Hit the South Wall with Love

Grandma sighed, and turned to Zhu Yuanbing, "You and your mother have been like this for a long time, isn't there any unresolvable enmity between mother and child? You are sensible, so I didn't think I should talk about you."

"Grandma, it's okay, don't worry about it."

"Your mother is the youngest in the family. We spoil her because we spoil her. If we don't know how to give in, we probably won't be able to change it in this life. You have to give in to her."

Zhu Yuanbing nodded, but did not speak.

"Tell me, what's the matter with you?"

Not wanting to make grandma worry, Zhu Yuanbing tried to bring this topic up with vague words, "I fell in love with someone she didn't like, and she forced me to break up."

"That's what she did wrong. I'll tell your mother for you."

"Grandma, don't mention this to her. We have been separated for more than half a year. It's meaningless."

"Ah Bing, what you like is the most important thing. You can only refer to other people's opinions, and you can't listen to them all." The old man patted his hand and said.

"I know." But he had no choice at all. If he really had a choice, he would never let Liu Junlin go.

"You like the grandma you like, chase her back, huh?"

Zhu Yuanbing shook his head with a wry smile, "Grandma, you won't like it."

Grandma laughed, "Why wouldn't I like it?"

Zhu Yuanbing lowered his head and did not speak. Grandma saw his gradually sad expression, and said slowly: "Seeing that my life is almost over, what else would I not like or accept...is that child?"

Zhu Yuanbing's eyes flickered, and he raised his head to meet his grandmother's gaze. There was a little expectation mixed with anxiety, and the old man touched his head lovingly, "It's Junlin, it's that child, I thought you two were too nice before, but recently I always see you staring at the photos on your phone in a daze. I haven't seen him for half a year, it's been half a year."

"grandmother……"

"Isn't your grandma a rigid old woman who is so afraid of being known by me?"

Zhu Yuanbing leaned over and hugged her, gratefully said: "Grandma, thank you..."

"Stupid boy," grandma patted him on the back, just like coaxing him to sleep when he was a child, "Junlin is a good boy, you've sorry him once, there can't be a second time in the future, treat him well."

"In the future..." Could there be a future? Zhu Yuanbing was a little confused.

"Don't you have the confidence to chase people back?"

Zhu Yuanbing thought for a while, and finally said with a smile: "You have to try everything before you know if it can be done."

"En." The old man nodded and yawned, "Go back, I got up early today, and I'm sleepy."

Zhu Yuanbing was a little absent-minded on the way home and was almost hit by a car. He was not sure. It has been half a year. Liu Junlin, could it still be his?And separated from the two places, he doesn't even know where Liu Junlin is now.

Zhu Yuanbing's father also came back from abroad, the Chinese New Year is coming soon, and grandma's funeral has to be prepared.

The old man left in the middle of the night on the fourth day of the Lunar New Year. There were many more people in the house the next day, including three aunts and six wives, and everything was going on in an orderly manner. The elders praised him for growing up.

A week later, things were almost finished, and those relatives had gone home for the New Year, so Zhu Yuanbing relaxed.

The whole family was very tired. During dinner, Zhu's father asked what happened to Zhu's mother and Zhu Yuanbing recently. Zhu's mother never told Zhu's father about Liu Junlin. He was busy these two days, so Zhu's father didn't ask.

"Ask him yourself." Zhu's mother's face darkened. Zhu Yuanbing's indifferent and resistant attitude for more than half a year made her feel too chilled, and she didn't want to talk to Zhu Yuanbing.

Zhu's father looked at Zhu Yuanbing, and Zhu Yuanbing put down the bowl calmly, "Mom, I'm sorry."

Zhu's mother raised her eyes, a little surprised that Zhu Yuanbing, who hadn't shown a good face for so long, actually apologized.

Zhu Yuanbing continued: "I shouldn't have a cold war with you, it's my fault, but you used grandma to force me, it's really your fault."

"It's not your fault."

"Mom, I apologize to you today because I don't want grandma to leave without peace of mind. I like Liu Junlin. I'm not wrong."

The woman was about to get excited again, Zhu Yuanbing said to her: "Grandma already knows, she supports me and lets me make up my own mind. Mom, I really like Liu Junlin."

"Who is Liu Junlin?" Zhu's father was confused, and seeing the gunpowder between the two became stronger, he hurriedly asked.

"Dad, I'm gay."

Zhu's father was stunned for a moment, and soon understood the cause and effect, and he didn't know how to answer the conversation for a while.

"I like men. Is it wrong to have different sexual orientations? Dad, foreign countries are open and open. You should have seen a lot of them. They can live together for a lifetime. I just want to be with the person I like."

"You don't want to change it, do you?" Mother Zhu stood up abruptly.

"It's innate, and it can't be changed."

The woman was so angry that she turned around and went back to the room.

"dad……"

"Okay, I'll go comfort your mother, you boy, give me some peace. Your mother has been pampered by us for so many years, and you didn't make you angry with her when you were born." He also stood up and followed.

Zhu Yuanbing froze for a while, then moved his chopsticks to finish his meal and washed his own bowl.

The atmosphere at home became tense again for several days. Zhu's father talked with Zhu Yuanbing. After understanding his son's attitude, he didn't plan to oppose him any more. He just gave him the condition that he must study abroad and return home after graduation.

Zhu's mother didn't say yes, but she didn't say she objected either. She acquiesced, anyway, she didn't believe that Zhu Yuanbing had that characterization.

Zhu Yuanbing thought for a while and agreed.

That night I called Zuo Yi.

"Do you know where Liu Junlin went to college?"

"Hangzhou, University A, what's the matter?"

"I want to find him."

"What are you crazy about? Didn't you say that you are a little unhappy with him, and that you may never get in touch with him?"

"I owe him an apology," Zhu Yuanbing said as he searched the Internet, looking for an IELTS training school that was closer to University A, "Zuo Yi, I like your brother."

"Damn!" Zuo Yi screamed on the phone, "Are you kidding, so you confessed to him and got hated by my brother?"

Zhu Yuanbing quickly found one, and said vaguely, "No... I'll explain to you later."

When filling out the electronic application form, my hands trembled a little. Thinking of going to Liu Junlin, my heart, which had been dead for half a year, felt alive again.

Feelings of excitement, fear, and anxiety all surged up.

Liu Junlin, can you wait for me...

Give me another chance, let me be with you, okay...

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