She flirts openly and secretly [entertainment circle]

After leaving the kitchen, Jiao Jiao still sat on the chair in a regular manner, staring at the TV intently.

As soon as Shen Yilan took her seat, the ending song of the cartoon appeared on the TV.

"No more." Jiaojiao looked at the TV in disappointment, "Does sister watch TV?"

Shen Yilan took the remote control handed over by Jiao Jiao, and changed a few channels.

Finally, she stopped at the financial interface.

It rebroadcasts the news of He Lu Real Estate's signing of the spokesperson, He Lu's CEO personally signed the endorsement, and shook hands with Zhao Xi for a group photo.

Although Zhao Xi is a singer, he has debuted for a long time and has a lot of experience. He has already started his own business.

According to the previous spokesperson's statement, I'm afraid it's not enough. In fact, it can be considered that Zhao Xi's business development has begun to have a relationship with Lu.

And it has been two years since Zhao Xi released his last album, many fans are eagerly paying attention to the endorsement, but at the same time they don't forget to press for an early release.

Shen Yilan stared at the TV screen until the news was over, and the host was already reading the script of the next news, before she picked up her chopsticks and took a bite of food.

Ye Zi's seat was facing the TV, but she just raised her eyes, not deliberately watching the news.

"Is it such a big influence? I thought it was just an ordinary endorsement." After watching the news, Shen Yilan muttered to himself, "What a media shoot!"

"And Lu's usual ostentation." Ye Zi ate a few chopsticks sullenly, lacking in interest.

"Really?" Shen Yilan was particularly interested, "I don't know much about this."

In these details, she seems to be able to find the traces of Shen Yichu's life, and even understand the reasons for her psychological state in the last period of time.

At that time, Shen Yilan remembered that no matter how she asked, Shen Yichu didn't explain, but just expressed his pain to her without any mention of the cause.

"You don't need to understand these things," Ye Zi said.

"But I want to know." Shen Yilan's eyes sparkled, and she even reached out her hand to shake Ye Zi, with a flattering smile.

Ye Zi looked down at the hand on her wrist, and put it aside calmly, "The meal is getting cold, eat it quickly."

"Why do you stop talking about these things with your sister..." Shen Yilan knew that she didn't want to talk to herself, so she was a little depressed.

After hesitating for a long time, Shen Yilan's appetite was no longer good, she said to herself, "I really want to collaborate with Teacher Zhao Xi on a song, will this improve my current situation."

"Don't try to reach the sky in one step." Ye Zi frowned at her, with a rare stern tone in her tone.

Shen Yilan stared blankly at Ye Zi, "I seem to think too much, it should be more difficult to cooperate with Mr. Zhao Xi than climbing to the sky, right?"

Shen Yichu has a good relationship with Zhao Xi, so what does it have to do with her, Shen Yilan?

Besides, when Shen Yichu was alive, Zhao Xi was still a very popular singer and hadn't started a company yet.

On the contrary, after Shen Yichu passed away, Zhao Xi started his own business plan.

This time it became even more unattainable.

Shen Yilan was very melancholy, and she seemed to be having a hard time in this kind of life.

Ye Zi always told her not to worry, to wait slowly, and her things would not run away.

But how can time wait for someone?

In a few months, as soon as FFIVE disbands, she will be completely finished.

She had to figure something out.

"Still thinking about it?" Seeing her expression still unfocused, Ye Zi asked.

"Ms. Ye, I don't want to go to the sky in one step." Shen Yilan lost the joyful expression just now, and her face was stained with some unchangeable thoughts, "I just want to know where the staircase I used to go to the sky is, and everyone else is going to it." Climb up and I can't even find a place."

"Wait a little longer, it will be soon." Ye Zi looked at the TV, the news had come to an end, "It's not just what you want."

"What do you mean?" Shen Yilan didn't understand.

Ye Zi said: "Sometimes the choice is very important."

"I can't wait anymore, I don't have time." Shen Yilan was not in the mood to think about Ye Zi's words that made her confused.

Tian Cheng and Liu Qi announced that they were flying all over the sky, and they were so busy that they had tens of millions of fans on Weibo, and endorsements continued.

Needless to say, Zhou Mei, what is there to worry about when BEST comes out.

And she has nothing, no money, no connections, not even a job.

It's a lie to say she's not jealous, isn't she just counting the votes?

