The emperor is as beautiful as jade

Xiao Zhiyi still remembers that day, in Shanglin Garden, the young man said to him full of hope: "Uncle Emperor, I like you..."

Without the slightest mental preparation, he was frightened like this, looking at the boy's crazy eyes and didn't know how to respond, but why was there no slightest disgust in his heart other than surprise?

He considers himself an elder and should think about the future of the young man.After that, he painstakingly persuaded him time and time again, and the young man also expressed his heart to him time and time again.

He has never been able to understand the thoughts of the young man. As an emperor, as an uncle, how could he truly love his nephew?

What's more, in the first ten years of his life, the one who lived in his heart was the boy's own father!What would happen to him if this matter was known to the boy?

He never admits that he has been worrying about this issue. As for whether this is the biggest gap between him and the boy, no one can guess.

When the boy had sex with him for the first time, he was raped, and he should be angry, but he didn't use any punishment to deal with the boy.Rather than saying that he is unwilling to punish the young man, now it seems that he is reluctant to punish the young man, right?

I don't want to see him being bullied, I don't want to see his lonely and sad back, I don't want him to leave the palace and leave his side.As long as he heard the ministers talking about wanting the young man to move out of the palace, he would feel disturbed and at a loss...

Every time at the palace banquet, as long as he saw the young man chatting and joking with the daughter of a certain family, he would immediately leave feeling upset.The next day, this daughter will always be married off inexplicably...

No matter how rebellious the young man did, although he was angry on the face and in his heart, he was unwilling to do anything to him in the end.

The boy kissed him again and again, hugged him again and again, and expressed his heart again and again. If he really didn't like it, he could send the boy out of the palace directly. There was absolutely no need to keep the boy dangling in front of him.

Why on earth is he panicking over the boy's love, but at the same time he doesn't want to let the boy go far away?What happened to him?

The patience and tolerance that he has never experienced in his life can remain the same in the boy, even after the boy raped him...

Doesn't he really understand all of this?Even Yan Qin would say: "If it is King Yujun, the emperor probably won't refuse it, right?"

Even Gu Anyan would ask: "Your Majesty, have you ever thought that perhaps, you have already fallen in love with Prince Yu?"

It turned out that this is the case.It turned out that it wasn't that he was afraid that punishing the boy would hurt him deeply, but that he didn't want to punish him at all.

Xiao Zhiyi stretched out his hand to cover his swollen eyes, and there was a liquid slipping under his palm, silently.He only found out today that this companion has been by his side for nearly ten years, almost a child he brought up with his own hands, and has already deeply occupied his heart.

Xiao Zhiyi tried his best not to let himself choke up, and also tried his best to keep his face from revealing the pain and shake in his heart.He finally knew that the so-called long-term love can also be a matter between uncles and nephews?

This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss at that time.Ridiculous, ridiculous why did he not understand until now?But now, where is the boy?

Thinking of that day, in Shanglinyuan, the young man and him galloped across the wide pasture, the laughter in his ears was so carefree and enjoyable.

The boy grabbed his hands, and they galloped together, feeling the bright spring scenery around them together.He remembered that at some point, the young man took his hand regardless of etiquette, and put a gentle kiss on his lips.

"The emperor's uncle dies under his body, even if he is a ghost, he will be a coquettish!" Facing his shock and anger, the young man raised his handsome eyebrows and smiled arrogantly.

Xiao Zhiyi still remembers Xiao Lin's appearance at that time, with handsome features, elegant brocade robe, and black pupils that seemed to be shining, which made him feel difficult to breathe when he looked at it, and then lost his mind.

In front of him, the young man would always watch him warmly, so cautiously, as if looking at him was his whole world.

The boy begged him again and again: "Uncle Emperor, don't reject me, don't reject me, okay?"

What about him?But he hit him again and again, never gave the boy hope once, and only used seemingly rational excuses to block him and veto his wishes...

Breathing became heavier, and regret washed wantonly in his heart.Xiao Zhiyi turned around stiffly, squeezed hard on the rail of the imperial chair, his body was shaking as if he had suffered the biggest blow.

"Your Majesty!" Gu Anyan panicked, "Are you alright?" Seeing Xiao Zhiyi's expression of almost being unable to bear it, Gu Anyan felt extremely uncomfortable.

But as a bystander, what can he do?

In the high hall, Xiao Zhiyi murmured to himself and asked: "You said, this is called self-inflicted evil, you can't live, right?" On the corner of his mouth, Xiao Zhiyi smiled weakly and laughed at himself.

Gu Anyan shook his head in the hall, sighing so helplessly.

