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All eyes are brightened, "By the way, are the ingredients here exclusively for sale? Or we can also sell them at ordinary times!"

"I don't know about this." Qin Mu has always been only concerned with eating, and has never asked where these ingredients come from. Now when Su Bai asked, of course he couldn't answer, "However, I I remember that this place seems to sell mountain goods. When we leave, just go to the front desk and ask."

"it is good!"

Watching the waiter clean up the leftovers in a few clicks.It was a rare experience for Su Bai to experience the life of a gentleman, and happily went to the bathroom to wash up.

Although he tossed and tossed all day, after eating a good meal, and then flushed with hot water, Su Bai felt that all the pores in his body were opened, and he felt extremely refreshed.

He picked up a handful of hot water and poured it on the mirror in front of him. Su Bai looked at the thin figure in the mirror through the water mist, and stretched out his hand unconsciously. The person in the mirror followed suit. Quietly looking into each other's eyes through the mirror.It wasn't until the mist from the bathroom blurred his vision again that Su Bai slowly slid against the wall and sat on the floor tiles.

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Qin Mu had seen Su Bai enter the bathroom for a while, but he didn't think too much about it because of the constant sound of water, but after waiting for about a quarter of an hour and seeing Su Bai come out, Qin Mu couldn't sit still anymore. .He hastily knocked on the bathroom door, but after hearing no response from Su Bai, he pushed it with his hands.Fortunately, Su Bai didn't have the habit of locking the door on weekdays, and the bathroom door opened from the outside as soon as he pushed it.

At this time, Su Bai was squatting on the ground with blank eyes, staring at the direction of the sink in a daze.

Qin Mu didn't care that the hot water would wet his clothes, so he walked over in three or two steps, turned off the faucet, and took a large bath towel from the shelf to wrap him up.

"Su Bai, Su Bai?" Without the obstruction of the water flow, Qin Mu finally saw the appearance of Su Bai's face clearly at this time, the two lines of tears were almost like broken pearls, rushing down his cheeks Going down, "What's the matter?" Qin Mu realized that he didn't seem to have done anything excessive to provoke Su Bai, right?

"Ah?" Qin Mu who appeared suddenly was like the only life-saving straw that the drowned Su Bai could grasp, of course he had to hold it tightly in his hands.

"What...what's the matter?" Qin Mu was a little confused by Su Bai's sudden movement of jumping into Zizhu's arms, but he subconsciously stopped him, "It's cold here, we'll go indoors."

After finishing speaking, Qin Mu exerted strength on his hands, and carried Su Bai out of the bathroom in a princess hug.

After putting the person in the bed and covering him with the quilt, Qin Mu was about to turn around to get the remote control to increase the temperature in the room by a few degrees, when Su Bai who was in the bed suddenly grabbed his wrist.

"Don't go, don't go, okay?" Su Bai knew that he was in a very bad state, but it would be an exaggeration to say that he was unconscious. At least he could still recognize the person who brought him out of the bathroom just now. The person is Qin Mu, "Don't go, stay with me, okay?"

Su Bai's words were very light, even with a hint of prayer.Qin Mu was caught by his arm, and for a moment he didn't know what to do, so he could only bend down and pat his arm, persuading him, "I'm just going to adjust the temperature in the room, Su Bai, I won't go."

"No." Su Bai didn't buy it, and shook his head slightly on the pillow, with a bit more strength in his hands, and even moved his body slightly to the other side of the bed, "Sleep with me, okay?" ?”

"Su Bai?" Don't blame Qin Mu for being suspicious, but Su Bai would never say such things when he was awake. This child always likes to lick his wounds alone in the corner, and he will never put The fragile side is exposed for others to see, even if I have lived with him for several years.

"Brother Qin?" Sensing Qin Mu's hesitation, Su Bai forcefully pulled Qin Mu towards him, and finally even used both hands to achieve his goal.

Seeing his appearance, Qin Mu vaguely guessed Su Bai's current appearance. He was afraid that what happened today touched his fragile nerves, causing the crisis hidden in his heart to completely erupt.

Qin Mu knew that the problem could not be solved in a hurry at such a time, so he had to follow his wishes and lay down next to Su Bai with his clothes on.Now, we can only figure out what happened to Su Bai first, and focus on the key points to solve the problem.

