hypocritically

Xu Keqin's reaction was not quite right when he heard that today was Chinese Valentine's Day, so that when he received a call from Xu Keqin in the middle of the night, asking for a plane ticket to Province A immediately, the assistant didn't seem too surprised.

In order to ensure the smooth progress of tomorrow's work, the assistant asked a lot, "Boss, do you have to book the air ticket for coming back tomorrow? Do I need to book a hotel room together? Do you need to arrange a car?"

Xu Keqin obviously paused for a moment, even he himself didn't know when he would be able to return from this trip to Province A, he might not be able to stay all night, and he might...

Seeing that Xu Keqin was silent, the assistant understood that he had asked too many questions, and Xu Keqin would definitely explain it clearly if necessary.

In the past few years, when work required, Xu Keqin came to Province A, came and left in a hurry, and Province A was no longer his way home.

When the plane landed, the section from the airport to University B was very familiar, and the scenery along the way hadn’t changed much. It seemed that the time hadn’t gone too far. It was no different from going back to school.

Xu Keqin called Guo Xiao again, but Guo Xiao's cell phone was still turned off, he came here so that he could hear some questions answered by Guo Xiao himself.

The car was parked at the gate of the community, and the shops at the back gate of the school hadn't changed much. Couples were going out and in pairs, and this spot was quite lively. Xu Keqin didn't stand for too long, and walked straight into the community.

When the elevator was going up, Xu Keqin's heart seemed to be pulled down by something, until he heard a "ding" when the elevator door opened, he took a deep breath, and walked out slowly.

The landlord next door must have changed, even the anti-theft door was replaced with a new one, Xu Keqin was suddenly a little scared, what would he do if Guo Xiao was not at home?

After a short pause, Xu Keqin stopped thinking about it and knocked on the door. The corridor was very quiet, and no movement could be heard through the door panel. The silence again made Xu Keqin have difficulty breathing. He gradually realized that Guo Xiao was really not at home.

Xu Keqin held on to the doorknob, and was at a loss for a moment. There was no one at home, and Guo Xiao was not working overtime. He didn't dare to imagine the scene where Guo Xiao was with other people.

Looking at the electronic lock, Xu Keqin accidentally put his finger on the fingerprint unlocking position. He expected that the door didn't open. After all, he changed the owner halfway, so he didn't give up and entered the previous password.

Accompanied by a short sound effect, the door opened with a "click", and only darkness could be seen through the crack of the door.

Xu Keqin's hanging heart seemed to fall back into his stomach again. At this moment, he was ecstatic. Guo Xiao even had to find the exact same wallpaper, so how could he change the password.

Just pushing the door open, the empty scene in the house quickly dilutes Xu Keqin's joy, where did Guo Xiao go?Who are you with again?

Whether you send yourself a message or keep everything from the past doesn't mean anything. Guo Xiao is a nostalgic person, there are many things he can't let go of, and he is just one of them, nothing special.

Once such an idea came up, Xu Keqin would go crazy inside, is it really like this?

He turned on the light on the wall, compared to the video Guo Xiao recently sent, and looked at it slowly.

There were quite a few people who came to the suburbs to burn paper money. This area without street lights was lit up by piles of fires. Guo Xiao and the other three watched the fire before leaving.

"I haven't gone back to my hometown to see my parents for several years, so I just burn some paper money for them during the Spring Festival and July and a half." His parents' graves are in his hometown in the country, and it would be troublesome for Guo Xiao to go back once. , Guo Xiao feels guilty every time he mentions these things.

Tang Ruishan patted Guo Xiao on the head, "Are your parents still fussing with you? Tell me, where are you going?"

Guo Xiao didn't like to go to places that were too lively and complicated. Tang Ruishan and Min Yun didn't force it. The three of them had a meal at a food stall together. They had to go to other places. Guo Xiao could only take a taxi home by himself.

There were so many people on the street tonight, so it was hard to get a car. I was too dirty and dressed like a beggar. The driver was afraid that he would get in the car, so he was a little reluctant to take him.

Guo Xiao had no choice but to scan a shared bicycle and ride all the way back.

Sweating profusely, hot and thirsty, Guo Xiao could only go home immediately to take a shower and lie down.

He couldn't wait to open the door of the house. The living room was brightly lit, which forced him to stop. He forgot to turn off the light when he went out in the morning?Still a thief?

Guo Xiao didn't even take off his shoes and walked in. The floor-to-ceiling windows of the balcony in the living room were closed, the entrance leading to the room was pitch-black, and the toilet was empty, as if there was no one else except the living room.

Did I really forget to turn off the lights?

