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Guo Xiao's hand was lighter than Xu Keqin's imagined, and it seemed that it was powerless to put it on his chest, but the temperature that seemed to be there was transmitted from Guo Xiao's palm to Xu Keqin's chest, and then slowly passed from his chest to Xu Keqin's chest. Move towards various parts of the body.

Are you asleep?

Xu Keqin was a little puzzled, opened his mouth, and found that he couldn't make a sound.

It was Guo Xiao who sat on the bed and called him, "Xu Keqin..."

Guo Xiao's voice was very low, it seemed different from usual, what was the difference, even Xu Keqin couldn't tell.

The room was very dark, maybe it was because the lights were not turned on, Xu Keqin always felt that everything was blurry, and he could even hear Guo Xiao's breathing.

He wanted to turn on the light and ask Guo Xiao what's the matter, just as he stretched out his hand, Guo Xiao grasped his wrist, the soft touch was indescribable to Xu Keqin, how could Guo Xiao's be so soft?

The hot temperature on his wrist made Xu Keqin a little suspicious, did Guo Xiao have a fever?

The place that Guo Xiao touched was burning hot, Xu Keqin wondered, did he also have a fever?

"What's the matter?" Xu Keqin said, his throat was dry and astringent.

Guo Xiao didn't answer his question, but looked at him with blurred eyes. The next second, Guo Xiao leaned over and hugged him, and he could still hear Guo Xiao whispering his name, "Xu Keqin..."

The thin pajamas couldn't resist the firepower on Guo Xiao's body, Xu Keqin's whole body burned instantly, he moved his arms, trying to struggle out of Guo Xiao's arms, but Guo Xiao's strength was surprisingly strong, and the deep panting sound just lingered in the air. Next to his ears, he could feel the skin rubbing against each other through his clothes.

Guo Xiao!

Guo Xiao's name was stuck in Xu Keqin's throat, and Xu Keqin's mind was like a pool of boiling water, gurgling and unable to think rationally.

What does Guo Xiao want to do?

The steam from the boiling water diffused into Xu Keqin's nasal cavity, making his breathing wet.

Guo Xiao was restless, and his hug was not so pure, the hand on the back of Xu Keqin's hand began to wander wantonly.

The tingling feeling rushed straight from the spine to Xu Keqin's Tianling Gai, and he suddenly remembered the little movie he forced Guo Xiao to watch. Guo Xiao couldn't be mad at him, could he?

"You..." Xu Keqin tried to push Guo Xiao again, but Guo Xiao pinched his wrist and pressed him back on the bed.

He didn't know which vital gate Guo Xiao was holding down on him, but he couldn't move.

From struggling at the beginning to gradually submitting, Xu Keqin was in a mess, he couldn't tell whether the rapid panting sound was his or Guo Xiao's.

The burning sensation gathered in his abdomen, and Xu Keqin could already feel a slight tingling pain. He exhaled heavily, and he heard a low gasp very clearly, it was not Guo Xiao, but himself.

The blurred scene in front of him gradually became clear. The early morning light cast into the bedroom. Xu Keqin was sweating and his clothes were soaked. Quietly, there was no sign of Guo Xiao in the empty room.

Is he dreaming?

Xu Keqin threw off the quilt, and the place where he hadn't fully got down was wet. He gritted his teeth and swallowed his saliva with difficulty.

This is too ridiculous, how could he dream of Guo Xiao, but his body reacted like he was hit with a sap, and his ears are still buzzing.

The heating was not turned on in the room, Xu Keqin was dressed thinly, stood by the bed for a while, and soon felt cold, but his crotch did not move at all, he looked around, tore off the bed sheet that was changed last night, and took it again A change of clothes, opened the door and went out.

When passing by Guo Xiao's door, Xu Keqin subconsciously quickened his pace. He locked the bathroom door with his backhand, threw the quilt cover on the ground, turned on the shower, and took a shower.

He washed away the hotness in his body and the messy thoughts in his head, leaving only a daze.

Getting used to the schedule of work and rest, Guo Xiao naturally woke up at noon. Today was the first day of the junior high school. He turned over with the quilt in his arms and wanted to stay in bed. At this moment, the sound of the door opening and closing came from outside.

Xu Keqin woke up?

It was already dawn outside, Guo Xiao took the phone to check the time, it was already past eight o'clock, he got up quickly, and when he opened the door, he just met Xu Keqin who came out of the bathroom, Xu Keqin had just taken a shower, The tops were still dripping, and the quilt and clothes were still in my arms, and the watermarks on the ground dragged for a long time.

"Are you still going for a morning jog today?" Guo Xiao hadn't woken up yet, and his speech was sticky. When he saw Xu Keqin taking a bath, he subconsciously thought that Xu Keqin came back from a run, and his admiration for Xu Keqin deepened. It's no wonder that Xu Keqin is so powerful. In terms of self-control alone, he has already surpassed ordinary people by a large margin.