Su Bai's stickiness to Qin Mu was more serious than Qin Mu thought at first, and he almost put his whole body on him before he would give up.Even so, Su Bai was not being honest anymore, he kept rubbing his hands and feet on Qin Mu's body, and even trembled slightly.

This time, Qin Mu knew that things would definitely not be as simple as he imagined.A segment about Su Bai suddenly popped up deep in the memory.

In the accident six years ago, the psychiatrist who treated Su Bai once said that he could temporarily cure Su Bai of his mental illness, but he could not completely eradicate his psychological hidden dangers.The things buried deep in his heart are like time bombs, not only may they be detonated at any time, but no one even knows how they will explode.

Apparently, Su Bai's current situation just meets the words of that psychiatrist.

Qin Mu knew that he was not a doctor, so if he wanted to help Su Bai, he could only use the most clumsy method—following his wishes, let him settle down first.But he didn't know that his thought of sacrificing himself for others had hurt his little brother.Just imagine, how many men can hold back their desires and see the person they like sleeping in their arms, are they not honest?

Qin Mu barely endured most of the night. Seeing that the sky was about to dawn, the person in his arms tossed all night, not only did not completely settle down, but intensified, and almost pressed his body against his body.

As a normal man with a strong body, how many of them can absolutely sit still?

Qin Mu didn't know how many times he comforted his little brother in his heart to calm down, and after suppressing Su Bai's flailing hands and feet to no avail, he finally made up his mind.He wanted to completely eat the fat that was placed on his mouth.Moreover, he not only wants to eat, but also has the skill to eat. Even if Su Bai can't let Su Bai know the taste of this kind of thing once, at least he can't leave any bad impression, so as not to affect his second eating in the future. time, third time.

Su Bai, who wasn't sleepy but felt uncomfortable all over, woke up when Qin Mu's kiss landed on the corner of his mouth.Although he has no actual combat experience, as an adult, he has recently accumulated a lot of knowledge in that area, and he probably still understands what Qin Mu wants to do.

But so what?

If it was normal, Su Bai might still shirk and refuse. Now is the time when he is extremely irritable, thinking, if doing this kind of thing can really calm his restless mood, then why can't he try? How about a try?

So, on the same bed, two people, with two mindsets, ended up strangely overlapping on the same straight line.

This morning, for Qin Mu and Su Bai, it was destined to be uneasy.The creaking vibrations, suppressed panting sounds caused by strenuous exercise, and the high heat generated by the body due to intense friction have become the scenery that rises with the sun this morning.

It wasn't until the sun almost climbed into the air that the fire in the room gradually died down.

Su Bai, who almost seemed to be fished out of sweat, moved his fingers reluctantly, his whole body seemed to have been crushed heavily, all joints were clamoring for his fatigue, especially the waist.After resting for a while, Su Bai barely moved his body, allowing Qin Mu's little brother to completely separate from him, but it was still difficult for him to support his body alone and go to the bathroom to wash his body.

Although Qin Mu had just lost a lot of physical strength due to exercise, his physical fitness itself was better than Su Bai's. Seeing Su Bai's movement at this time, he probably guessed what he wanted to do, and lightly stamped on the corner of Su Bai's mouth. After a kiss, she turned over and got out of bed to put a pool of hot water in the bathroom, then turned back and brought Su Bai to the bathroom in the form of a princess hug.

After soaking in hot water, Su Bai felt that his strength had recovered a lot, and his whole body became more energetic. Even Qin Mu refused to offer to help him clean up.That kind of thing, I didn't feel it when I did it, but now let him show it to Qin Mu in an absolutely awake state, and even clean it with his hands, no matter how thick-skinned Su Bai is, he still can't do it consciously.

Originally, Qin Mu wanted to spend some time with Su Bai while taking a bath, or just take a couple bath or something, but the other party didn't cooperate, so he had to settle for the next best thing and move quickly under the shower head on the other side. After taking a combat shower and taking care of myself quickly, I put on my bathrobe and called the front desk to make some easy-to-digest meals for delivery.