Suddenly, there was the sound of the door opening from inside, Guo Xiao got up and wanted to check, "Who?"

When he turned around, the person standing at the entrance made the blood in Guo Xiao's whole body seem to be frozen, and his hands and feet were so stiff that he didn't know how to place them.

Xu Keqin... a voice in his heart called out that person's name, but Guo Xiao couldn't open his mouth no matter what.

Xu Keqin never makes useless assumptions, he needs certainty and a future that can be predicted, so he has never imagined what it will be like to meet Guo Xiao one day.

From the moment the door opened, Xu Keqin was thinking, is Guo Xiao back?Why did Guo Xiao come back now?Did he come back alone?Does he have anyone else with him?

What if you bring it?Will I, as a ridiculous landlord, not allow Guo Xiao to bring other people home?

The light in the living room was on.

Soon, Xu Keqin heard Guo Xiao's footsteps, as if looking for someone at home, Xu Keqin silently listened to the movement belonging to Guo Xiao, when the door opened, he stood in a dark corner, and could see Guo Xiao's backlight He can be sure that Guo Xiao went home alone.

But it wasn't enough, Xu Keqin wanted to get the most definite answer paranoidly, his mind became hot, and he asked, "Where have you been?"

The moment he saw Xu Keqin, Guo Xiao's mind also went down, should it be like this?Shouldn't Xu Keqin explain why he appeared in this room first?

Guo Xiao blinked, and gradually sorted out his confused thoughts, he asked back, "Why are you here?"

Xu Keqin answered irrelevantly, "I asked where you went? Answer me!"

The person was already in front of his eyes, and on the eve of the mystery being revealed, Xu Keqin was extremely tormented by that anxiety. He just wanted Guo Xiao to answer his question head-on.

"You don't work overtime today, why don't you go home directly, who did you meet? Why did you go today?"

The confident tone made Guo Xiao's heart twitch. He never thought that he could see Xu Keqin again, even if they met, it shouldn't be such a scene.

Xu Keqin was always like this, coming whenever he wanted, leaving whenever he wanted, he only asked what he wanted to know, and never explained anything to himself.

"I asked who did you meet? Min Yun? Or Tang Ruishan? Or someone I don't know? What did you do! Tell me!" The more Guo Xiaoyue remained silent, the more impatient Xu Keqin became. He grabbed Guo Xiao by the collar.

The urgent feeling of pressure made Guo Xiao feel very uncomfortable. He wanted to break Xu Keqin's hand away. As soon as he struggled, Xu Keqin seemed to be enraged, and the two actually scuffled together.

Xu Keqin has always been ruthless in his strikes, and in a hurry, his fist landed on Guo Xiao's face, "Speak up! Why did you send me a message! Why did you stay here! Didn't I tell you to get out! Why did you stay here! Stay here! What's the use of a broken house? Don't let the decoration be changed, the same wallpaper, is there anything exactly the same in this world!"

Guo Xiao was not his opponent, and Xu Keqin quickly pushed him onto the sofa. Xu Keqin wanted to find traces of him getting along with others from Guo Xiao's body. After seeing the engine oil on Guo Xiao's overalls, his sanity gradually recovered.

Guo Xiao was so dirty that he even scratched his face. How could he date someone with this kind of dress?

Guo Xiao couldn't tell what it was like, did Xu Keqin care about him, or whether he was with other people, they were obviously nothing, what's the point of Xu Keqin caring about these things?

Could it be that in Xu Keqin's mind, when he needs it, he can come by waving, and when he feels in the way, he has to hide aside obediently and wait for him to come back.

Yes, why did he stay here, and why did Xu Keqin question him confidently.

No matter how stupid Guo Xiao was, he understood that the new landlord was Xu Keqin, "Did you buy this house?"

Xu Keqin can get the things that he has worked so hard to hold on to without any effort, so Xu Keqin will feel that these things that are precious to him are cheap and will give up easily.

The hot feeling on his cheeks made Guo Xiao's blood surge. He turned over and pushed Xu Keqin onto the sand instead. All the grievances and unwillingness of these years turned into this punch, which hit Xu Keqin in the face.

"You don't want it anymore, why do you want to snatch it from me?"

Xu Keqin tilted his face, his temples twitched, he didn't dodge Guo Xiao's attack, "I didn't want it, I couldn't have it at the time."

"Why did you come back after you left!"

"What about you! What are you staying here for!"

"Why are you questioning me like that!"

"you answer me!"

This was the first time in history that Guo Xiao got angry with Xu Keqin.

Why?Because they both have the same expectations for each other, even if they don't say it, they will still have the thought that they may meet again in their hearts.

