When Bai Yueguang was disheartened

Some instruments that Zhou Yuan couldn't pronounce their full names were used on Yin Zhen, and Yin Zhen fell into a coma while lying down.

He was so thin, it seemed like he was dying.

Zhou Yuan accompanied him to the hospital, watched him enter the emergency room, and listened to the doctor talk about his condition.

Even the apex of my heart hurts, as if being held tightly.

Zhou Yuan was trembling, he had never been so afraid.

In the past, he never expected that death was so close to him.

There will be a day when people live in this world. The early death of his parents made Zhou Yuan mistakenly think that his heart was already impenetrable.

He overestimated himself, as long as he thought of Yin Zhen's appearance when he was unconscious, those fortresses he built would be completely vulnerable.

The snow outside has not stopped, and there are few pedestrians on the road. Just like his mood, the whole city is in a haze.

It was already noon the next day when Yin Zhen woke up. He opened his eyes tiredly, and saw Zhou Yuan sitting on the edge of the bed looking at him.

Yin Zhen's voice was hoarse, and he struggled to pronounce the syllables, "You..."

Zhou Yuan approached excitedly, his tone was anxious, but he seemed to be afraid of scaring Yinzhen and deliberately slowed down, "Is there any discomfort? May I help you to call a doctor?"

Yin Zhen still had an IV in his hand, and when he saw him approaching, he subconsciously wanted to hide, but the blood flowed back from his wrong movements, and Zhou Yuan was so frightened that he stopped and dared not move forward.

"Don't, don't move!!"

Zhou Yuan rang the bell next to him while comforting him, the nurse came in to check, the needle had already been broken off by him, so he had to do it again.

Zhou Yuan just stood quietly at the side, looking at Yin Zhen who didn't even frown on the hospital bed, his heart throbbed.

Recalling the physical examination organized by the school in the past, Yin Zhen was coquettish and afraid of pain, and the teenage guy couldn't help but get red eyes when he was drawing blood.

At that time, he himself also felt that it was embarrassing to cry, so he kept gritting his teeth and persisted. After Zhou Yuan had his blood drawn, he rushed to him from his class.

They were in the toilet cubicle together, Yin Zhen hugged him, tried hard to drill that hairy head into Zhou Yuan's chest, sobbing and crying pitifully in pain.

Zhou Yuan didn't think he was cowardly, nor did he laugh at him. He wrapped his hands around him, stroked Yin Zhen's back, and comforted him: "Be good, don't cry."

"I already called that nurse a beautiful sister, but she is not light at all..." Yin Zhen raised his head from his arms. He is a small framed person who is not considered tall, and has always been light and thin. Zhou Yuan was very easy. Hold him in your arms.

When he raised his head and cried to himself, the tails of his eyes and the tip of his nose were red, and Zhou Yuan's throat was dry looking at his watery eyes.

His body was limp, obviously he didn't learn to dance, but his ligaments were very soft, and he had a nice fragrance on his body.

Clinging tightly to himself, Zhou Yuan told him not to cry, but he couldn't help thinking in his heart that Yin Zhen is obviously a boy, why does he look so good when he cries?People don't dislike him at all, but want him to cry harder?

At that time, it was just a blood test and I couldn't stop crying, but now...

Zhou Yuan clenched his fist subconsciously.

Now Yin Zhen is so numb to injections and infusions, as if he is used to it, how many crimes has he committed?

Just how bad he was to him made him feel disheartened and his temperament changed drastically. When he felt uncomfortable, he only dared to bear it silently.

Treat yourself as an outsider, just like when you drew blood at that time, and suppressed it in front of teachers and classmates.

Zhou Yuan stood aside and watched the nurse re-insert him. Yin Zhen looked at the nurse's name tag, frowned and questioned Zhou Yuan, "Isn't this City H?!"

The little nurse who gave him the injection was quicker than Zhou Yuan, and answered first: "This is City E, the capital of the province. Your condition is not very good. You transferred from City H overnight."

Yin Zhen's face was even uglier than before, and he said to the nurse, "I'm going to be discharged from the hospital, I'm not here!!"

While talking, he was paranoid to pull out the needle, which frightened Zhou Yuan and the nurse who gave the injection.

Zhou Yuan quickly grabbed Yin Zhen's wrist to stop his behavior, and said to the overwhelmed nurse: "You go out first, I will do ideological work for him."

The nurse shook her head and left, but Zhou Yuan found that Yin Zhen's body was trembling.

He wanted to withdraw his wrist, his body was tense, and he seemed very nervous.

The wrist was very white and thin, Zhou Yuan didn't exert much force at all, but when he let go, he found that the wrist was already red.

"Does it hurt you? I was in a hurry just now, so..." Zhou Yuan lowered his voice, wanting to check his wrist.

Yin Zhen couldn't help crying, "Don't touch me...go away..."

He resisted Zhou Yuan too much, his chest heaved and heaved violently, as if he could faint at any time.

Zhou Yuan didn't know that he could hear a few words, but he still explained: "You fainted at the time, and the doctor said that you were not in good condition, and suggested that I take you to another hospital, but I think the medical resources here are still not as good as those in City B."

Zhou Yuan squatted by the bed, looked up at Yin Zhen in a low position, and patiently coaxed, "I was too much of an asshole in the past. If you were angry and sad, it was my fault. You can beat or scold me as much as you want, I will admit it." , but we can’t make fun of our lives, go back with me, I’ll ask the best doctor to see you, if it’s not working, we’ll go abroad and you’ll be cured.”