In the bathroom where there was only one person left, Su Bai took a deep breath and allowed himself to slide slowly along the bathtub wall into the water without leaving even a strand of hair.The squeeze from the hot water gave Su Bai the feeling of returning to his mother's body again, and he was a little intoxicated for a while.If it wasn't for Qin Mu not worrying about him staying in the bathroom alone, and returning to have a look after ordering the meal, he would probably suffocate himself to death in the water.

If those before could only say that Su Bai's current mental state is a bit abnormal, then his current state should be described as very abnormal.While Qin Mu was shocked by Su Bai's actions, he broke into a cold sweat, but he didn't dare to criticize him, for fear that if he accidentally touched Ni Lin, it would be even more difficult to deal with.

After such an accident happened, Qin Mu didn't dare to stay in the farmhouse for a long time, so he directly gave up his original plan, and rushed to the city with Su Bai after dinner.Fortunately, Su Bai just looked out the window silently, didn't speak, and didn't make a fuss. Qin Mu didn't dare to provoke him anymore, so he could only drive the car very fast.

Because it was not a holiday, Qin Mu easily found a psychiatrist for Su Bai, and told the doctor about his current symptoms and what happened back then.

The matter was the same as what the psychiatrist who treated Su Bai had guessed, the unstable factor in Su Bai's heart still broke out, but at the root, no one could tell what the cause was.For a while, the consulting room fell into an awkward silence.

During the whole process, Su Bai sat quietly on the chair, said whatever was asked, and didn't say any other unnecessary words.

Qin Mu looked at Su Bai in the last silence, and then at the doctor in his heart who was also in silence, "Since this is the case, then I will take Su Bai back first, and if there is any change, I will bring him to trouble you."

"Okay." The psychiatrist responded, stood up and sent the two of them to the door. When they were sent to the door, he reached out and shook hands with Qin Mu, and quietly held a piece of paper out of Su Bai's sight. The note was stuffed in Qin Mu's palm, "When you go back, pay attention to keeping your mood comfortable, and try not to leave him alone in the room. I believe that after a period of time, he will be fine after he calms down."

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Qin Mu was very pleased with the qualitative leap in the relationship between the two, but this mouthful of tender mutton was extremely delicious, but it was a bit difficult to swallow it whole.

Su Bai's mental state in the past two days seemed to be quite normal, and he didn't do any extreme behaviors anymore, instead he was as calm as a puddle of clear water.But the more this happened, the more strange Qin Mu felt.I was really afraid that he would suddenly make a move to seek death for himself. If I didn't pay attention, wouldn't Su Bai's life be gone?

How did things become like this?Qin Mu felt that even though he was thinking about it, he couldn't think of a reason.What can be done is to focus more on Su Bai, and even push away some less important tasks for this reason.It made Zhou Tong so depressed that he almost wanted to buy a piece of tofu and kill him. God knows that he had only lived a few days of happiness, and the days became dire. God knows, if things go on like this, will his wife abandon him? , and throw it into the arms of others.

Su Bai didn't know that he was going overboard, implicating innocent victims, running around for himself, just blindly shutting himself in the room without doing anything.In a trance, it seems that in the blink of an eye, the sky is bright, and in the blink of an eye, it is dark again.

Subconsciously, Su Bai is not unaware of his current situation, but it is somewhat difficult for him to take the initiative to get out of the horns.

Seeing that there were only a few days left and it was time to report to the university, Qin Mu really saw it in his eyes and was anxious.After thinking over and over again, Qin Mu's gaze unconsciously fell on the little note that the psychiatrist who treated Su Bai that day gave him.

"Go home?" Qin Mu unconsciously tapped his fingers on the table repeatedly.

At first, Qin Mu didn't understand why the doctor would give him such two words before leaving.But now it seems that the so-called heart disease still needs heart medicine. The only way to let Su Bai completely get out of that unbearable memory is not to blindly cover his ears and steal the bell, but to spread everything out in front of his eyes again. , Let that bloody memory completely scab and fall off.

But go back...

Qin Mu hesitated again.He didn't know much about the situation there.Besides, another three years have passed, and he doesn't know what will happen to Su Bai's strange relatives. When he goes back again, he is really afraid that Su Bai will be overwhelmed and do something irreversible on the spot.

