When Bai Yueguang was disheartened

I was furious that Yin Zhen and Feng Qi plotted against me.

I remembered what Qi Shanhe said to me a long time ago, "Zhou Yuan, there is such a big hatred between you, if you keep him by your side, aren't you afraid that one day his wings will harden and bite you back? "

I answered Qi Shanhe in a very disdainful tone.

Just kidding, this is Yin, but I know him best, Yin Zhen loves me, I am his only support now, he only has me, how could he betray me.

Qi Shanhe only laughed at me for being too young, and I laughed at him for being sick, and didn't want to talk too much nonsense with him.

But it turned out he hit the nail on the head.

In the past few years, I have detained Yin Zhen by my side, we have quarreled several times, and I also taught him a few times because I was angry.

But most of the time, I think I treat Yin Zhen very well.

I never shy away from him in everything, I really regard him as a lover, not a playmate or a pet.

Whether it is a matter in the company or at home.

Confidential documents, or important decisions, even the password of the safe at home, I have never hidden it from Yin Zhen.

I don't care about answering phone calls, confidential meetings, and being bumped into by him many times.

I always think that Yin Zhen is mine, this whole life is mine, he cannot leave me, he loves me.

So when I knew that he betrayed me with Feng Qi, I couldn't control it and slapped him.

We realized that now, apart from being a bit of a jerk in love affairs and tossing him, other times, I just let him go along with him.

How can I be willing to do it.That time, just this one time, I hit Yin Zhen and told him to fuck off.

Yin Zhen really packed up his things and left, the company was in a mess, there were a lot of things inside and out, Feng Qi, an illegitimate son who was not in the public eye, did things that fit his identity very well.

The mall couldn't compete, and they used such low-handed means to incite the couple's backyard to catch fire.

I think he is a villain, I look down on him, just like him, he still wants to rob me of the company and rob Yinzhen, there is someone I have arranged to keep an eye on around Yinzhen.

Since none of my subordinates came to report, I knew that Yin Zhen and Feng Qi were using each other.

What is Yin Zhen's purpose? It's purely for revenge. I don't have time to think about it. I'm too busy.

After Yin Zhen left home, he left city b the next day.

I was too busy during those days, and I couldn't take care of him. I wanted to fight with me, leave me, break up, whatever, I just couldn't get away now, so I flew out with him, but I I still can't understand why Yin Zhen, who is so afraid of the cold, doesn't choose a better place to stay.

That's City H, the northern border.

Isn't it easier to get sick when you arrive in City H?My guess was right, Yin Zhen was really sick.

The people under him told me that he had been admitted to the hospital three times this month.

What a squeamish person Yin Zhen is, he ran to a small town on the northern border all by himself, was sick and hung up water in the hospital all by himself, just thinking about it made me upset and couldn't concentrate on work.

Blue face is troublesome, what I mean is that Yin's company has almost dealt with the matter during this period. I also let Yin Zhen stay outside for more than a month, and it is almost time to arrest him.

If you don't care about him, after a few more days, I'm afraid that you will really become ambitious and won't come back.

It made me even more cranky.Fly first, then train.

The longer I was delayed on the road, the uglier my face became.

I decided that after arresting people this time, I must educate them well, and I would not even choose a place. There is nothing to run around in such a corner.

I imagined that it took a lot of effort to get into Yin Zhen's house.

But the truth is, I rang the doorbell, and Yin Zhen came to answer the door.

I haven't seen him for more than a month, and he has lost a lot of weight. He looks sick, and a gust of wind seems to blow him down when he is so thin. His face is pale and his spirit is also very poor.

I was even angrier, you said what is he trying to do like this, he insisted on making such a fuss.

"Aren't you going to invite me in? I haven't seen you for over a month, and you're not doing well." I said this to him, looking at the panic in Yin Zhen's eyes.

He was really nervous, and he didn't seem to know how to put his hands and feet.

"How did you find this place? Why did you come here?" After saying this, Yin Zhen became very panicked. I finally came here, so how could I leave so easily.

I ignored his yelling and sat directly on the sofa.On the coffee table in front of me were several medicine bottles and the hospital's examination report. I picked up the report and said while looking at it.

A few words on the checklist make me feel that the world is quiet.

The big words leukemia hurt my eyes, as if turning into a sharp knife, piercing my heart.

I was afraid that my eyesight was wrong, so I read it over and over again several times.

