When Bai Yueguang was disheartened

Returning to his senses, Yin Zhen quickly dropped the knife in his hand, his body was shaking violently, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he took two steps back to stare at the knife on the ground.

He spread out his palms, fortunately fruit knives are not often used, and they are not too sharp. The palms are only a little red, and the skin has not been broken.

Yin Zhen was also frightened by his actions.

He was out of breath because of despair just now, and the thought that came to him was to go out, if he couldn't go out, it would be better to die, and the pain would not be as painful as it is now.

But at the critical moment, I recalled what my mother had said to my father, that they must live well by themselves.

Yin Zhen pressed on the doorknob, but the door remained motionless.

Zhou Yuan locked the door from the outside, he didn't let himself go out, he wanted to reflect on himself here.

The leg was still hurting badly. He slowly moved into the bathroom with an extremely awkward posture and extremely slow movements, and turned on the water to bathe himself.

Mixed with the turbid liquid and blood that flowed down from the water, he could hardly stand up, his hands resting on the tiles, hissing and panting.

He can't remember how many times he has had relationships with Zhou Yuan until now, but Yin Zhen is not very good at cleaning up afterwards.

It was basically done by Zhou Yuan. Every time he was full, Zhou Yuan had a good temper and was very patient with himself. He would gently carry Yin Zhen to the bathroom and put him in a bathtub with adjusted water temperature.

Yin Zhen has a bad temper every time he finishes doing work, and he won't show Zhou Yuan a good face when he feels uncomfortable, and sometimes he will stretch out his paws to pinch and scratch Zhou Yuan.

Zhou Yuan would always let him vent his anger at this time, he would not fight back if he was good-tempered, sometimes he was really annoyed by Yin Zhen, and it was just a soft rubber duck that he bought shower gel on the bathroom table The toy was thrown into the bathtub, and Yin Zhen was quieted in this way of coaxing a child.

The number of times Yin Zhen cleaned up by himself is very few, and every time he did it after a big fight with Zhou Yuan.

He made extremely awkward and unfamiliar movements, and after finally taking a shower, he didn't even have the strength to apply medicine to himself.

But even though he was exhausted, he still found a hair dryer to dry his hair.

He didn't know how long Zhou Yuan would shut himself up this time, Yinzhen didn't bring the medicine with him, he couldn't take the medicine on time, and he didn't know what would happen afterwards.

His immunity is too weak now, and he can easily get a fever or cause his condition to worsen.

After lying on the bed, Yin Zhen was still out of breath as if being pressed by a stone, his eyes turned red when he thought about it, he buried his face in the pillow, and then stretched out his hand from under the quilt to grab Zhou Yuan's pillow , whoosh and threw it on the floor.

Zhou Yuan didn't come over at noon, so he invited Gao Haoxuan to deliver food to Yin Zhen.

The big boss personally gave the order Gao Haoxuan didn't even dare to talk to Yin Zhen, nor did he dare to look at the dots on his neck. After placing the food on the table, he said in relief: "Mr. Zhou is too busy at noon, so let me come Yes, he told you to rest well."

In fact, Zhou Yuan's original words were "Watch him finish eating, warn him to be honest and don't play tricks, otherwise he will feel better." But Gao Haoxuan saw such a miserable Yin Zhen, how could he make him more sad, so he comforted him a little sentence.

Yin Zhen sat at the dining table mechanically, Gao Haoxuan felt his hand holding the chopsticks shaking, and the pitiful look with downcast eyes seemed to cry at any moment.

He ate reluctantly and very slowly.

Gao Haoxuan couldn't stand it anymore, and said again: "It's fine if you don't want to eat, go to sleep for a while, your complexion is not very good."

"Thank you..." Yin Zhen spoke slowly, his voice was hoarse.

Gao Haoxuan poured him a glass of water, Yin Zhen drank some, and thanked him again.

The two didn't dare to look at each other. They were colleagues yesterday, but today it's too embarrassing for the other party to see through their real relationship with Zhou Yuan.

The room was so quiet that even a needle could be heard falling on the ground, the atmosphere was too dignified, Gao Haoxuan didn't dare to stay longer, and then left.

After staying up all night without sleep, and feeling too tense in the morning, Yin Zhen's mood became more stable after dinner, and he also fell asleep.

It was already dusk when he woke up again, the lights outside were just coming on, but the room was dim, Yin Zhen slowly got up and saw a person sitting on the bedside.

Immediately waking him up, who was still in a daze, Yin Zhen gasped for breath and fixed his eyes and saw that it was Zhou Yuan.

He didn't know how long Zhou Yuan had been sitting here, but when the other party saw that he had woken up, he turned on the light, his face was a little tired, but still cold and stern, and said calmly, "Get up and eat when you wake up."

The memory of the morning was still clear, Yin Zhen didn't dare to provoke him again, and didn't dare to delay for a moment, slowly lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

Due to physical discomfort, his posture was weird and awkward, and his movements were very slow. Zhou Yuan didn't look at him, but he didn't urge him, and waited patiently for him.

Yin Zhen followed him downstairs slowly in his slippers, and the stairs of the duplex apartment were a torment for him at this moment.

Zhou Yuan watched him go downstairs slowly while leaning on the handrail, without speaking, let alone reaching out to caress Yin Zhen.

A few minutes seemed as long as a century, and Zhou Yuan's gaze was like a cold arrow piercing Yin Zhen's body.

The food was light but mainly nutritious, and the two of them didn't exchange a single word during the whole process, and Yin Zhen had no appetite.