But if Su Bai is not allowed to go back...

Qin Mu always couldn't bear to let Su Bai report to the university with negative emotions.Furthermore, he had been looking forward to it for several years before he ate a bite of lamb. If the lamb were gone, where would he cry! ?

After thinking about it again and again, Qin Mu still decided to start arranging the departure at any time, while gathering his thoughts, and planned to test Su Bai again. If he was not forced to, he still didn't want to take people to take risks in person.

In the bedroom, Su Bai was concentrating on a book in a foreign language that he took off from Qin Mu's bookshelf.Among other things, Su Bai has put in a lot of effort in foreign languages ​​these years, and his level of proficiency is not only comparable to that of his peers, but even compared to the teachers who taught him in school. .

Hearing the movement, Su Bai casually put a bookmark on the place where he just read, "Brother Qin?"

"Well, I'm reading a book." Glancing at the title of the book in Su Bai's hand, Qin Mu couldn't help sighing in his heart, God is really unfair to people, such a smart child, but let him be born in that kind of family , "I've finished my work over there, I want to come and find you to go out for a walk."

"Okay." Anyway, he didn't have anything important to do, so Su Bai grabbed a coat and walked towards the door, "It's already afternoon, why don't we both go to the supermarket."

Qin Mu, who had no destination in the first place, naturally would not reject Su Bai's proposal. The two of them walked all the way and went to a large supermarket nearby.I chose this place not because of shopping, but because I covet the complete range of goods here, the air conditioner is fully turned on, it will not be too hot after shopping for a long time, and I can also buy some things that I need at home, which is extremely convenient.

Qin Mu didn't really like this kind of noisy environment, and he didn't know much about housework, so it was okay to let him eat ready-made food, but he didn't know what to do when faced with all kinds of raw materials.During the entire shopping process, Qin Mu could barely give some advice when faced with bagged instant food and drinks and coffee. At other times, he could only play the role of coolie pushing the cart.

By the time the two walked to the exit to check out, the entire shopping cart had been filled to the brim.Most of them were thrown into the car by Qin Mu casually after looking at them. If in the past, Su Bai would have seen him being such a prodigal, he would have preached righteously before throwing the things out of the car.As the name suggests, eat healthy and stay away from puffed food and preservatives.It's rare that he didn't say anything today. When he checked out, he was naturally taken aback by how many bags there were.

He didn't say anything and didn't ask any questions he wanted to say, but he had a few more vest bags on the return trip. For his own health, Qin Mu called a taxi decisively and took the two of them back home. to the apartment.

"Brother Qin, don't you want to learn how to cook? I bought a lot of ingredients today, and there are many that can be eaten with simple processing. Why don't I teach you, let's learn from the simplest ones?" , Su Bai casually picked up the things he bought, some of them would not taste good after a long time if he didn't eat them as soon as possible, so he simply asked Qin Mu to practice the operation.

"Use these?" From Qin Mu's point of view, most of the things he bought this time are finished products, and they can be eaten after heating up on Weibo.And a few raw ingredients can also be simply processed and made into salads. If it is cooking, he really can't think of any dishes.But since Su Bai spoke up, he would definitely agree.

"What do you want to do, I'll wash the vegetables?" Qin Mu really picked up those vegetables and put them on the dressing table.

Su Bai glanced at the spinach Qin Mu was holding, and suddenly raised the corner of his mouth, "Why don't we make spinach soup!"

This is not a good suggestion, "Let's do something else, isn't there other vegetables? Persimmons, beans, broccoli? I'll go get them and wash them."

"Brother Qin, didn't you tell me that where a person falls, he should get up there." Su Bai's voice was very soft, but there were only two people in the room, and the TV was not turned on, so they were only one step away from him. Qin Mu, who was far away, naturally heard his words clearly in his ears.

"But, Brother Qin, I can see where I fell, and I can also see those people who made me miserable, but they still can't get over that hurdle." Some words, Su Bai said from the last time he came back from his hometown. , I wanted to say it, but I couldn't find a suitable excuse.

In fact, on the second day after he had a relationship with Qin Mu, he understood everything that the psychiatrist who treated him said, and he could guess that the reason why he changed his appearance was that even his He almost doesn't know himself anymore, the reason is all because of the inner demons that he has been holding back for many years.

