Hit the South Wall with Love

During the two days of the college entrance examination, there was not much light rain, and the air was damp.This year's summer came very late, and the temperature in early June was not high, but the low air pressure made people feel stuffy.

Liu Junlin's school is also a test center for the college entrance examination, so he takes the test in his own school, which saves the step of getting familiar with the test room.The school has been used as an examination room, and the first and second graders will naturally suspend classes.

Liu Junlin didn't know how Zhu Yuanbing persuaded Liu's mother. He waited outside the school for every exam, took the lunch made by Liu's mother at noon, and accompanied him home in the afternoon. He did everything the parents did.

Every time Liu Junlin came out, Zhu Yuanbing didn't ask him how he was doing in the exam, but just ate and chatted with him.

In fact, Liu Junlin feels pretty good about himself, and his condition is similar to when he was in the third model. If there is no accident, the second book is good, and the first book can be read.

Walking out of the examination room after finishing the last English test, Liu Junlin felt that the whole world was beautiful, his feet were light, tired or anxious, all were thrown away, and his heart was full of relaxed emotions.

The light rain had stopped, and the sunshine after the rain was particularly bright. Liu Junlin looked at the school gate and Zhu Yuanbing stretched his neck, and couldn't help quickening his pace. Zhu Yuanbing also saw him from a distance, and opened his arms to him with a smile.

Liu Junlin felt a surge of excitement and rushed over to hug him.

The parents waiting outside looked at them with strange eyes, Liu Junlin didn't care about being awkward, and let Zhu Yuanbing hug him around.

"I said you are enough, pay attention to the influence!" Tong Yao, who followed Liu Junlin out of the school, gave them a disgusted look.

Liu Junlin let go, turned around and smiled cheerfully: "Aren't you just jealous?"

"I'll go, Liu Junlin, what are you talking about? You are definitely being led into a bad way. Is this what you should say? Having a boyfriend is great!"

The car on the side of the road honked, and Tong Yao gave Liu Junlin a look, "I'm not as knowledgeable as you, let's go." Said, jumped into the car and left.

"And shall we go home?"

"Why are you going home? I told your mother to go back later today and let's go out to play." Zhu Yuanbing took his hand and walked outside with the crowd.

"What did you tell my mother?"

"Just tell me if I can go out with you after the exam."

"and then?"

"And then your mother said, okay, stay safe."

"that's it?"

"That's right." Zhu Yuanbing looked at Liu Junlin's blank reaction, and couldn't help but raised his hand to rub his head, "Stupid."

Liu Junlin still finds it unbelievable. Perhaps in the face of family affection, her mother cares more than herself, and she doesn't want to make each other sad.

It is really unwise to play in the streets on a day like today. The streets are full of people, and the students who have passed the college entrance examination all seem to be released after being locked up for a long time. Everyone's emotions are high.

Movie theaters, video game centers, Internet cafes, KTV, and bars are all students who have just finished their exams.They went around the video game city, found a restaurant to fill their stomachs, and then went to the Bund for a stroll.

After night fell, the neon lights were all on, and the reflections on the water surface were shimmering, like a blurred watercolor painting. Liu Junlin originally lived at home and hadn't been to the Bund at night.

The night wind is like silk, cool, passing over the skin, the night is bustling, but the heart is gradually smoothed by the wind.

Zhu Yuanbing was still holding Liu Junlin's hand. It was rare for Liu Junlin to be so obedient. The two of them walked side by side. If possible, Zhu Yuanbing hoped that this road would not have an end.

Looking at the faint smile on Liu Junlin's mouth, his heart ached uncontrollably, and he took this day as the last day before the end of the world, pretending to forget everything, thinking about nothing, just smiling and accompanying.But the stolen happiness must come to an end after all.

He couldn't help increasing the strength of his hand, Liu Junlin looked back at him suspiciously, Zhu Yuanbing tried hard to stabilize his voice, and said slowly: "Junlin, let's break up."

Liu Junlin didn't seem to understand, with a confused expression, he looked straight at the person opposite.

Both of them stopped in their tracks, like a cassette tape, the picture was still at this moment.

