bigot love

"Ha chirp!" Aunt Jiang sneezed violently, covering her mouth, spitting stars in her palm, frowning, looking at the saliva in her palm, feeling sick in her heart.

Turning around and walking towards the bathroom, Aunt Jiang wondered who was whispering behind her back again, she didn't know that it was someone blowing her rainbow fart in her heart.

The faucet was turned on, and the clear water passed through her fingers with a cool feeling. She was just going to check how the cleaning was going. At the corner of the stairs, she heard Lin Shao asking if He Qinzhou was at home. Subconsciously standing in the corner, she heard the voice of Shen Mengyue, a newcomer who had just entered the He family not long ago.

This little girl's eyes are very clear and clean, and the nails on her fingers are clean and flat. It looks like she is very down-to-earth, unlike other little girls who just came here who either wear nail polish or have long nails , It doesn't look like I'm here to work, but to see if I can hold my thigh.

The little girl in Shen Mengyue's mind was indeed the same as the first impression she gave her, she was well-behaved and quick at work, although her temper sometimes jumped out, she was still a good girl who made people feel at ease.

In her eyes, the one who changes her eyes when she no longer sees He Qinzhou, sticks to her heart, doesn't always run into He Qinzhou at home, and hangs around in front of people all the time is the best girl.

At this time, she was listening to the little girl Shen Mengyue telling Lin Shuchen how much He Qinzhou liked him, working hard like a little matchmaker, with a caring tone to match people up.

As if to wake up Lin Shuchen, He Qinzhou already liked him so much, as long as he was in this room, anyone with long eyes could see how much Master He cared about him.

Fearing that people would get angry and asked the little girl to leave, Aunt Jiang seized the opportunity and dragged her away.

Although he didn't know how Master He offended Young Master Lin, from the first day Lin Shuchen stepped into this house, Aunt Jiang could tell that he really didn't like He Qinzhou.

I don't know why I just don't like him, but his eyes and attitude towards He Qinzhou are softening day by day, like a timid little hedgehog, afraid of getting hurt, erecting sharp thorns, when he feels safe It will let go of its defenses and reveal its softness.

Once there is any trouble, he will curl himself up again.

But my employer, who has been with him for these years, knows that he is a good boy, except for the occasional bad temper, he always keeps a straight face every day, as if others owe a lot of money. QUR

Other than that, she really felt that she had no shortcomings.It is really good to be nice to a person, and those who can catch his eyes are treated sincerely.

Including her, she took him seriously as her own child. Even if he was not related by blood, He Qinzhou treated her like an elder, not a stranger who was hired casually to work for a few days and then left.He made her understand that it was not her fault that she raised a white-eyed wolf, but that she was unlucky and met a group of heartless people.

In her family, her parents favored sons over daughters, and when her younger brother was not born, her patriarchal behavior did not show in her heart.

After she was five years old, the mother who aborted the third child finally gave birth to his brother.

Her father happily held a three-day banquet when her younger brother was full of wine.

Later she understood why she survived, but because she was the first child, the parents who originally wanted to raise a daughter to earn dowry money for her younger brother didn't kill her.

But I didn't expect that my mother would conceive three more times, but they were all girls.

The father always sighs. If he had known that it would be the same when his son gave birth to a daughter, the probability of a daughter being born is higher than that of a boy, so he should give birth to a boy, and then give birth to a girl...

At that time, she didn't understand the meaning of these words, but later she understood, and it was very uncomfortable. She was not the child who was expected to be born, but the child who was born along the way as a foil for her younger brother.

Later, after she got married, they didn't contact her.

She understood that a person's heart is inherently biased, and she is not the one being biased, so the family love for her is so thin that she can't even have a trace of longing.

Those other people said that the palms and backs of the hands are full of meat are deceiving, you must know that the flesh in the palm of the hand is much thicker than the back of the hand.

No one ever remembered her birthday. At first she was still young, watching her younger brother celebrate his birthday, with cakes and gifts, crying and making noises, envious, and wanted to have a birthday, but no one would coax her, and no one Give her a serious birthday.

It's so noisy, and I will be criticized for being too greedy. I remember to boil an egg at most on my birthday.

Actually it's not, she's not greedy, she's just wronged, she doesn't understand why her younger brother can be spoiled so much, he can get whatever he wants.

And she has nothing.

She got full marks in the test, because everyone said that adults like children with good grades the most, but her younger brother failed in grades every time. If he rolls over and cries, he will be hugged in his arms to comfort him, and he will be fine next time.

