When Bai Yueguang was disheartened

Yin Zhen went for an interview. A training institution taught children to play the piano, but the other party shook his head when he saw him, and the reason given was that he was not suitable.

Yin Zhen was a little disappointed, but Xi Xin was very angry about it.

It wasn't that Qiqin was not accepted, but that Qi Yinzhen sneaked away for an interview at this time.

Yin Zhen could only beg him with a smiling face and say that he would not do it next time, but Xi Xin didn't believe it, and took Yin Zhen to the hospital with him at work.

The chemotherapy process was very painful. After another injection of drugs, Yin Zhen lay on the hospital bed and comforted himself that this situation would not last long.

Sometimes Yin Zhen would think back, in fact, in the past few years, although Zhou Yuan was sometimes not a human being, and he was crazy about things, but when he followed him, life would not be particularly difficult.

But there was still unintentional great pressure oppressing Yin Zhen, just like the hatred and anger that Zhou Yuan showed every year on the anniversary of his parents' death.

Every time he went to see Yin Jianfeng in prison, Yin Zhen would also reject Zhou Yuan, and even hate him...

Xi Xin asked himself, do you love Zhou Yuan?

If this question is asked to Yin Zhen, who is seventeen or eighteen years old, his heart will beat faster, he will not hesitate, and he will find ways to express his love.

But when he asked 24-year-old Yin Zhen, he was silent for a long time.

Do you like Zhou Yuan?Of course I like it.

I liked it a long, long time ago. The love of seventeen or eighteen years old is always unforgettable. Some people will feel their hearts throbbing when they think about it after many years.

What's more, he and Zhou Yuan have not been separated in these years, they have always been together.

There is no doubt about his liking for Zhou Yuan, but this love is mixed with too many unavoidable factors.

There was nothing he could do, like he was stuck in a dead alley.

Can't turn back, let alone turn back.

Yin Zhen was resting on the hospital bed after chemotherapy, and it had been three days since he said he didn't want to go back in the snow that day.

Zhou Yuan seemed to have disappeared for the past three days. Not only did he not call, he didn't even send a message.

It was rare for Yin Zhen to take a breather, and took advantage of this time to undergo a period of chemotherapy.

Xi Xin asked Yin Jianfeng if he knew about it, and Yin Zhen shook his head. Xi Xin and the attending doctor, Dr. Du, advised him to tell Yin Jianfeng about it.

Yin Zhen was still struggling, and said to think about it.

When Xi Xin knew that Zhou Yuan had stipulated that he was only allowed to visit Yin Jianfeng once a year, he was so angry that he almost rushed to the headquarters of Hengzhou Group to take Zhou Yuan's life.

He cursed and said: "You said you broke up with him, he can't control you now, why are you still listening to him like that!!!"

He said it angrily, but it also encouraged Yin Zhen.

Yin Zhen went to visit Yin Jianfeng, his father had more gray hair than last time, but the eyes that looked at him were still as loving as ever for ten years.

Several years of prison life have left heavy marks on his body, and it has been more than three hundred days since the last time we met.

"It's so cold outside, why are you wearing so little clothes?" Yin Jianfeng asked warmly.

Yin Zhen doesn't wear a lot of clothes, but most parents in the world are like this, always afraid that their children will be cold and hungry.

"No, actually wearing four clothes, it's not cold."

Yin Jianfeng smiled and said: "Son, you have lost weight, have you been having a bad day recently?"

Yin Zhen touched his face, and said in a relaxed tone, "It's okay, I'm too busy with school concerts recently, so I didn't eat on time."

"No matter how busy you are at work, you must take care of your health. Dad doesn't want you to be too tired."

Yin Zhen still smiled and said yes obediently.

He lied to Yin Jianfeng for several years.

Yin Jianfeng never knew that he and Zhou Yuan had been entangled for so many years. He kept telling Yin Jianfeng that he had a good life. He used the vacation after high school to work. The boss he met was nice and the salary was good. high income.

He used the money he earned to pay for his university tuition, and his university life was very good. He was with a group of professional and outstanding classmates. The classmates loved him, and the teachers treated him very well.

He said that he won a scholarship and used his spare time to work to earn money. Not only did he earn enough for four years of university tuition, he even went abroad as an exchange student.

In the first two years, Yin Zhen made Zhou Yuan angry because he visited his father too many times. Yin Zhen could only think of this way, otherwise there was no way to explain why he could only visit Yin Jianfeng once a year.

He drew a beautiful dream, and Yin Jianfeng was immersed in it, and he was proud of such an excellent Yin Zhen.