"Now that medical care is so developed, you'll be fine."

Zhou Yuan said a lot, but Yin Zhen shook his head and refused to listen to a word.

He was in a bad state, and his spirit was also very bad, and he had just woken up from a coma, so he couldn't even fully listen to Zhou Yuan's words, let alone seriously think about them.

He only knew that he hated Zhou Yuan and wanted to stay away from Zhou Yuan.

This kind of thinking is almost engraved in the bone.

Seeing him crying all the time, Zhou Yuan was afraid that he would become dehydrated and faint again, so he took a tissue and wanted to wipe his tears, but before his hand could fully touch Yin Zhen, the other party exclaimed.

He was so thin and weak, but he still seemed to be made of water, fluttering endlessly.

Zhou Yuan didn't dare to force him, he was at a loss what to do, wanted to get close, but didn't dare.

He's like a joke.

This stalemate was eased only with the arrival of the "angel in white" Xi Xin.

When receiving a call from Zhou Yuan, Zhou Yuan begged Xi Xin to put down his work and come to City H. He knew that he could not persuade Yin Zhen alone, so he sought foreign help.

When seeing Xi Xin before, Zhou Yuan always acted as if the other party owed him 800 million, and made sarcastic remarks to pick Xi Xin's pain.

Now, however, things are turning.

Yin Zhen refused to listen to him, and even refused to let him touch him.

And Xi Xin is Yin Zhen's best friend, and he is also a doctor...

Zhou Yuan switched positions with him, and Xi Xin punched Zhou Yuan as soon as he came.

With so much force, Zhou Yuan staggered back two steps, and the crying Yin Zhen also stopped in shock.

Zhou Yuan didn't care about the pain anymore, he put all his heart on Yin Zhen, and seeing that his whimpering had subsided, he couldn't help but cast a grateful look at Xi Xin.

"You can count."

Xi Xin gave him a blank look, and hurried to check on Yin Zhen. The needle that was just pricked just now fell off again. Xi Xin pulled it out for him, holding the back of his hand and frowning.

There was not much medicine left in the hanging bottle. He glanced at the medicine bottle and saw that the medicine inside was just ordinary glucose. Seeing Yin Zhen's resistance, he didn't want to have another injection for him, so he pulled it out for him. up.

"Didn't you promise that I would be fine? Why did I go to the hospital for emergency treatment?" Xi Xin pretended to be angry.

Yin Zhen is like a child who has done something wrong, apologizing only, "I made you worry..."

"I heard all of your conversation just now. Although Zhou Yuan is an idiot, he is right. The level of medical care here is still worse than that of City B. Come back with me."

Yin Zhen didn't answer, his fingers subconsciously grabbed the corner of the quilt.

After a few seconds, he changed the subject, "I'm tired and want to sleep for a while."

Zhou Yuan and Xi Xin could see that he was running away, neither of them forced him.

At first Yin Zhen said he was sleepy because he didn't want to answer their questions, but he fell asleep after a while.

Zhou Yuan was upset and smoked in the smoking area. Xi Xin asked him for a cigarette. After smoking half a cigarette, Xi Xin said slowly, "Who told you he was sick? Feng Qi?"

Zhou Yuan paused, the soot fell down, and asked back: "Feng Qi also knows?"

Xi Xin laughed lightly, and said sarcastically, "It's a pity that you still share the bed with him, and you don't know anything about it."

Xi Xin lowered his eyes, "He checked it out in early autumn."

early autumn...

Several months passed, and Yin Zhen was under his nose every day, but he didn't realize it at all.

Zhou Yuan was silent, but Xi Xin kicked him on the calf, "You haven't answered me yet, who told you?"

"I saw it myself." Zhou Yuan replied: "I came to look for him yesterday, broke into his house, and saw the checklist and medicine on his desk."

After hearing this, Xi Xin's eyes changed slightly, and his hostility towards Zhou Yuan became less.

I saw it at Yin Zhen's house yesterday... It shows that Zhou Yuan didn't turn his prodigal son back after he knew about his illness, chasing after him with hypocrisy.

Yin Zhen and Feng Qi plotted against Zhou Yuan like this, Zhou Yuan didn't let anyone directly target him, but came all the way by himself.

Does this mean that Zhou Yuan really has Yin Zhen in his heart?

Xi Xin coughed softly, "Although I don't deal with you, Zhenzhen's current condition is very bad. My suggestion is that of course he should go back to City B, but in the last few days, I will persuade him to do the second phase of chemotherapy, and wait for his physical condition to improve. Then go back to City B, otherwise this tossing back and forth will be even worse for him."

Xi Xin is a doctor, and even Yin Zhen's friend, Zhou Yuan believed what he said.

He nodded and said seriously, "Thank you."

"Ouch, come here." Xi Xin put out the cigarette butt, "I'm only doing it for Yin Zhen."

Both of them knew that apart from bone marrow resources, another major problem was that Yin Zhen himself had no will to survive, and he resisted the hospital and treatment.

In treatment, the patient's own desire to survive is very important.

If a person does not have a firm belief in living, then as long as he encounters a little setbacks and tribulations in the later stage, he will want to give up.

Seeing that Yin Zhen was awake, Zhou Yuan told him about the chemotherapy in a good voice while holding the meal.

As a result, Yin Zhen turned his face on the spot, "I'm dead!"