Leukemia can cause anorexia. Yin Zhen only feels nausea when drinking the nutritious fish soup.

He didn't rush Yin Zhen's "cat eating" actions, and Zhou Yuan patiently served him vegetables, rice and soup. If someone who didn't know the warm scene saw the warm scene, they would think that the two were an old couple with a stable relationship.

Zhou Yuan continued to deal with work after the meal, Yin Zhen had no mobile phone or computer, the only pastime was to find a book in the study and lean on the bedside to read.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Zhou Yuan put down his work and got up to take a shower. When he came out, he took the book from Yin Zhen's hand, turned off the light and went to bed.

Both of them didn't sleep last night, and Yin Zhen still caught up at home during the day, but Zhou Yuan was busy at the company all day.

The shading effect of the curtains is very good, even in the business district in the city center, it can also isolate the outside light.

Yinzhen turned his back to him, and Zhou Yuan was lying on his back.

It took about ten minutes before Zhou Yuan turned around, put his arms around Yin Zhen's waist as he did in the past few years when he fell asleep, and then moved over so that Yin Zhen's back was against his chest.

Yin Zhen had lost a lot of weight, and it was a bit uncomfortable to hold her in her arms.

Zhou Yuan's breath hit his white and fragile neck, and Yin Zhen's pleasant fragrance was in his nostrils.

The person in his arms didn't struggle, but after a few minutes Zhou Yuan heard his breathing sound changed, so he leaned over to touch him, and sure enough, warm tears soaked his hands.

Probably because he was discovered, Yin Zhen no longer suppressed it, sobbing and crying.

That shattering cry made Zhou Yuan's heart feel as if a poisonous snake had wrapped it around. He frowned tightly in the darkness, and he closed his eyes.

After a long time, Yin Zhen had no tendency to stop, and finally raised his hand, patted Yin Zhen's back, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't cry."

Yin Zhen trembled, choked up and said, "You want to hit me...you still shut me up..."

Zhou Yuan also imprisoned Yin Zhen once before, and after that time he knew clearly that Yin Zhen was a very insecure and fearful person.

At that time, he really made up his mind not to do this again, but the facts of last night made him angry, so he made up his mind to shut him up again.

But this time Zhou Yuan didn't lock people up like last time and ignored them. He didn't dare to find strangers when he asked someone to deliver food. Instead, he found Gao Haoxuan, whom Yin Zhen was familiar with, and postponed the evening after work in the afternoon. So I came back here to see him.

Over the past few years, Zhou Yuan's heart has softened a lot.

Yin Zhen only said these eight words, and his heart was broken into pieces. Zhou Yuan's hands were still on Yin Zhen's back and waist, and he hugged Yin Zhen with a light lift. Let him lie on top of himself.

Yin Zhen rested her head on Zhou Yuan's neck like a child, her tears couldn't be stopped like a flood that burst a bank, and wet Zhou Yuan's pajamas.

Zhou Yuan sighed, and stroked his back one after another. Yinzhen has been too thin recently, and there is no sense of oppression from the weight on his body, as light as a feather.

After all, he was someone who had been on his mind for many years. Although Zhou Yuan was angry with him, he couldn't control his appearance.

He defended aloud, "When did I touch you?"

This morning he reached out his hand only when he was confused, but it was just to scare him, Zhou Yuan couldn't bear to hit him.

He started to practice boxing and Sanda when he was a teenager, and he trained in fitness all the year round. If he really wanted to do it, Yin Zhen couldn't resist it.

Yin Zhen was still crying and didn't answer his words.

In the dark room, there was only Yin Zhen's intermittent whimpering, even crying until he retched and coughed. Zhou Yuan hugged him and sat up, and turned on the bedside lamp.

Yin Zhen's eyelids were red from crying, his eyelashes were wet, and he couldn't even open his eyes.

Zhou Yuan changed the subject and asked, "Did you apply medicine to it after taking a bath?"

Thinking of his embarrassment, Yin Zhen subconsciously bit his lips, shook his head lightly, Zhou Yuan wiped his tears with his fingertips, and coaxed, "I'll rub some medicine on you before you sleep."

He stretched out his hand while talking, but Yin Zhen was unwilling, and stretched out his hand to grab his pants to prevent him from taking them off.

"Zhenzhen..." Zhou Yuan called him helplessly.

Yin Zhen blurred his vision and opened his eyes, sobbing, "I was alone last night, you didn't believe me, you still wanted to hit me..."

Zhou Yuan sent someone to investigate this matter today, and after calling the hotel corridor monitoring, it was true that only Yin Zhen had entered.

He later realized that this matter was caused by Feng Qi behind the scenes, and Zhou Yuan felt a little guilty after a misunderstanding.

In the morning, he was dizzy with anger, and he only cared about venting, and didn't care about Yin Zhen when he left.

Zhou Yuan didn't have any scruples at the time, and he didn't act lightly, but now he really became anxious.

Yin Zhen shook his head and refused to show him. Zhou Yuan put his arms around his waist, grabbed his hand and put it on his ear, "I didn't want to hit you, I never hit you, don't cry, okay? Let me See what it's like."

He coaxed in a low voice, "I don't care about you, if you don't like it here, let's go home tomorrow, okay? Be good, show me."

Yin Zhen looked at him in bewilderment, the hand on Zhou Yuan's ear didn't move, but retracted as if frightened.

He didn't dare to pull Zhou Yuan's ears like before.