After being reborn, the dead enemy suddenly said that he loves me

[You didn't say anything wrong, no need to apologize] After Ning Xuan replied to this message, he turned off his phone and threw it aside.

The house leak happened on a rainy night, and people were unlucky, and things that didn't go well were always one after another.

Not only was there no hot water at home, but the lights in the bedroom were also broken.

Ning Xuan could only turn on a small desk lamp, lying on the bed in a daze, he didn't feel sleepy, he couldn't breathe due to the weight of weakness and loneliness.

This feeling is like the last days of his previous life, no matter whether it was day or night, the tense nerves consumed all his energy, and he was tossing and turning like this now, unable to sleep.

I got up and opened the cabinet to take sleeping pills, only to remember that I was reborn again.

There is no medicine at home, so I should not be sick now.

In the end, Ning Xun didn't know when he fell asleep.

He vaguely remembered what happened a long time ago.

He was an orphan since he was a child, and he didn't have much impression of his parents. As long as he could remember, he grew up in an orphanage, not in the capital where he is now, but in a small, backward county in another city.

His surname follows the dean's surname, and he didn't take the current 珜 character at the beginning, but the lamb's sheep. At that time, he especially cherished the lamb doll given to him by the dean, so when he chose the name Use this word too.

It was only after debut that the company thought the word was not good, so they changed it.

At that time, the orphanage was not rich, and the dean was a very amiable middle-aged woman. She was in her 40s and had no children. She was very gentle and frugal, leaving almost all good things to her children.

When she was a child, Ning Xun always thought that the role of mother is probably as gentle as the dean.

There are very few people adopting children in the small county, so no one cares about even a beautiful and well-behaved child like Ning Xuan.

It's rare that people who adopt people come to take their children away in the end.

As the days passed, Ning Xun grew bigger and bigger, and the chance of being adopted became smaller.

The dean did not dislike Ning Xuan, but let him go to school and still let him live in the orphanage.

During school, he never experienced school violence, but at that time, Ning Xun had a low self-esteem in his bones, and he was not willing to play with his peers.

He is very obedient, and his grades are very good. After school, he will help the dean take care of his younger siblings.

This situation continued until Ning Xuan was 12 years old and entered the first grade of junior high school. This dilapidated orphanage was canceled by the state, and the children in the orphanage will be sent to other orphanages with better living conditions.

Ning Xuan was unwilling to leave the dean, and hugged the dean crying, "Mom, don't drive me away."

The children in the yard call her Mother Ning, and Ning Xuan is used to calling her Mother.

He cried a lot, and finally the dean relented, and instead of letting him leave, he adopted him himself.

The happy days have only passed for more than two years.

The dean is sick, cancer.

The cost of treatment was very high, and soon the small savings were spent. Ning Xun began to go to school and do odd jobs after school, working as a waiter in a food stall run by a neighbor.

The money given is not much, but the work is very tiring. Ning Xun, who has just turned 15, is always on the go, willing to do any dirty work.

The dean's mother found out that he secretly made money outside, and the two hugged and cried for a long time that night.

One weekend at the age of 15, Ning Xuan went to a part-time job to distribute leaflets, and was discovered by Wang Qiushu, the manager of Yuangu Entertainment.

At that time, an artist under Yuangu was filming at a scenic spot in this county. 15-year-old Ning Xuan was growing up.

Under the scorching sun, Ning Xuan's face was flushed from the sun, his forehead was covered with sweat, and he was conscientious in handing out leaflets.

Wang Qiushu asked him at the time, "How much do you pay for handing out leaflets a day?"

"forty."

"Are you short of money?"

Ning Xuan nodded.

Looking back on this conversation now, it is almost the same as abducting children online.

"I'm the agent of Yuangu Entertainment Company. This is my business card. The company is recruiting young trainees. Are you interested in coming?"

Ning Xuan didn't quite understand what she said, took the business card and looked at it, and only asked, "Can you make a lot of money?"

The dean's illness requires too much money, and each treatment requires a lot of money. The family has no money and owes a lot.

"It's more than you can earn by distributing leaflets, and it will be even more when you become popular in the future."

Finally, Ning Xuan agreed.

The contract with Yuan Gu lasted for seven years, the longest among the same group of youth trainees.

The people in the company are not fools. One look at Ning Xun's bones and he knew that he would not grow crooked. Ning Xun was short of money and came from a small place. He didn't know anything about the entertainment industry, so he signed the contract in a daze. A seven-year contract of prostitution.

He was wearing a white shirt, a pair of washed white jeans, and a new pair of pirated sneakers. It was the first time he had visited a big city full of tall buildings. The streets were clean and tidy, and everyone looked glamorous.

Like a misfit outsider, he followed his agent to Yuangu Company, lived in the dormitory arranged by the company, and received training with some other children.

At that time, Ning Xun was thin and weak, and looked like he was malnourished. He trained very hard every day, but his fellow youth trainees were not as gentle and kind as the classmates they met in school. You are friendly, but you are actually doing bad things secretly.

Ning Xuan had been bullied several times, he didn't dare to cry in front of other people, and always hid in the corner where he changed clothes and sobbed secretly.

Once discovered by Shen Jingqian, the other party did not dislike him and laughed at him, and even kindly handed Ning Xuan a tissue to comfort him not to cry.

That was the first time Ning Xuan felt warmth after coming to the capital.

"Are you homesick?"

The young Shen Jingqian seems to be more mature and stable than his peers, and the voice of the handsome young man is very soft and gentle.

Ning Xuan sniffed, nodded, then quickly shook his head, choked up and said, "I'm not homesick."

In fact, he thought about it, but he couldn't go back. If he went back, he would have no money. Without money, the dean would die.

At that time, there was no mobile phone, so I could only talk to the dean once a week.

"Are you okay over there? Are you used to it? Has anyone bullied you?" The dean's voice sounded more energetic than before.

Ning Xuan's face was full of tears but he replied calmly, "It's fine, I'm used to it, and no one bullies me."

The dean sighed, "Is the training hard? I'm always uneasy, why don't you come back."

Ning Xuan was unwilling, and said with a choked voice, "It's not hard."

In fact, it is very hard. The teacher who teaches dancing is very strict. He does not learn from childhood like others. Every time he presses his legs and waist, he will cry in pain.

But he reported the good but not the bad, "I, I am doing well here, and I have made friends, so you don't have to worry about me."