"Your Majesty, it's not too late for you." Gu Anyan couldn't help but said: "Prince Yu has been fighting in the Southwest for four years, and now that he has achieved great success, the Emperor can use the imperial decree to declare the prince back."

"It's useless." In front of Gu Anyan, Xiao Zhiyi never concealed the essence of his broken sleeves. Now he shook his head and said with a very lonely wry smile: "He left the capital with hatred, and he won't come back easily, no Will."

"Your majesty! You are the king of a country, you can definitely use the king's order to force Prince Yu to return to Beijing!" Gu Anyan felt strange and anxiously followed along.

I don't know what His Majesty the Emperor is still worried about.Now everyone can see that the anomalies of His Majesty the emperor these years are all caused by Prince Yu's departure.

Xiao Zhiyi sat back on the dragon chair in a daze, shaking his head, "He won't come back, he won't come back..."

"Your Majesty!" Gu Anyan couldn't take it anymore, and asked loudly, "Why?"

Xiao Zhiyi raised his eyes, looked at Gu Anyan, hesitant to speak.Lowering her head, her still charming fox eyes were full of sadness.

How did Gu Anyan know that when Xiao Lin left Beijing rashly, Xiao Zhiyi sent someone to chase him down, but Xiao Lin only said one word, leaving Xiao Zhiyi completely helpless.

Xiao Lin looked at the dark guard who was chasing after him, and said with a sneer: "Go back and ask the emperor, if the promise he lost in the horse race with me in Shanglinyuan that day still counts? It only asks that the emperor uncle can fulfill this king today, this king does not want to be a rich and noble prince who does nothing, but only wishes to hold a long tassel and guard the frontier!"

The young man was in Shanglinyuan that day, and the bet he made during the horse race with him was to fulfill one of his requests.Xiao Zhiyi never thought that the boy didn't ask for anything, and the last time he said it was to leave him!

But what else could he do?You have no jokes.It's ridiculous that until now, he can't even find a reason to save the boy!

Xiao Zhiyi felt extremely uncomfortable, and deep regret surrounded him, making his heart full of torment.The remorse for the past memories made him wish he could live his life again, and the deep missing for his nephew made him confused...

"Bastard!" Xiao Zhiyi slammed his fist on the imperial table, annoyed that he was so emotionally slow, and why he couldn't recognize his heart earlier, otherwise he and Xiao Lin would not have come to this place where they are facing each other today. point!

"Your Majesty, don't be like this, it's important to be careful." Gu Anyan persuaded him from the side, but he sighed.

Xiao Zhiyi's eyes were rarely red, and he said sadly: "Is it really difficult to recover after being overwhelmed? I have already sent countless dark guards to the southwest. Swords have no eyes. How many people have fought in ancient times? I can't let it go. Let him stay on the battlefield for one more day. But he doesn't want to come back, he doesn't want to come back..."

Gu Anyan raised his eyes in astonishment, he really never thought that Xiao Zhiyi had long thought of persuading Xiao Lin to return to court.Unexpectedly, such a lonely and high-minded person like his emperor would one day lower his face to such an extent for the sake of others!

If you want to say that he is a ruthless person, but today, who can swear that Xiao Zhiyi is really ruthless?They were originally lovers, but they just wanted to torture each other like this.

Gu Anyan was deeply speechless, thinking that although he and Meng Xuan had gone through twists and turns before they got together, no matter how difficult it was, it was not as difficult as their uncle and nephew!

"You said, he doesn't want to go back to court, does he really hate me? Does he no longer... no longer have me?" Thinking of a certain possibility, Xiao Zhiyi's handsome face turned pale, "Does he never... Don't want to see me anymore?"

That night, in the intimacy with each other, he actually regarded him as his father, and what he called softly was his father's name.No one can bear such a blow, right?

Today, Xiao Zhiyi really regrets it. "Xiao Lin... Xiao Lin! Why don't you want to come back...why don't you want to come back!"

Clenching his fist tightly, Xiao Zhiyi's five fingers sank deeply into the palm of his hand, making a row of terrifying red marks.Broken skin, a little bit of blood oozes.But he didn't seem to feel the pain, and he still squeezed with all his strength.

"Your Majesty, don't do this!" Gu Anyan comforted anxiously: "Prince Yu may just have grown up, and he just wants to make contributions in the frontier. Or maybe Prince Yu just wants to share your worries with the Emperor, and he won't come back. "

"is it?"

"Yes! Now the war between our court and Xiyu Kingdom has come to an end under the leadership of Prince Yu. Didn't there be good news from the frontier yesterday, and now our soldiers are fighting the last battle with Xiyu Kingdom? ?”