The tiger father has no dogs and sons, even if his family is in trouble, Yin Zhen is still untouched by the mud.

Although my son was used to being arrogant and indulgent since he was a child, he did not bow his head easily when faced with the pressure of life, and relied on his own ability to make life better.

Yin Jianfeng was not stingy in complimenting Yin Zhen, and he would say, "Zhenzhen, Dad is proud of you" while telling Yin Zhen to pay attention to his body.

Every time Yin Jianfeng said this, Yin Zhen would be overwhelmed by the boulder of shame until he couldn't breathe.

Weeping blood in my heart, with a smile on my face.

Today is no exception. During the visit, the father and son talked a lot.

In the end, Yin Zhen still couldn't tell about his illness.

He couldn't tell, really couldn't.

After nearly a year, my father's hair was completely white, and there were several more wrinkles on his face. He was darker and thinner, and the calluses on his hands were thicker.

The majestic man who used to be is old, and will never come back in this Sifangtian prison.

When I walked out of the prison, the snow on the road was much thicker.

Heavy snow warning, the bus issued a notice to stop running yesterday.

There are no subways in remote places, and the cost of taking a taxi is too high.

When getting off the taxi, Yin Zhen used cash and scanned the QR code in embarrassment. The taxi driver stared at him several times, and finally told him earnestly, "Be good when you get out, and stop breaking the law."

He thought Yin Zhen was a prisoner who had just been released from prison.

Yin Zhen didn't argue with him, there were still bruised needles on his arm hidden under the cotton coat, why should he care about strangers' opinions as a dying person.

On the fourth day, Zhou Yuan still didn't come to find fault, but Feng Qi chased him to the hospital angrily.

Yin Zhen was chatting with Xi Xin and Dr. Du at this time, Feng Qi rushed in and took Yin Zhen's hand and asked, "Why are you ignoring me these days?! Do you know how anxious I am that I can't reach you?! "

The words were too ambiguous, Xi Xin blinked and looked at Feng Qi, Dr. Du was indeed a man in his 40s, as if he was used to seeing strong winds and waves, he silently took out two bags of small biscuits from the drawer, and stuffed a bag into it. In Xi Xin's hands.

They looked at Feng Qi and Yin Zhen quietly and gossipingly, the appearance of eating melons was exactly the same as the old aunts holding melon seeds on a small bench at the village gate.

Yin Zhen was obviously taken aback by his appearance, Feng Qi was full of anxiety, Yin Zhen withdrew his hand forcefully, and politely said: "President Feng, I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you, I have already resigned."

Feng Qi was slightly taken aback, and then said in a low voice, "I came to you not because of work, but because I was worried about you."

Yin Zhen smiled, "As you can see, I'm fine now."

"Your illness..."

"You see, I'm in the hospital, and I have treatment."

There are questions and answers, but every sentence is alienated.

Feng Qi felt very sad, and frowned and looked at Yin Zhen, "Shall we chat? It's lunch time soon, can we have a meal together? I keep saying that I want to invite you to dinner, but I have never met a suitable opportunity. I look fine today."

Yinzhen was very embarrassed, and he wanted to refuse again, but Xi Xin said, "Mr. Feng? Zhenzhen planned to eat in the hospital cafeteria with me at noon, so..."

Feng Qi was neither humble nor overbearing, "Hi doctor, I'm sorry to disturb your work, I would like to ask my friend him."

They were in the hematology department. Feng Qi recognized Xi Xin as a doctor in the hematology department. Xi Xin raised his eyebrows after hearing this, "Are you friends?"

Feng Qi nodded with a sincere expression.

Xi Xin stared at his face, and finally said: "Zhenzhen, since your friend is here, and he wants to treat you to dinner, go ahead, it's not easy for someone who is in a world of ice and snow to make a special trip."

Except that the food in the hospital cafeteria was not delicious, and he saw that this person's attitude towards Yin Zhen was very strange. As a good friend, Xi Xin naturally wanted to help Yin Zhen find out about this person.

Xi Xin was with them for lunch, and when Feng Qi knew that Xi Xin was Yin Zhen's friend, he kept praising Xi Xin, saying that he was the chief surgeon at such a young age.

Praise makes people happy, but what changed Xi Xin's attitude towards Feng Qi the most was that he not only took good care of Yin Zhen's taste and mood during the meal, he even talked about helping him contact foreign doctors.

He talked about which school and major the doctor he invited had graduated from, how many years he had been in the profession, how many operations he had performed, and how many patients he had cured...

