lose money

don't want to be like this

"What do you mean?" Shu Xiang was very alert.

"Just like now." Shen Zhisen said slowly: "You stay by my side, you can do whatever you want, if you can't pass the hurdle in your heart, we will take it slowly. Xiaoxiang, it's not that you can't leave Leave me, but I can't leave you."

"You can do anything..." Shu Xiang murmured, "Can I go to the bar to drink every night?"

Shen Zhisen smiled wryly, "Does it have to be every night?"

"Then can I go to my buddy's house for a night every now and then?"

"It shouldn't matter who it is."

"Smoking a whole pack of cigarettes a day, staying up all night without eating during the day?"

Shen Zhisen's smile slowly faded, "Probably not."

"But I like it."

"You still have to eat breakfast, it doesn't matter if you continue to sleep after eating."

"Shen Zhisen, do you want to be my partner or my father?"

Before Shen Zhisen answered, Shu Xiang said first: "Actually, I plan to leave in three days. Oh, it's Monday. I'll go to the old house my mother left me."

Shen Zhisen's expression became serious, and Shu Xiang said before he could speak: "I've thought about it, the house is empty, and it's empty. I went to see it at the time, and there are all the appliances in it. If I go, it's like moving in with my bags. It also saves you the trouble of renting a house..."

"No." Shen Zhisen answered him gently.

"Now I am a big brother in a society ruled by law, no one will retaliate against me." Shu Xiang said carelessly, "When the time comes, I will sleep on the bed and my father will sleep on the sofa. There will be nothing I can't live in."

"No." Shen Zhisen said again, it seemed that what Shu Xiang had said was in vain, he had already made a decision for Shu Xiang.

"why?"

"Are you going to leave your relatives and friends here and live in a completely strange city?"

"I am also a completely unfamiliar city in J City."

"That's you at school."

"After I dropped out of school, I wasn't fucking alone? Did you ask me?" Shu Xiang brushed his hair, and if the argument continued, he would have to bring back those old sayings, and he didn't want to say it again.

"Xiaoxiang..." Shen Zhisen's tone was somewhat helpless, Shu Xiang knew that Shen Zhisen was going to start coaxing him again.

Sure enough, Shen Zhisen said as gently as possible: "You can live with me if you don't want to. I will rent you a house nearby. At least I can still see you often."

"No." Shu Xiang gradually became impatient, "I'm just changing cities, not countries. You didn't tell me to do whatever I wanted. What do you mean now? Restricting my freedom? Once I don't listen to you Displeased?"

"Shen Zhisen, I don't want to be like this now." Shu Xiang answered him clearly, "I'm like a fucking dog now, but that's not the most important thing." Not intending to be with you, but involuntarily starting to lick you, licking you for so many years, it makes me a little sick to myself."

"I'm just worried about you..." Shen Zhisen stopped talking halfway, because he understood, so he knew that Shu Xiang couldn't listen to anything he said at this time, so he could only compromise, "Three days is a bit too fast , In another week, wait for me to spare time to send you there."

The two made a concession each, Shu Xiang waited for a few more days, waiting for Shen Zhisen to prepare his outfit, and then drove him there himself.

His dead father was not willing to leave at all, but he was not so shameless as to propose to stay in Shen Zhisen's house alone, so he could only curse and curse Shu Xiang for not knowing what to do.

When Shu Xiang went to Shen Zhisen's house, he only took one not-so-big suitcase, but when he left, he had two extra large suitcases. I don't know what Shen Zhisen bought for him. Shu Xiang didn't bother to look at it, probably because he had too many clothes , Shen Zhisen likes to buy clothes for him.

After going there, Shen Zhisen invited Zhuang Zhuang to have dinner together, what is there to eat with Zhuang Zhuang, he just wanted to know Shu Xiang's whereabouts through Zhuang Zhuang, but he was not familiar with this Zhuang Zhuang at all.

It was already very late when we returned home after dinner, Shu Xiang had trouble sleeping by himself, and there was no way for Shen Zhisen to stay overnight.

The living room of this house is small, and the bedroom is even smaller. The old wooden bed in the bedroom is even a single bed. As soon as Shu Xiang's father saw this bed, he called it unlucky because it was his mother's bed.

That's just right, so the father and son don't have to fight for the bed, and the sofa bed in the living room is even more spacious, but compared to Shen Zhisen's high-end apartment, this place is dilapidated like a refugee slum.

The three boxes almost filled the living room, and dust was piled up everywhere, not to mention sitting, there was not even a place to put your feet down.

Shen Zhisen crossed his arms and looked around the room. He obviously asked Zhuang Zhuang to come over and clean it up in advance, but now it seems that this kid just spread a thin layer of bedding on the bed lazily and easily.

Shu Xiang would be allergic to sleeping here, Shen Zhisen frowned, "Xiao Xiang, stay in a hotel tonight."

"No, I can sleep."

"I'll stay with you for one more day, and tomorrow I'll find a cleaner to clean it up."

"No, I can clean it myself."

"Xiao Xiang, can you be more obedient?"

Shu Xiang's father also agreed, saying that Shu Xiang was not only disobedient, but also used to be annoying. Shu Xiang pushed his father aside and put his hands in his pockets, "I won't go to the hotel, but I can help you find One room, I need to go to bed now, and I have to find a job tomorrow."

"In such a hurry?"

"Of course it's urgent to find a job."

Shen Zhisen knew that Shu Xiang didn't want money, so he tried to give him money during this time, afraid of hurting his self-esteem, he didn't dare to give more each time, but every time he transferred the money, Shu Xiang returned it back intact.

Shen Zhisen even thought about giving the money to Shu Xiang's father, and he could give some more in case of emergencies, but with Shu Xiang's father's virtue, it is estimated that he would not use it on Shu Xiang at all.

"What kind of job do you want to find?" Shen Zhisen asked again.

"Look for it first and then talk."

In fact, Shu Xiang has a plan in mind, serve the dishes more money, serve the dishes more, and accompany the wine with more money. In short, Shu Xiang needs a job with less working hours but quick pay.He still needs to spare time for painting, and he has figured it out in the past few days. Of course he can't throw away painting after persisting for so long. At worst, he can change his name and number and start over.

Shen Zhisen hesitated to speak, Shu Xiang knew that he was restraining himself, if he couldn't control it, Shu Xiang would probably be brought back by force, but in the end he just tried the gas, tried the light switches in each room, and then Go back first.

Shu Xiang didn't mean to send him out, but she couldn't help but said before he left, "No, you can call a substitute driver."

"Don't worry about me." Shen Zhisen pinched Shu Xiang's cuff, a little worried that he was wearing thin clothes, "Remember to call me as soon as possible."

"There will be nothing."

"I'll come and see you when I'm free."

"Better not to come."

Shen Zhisen was laughed angrily by Shu Xiang, he pressed Shu Xiang's head hard, "You..."

Before he finished speaking, Shen Zhisen stuffed a cigarette into his mouth, and he blocked his own words. When Shu Xiang raised his head again, he saw Shen Zhisen waving at him, and his back quickly disappeared in all directions. Peeled corridors.

Shu Xiang sniffed, stood there for a while, and then was scolded by his father and went back to the room. Just now, Shen Zhisen managed to maintain a good temper with him, but now he has no patience at all, "Fuck you!" Shu Xiang Cursed: "Sleep how you like, don't fucking bother me!"