And she clearly got full marks in the test, but she was never hugged, kissed her cheek, or praised her once.

She clearly, so, so hard, wanted their eyes to fall on her once, but none of them fell on her, she was dispensable at home.

Just like a transparent person.

They will also take time to play with their younger brother when they are busy, but she will not have such a luxury.

Just because she is a girl, she questioned why she didn't hug her, and praised her, obviously she is very good, but her father said indifferently, what do you know, your brother will give us retirement in the future.

She wanted to say, I will too, I will support you when I grow up, I will be very filial to you, very good.

But my father didn't listen, and turned around impatiently and went out.

She went to find her mother, but her mother was choosing vegetables in the kitchen. She told her mother, but she laughed, as if she had heard a joke, and said, no, we don't need you to take care of the elderly, your brother is enough...

why?Obviously I am also part of the family, right?

Many nights, I cried secretly under the quilt, because my heart was too uncomfortable. Later, I got used to it, and I didn't feel sad, because the couple treated her and her younger brother clearly differently since they were young.

Maybe they think that it is enough to feed their children, and it is enough to support them.

But they don't understand that when a child comes out of the mother's belly, looking at the prepared meals, the younger brother's favorite dishes will be placed in front of him first, and the food is almost finished, and it will be her turn to eat at the end At that time, she felt in her heart, as if she was a dog being raised.

My younger brother has a pile of childhood toys and a pile of clothes, and her clothes were given to her by her uncles and aunts. If it weren’t for the fact that she was too tall and had no clothes to wear, they would never buy her new ones. clothing.

She will always remember that when she was 15 years old during her menstrual period, her stomach hurt so much, she ran into the toilet and looked at the blood on her trousers, her face was pale, thinking she was going to die, she was so scared that she cried on the spot

Until the other girls who entered the toilet looked at her squatting in the toilet and cried, and asked her what was wrong, they immediately burst into laughter, saying that she was fine and would not die. Girls at this age will come to "big aunt", don't be afraid , didn't your mother tell you?

No, she whispered in her heart, her mother is busy with work, and earns money for the "roots" of their family to buy new clothes, sneakers, and mp3...

With a dazed face, she held a pack of sanitary napkins sponsored by a kind classmate in her hand, and opened the package, but she didn't know how to use it, and was taught how to use it by the classmate.

By the time she was admitted to high school, she had already taken up a part-time job teaching children homework during the holidays. Although she was a family, no one noticed what she was busy with during the holidays.

Because she heard what her parents said in the middle of the night, the tuition fee for going to college is too high, otherwise, don’t let Que’er go to school, our money will be used for Aaron to go to college, and in the future we will buy a house for Aaron to marry a wife .

At that time, her heart was cold. Her younger brother, who had poor academic performance, liked to fight since childhood, and dared to hit the teacher's head with a stool, failed to enter the university in the end, but she did. She begged her parents who wanted her to drop out of school, The one who knelt on the ground and begged, and finally issued an IOU, promised to pay back all the tuition fees for her to go to school, so she was allowed to continue to go to school.

In a family of four, she is redundant.

After getting used to it, she didn't feel sad anymore. She calculated the money she had used since she was a child, and returned it to them.

In the end, even when she got married, she gave them the dowry. At that time, she had one thought in her heart, she was freed from this family.

Treat the gift money as her money, and it will never matter again. Unexpectedly, they think so too, and they have never looked for her once.

She thought she had a home, but unfortunately, she just thought.

When she is pregnant with a child, her husband must take her to a maternity check-up to see if it is a boy or a girl. He wants a boy.

She refused, she only wanted one man and woman, and she only loved one.

She is afraid that if she becomes an eccentric person like her parents, if she is just a child, regardless of gender, she will only have this share of love, and give it all to him (her).

Her child, she clearly remembers the child's birthday, cakes and gifts every year, and loves him with all her heart.

Until my child was 20 years old, he was already an adult. Just because he didn't buy his favorite cake on his birthday, he left the house with his sleeves thrown away, saying that she, as a mother, couldn't learn anything, and insisted on learning to be a housekeeper. To be someone else's servant is to embarrass her, because of her son's complaints, in order not to make him feel inferior, she quit her job as a housekeeper when he was ten years old.

Sitting on the ground staring blankly at the cake, digging the cake with a fork in his hand, he ate it bite by bite until his tears fell. Her husband divorced her five years ago, eating her, drinking her, using her Yes, wear the clothes she bought, sympathizing with his low wages at work.

As a result, she cheated with the money she gave.

Should cheating scum be kept for the New Year?