When Bai Yueguang was disheartened

The examination results were not satisfactory, but Zhou Yuan's performance was more depressed than the patient Yin Zhen.

After returning home that day, Zhou Yuan turned off all unimportant tasks, and changed the slightly important tasks that required him to make decisions in person into video conferences.

The people under the big boss's decision-making naturally dared not listen, but the people who didn't know the truth silently guessed that the internal situation of Hengzhou Group had changed.

Zhou Yuancai doesn't care about the opinions and suspicions of company employees and outsiders. To him, Yin Zhen's body is the most important thing now.

The pressure was too great, and Zhou Yuanren also lost a lot of weight.

But he didn't dare to show any emotions in front of Yin Zhen, he was really bored to a certain extent, and he only dared to hide on the balcony secretly and smoke a couple of cigarettes.

He didn't dare to smoke at home, and he didn't even dare to go near Yin Zhen just after smoking.

He thinks that his cleverness will not be discovered, but Yin Zhen has already seen his various behaviors in his eyes.

I'm tired of telling him to stop wasting time on himself.

Yin Zhen hugged the rabbit and looked at his lonely back on the balcony, feeling sour in his heart.

Afterwards, Zhou Yuan seemed to answer a phone call. Yinzhen didn't know who the person was over there, only to find that Zhou Yuan's mood seemed to be even more depressed after the call was hung up.

He looked at it like this for a while.

After that, Zhou Yuan put out the cigarette butt, turned around and wanted to enter the house, but saw Yin Zhen had already opened the glass door of the balcony and walked out.

It was too late to hide the cigarette butts, and the smell of the smoke hadn't dissipated yet. Zhou Yuan stretched out his hand and fanned it in the air, and smiled apologetically, "Why did you come out? The wind will catch a cold at night."

"This is your home, you don't need to hide on the balcony to smoke." Yin Zhen said in a deep voice.

Zhou Yuan changed his melancholy just now, and began to take advantage of his mouth, "What is your family and my family? There is no need to divide like this, I am all yours."

Yin Zhen was in a trance, so he said to him again, "Zhou Yuan, you don't have to do this..."

Zhou Yuan didn't want to hear his frustrating words, so he forcibly took people back to the house, and took out the newly bought toy for Jiujiu to divert his attention.

Yin Zhen's spirit was very poor, and he felt tired after a while.

Zhou Yuan coaxed him to sleep.

Unlike Yin Zhen's deep sleep, Zhou Yuan suffers from insomnia and anxiety.

Sometimes he would stare at Yin Zhen's face for a long time when he was not dealing with work, and after a while, he would go up to touch Yin Zhen's warm skin, as if this could reduce his anxiety.

He was extremely careful, but he was still no match for the raging disease.

Yin Zhen developed a high fever for no reason the next day, his tonsils were swollen, he couldn't eat, he couldn't even drink a few sips of porridge.

He was rushed to the hospital for emergency treatment. He woke up the next afternoon after a blood transfusion.

In just one night, Zhou Yuan seemed to have aged a lot, he no longer had the vigor of the past, only endless haggardness.

"I almost thought you couldn't make it through." Zhou Yuan's words sounded a little crying.

Yin Zhen's throat hurts, and it is difficult to speak, and his body hurts everywhere, and he doesn't know what to say.

This turmoil made Zhou Yuan's emotions even more serious, even when the surgeon Xi Xin came to visit Yin Zhen at home and found out.

He was going to take the "Medical Psychology" class when he was in college, and he knew that Zhou Yuan's performance had already surpassed the level of family members of normal patients.

He tried to persuade him with good words, but Zhou Yuan rolled his eyes.

Except when facing Yin Zhen, Zhou Yuan was extremely irritable at other times.

Xi Xin could only tell Yin Zhen a few things. Mental illness is very tormenting. He has taken a lot of medicine and seen many doctors before. Yin Zhen has experienced that feeling.

So follow the advice.

Sometimes thinking of the situation of the two of them, Yin Zhen thought it was quite funny.

The two entangled each other, and finally both fell ill.

Zhou Yuan would even have nightmares after falling asleep, and every time he would dream that Yin Zhen had left him.

Everything in the dream was so real that it woke him up several times.

In the middle of the night, Yin Zhen was woken up by him, and asked him what was wrong, but Zhou Yuan refused to say anything, he was vague and perfunctory, but his heart was beating violently, and it took a long time to calm down.

Every time this happened, he would hold Yinzhen tightly and apologize to him, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry Zhenzhen...don't leave me...it's all my fault, I didn't take good care of you..."

Yin Zhen is silent every time, but he will raise his hand tenderly to touch his ear, and pinch it lightly, as if he knows how to express himself in this way.

It's February, and the Chinese New Year is coming.

Chinese knots and lanterns were hung in the streets and alleys of City B, and banners celebrating the New Year were all pulled up.

The weather is gradually warming up, but Yin Zhen's situation is up and down.

He still refused to be hospitalized, so Zhou Yuan could only hire a family doctor to be on call at home at any time.

He is eating less and less now, even if Zhou Yuan cooks it for him in different ways, he can't eat a few mouthfuls in the end.

He persuaded Zhou Yuan not to make such a fuss, but the other party naturally didn't listen, and still insisted on cooking him soup.

This afternoon, Yin Zhen was sitting on a deck chair on the balcony basking in the sun.