Everything around me seems to be far away from me, and I seem to be able to hear my heartbeat too fast.

I took the list and said in disbelief, "Yin Zhen!!!"

Advanced leukemia.

More than a month ago, Yin Zhen was still staying by my side, how could he be in the late stage of leukemia.

I do not believe.And Yin Zhen was also very emotional. He tried his best to hide it. He snatched the checklist from my hand and pushed me towards the door. I go.

Of course I refused, I asked him, "Yin Zhen, is it true?!"

How I wish he lied to me. As long as he admits that he lied to me, I won't be angry with him anymore. I can also promise not to mention anything about the past, and we will go back together.

If you want to drive me away, I refuse.He has never been my opponent, his strength is weak, and he finally cried out anxiously.

"We have nothing to do with each other anymore, I have come so far away, can't you let me go?" Yin Zhen's body was shaking, his breathing was short of breath, as if he couldn't breathe.

Looking at his appearance, I suddenly thought of many things, including his inexplicable nosebleed twice.

In the past few months, I have developed a high fever from time to time.

It's no secret that Yin Zhen is weak.

His physique is not good, he is easy to get sick when he is studying, and his immunity is low. It is okay for everyone to blow cold wind together, but he is the only one who catches a cold.

His health is poor, but he does get sick too often these days.

I thought of taking him for a checkup, but I always got stuck because of things, and it was delayed again and again. Except for the fever and nosebleeds, his spirit has not been very good, the inexplicable depression and world-weariness made me think he was moaning for nothing. Acting like a baby on purpose.

I never thought about him getting sick. He was still anorexic, his appetite was poor, and he was weak and wronged and said to himself: "It hurts" when he was in a daze.

Yin Zhen had told me, but I didn't seem to listen, let alone care.

The first time I found out that Yin Zhen had a nosebleed, I told him that he was on a date with his parents.

I said this on purpose to anger him, and later that crazy woman went to the company and beat Yin Zhen.

We were in the bathroom that day, I wanted him badly, Yin Zhen was very, very resistant, he was in a very bad state of mind at that time.

I didn't care, I thought he was deliberately getting angry with me.There are so many things I can't recall, I don't know what I'm doing.

After recovering, I found myself standing at the door, and the door of Yin Zhen's house was closed tightly.Even if you're not in the snow, you're still freezing my hands in the corridor.I didn't seem to feel the pain, and kept knocking on the door and knocking on the door.

"Yin Zhen! You open the door!! Let's talk!!"

"Yin Zhen!! Open the door!!"

"Yin"! ! !I kept calling him, hoping he would open the door, but instead of waiting for Yin Zhen to open the door, I waited for the property and security of the community.

I was taken away as suspicious.Fortunately, the wallpaper on my mobile phone is a photo of Yin Zhen and Yin Zhen. After I tried my best to explain and bribed with money, the community security finally let me in again.

This time I didn't go upstairs, but deliberately stood in the snow and waited.

I purposely stood in the most conspicuous position where Yin Zhen's house could be seen.A blizzard of twenty degrees below zero.

I don't feel cold, all I can think about is Yin Zhen.I want to know how his condition is, I want to take him to see a doctor, what about the advanced stage of leukemia, even if he gives up by himself, I will not give up.

Yin Zhen is mine, and he was mine many years ago.

I know Yin Sha too well, and bitter tricks are indeed useful to him.

I can't remember how long I stood there, but before I lost consciousness, Yin Zhen came.

He rushed down and slapped me.I don't feel pain, I just feel sorry for him crying.

Yin Zhen is beautiful, and I always thought he was beautiful even when he was crying, but today I didn’t feel trembling, tears welled up in my eyes, and said in despair: "I just want to die quietly outside, why are you still here?"

If he was willing to come down, I knew I had made the right bet. Yin Zhen liked me, but he also hated me.I told him that I would definitely find a way to cure him.

Yin Zhen refused to believe it, he just said to me: "I don't have much time, so just treat it as a virtue and let me go."

"I admit that I love you, but what's the use? There are too many things mixed between us."

"I hate myself, I'm so cowardly, I'm willing to give up on you, lingering on my last breath." Yin Zhen asked me brokenly:

"After so many years, we can't go back. The Yin Zhen you liked disappeared a few years ago. I don't have a few days to live. Please, let me go."

Yin Zhen begged me to let him go, but who will let me go.