Six years ago, the doctor who helped him out of the haze told him that if one day, when he could no longer restrain his inner demons with his own power, it would not be uncommon for him to do something excessive.I'm afraid that when Su Bai really arrives at that moment, he can't even find a channel to vent, that is really dangerous.

So, that night at the farmhouse, Su Bai did not hesitate to follow his body's instincts and merged with Qin Mu.It's just that the result is not as he imagined at the beginning, it will be easier after doing it, on the contrary, it seems like he has imposed his own pain on Qin Mu.This is how the death-seeking action in the bathroom came about.

"Su Bai?" Qin Mu never thought that one day Su Bai would truly open his heart to himself, and was willing to take the initiative to tell the pain in his heart, so he could only hold him in front of him and gently comfort him, "I know There are some things that you don't want to touch for the rest of your life, if you don't want to talk about it, Big Brother Qin won't force you."

"No, let me finish. Maybe this is the only chance in my life that I am willing to say them." With support, Su Bai seemed to feel that the coldness emanating from his bones was a little less .

"Brother Qin, I left here that day and went back to my hometown by myself. I thought that when I grew up, I would have completely forgotten about it, but that's not the case in my heart.

"You know, when I went back to my hometown and stood in the village where I used to live, I couldn't find anyone who knew me, or someone I knew, and the children only regarded me as a passer-by in the village .

"I followed the old road in my memory and found the location of the old house. But where is the shadow of the old house in my memory? The children in the village told me that the person I was looking for now lives in the newly built In the red tile room.

"What a ridiculous thing! When I was there, it was a place where even thieves would not patronize. But after I left, the rest of the family suddenly had a good life. They even lived in The red-tiled house that I dreamed of living in back then!

"Brother Qin, do you know how I felt at that time? I thought that I was really like what my dad said when he scolded me. I am the burden of this family! I can't help the family when I grow up. I wasted a lot of food in vain, and even dragged other people down, and let them live a hard life with me!"

"It's all over, it's all over." Qin Mu took out a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped the tears that were pouring on Su Bai's face, "Look, aren't you living a good life now, and I'm not dragged down by you , and the business is booming.”

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This was the first time that Su Bai expressed the depression in his heart. Although he couldn't alleviate the pain much, he still felt a lot lighter.Next, when instructing Qin Mu to learn how to cook, he also had a little more patience in it. Even when the dishes were out of the pot, the appearance of those dishes was still not very pleasing to the eye, but the taste of the entrance was good, at least not too much salt and less put sugar or something.

In addition to the cooked food brought back earlier, the two just fiddled with it casually, and set a table with delicious food on it.Open another bottle of low-alcohol fruit wine, even if Su Bai has an appetite, he still eats a lot of affordable dishes.

His stomach was full, and Su Bai's overall mental state seemed to be a little better than before, and his face was even slightly rosy because of drinking some wine.In Qin Mu's eyes, it looked like a delicate flower with a little rouge on the petals, which made him look a lot more three-dimensional, and even a little seductive.

With the smell of alcohol, Qin Mu logically took Su Bai to bed again this night.Although it was a little unkind to do so, Qin Mu still felt quite happy when he thought of the lamb in his mouth.

As for Su Bai, when Qin Mu was at the farmhouse for the first time, he did not have a bad impression, and after a moderate amount of exercise, it really could give his brain, which was always spinning, a moment of rest, so why not? do it?

Overnight, when the sky outside was about to turn pale, Qin Mu finally released himself under Su Bai's repeated begging, but he did not withdraw.And knowing that Su Bai was physically exhausted, he still kneaded Su Bai's body dishonestly, and ate small tofu along the way.

"Brother Qin." After yelling in the middle of the night, Su Bai's throat was naturally very thirsty, and it hurt even more when he uttered a sound, but in order to sleep peacefully, he could only forcefully clear his throat and make a sound to stop Qin Shepherd's boring behavior.

"Thirsty?" Sweating a lot, not to mention Su Bai, even Qin Mu himself felt his throat was dry, at this moment he heard Su Bai's throat almost cracked, without Su Bai's request, he naturally stood up very actively Go to the kitchen and bring back boiling water.

