy attracting his attention, and in recent years, he was busy competing with him. In short, he spent a lot of time. They all fell on him, looking at the first half of his life, apart from those few short-lived love affairs, only Shen Zhisen was left.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Shu Xiang went to the entrance of the central hospital to wait, and was not allowed to visit until nine o'clock. He had already asked Shen Zhisen's ward number from Chang Jie, so he came empty-handed and uninvited.

Shen Zhisen lived in a single ward, and there were not only him but also his parents in the ward, Shu Xiang paused before stepping in, it was Shen Zhisen who discovered him first, both of them were stunned for a moment, then Shen Zhisen waved to him, "Xiao Xiang, come here."

Shen Zhisen seemed to be in good condition, but gauze was wrapped around his neck. Shen Zhisen's parents also saw Shu Xiang, and their expressions were tacit embarrassment. He was about to slap him deaf, but Shen Zhisen's mother tugged at Shen Zhisen's father's sleeve, "You guys talk first, I'll go out with his father for a walk."

"Sit down." Shen Zhisen said to Shu Xiang.

He didn't even ask how Shu Xiang came here, Shu Xiang really hated his face that was always easy to handle, pointed to his neck and asked, "Are you going to die?"

"No." Shen Zhisen answered him very seriously, "It's been several years since I had thyroid nodules, but the doctor advised me to cut it during the physical examination this year. I thought it was just a small operation in three to five days. , it won’t delay your birthday, but after the systemic examination, it was discovered that it has become cancerous, fortunately it is the mildest one, it can be cured after surgery, and taking medicine on time will not affect your life.”

Just a few words covered almost all the questions Shu Xiang wanted to ask. Seeing that Shu Xiang was silent, Shen Zhisen raised three fingers, "I swear, what I said is true."

Shen Zhisen's neck was obviously still hurting, and it was inconvenient to turn his head, so he tried his best to face Shu Xiang sideways, "Are you angry?"

It's okay if you don't mention it, but when Shu Xiang is brought up, it will blow your mind. Shen Zhisen always has his reasons, and the whole world knows it, but Shu Xiang is always kept in the dark.

But Shen Zhisen thought that Shu Xiang was still thinking about his birthday, so he said: "The doctor ordered you to stay in the hospital for two weeks, and I happened to miss your birthday, and I also thought about having surgery a few days later, but this kind of thing is better sooner rather than later... "

"Doesn't it hurt to talk?"

"A little bit." Shen Zhisen restrained his strength even when he smiled, "But after all, it didn't hurt the vocal cords, so it's fine."

Shu Xiang also hoped that he would not be petty, but he couldn't control it after knowing that Shen Zhisen's life was safe, "Since you can talk, can you call me and tell me that you can die?"

Afraid that he would be worried, afraid that he would be agitated, and afraid that he would hurry over and cause an accident on the road, these are the reasons why Shen Zhisen didn't want to tell Shu Xiang, but Shen Zhisen has regretted it now, telling Shu Xiang through someone else's mouth is better than saying it himself .

"Don't be angry." Shen Zhisen reached out to rub Shu Xiang's head.

Shu Xiang wanted him to die, but it was obviously unlucky to say such words in this kind of ward. He still wanted to continue to sue Shen Zhisen, so that he would stop being a good big brother who kept his name incognito. He was no longer a child. Everyone has their own decisions.

But what he opened his mouth to say was something else. Shen Zhisen, who was wearing a striped hospital gown, looked very dazzling to him, so he stood up suddenly, "You!"

"Xiao Xiang, keep your voice down."

"You..." The voice weakened obviously, Shu Xiang lowered her head, the corners of her mouth curled downward, "You don't say anything, if you are really fucking dead, I should, what should I do... "

Shu Xiang blew his nose vigorously while talking, Shen Zhisen knew that he was crying, but he refused to cry face to face, he couldn't help feeling sore, he thought he should exercise more, run more, otherwise he would Xiang was worried all day long what to do if he was going to die.

When Shu Xiang's mood stabilized a bit, Shen Zhisen got up and took his hand, let him sit down on the side of the bed again, raised his face semi-forcedly, and saw that his eyes were a little too red.

The eyeballs are blue, with blurred purple eyeshadow at the end of the eyes. It seems that he must have put on pretty makeup last night, and even made a special trip to please him. The colored contact lenses blinded Shu Xiang's eyes.

Shen Zhisen asked Shu Xiang to take off her colored contact lenses, and then asked Shu Xiang to wash her face well, Shu Xiang muttered, but did as she did, Shu Xiang, without her colored contact lenses, always squinted her eyes Look, Shen Zhisen thinks that eyelash fights like this are very cute. He thinks that Shu Xiang probably hasn't eaten a bite during the trip, and it happens that there is still a lot of unfinished rice porridge in his thermos, so he wants Shu Xiang to cushion it. abdomen.