Let's break up, Liu Junlin thought for a long time before realizing the meaning of the word "break up", his body gradually stiffened, and his mind went blank.

Obviously they were smiling shoulder to shoulder just a second ago, what's going on now?

How could Zhu Yuanbing say such words so suddenly and so calmly?

"What did you say?" Liu Junlin's voice was hoarse, as if his voice would be stuck in his throat in the next second.

"I said, let's break up."

"are you serious?"

"En." Zhu Yuanbing lowered his eyes, not daring to look into his painful eyes.

Liu Junlin took a deep breath and remained silent for two seconds. He didn't know what kind of emotions he should have, anger, unwillingness, doubts, none of them, maybe all of them, but the pain of being dug out of his heart made him ignore those , The severe pain made him bend down slightly.He stiffly pulled his hand out of Zhu Yuanbing's, then turned around, and kept walking forward step by step at the same pace as before.

Zhu Yuanbing looked at Liu Junlin's back, and the large T-shirt made him look thinner. Every time he was frustrated but didn't want to be seen, he would try his best to straighten his back, but now he didn't even have to pretend, and carried a little , Zhu Yuanbing was heartbroken to see it.

The two of them didn't speak any more, they walked one after the other and walked home.

In the small space of the elevator, a sad atmosphere flowed quietly, and soon the seventh floor was reached. When Zhu Yuanbing stepped out of the elevator, Liu Junlin finally couldn't help but grabbed him.

"Zhu Yuanbing," Liu Junlin raised his eyes and looked directly into Zhu Yuanbing's eyes, "give me a reason."

Give me a reason, let me give up.

"I don't want to disappoint my grandma, and you're going to college soon, so..."

Liu Junlin let out a foul breath, let go of his hand with difficulty, lowered his head and took a step back, "I see."

Zhu Yuanbing only felt that his feet were heavy, and he couldn't move his steps no matter what. As long as he walked out of this staircase, there would be no possibility for him and Liu Junlin. A future without Liu Junlin is scary just thinking about it.

He suddenly turned around and hugged Liu Junlin, holding him tightly, "Junlin..."

Liu Junlin thought he was numb, but in his desperate embrace, he felt the heart-piercing pain again.

He understands that Zhu Yuanbing loves him very much, he is just too filial, they are just too young.

Filial piety, so you can't be willful, and you can't let yourself hurt your relatives.

You are young, so you are not strong enough to hold on to what you want to hold on to.

He dawdled in his arms for a few times, and finally pushed him away, "Go back."

He is willing to fulfill his filial piety and consider his youth.Even if the price is to let go of you.

The next day, Ms. Liu got up very early. The curtains in the living room were drawn and the light was very dim. She saw Liu Junlin sitting on the sofa and walked over in surprise.

"Jun Lin, why did you get up so early and look so ugly?"

When Liu Junlin came back last night, his mother was already asleep. He sat in the living room all night, his mind was full of certain images of being with Zhu Yuanbing. He wanted to make himself feel so painful that at least he could feel that he was still alive and in love.

"mom……"

Mother Liu held his cold hand, "What's the matter, didn't you pass the exam?"

Liu Junlin didn't know what to say, so he nodded silently.

The woman looked at her son distressedly, and took him into her arms to comfort him, "It's okay, just try your best, it doesn't matter if you do well in the exam. Or, let Zhu Zhu take you out to play?"

Hearing this name again, Liu Junlin seemed to be pricked by a needle, and the pain made him tremble.

After all, the mother loves her son, she can't say harsh words to Liu Junlin, plus Zhu Yuanbing has been busy these two days, Liu's mother can see his intentions for Liu Junlin, she can't bear to force them to compromise the consequences of a step Just follow them more and more.

"No, Mom, I want to go back to Sichuan."

"Alright, let's hang out with my old high school classmates."

Liu Junlin nodded, looked at the slowly rising sun outside the window, and comforted himself, it will be fine, it will come out, it's a big deal, I won't love anymore.

That's right, where can I find another person like Zhu Yuanbing who makes himself so determined and has no hesitation.

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