Su Bai managed to get Qin Mu to retreat from behind him, even if he could clearly feel that something was flowing out from the overused place, how could he have the extra strength to take care of it?I can only let it go, let my tired body take a good rest for a while, and then get up and find a way to take care of it.

Qin Mu came back with boiled water, saw that Su Bai had fallen asleep again, and did not wake him up. He took a mouthful of water and stuck it to his lips, and slowly fed it into Su Bai's mouth.This is done slowly, but it works really well, and the water doesn't flow onto the quilt.By coincidence, I was able to give a deep French kiss along Su Bai's slightly opened mouth, which is also a good thing that kills two birds with one stone.

After pouring a cup of boiling water, not only Su Bai's thirsty throat was moistened, but Qin Mu also managed to stir himself up again.However, Su Bai's place was a bit overused last night, and it was already slightly red and swollen to the touch, and he couldn't stand another new friction anyway.

Seeing this, Qin Mu had no choice but to go to the bathroom and use cold water to extinguish his rising desire again.When returning to the bedroom, seeing the sun gradually rising outside, he simply turned around and went back to put in a jar of hot water, hugged Su Bai in and simply washed off the stickiness on his body, then carefully drew out the things left in his body, and applied anti-inflammatory An ointment for pain relief.During the process, no matter how careful Qin Mu was, he would inevitably pull the cart to the wound, but Su Bai was extremely tired, and only frowned a few times, showing no sign of waking up.

The sun is getting higher outside, although Qin Mu intends to stay in bed with Su Bai, but as long as he thinks that there are more important things to do at hand, he can't sleep no matter what.

This time about Su Bai's matter, Qin Mu did not contact Jin Chi, mainly because he didn't want to make the matter too big, and about Su Bai's reputation, it is best to know as few people as possible.

Su Bai slept for almost twelve hours, and only slowly got up from the bed when the sun was about to set.Fortunately, Qin Mu had already taken care of him before and put on clean pajamas. When he woke up, he felt nothing serious except for some pain in the unspeakable place.

Hearing some movement, Qin Mu hurriedly put the things in his hands on the coffee table in the living room, walked into the bedroom in two or three steps, and after inquiring about Su Bai's current physical condition, he turned around and went to the kitchen to bring his new meat porridge. bowl.

"Here, get hungry, let's eat some porridge first." Qin Mu made this porridge very simply, adding water to the white rice, and diced the vacuum-packed meat brought back yesterday, and cooked it together. It looks acceptable in appearance, and the taste is not bad, at least he has basically passed the test, so there is no pressure to bring it to Su Bai to eat at this time.

Some food, it's rare for Su Bai to be a master, he ate a bowl of meat porridge into his stomach, and shook the empty bowl at Qin Mu when he was done, meaning that if he still had some meat porridge, he could have another meal. bowl.

Qin Mu was naturally very happy when his craftsmanship was recognized, and even walked with a lot of lightness.However, Qin Mu's excitement didn't last long, and was interrupted by a hasty doorbell.A few minutes later, Mrs. Qin appeared in the living room of Qin Mu's house with a dark face.

"Mom!?" I didn't expect Mrs. Qin to pay a sudden visit at this time, and Qin Mu was really caught off guard. In his panic, he even had time to randomly stuff the clothes he and Su Bai dropped into the washing machine last night. , "Mom, why do you remember me here?"

"Why, what shady things are you hiding here that you can't let me see?" Mrs. Qin's visit this time was entirely a temporary idea after she was tired from shopping.I wanted to stop by to see my son and drink some water, but I didn't want to come in. Before I drank the water, I was startled by the mess in the room.

Sweeping a few empty beer cans scattered at the corner of the table into the trash can at the corner of the table, Mrs. Qin's face became more serious, "Also, you don't want the old servant at home to come and clean it for you, don't you?" Why don't you find two hourly workers to come back and clean it up? What a mess it looks like!"

Regarding the accusation from his mother, Qin Mu couldn't say anything more, he could only stand aside and listen to the training honestly.I only pray that Su Bai will never come out at this time, otherwise he will definitely become cannon fodder.