He is the same as Xu Keqin, with the same stubborn mouth, wanting to hear the answer he wants from the other party.

"I originally thought that since we were disconnected, I should stop contacting you." Xu Keqin lay back on the sofa, eyes lowered, "I saw the message you sent me, and I know you still live here."

Guo Xiao had a sore nose, and slowly let go of Xu Keqin, "I know what you're thinking, you think I'm spineless."

What they are arguing about is not about integrity, right or wrong, or what should or should not be.

Xu Keqin squeezed Guo Xiao's wrist, "I didn't think so, Guo Xiao, you know that's not what I want to hear."

The temperature on his wrist made Guo Xiao realize that Xu Keqin in front of him was real. He swallowed, "I went to burn paper money with my master and Min Yun."

Xu Keqin's throat seemed to be choked by something, but his tight heart relaxed, "I... dreamed about you, dreamed about the past, woke up and realized that I miss you very much."

Missing is originally a very lonely thing. Guo Xiao is a lonely valley, but he can respond to Xu Keqin unconsciously.

The sourness rushed from Guo Xiao's nasal cavity to his eyes. He and Xu Keqin are neither people who can express their feelings. A word of missing him can make him look ugly. He didn't want Xu Keqin to see his expression. The back of his neck pressed down on him firmly, and their lips and teeth collided together.

The kiss was full of brute force, Xu Keqin bit Guo Xiao's lips hard, and there was a sharp pain, Guo Xiao could taste the blood in his mouth.

The engine oil on his body rubbed onto Xu Keqin's clothes, Guo Xiao wanted to push him away, but Xu Keqin refused to let go no matter what, turned over and pressed on Guo Xiao's body, hugging him tightly.

"Let go of me..." Guo Xiao gasped, his shoulders were heavy, Xu Keqin leaned forward heavily, and the next second Xu Keqin sobbed.

The sobbing sound changed from soft to rapid, the neck was wet, Guo Xiao's breathing was stagnant, and Xu Keqin cried.

In Guo Xiao's eyes, Xu Keqin is a strong person. His sadness and sadness will never be shown to others. The betrayal of his parents has not made Xu Keqin shed a single tear. Xu Keqin seems to be looking for material and power in his life.

Could it be that even Xu Keqin himself didn't understand what he really wanted?

Guo Xiao didn't push Xu Keqin away, raised his arms to hug him, stroked Xu Keqin's back with his big hand to his back, and quietly listened to him venting.

The shoulders were completely soaked, and the sound of sobbing gradually weakened. Xu Keqin's breathing was a little short, and he leaned on Guo Xiao's body and trembled slightly until he calmed down completely.

Xu Keqin wanted to get up, but he didn't want Guo Xiao to see his embarrassed appearance, so he could only lie still.

It was rare for Guo Xiao to be considerate, "Why don't you wash your face, I'm very dirty, and you won't be able to wear these clothes tomorrow."

Xu Keqin got up and sniffed, tears were all on Guo Xiao's shoulders, but his eyes were red and his eyelashes were wet. He was at a disadvantage in front of Guo Xiao for the first time, and he was not willing to look at Guo Xiao.

"Is it so troublesome for you to go to work?"

Guo Xiao scratched his ears, "Sometimes I have to try the machine, but my master thinks it's dirty, so I have to do it."

Xu Keqin went in to wash Guo Xiao after washing. He sat silently in the living room for a while, and heard the sound of the bathroom door opening. The washed Guo Xiao looked a little darker than in the video. Through the living room to the balcony.

At this moment, Xu Keqin seemed to have returned to the time when the two of them were in college. What he missed very much and what he always wanted was the days when they lived together.

After the reunion, the two of them were somewhat embarrassed. Guo Xiao noticed Xu Keqin's gaze and asked, "What's wrong?"

"You were turned off when you were called."

It was only then that Guo Xiao realized that his cell phone was out of battery. He quickly took it out of the bathroom and plugged it in next to the desk lamp. "After I sent you a message, the battery ran out."

The phone looked familiar, Xu Keqin took another look at it calmly, it was still the one he bought for Guo Xiao.

An old object is not just a thing, it is a mind, and the mind should be preserved for a long time.

Xu Keqin took the mobile phone in Guo Xiao's hand and put it aside, and got close to Guo Xiao again. The hot air on his body after taking a bath, and his humid breath instantly entangled the two of them.

I couldn't control the strength of those punches, and the corner of Xu Keqin's mouth was bruised, Guo Xiao asked in a deep voice, "Xu Keqin, will you still go?"

"I have no place I want to go. You have made this place your home, and I just want to stay here."