The sun was mottled on his face, his body was covered with a thick plush blanket, and the little rabbit was lying on his chest and sleeping like its owner. The picture was warm and beautiful.

Zhou Yuan walked up to him lightly and covered him with a blanket, but Yin Zhen woke up suddenly. He opened his eyes and asked sleepily, "Is the New Year coming?"

Zhou Yuan hummed.

I don't know what he dreamed about, or what he thought of.

Yin Zhen, who was lying on the recliner, said in a daze, "You haven't given me this year's greeting card yet."

These words were very light and low, thanks to Zhou Yuan's good hearing.

greeting card?

Zhou Yuan paused.

Sending greeting cards to loved ones was always popular in school, and Zhou Yuan was no exception at that time.

He didn't know exactly when he fell in love with Yin Zhen, and he couldn't extricate himself after he recovered.

He didn't dare to write down his love casually like others.

He still remembers how he felt when he wrote the first greeting card, the timidity, the forbearance, the lingering love with thousands of words, and finally turned into "healthy body, free from all diseases"

The young master Yin Zhen who received the greeting card did not express his happiness very obviously, but he curled his lips and told Zhou Yuan that he remembered to give it to me every year.

The promise was not fulfilled, and the expectation on the greeting card naturally failed to be realized.

The fire at the beginning burned out the friendship between the two, burned away the years of unwillingness, and also got the pleasure of revenge from Yin Zhen's reaction at that time.

But what's the use...

No matter how much revenge, no matter how much humiliation, he never thought of asking Yin Zhen to leave.

To him, Yin Zhen is an enemy, a relative, and a lover, and is his only concern in this world.

Without Yin Zhen...

You might really go crazy, right?

Bone marrow, bone marrow, I can't believe I can't find it!

He is almost crazy, guarding Yin Zhen every step of the way.

As for Yin Zhen, he really doesn't resist Zhou Yuan so much now.

But this "no resistance" does not mean that he agrees with Zhou Yuan to take a bath with him.

It's not that they haven't washed together in the past few years, but Yin Zhen thinks that he broke up with Zhou Yuan, and being forced to stay by his side is already the limit.

As for the more intimate piston movement, and the affectionate mandarin duck bath, of course he refused to agree.

These days, Zhou Yuan is always guarding the door when taking a shower, but tonight the other party secretly opened the door and squeezed in.

Yin Zhen was startled, but Zhou Yuan put his arms around him to comfort him, "I won't do anything, I'm just worried that you will fall."

Yin Zhen didn't want to wash it anymore, he still had needle marks left by injections on his arms, and the bruises were ugly.

Because the person is too thin, the proportions are strange and deformed.

Zhou Yuan held him stubbornly and didn't let go, he hugged his back and let him stick to himself, whispering: "Zhenzhen, let me hug you for a while, I miss you..."

Selling miserably is useful, and Yin Zhen likes it very much.

In the past, when we took a bath together, sparks would always be sparked out. Now when we are taking a serious bath, Yin Zhen whispered, "The scar on your shoulder, please find a time to have a scar removal operation."

When he was kidnapped in the first place, Zhou Yuan blocked Yin Zhen with a knife, so a seven or eight centimeter long scar was left on his right shoulder. As time went by, this scar was not as hideous as it was before, and it has faded a lot.

Every time during these years, Yin Zhen didn't dare to touch Zhou Yuan's scar every time.

Every time I see it, I can't help but recall the touch and obsession with him at the beginning.

After hearing this, Zhou Yuan only coaxed him, "When you recover from illness, wait for you to accompany me to do it."

Yin Zhen was silent. Lying in the bathtub, he asked again like a ghost, "Don't you think I'm ugly?"

No one doesn't like beautiful things, Yingying and Yanyan who have been with Zhou Yuan these years are not outstanding in appearance and talented.

Since I got this disease, the skin that I was able to handle before has completely disappeared.

Zhou Yuan also scolded himself for being too skinny, and he never forgot these words.

This question was like a basin of cold water with ice cubes pouring down his head, Zhou Yuan could only wish to take a time machine and go back and slap himself when he said this.

He leaned over to Yin Zhen's side, and said in a low voice, "You just pretended that I was out of my mind at that time and said nonsense, why are you so ugly?"

Yin Zhen didn't go through the old accounts with him for too long, and after hearing this, he only said: "I just don't think you need to hang on my crooked neck tree, as long as you want, there is no such thing as a man or woman."

"Yin Zhen!!!"

Zhou Yuan really understood now, Yin Zhen's abnormality these two days, and his temptations beating around the bush, sometimes asked himself to get rid of the scar, and sometimes said that he was ugly, but the original purpose was to let him go.

With such an illness and such low energy, he still refuses to give up this idea.

Zhou Yuan was so angry that his heart hurt, he wrapped him up and threw him on the bed.

Said it was lost, but Zhou Yuan was actually careful.

He was angry, but he still poured water for him to take medicine first.

Zhou Yuan paced around the bed with bare feet and wearing a nightgown. He was aggressive, but he didn't dare to be too aggressive. He didn't dare to frighten him, and he didn't even dare to make a move. He didn't even dare to threaten him, because he was afraid of making him angry.

In the end, an overseas phone call broke the deadlock.

Like a ray of light breaking through the clouds, it shattered the original depression and despair.

"Mr. Zhou, the person you asked me to check has appeared in a bar in North America in the past few days. There is hope for Young Master Yin's bone marrow..."