"By the way, you brought it back. Where's that child named... Su Bai? Doesn't he usually live with you? Why doesn't he clean up?" After scolding Qin Mu, Mrs. Qin was still a little bit reluctant and took the initiative Changed the topic, and put all the responsibility on Su Bai, who lived with him, "You, tell me, you are quite old, why can't you let me have snacks? Also, the one I introduced to you Those girls, why do you look down on them? You said that if there is someone at this time, it would be great to help you clean up the house!"

"Mom." He has already found someone who can take care of him in daily life, but he is not the lady of the family in his wife's mouth. Besides, Su Bai's current situation is not good, so how can he listen to Mrs. Qin's words?All I could do was stop Mrs. Qin's endless words, and try to move the topic elsewhere, "By the way, why did you come to sit with me today?"

"Can't I come?" Mrs. Qin was already upset, but Qin Mu blocked her unsuppressed anger, which seemed to have been poured with fuel and ignited a little more, "It's still here with you." Is it because I can’t come? If I remember correctly, this is the first time I’ve visited since you moved here!”

"Mom—" Qin Mu was most afraid that Mrs. Qin's unreasonable personality would disturb her three-point personality, not to mention that she had indeed taken advantage of her own shortcomings, and suddenly felt a headache, "Mom, sit down first, I'll go Get you some water to drink?"

"Come on, you don't touch the water with your fingers, I'm really afraid of you, it's better for me to come by myself, lest you boil the water in a while, and then light the house, I have no place to cry." As for Qin Mu's gesture of favor, Mrs. Qin didn't buy anything, she just stood up and walked towards the kitchen.

Fortunately, most of the things in the kitchen were cleaned up by Su Bai yesterday. Except for the dishes and chopsticks piled up in the sink, it doesn't look too dirty. There are fresh fruits and vegetables in the refrigerator, and frozen cooked food is also very complete.On the contrary, Mrs. Qin was a little relieved to see how many pairs of sons live outside.

Seeing this, Qin Mu said in a timely manner that on weekdays, it was Su Bai who started the fire at home, and although the food he made was not as good as the cook at home, it was still delicious.Teasing Mrs. Qin a smile, and seeing that the corners of the room are really clean, the scolding stopped.

"Go back to the old house if you have nothing to do. I'll ask the kitchen to cook you more nourishing soup." Mrs. Qin was in a better mood, and her tone of voice was naturally less aggressive, and she said a few more irrelevant words Mrs. Qin looked at the time, thinking that there was still a wife waiting for her to go back to eat, so she didn't stay with her son, just took a sip of water and left.

Sending off Mrs. Qin, Qin Mu leaned against the door and let out a sigh of relief, thinking that Su Bai in the room didn't know what to do, after hearing Mrs. It does more harm than good.Fortunately, when he opened the bedroom door again, he saw that Su Bai was already fast asleep hugging his quilt. It seemed that Mrs. Qin's words should not have been listened to much by him!

While feeling relieved, Qin Mu's distress for Su Bai also invisibly increased a bit.Thinking of some work in the living room, there was nothing he could do without causing trouble, so he simply took off his clothes, hugged the sleeping child in front of him, and planned to take another nap before nightfall.After waking up, I would also like to talk to Su Bai about the situation, and I plan to take him back to his hometown for a walk.Those things that should be done, sooner or later there must be a complete end, the longer the delay, the deeper the wound in the heart, I am afraid that in the end, even if there is the best medicine stone in the world, it may not be able to heal.

take you to fly

Hearing that Qin Mu planned to take him back to his hometown, Su Bai hesitated for a while, but he instinctively remembered what the psychiatrist said before, if he couldn't break through his inner demons, then he would stay where he was forever. Being hit by similar psychological problems on any occasion and anywhere.

Su Bai also hopes that he can become a strong man like Qin Mu who can resist one side by himself.Therefore, the demon in front of him must be overcome by him.

Perhaps it was because Su Bai had a different mentality when he embarked on the journey again. The journey should have been suppressed, but it became a lot lighter.In addition, Qin Mu would whisper some small jokes in his ear at the right time. It seemed that in the blink of an eye, the two stood at the entrance of the familiar small village.

In the hot afternoon, young and middle-aged people who can almost put down their work and go back to have a rest, take a nap all hide in the