Xu Keqin, who had always been in a leading position in front of Guo Xiao, would instinctively take a step back when seeing Guo Xiao for the first time.

Humans have emotions and desires. Even if he doesn't like it, he won't suppress it deliberately. It's just that he can't figure it out. He will dream of Guo Xiao.

Xu Keqin didn't speak, and walked to the balcony with his things in his arms.

Guo Xiao followed behind him, not leaving every step, until he saw Xu Keqin turn on the washing machine, take out the quilt cover he washed last night to dry, and stuff the quilt cover in his bosom again.

"Isn't this just changed? Why did you wash it again?"

Xu Keqin didn't meet Guo Xiao's eyes, and made up a nonsense reason, "There are mites, and it's a little itchy when I sleep."

Anyway, what Xu Keqin said and what Guo Xiao believed, there was no doubt at all.

After the quilt cover was finished drying, Guo Xiao grabbed his cheeks and went into the bathroom to wash up. He was still in a daze, unable to walk in a straight line.

Xu Keqin looked at Guo Xiao's back. It was completely different from the Guo Xiao in his dream. The Guo Xiao in his dream was very active. Although there was a word that didn't match Guo Xiao at all, the word "pornography" still jumped into it. In Xu Keqin's mind.

What kind of homosexuality and heterosexuality, there is no difference in Xu Keqin's place. He is obviously very disgusted with those so-called uncontrollable emotions. He doesn't believe in so-called love and love. Those physiological reactions caused by lust are all animalistic in his opinion. What? Love it or not, he never thought he would like anyone.

So what is he to Guo Xiao now?He couldn't figure out Guo Xiao's complex feelings for a long time.

Guo Xiao was an exception, everyone avoided him, and Guo Xiao seemed to stand out from these people.

He enthusiastically insisted that he could chase all the way from his hometown to Province A because of a promise made between them.

Sometimes Xu Keqin felt that Guo Xiao was a blank sheet of paper that could be seen through at a glance, and sometimes he felt that Guo Xiao's thoughts were different from ordinary people, and even he was puzzled.

"Xu Keqin, can you eat quick-frozen buns?" After washing, Guo Xiao took out the quick-frozen buns he bought earlier from the refrigerator.

Leading Xu Ke looked indifferently in the direction of the kitchen. This was something that puzzled him. Guo Xiao attached great importance to him, even more than himself.

Taking the matter of eating as an example, Guo Xiao was more worried about Xu Keqin's stomach than Xu Keqin himself.

Xu Keqin doesn't want to eat outside food because vomiting is a very tiring thing. When he finds it troublesome and doesn't want to bother, he can just throw up. In fact, he doesn't cherish his body that much.

But Guo Xiao is different. Guo Xiao clearly distinguishes what can be eaten and what cannot be eaten, and he will never be perfunctory.

It's ridiculous, Guo Xiao is the only person in the world who puts himself first, what's the relationship between them?No blood relationship, just "friends"?

Guo Xiao looked at the date carefully, and then muttered: "Forget it, it was frozen, and it will expire in a month or so. Let me eat, and I will cook noodles for you."

He didn't notice the way Xu Keqin looked at him, he made breakfast and brought it to the tea table with great interest, "It's ready to eat."

Guo Xiao's craftsmanship didn't improve much, but fortunately Xu Keqin didn't pick it up, the bowl of clear noodle soup had sporadic oil flakes floating on it, which made Xu Keqin feel hungry.

"Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year." Guo Xiao thought that it was rare for the two of them to celebrate the New Year together, and wanted to ask Xu Keqin about today's arrangements, "Where are we going later?"

Without raising his head, Xu Keqin stirred the noodles with his chopsticks, and the black soy sauce stained the soup, "You know it's the first day of the new year, and there are a few places that are open."

"I've been in province A for more than half a year. Except for schools, part-time jobs, and your home, I've never been anywhere."

Xu Keqin didn't speak, he was very confused and didn't want to go anywhere.

In the next few days, Xu Keqin only received news from Gu Yixin, probably because the family was too busy, and the two of them didn't even get through the phone.

He and Guo Xiao lived under the same roof, and Guo Xiao was on vacation, so they didn't see each other when they looked up.

I obviously didn't have that kind of dream anymore, but when I saw Guo Xiao, the scene in the dream was still lingering in my mind, and I couldn't forget it no matter what.

Not only that, the two live together, in this house, if there is his figure, there will be Guo Xiao's figure, and wherever Guo Xiao goes, it seems so natural.

In the living room, in the kitchen, in the bedroom, this kind of life style is something Xu Keqin has never experienced since he was a child.

No one would know how much he longed for family, let alone that he saw the epitome of family in Guo Xiao.

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