bigot love

He Qinzhou, who was leaning against the car door, looked at the people approaching in the distance, as if he didn't see Lin Shuchen's angry face, he immediately opened the car door.

Pretending to be ignorant, he asked with concern, "What's wrong? Why did my friend look so ugly after watching it?"

"Could it be that he bullied you?!" His tone was condensed, and he rolled up his sleeves, as if Lin Shuchen said "yes", and he immediately went up to beat someone.

Feeling a little nervous in his heart, with a hint of expectation, his eyes fell on Lin Shuchen's wrist, and then quietly glanced at the watch on his wrist. Will Ah Chen find that the watches they wear are so similar?

If so, what would he say next?he thought inappropriately.

He Qinzhou's small expectations were quickly extinguished, Lin Shuchen didn't think about his little trick at all, bent down and got into the car directly.

Depressed He Qinzhou, if he had a pair of ears and a big tail on his head, he would probably have drooped it by now, and a little frustration quietly permeated his cold eyes.

But fortunately, he had suffered a lot from Lin Shuchen before, so he quickly shook off the sense of loss in his heart, and sat in the back seat.

At this time, when Lin Shuchen thought of what he had just asked in the ward, he felt panicked in his heart. The man was sitting next to him with a faint scent of men's perfume, and the car door opened his door. was shut tightly.

In the closed car, the only sound left was the slight breathing of the two of them.

Lin Shuchen turned his head and looked at He Qinzhou quietly. He remembered that because of Li Jingan's design, he was possessed by He Qinzhou. At that time, when he woke up from the small bed, he looked at the strange man sleeping on the bed. When he was by his side, heart-piercing pain and endless fear welled up in my heart for an instant.

With a trembling body, he put on his clothes, his hands trembling for a long time, unable to button up the buttons, and like a poor guy, he quietly opened the door that caused him so much pain, and found that there was no one in the living room outside the door. With a little joy, he dragged his sore body and ran back home in embarrassment.

Those painful memories were unearthed again, and all these "disasters" were given to him by Li Jingan and He Qinzhou.

He once thought that he would fall in love, bring the girl he likes home, hold the girl's hand, and do the things that couples would do as others have mentioned, date together, go shopping, watch movies, and There are shy kisses...

But He Qinzhou shattered all of this. He, who had never liked a man, was forced to be hugged by a man like himself, and he completely turned himself into the kind of person he hated the most.

The kind of person who flirts with women and flirts with others.

As long as the other party is willing, they can be his temporary bed partner when the night comes, and he is afraid of having nightmares, just because he is greedy for the warmth of those people, just that little bit of warmth, sometimes it will blow away the warmth that He Qinzhou brings. His "nightmare" that night...

In the past few years, he had the shadow of He Qinzhou in his nightmares almost every night.

On the younger face than now, the smile is more youthful and gentle, but the hands are unquestionable, firmly clenched his waist, and the fiery kiss fell on him as if to burn him to death. However, it made him tremble all over, struggling desperately in fear...

He Qinzhou looked at Lin Shuchen's eyes looking at him, the gradually rising hatred, his eyes full of pain, and his heart skipped a beat.

Lin Shuchen was weak, his beautiful eyes were like the broken moonlight on a rippling lake at night, filled with tears, his voice choked up, "Did you, five years ago, know that Li Jingan borrowed money on purpose?" Looking for me as a guarantor?"

He Qinzhou looked at his tears, subconsciously stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms.

Then he realized what he had done, and after looking down at the person in his arms who was not struggling, the hand that he wanted to let go quietly tightened his embrace.

"Yes..." He replied with a guilty conscience. Seeing him crying, he felt uncomfortable. He moved to the corner of his eyes and kissed him lightly, revealing a sense of cherishment, tears Wet his lips, a little salty and bitter, He Qinzhou frowned.

Startled by his sudden movement, most of the sadness in Lin Shuchen's heart was washed away in an instant. He should hate him, but being in his arms really reassures him.

He thought of the paintings and calligraphy that He Qinzhou bought for him, and knew that sometimes he didn't sleep well in the middle of the night. They were filled with cassia seeds, chrysanthemums, bamboo leaves... The pillow that calmed the nerves and slept replaced the soft one he slept on. pillow.

He has a bad stomach, the small snacks he prepared every night and the glass of water on the bedside table sneaked into his sleeping room before he noticed it.

He hated himself for being bought by He Qinzhou's "small favors".

I hate myself even more for being so cowardly and incompetent, as if I have no value at all, just like being thrown a piece of garbage by my parents back then, no one wants him.