Why is it the same team, others can choose to refuse the notice, but she doesn't even have a chance to see the notice.

Seeing that she was not in the right state, Ye Zi smiled and coaxed Jiao Jiao next to her, "Would you like to take you back to your room for a lunch break?"

Within a few minutes, Ye Zi came out of the room.

Shen Yilan leaned on the back of the chair, her eyes were a little distracted.

She seems to be easily influenced by her surroundings, and when she sees others develop so well, she becomes extremely anxious.

Because she has no retreat, and there is no room for her failure, she must move forward.

But the road in front of her seemed to be blocked, she seemed to be stuck in a maze, and she couldn't get out no matter what.

Ye Zi didn't wipe her tears this time, she pulled the stool next to her and sat down, regaining her indifferent expression.

"What do you want to know? Shen Yichu? What else?" The corners of Ye Zi's eyes showed some contempt, "I can tell you everything."

She knew that Shen Yilan didn't dare to ask these things, even if she told her clearly, she could ask.

But Shen Yilan didn't dare.

As it turned out, she was right.

Shen Yilan just curled up on the stool, "I just want to sing."

She seemed to be able to figure out something vaguely, but she knew that she didn't have the courage to face the truth.

"If it was someone else, with such a state of mind every day, I would have given up on her long ago." Ye Zi did not comfort her gently.

Shen Yilan was in a paralyzed state, and couldn't hold back tears after hearing Ye Zi's words, "I just want to make my life meaningful, can't I do that?"

"I can't see your efforts." Ye Zi turned off the noisy TV, and her words became brighter in the silent living room.

Shen Yilan's ears hurt even more.

"I think your aura started to disappear bit by bit after the show ended." Ye Zi put one arm on the table and asked sideways, "Why?"

"Ms. Ye..." Shen Yilan raised her head from her knees, her eyes were red, "When I was a trainee, my goal was to rank first in every monthly review. Later, when I participated in the draft, my goal It’s my debut. But now, what should my goal be?”

Ye Zi didn't continue to answer.

An imperceptible emotion flashed in her eyes, and Yoyo retracted her leaning forward body, her gaze slightly shifted to the bowls and chopsticks on the table, "If I don't have an appetite, I'll clean up the table."

In the next few days, Shen Yilan seemed to spend more time playing with Jiao Jiao.

Children are simple-minded, with few eyes, and they don't care too much when they play. They just say what they think in their minds.

Besides, Jiao Jiao's sweet mouth made Shen Yilan very happy.

And Ye Zi was just quietly busy with her own affairs, or school work, or some of her personal hobbies.

Except when sharing the same bed at night, she would still be in Ye Zi's warm embrace, but it was limited to kissing and hugging.

The love and comfort she felt continued, but not further.

It's as if two parallel lines are getting closer and closer. After reaching the pole, they can't go any further. Instead, they are pushed away by some distance due to previous excessive contact and exploration.

Shen Yilan couldn't figure out this kind of development, it seemed that something had changed, but it didn't seem to have changed.

Nor could she find cause and effect for these mood changes.

What happened was inexplicable, and there was no chance for people to think carefully.

It was still a day to spend time with Jiaojiao.

Jiao Jiao accidentally knocked over the water cup, which was a plastic cup, so only a large piece of water fell on the ground.

Shen Yilan hurriedly found a mop to deal with it, but slipped and fell to the ground.

Jiaojiao anxiously went to call Ye Zi in the room, but Shen Yilan couldn't stop her.

But she felt that the water was soaking on her buttocks, and the fabric had been stained with water, but she didn't think about it.

The corners of the eyes were sour, and tears were almost welling up.

Ye Zi went out of the room, saw Shen Yilan's appearance, and stretched out her hand to pull her.

In the past, when Shen Yilan wanted to cry, after seeing Ye Zi, she couldn't help it anymore, and the tears burst.

But this time, she tried her best to swallow her sore feeling, and she didn't want to cry in front of Ye Zi at all.

She stood up with her hands on her hands, the palms were full of water, and it was still dripping onto the ground.

"I brought you out to relax, do you remember?" Ye Zi folded her arms and looked at her, the corner of her mouth raised, but there was no obvious smile.

Shen Yilan lowered her head and nodded slightly.

"Then is this distraction effective?" Ye Zi asked again.

Shen Yilan paused, then nodded again.

"But I don't think it works." Ye Zi said with certainty, "It's not just the environment that will affect you."

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