"You mean, he will come back after the war?" Xiao Zhiyi's eyes were originally ignited with a light of hope, but after a while they became discouraged. "No, no, it's been so long, he'll be back long ago..."

"This..." Gu Anyan felt helpless, squeezed out a smile, nodded hurriedly and said: "Your Majesty, you know Prince Yu's temper. He is just a little stubborn and aggressive. I believe that the reason why Prince Yu is not willing to Returning to the court is not because of anything else, but definitely because the war in Xiyu Kingdom has not completely subsided. Once it subsides, Prince Yu will return to the court triumphantly!"

"Is that really the case?" Xiao Zhiyi couldn't believe it, but he hoped that Xiao Lin was really just like that.If I had known today, why bothered at the beginning, why bothered at the beginning...

Looking up, Xiao Zhiyi smiled wryly.

Today's Emperor Wenrui is no longer the cold and elegant appearance of the past. Now, once he recognizes his feelings clearly, he is just a mortal who is trapped by love and hurt by love.

But in Gu Anyan's eyes, such Xiao Zhiyi only makes people feel distressed, but he has to say that he has more human touch than before, and he is no longer the deserted and silent in the past.

Xiao Zhiyi was agitated for a while, but in the end he may have realized that his emotions had changed too quickly. Apart from being sad, he also felt embarrassing.

Waving his hand, he ordered: "Go out, I want to be alone for a while."

"Your majesty, but you..." Gu Anyan was worried.In the past four years, whenever Xiao Zhiyi thought of Xiao Lin, when he was sad, he would always lock himself in the palace alone, and then just sit all night long.

"I'm fine!" Xiao Zhiyi shook his head weakly, and gave the order for the first time in a hoarse voice: "Get out!"

Gu Anyan had no choice but to bow his body, nod his head and prepare to exit.Unexpectedly, Xiao Zhiyi called him again at this time: "Wait!"

"What is the emperor's order?"

Xiao Zhiyi was silent for a while, and then said in a deep voice: "The war on the southwestern frontier has reached its final juncture, you go and tell your father, and if you have any news, you must inform me as soon as possible!"

Gu Anyan was taken aback, then nodded with a smile: "Yes, I understand."

Xiao Zhiyi stared at the memorial on the imperial table in a daze, and suddenly felt that he had learned to worry and be afraid, which was really sad.

Closing his eyes and opening them, Xiao Zhiyi ordered softly: "It's just about Prince Yu and me. Apart from you and Meng Xuan, I don't want anyone else to know about it. You have to know the seriousness."

No matter how emotional he is, Xiao Zhiyi is still a person who has been emperor for many years after all, and he will never forget the caution he should have.Back then when he didn't realize what he wanted, he was still worried about Xiao Lin's future.Now that he realized it, he had to make more plans for Xiao Lin.

Gu Anyan is also smart, uh, he understood the meaning of Xiao Zhiyi's words as soon as he heard it, nodded quickly, and replied seriously: "Your Majesty, please rest assured, I know the seriousness."

Just kidding, should he go outside and publicize the affair of his immediate boss?Gu Anyan shrank his neck, thinking that he was not tired of living with Meng Xuan.

Only then did Xiao Zhiyi feel relieved to let Gu Anyan back down, but just as Gu Anyan turned and left to guard outside the palace, Eunuch Zhang walked in, bent down and said, "Your Majesty, Prime Minister Fu is asking to see you outside."

"Prime Minister Fu?" Xiao Zhiyi regained his usual shrewdness, and asked with a frown: "It's night, what does Prime Minister Fu want to see me? Announce it." Xiao Zhiyi said very reluctantly.

Three years ago, Prime Minister Fu's daughter, Concubine Yan, gave birth to a boy in the palace, who is now three years old.A mother is more expensive than a child, and Prime Minister Fu has always been ambitious, so he wrote to Xiao Zhiyi repeatedly, asking Xiao Zhiyi to make his daughter the queen of the Dasheng Dynasty.

The queen is the mother of the world.Concubine Yan has always been a mediocre woman, and she bullied Xiao Lin a lot when Xiao Lin was a child. Of course Xiao Zhiyi would not agree to Prime Minister Fu's request.So the position of his queen is still vacant up to now.

Xiao Zhiyi was very annoyed by Prime Minister Fu, and usually he was very reluctant to summon him alone, and avoided whenever he could.It's just that I don't know why he is so anxious about something important today, so he has to rush to Qianming Palace at night?

The author has something to say: Huhu, I finally figured out the ending, so I won't be Cavin again for the time being.Woohoo, it's really not easy.Good night folks, I love you!