Since he was a child, he knew that his parents were not good, and he wanted to please them since he was sensible. He was afraid that they would divorce and leave him alone. In the end, he was still left alone.

"Then why did you know that Li Jingan designed me, then...why...did you do that to me." Lin Chuchen lowered his head and tried to calmly ask, as if he wanted to confirm something.

"Because I like you." His voice was hoarse and deep, "I like you, so I must get it." As soon as He Qinzhou finished speaking, he immediately realized that it was not good for him to say this, as if he did not want the owner's consent The feeling of monopolizing something without authorization is very rude to Lin Shuchen, even if he didn't mean it.

Just as he was about to change his words, he heard the person in his arms utter a few words in a low voice, "I see." Lin Shuchen closed his eyes when he heard his words, his body trembled, and then he slowly lay in his arms no longer Make a sound.

So he is just a victim of jealousy in the "friend" love.

He Qinzhou said that he liked it, but in the end, he didn't care about his feelings. He was thinking about the things he forcibly obtained.

The heart that had softened because of He Qinzhou's first sentence of "I like you" became cold again.

He Qinzhou wouldn't know, because he said "I like you, so I must get you." This overbearing and unreasonable sentence cheated himself. He only felt that Lin Shuchen listened to him. He looked very sad after the words.

But he didn't really mean anything, he just liked him too much, this was the person he identified, and he absolutely wouldn't allow anyone to touch him.

Lin Shuchen, who has heard him say that he likes him countless times, originally planned to, if He Qinzhou said it again, he liked him.

He acted as if he didn't know how to approach him at that time, approached him, and finally watched him who had been drugged and took possession of him smoothly.

Then he will definitely find a way to get the handle in Shen Congxing's hands, so let's be with He Qinzhou like this, after all, he likes him so much, and he just wants someone who likes him.

But who would have thought that He Qinzhou immediately followed the sentence "Because I like you", "I like you, so I must get you." This sentence is simply unreasonable.

Are you not going to pursue the method normally?Ordinary people, who doesn't start with friends first, you forcefully crossed from the starting line to the finish line and did such an unreasonable thing to me, are you still confident?

Thinking of He Qinzhou, who made him want to like and made him feel uncomfortable, Lin Shuchen pinched his palm tightly. A few days ago, Shen Congxing's words of threatening him not to be tempted by He Qinzhou also floated in his mind.

What evil did he do in his previous life to meet He Qinzhou and the others after meeting Li Jingan, this trash, he thought sadly.

He Qinzhou looked at the gradually pale face in his arms, his eyes darkened, "Ah Chen." He called out.

Lin Shuchen opened his eyes when he heard the voice.

He Qinzhou looked at him with a serious face, "I just said, "I like you, so I must get you. I don't mean anything to this sentence. "After thinking for a long time, I found that the person in my arms would only look worse and worse after I finished saying this, and even trembled a bit.

He Qinzhou, who was not stupid, quickly figured it out in the few minutes of silence. He must not leave a "pimple" between himself and Achen. If there is anything to do, he should make it clear immediately, otherwise it will be difficult for him. When they didn't know, some misunderstanding appeared, and the already unstable relationship between them cracked, and they would die.

Needless to say, He Qinzhou is now very self-aware of the relationship between himself and Lin Shuchen.

"I want to tell you, Ah Chen, I really like you very much! I swear, except for me, no one in this world likes you more than me." He held Lin Shuchen's hand and kissed it on his lips.

"I used to be an idiot," he scolded himself without any softness, "I'm sorry, when I first touched you, you were scared."

"You cried very sadly, but I didn't let you go." He apologized all over his face, "I won't do anything to hurt you again."

Lin Shuchen stared at him blankly, he didn't expect He Qinzhou to say this to him.

Under his serious and focused eyes, he lowered his head a little twistedly, leaning against his arms, half of his body seemed to be a little numb, and his heart was beating violently.

The hand holding his palm is warmer than his always cold hand, can he try to believe him?

Lin Shuchen, who just wanted someone to love and give him a home, seemed like Adam in the Garden of Eden who was tempted by a snake, holding the fruit full of unknowns in his hand, and he didn't know whether eating it would bring luck or misfortune.

Those words of He Qinzhou still left traces in his heart.

Just like that night, the nightmare that He Qinzhou brought to him was gradually melting under the softening of He Qinzhou and He Qinzhou for so many years.

[The author has something to say: Ah Chen, who was quietly coaxed by He Qinzhou and wanted to abduct her home, is afraid and looking forward to it:)]