Every time Feng Qi said something, Yin Zhen felt that Xi Xin's eyes became brighter.

"I have already invited him to the country. He came here a few days ago." Feng Qi looked at Yin Zhen helplessly, his gaze was like a parent condemning an ignorant child, "In the end, you just disappeared and I couldn't find him." When it comes to you, I managed to make an appointment, this time, don't hide anymore, go and have a look with me."

Yin Zhen was still not very happy, but Xi Xin only thought about Yin Zhen's condition, so he also persuaded him.

The two worked together, and Yin Zhen finally had to surrender and compromise.

Feng Qi is very good at reading faces and caring for people. His conversation and style in just one meal made Xi Xin feel good about him.

At night, Xi Xin asked mysteriously, "Zhenzhen, does that Feng Qi like you?"

Yin Zhen was slightly taken aback, and quickly denied it, but Xi Xin said: "Don't lie to me, I can see it today. Although I don't know him well, just because of his attitude towards you today and the way he is careful, I can't help you. I think Zhou Yuan is not as good as him."

"Anyway, you and Zhou Yuan also broke up. Let's investigate this Feng Qi again. If he is really good, you can consider dating him when you recover from your illness."

Yin Zhen knew that Xi Xin was beating around the bush and wanted to heal his illness, so he just smiled and asked Xi Xin if he had a boyfriend abroad, so as to change the subject.

The next day, Feng Qi personally drove to pick up Yin Zhen, and accompanied him to the studio to see the doctor, and Xi Xin was with him.

At first, he was still a little worried, but Xi Xin didn't fully believe it until the other party showed Yin Zhen's diagnosis and treatment report and explained the condition and control methods in a very professional manner.

Dr. Raglan Leonard has been abroad before, and Xi Xin is also a doctor and has also stayed abroad for several years. The two talked very happily and even left their contact information in the end.

Bone marrow resources are not easy to find. Dr. Raglan Leonard said that he will also help to pay attention to bone marrow resources abroad.

It's obviously not panda blood, but it still doesn't match the right bone marrow, and the highest is only four points, so there is no possibility of surgery at all.

Without bone marrow, only conservative treatment can be used, but Yin Zhen's situation is not optimistic.

After chemotherapy, the disease only slowed down the speed of turning into an advanced stage, but the bone marrow could not be waited for, and death would still come.

Today's diagnosis and treatment can be regarded as good news. Xi Xin is very grateful to Feng Qi for his troubles. He wanted to invite Feng Qi to dinner to show his gratitude, but he had a temporary operation, so he had to rush back to the hospital.

Yin Zhen's energy is very poor now, and the tossing and checking has made him look tired, so Feng Qi drove him home.

The car was running smoothly, and there was sufficient heating in the car. Yin Zhen lost control and fell asleep leaning against the co-pilot.

Sleeping dreamed that there seemed to be feathers brushing his cheeks, he was too tired to open his eyes, so he didn't care.

When he woke up, the car had already parked downstairs at Xi Xin's house. Looking at the time, it turned out that it was two hours later.

It only takes half an hour's drive from here to the doctor's place and back.

That is to say, after sleeping in Feng Qi's car for an hour and a half, Yin Zhen suddenly woke up and apologized to Feng Qi.

The other party looked smug, and softly told him to take a good rest.

After another half a month, Zhou Yuan still didn't show up, and the two of them seemed to have really broken up, living their own lives.

Yin Zhen thought about it for half a month, and after hearing a lot of advice from Xi Xin, he decided to tell Yin Jianfeng about his illness, as long as he didn't make it too serious.

In case one day I failed to hold on and passed away, my father didn't know anything about it...

Thinking about that scene, it was so cruel.

Because Yin Jianfeng performed very well in prison in the past few years, not only his sentence was reduced, he even became a lenient criminal, and the number of visits was increased.

The last time I went, it was snowing, but today is a good day, and the sun is rare in winter.

Probably intending to reveal the secret in his heart to his father, Yin Zhen looked at the warm sun, rarely in a good mood.

Then all the good things stopped at the moment when he saw his father. Yin Jianfeng had a sad face, and he couldn't control his tears when he saw Yin Zhen.

"Zhenzhen, tell Dad, don't lie to me, have you been with Zhou Yuan all these years?"

At that moment, it seemed that something collapsed instantly.

It seemed that everything around him became bleak, only Yin Jianfeng said with a disappointed face: "Zhou Yuan came to see me a few days ago, he showed me some photos and videos, you..."