The little ancestor of the gloomy boss is getting divorced again

Sensing Song Fan's initiative, Shen Yi didn't react at first, but then immediately tightened his arms, holding back the excitement in his heart and whispered: "Fanfan, don't cry..."

Song Fan didn't want to cry, and he didn't want to be so close to Shen Yi, but he couldn't help it. The one who brought disaster to his family was Shen Yi, the one who didn't value him was Shen Yi, and the person who treats him so well now is also Shen Yi. .

He was afraid, he didn't want to get close to Shen Yi, but he couldn't help it, he really couldn't help it...

Song Fan lay on Shen Yi's chest and cried in a mess, the fireworks outside kept ringing, covering up Song Fan's crying, but Shen Yi didn't make a sound.

He stroked Song Fan's back and didn't know how to coax him. In the end, he could only release his pheromone and comfort him while saying, "Shall we move back in later?"

Move back?

Although Shen Yi's voice was not loud, he still heard it, shook his head slowly and said: "No need, no, I won't come back to live."

Song Fan wiped his tears as he said that he didn't need to come back to live. Although this is his home, is it really his home after all?

His home has become a house without warmth, its appearance and atmosphere have been changed.

Even though Shen Yi helped him change it back now, mixed with affection that he couldn't refuse, and was given a different layer of warmth by himself, he still didn't want to come and live.

It’s so similar, it’s so similar to when I was a child, it’s as if he’s back in the past as soon as he pushes the door, he’s both happy and afraid, happy to see the same home as before, afraid that it’s too similar and heavy, he will leave not come out.

Moreover, he also wanted to protect this place, and he didn't want to destroy any details here.

But Shen Yi didn't understand his thoughts, raised his hand to wipe away his tears and asked: "Why don't you come back, don't you want to be here?"

The last time he left, Song Fan sneaked here and sat in the grass outside the door for so long, and even took a weird family photo. Although Song Fan didn't say anything, his appearance was so distressing, only Shen Yi knew it himself.

Song Fan looked at Shen Yi, suppressed his crying and smiled and said: "I want to, but I don't want to come back."

No matter how much he likes it here, no matter how much he misses it, he doesn't want to come back.

Let the past go, he has a new life...

Song Fan wiped his tears and lowered his head and said, "Shen Yi, if, if you..."

He wants to say that if Shen Yi doesn't lie to him anymore, he is willing to accept Shen Yi, just like he used to...

But when the words came to his lips, he didn't dare to speak, he couldn't speak.

When he once gave his sincerity, it was thrown on the ground and trampled on at will. When he gave it for the second time, he couldn't get it out anyway.

Painful and inferior, worried about not being able to make a move, worried about being trampled on again...

Looking at Song Fan's tears that kept falling, Shen Yi kept wiping his tears with his big hands, and then took out a photo from his suit pocket, it was a very beautiful photo.

It's a group photo of Song Fan standing with his parents. His parents are still the same as when he was a child, and Song Fan posted it.

The quality and effect are much better than what he did, and it looks very natural. If Song Fan didn't know how old he was when his parents took this photo, he would have believed it was real.

Shen Yi took out this photo to coax him to stop crying, but Song Fan cried even harder after seeing the photo, but he never looked at him again, but plunged into his arms and never cried again. not coming out.

Shen Yi was helpless, picked him up, put him on the bed where he slept since childhood, and brought a hot towel over to wipe his face, like taking care of a child, until Song Fan stopped crying, until Shen Yi lay down Hold people in your arms on the bed.

It's already one o'clock in the New Year, Song Fan who couldn't hold on to watch the New Year's Eve in the first half of the night couldn't sleep anymore, he lay in Shen Yi's arms, feeling the other party's breath and pheromone, he couldn't believe that Shen Yi would be so kind to him.

It took him a long time to speak, his voice became a little hoarse from crying: "Shen Yi..."

Shen Yi: "I am here."

Song Fan was a little nervous, he swallowed and asked, "Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden?"

At the end of the year, Shen Yi's attitude towards him was much better than before, and he didn't understand why.

why?

Shen Yi thought about it, probably because he realized that this little guy was the only person he wanted to put on top of his heart.

Although he missed it before, even though he made him sad before, but he doesn't want to give up, and he won't give up, he will give everything to love him, even if Song Fan always wants to escape from him...

"Fanfan, whether you believe it or not, I will always stand behind you, tolerate you, love you, I can give you whatever you want, but the premise is that you can't leave me, you really can't leave me... ..."

Shen Yi was a little scared. Although the past events were all accidents, the harm was immeasurable. He was worried that if Song Fan didn't accept him, he would go crazy, just like when Song Fan was bullied, just like Song Fan Just like when his father died, he would collapse, he would go crazy!

He was afraid that he would lose control of himself and do something to hurt Song Fan, so he could only pray that Song Fan would never leave him.

Hearing this, Song Fan didn't answer, but Song Fan knew that he didn't want to leave...

There are not many people who are familiar with him in this world, those who love him and love him are all dead, only Shen Yi is left.

Although he keeps telling himself that he can't like Shen Yi any more, and can't indulge in Shen Yi's kindness to him, but he can't help but fall into it, and it's getting deeper and deeper...

They didn't know when they fell asleep. When they woke up, it was already the next morning. It had snowed all night, and the outside was completely white. Song Fan sat up and stared outside blankly.

This room, this snow scene, just like when I was a child, makes people very nostalgic.

Shen Yi was not there when he came back to his senses, he put on his clothes and went out, only to find that Shen Yi had already prepared breakfast, which was dumplings.

As soon as Song Fan walked over, Shen Yi handed him a small bag of ice cubes: "If your eyes feel uncomfortable, apply it, then eat dumplings, and I'll take you out after eating."

I cried for so long yesterday, and my eyes were really uncomfortable. When I saw the ice cubes, I immediately took them and applied them to my eyes.

The weather was very cold, and he shivered the moment the ice cubes stuck to his skin. In order to divert his attention, he looked at the dumplings in the bowl and asked, "Where did you get the dumplings, did you buy them?"

Speaking of dumplings, Shen Yi seemed a little embarrassed, he shook his head lightly and said: "My mother made them, and I made them for you."

Everyone in the family knows about him and Song Fan, but they have never urged him. They all know that they need time to be together, so this time, Shen Yi did not spend New Year's Eve at home and no one had any objections. As soon as he ate the dumplings, he asked him to bring them over to eat with Song Fan.

Shen Yi was worried that Song Fan would refuse, so he didn't tell him, but brought it here and cooked it.

Shen Yi's mother did it?

Hearing this, Song Fanfu froze his eyes, looked at the dumplings for a while before continuing: "My mother also made dumplings for me when I was young."

Shen Yi nodded, and said in his heart: If you don't mind, from today on, my mother will also be your mother.

But he knew how to measure and didn't say it out loud.

After Song Fan fixed his eyes, the two ate dumplings together, and then Shen Yi took Song Fan out.

Sitting in the car, Song Fan asked nervously, "What are we going to do? Everyone else is paying New Year's greetings on the first day of the new year. You, don't you want to take me there too?"

He didn't want to go to New Year's greetings. His relatives didn't want to recognize him because they were afraid of spending money to support him, so he didn't want to recognize them either.

But Shen Yi's relative, he...

Song Fan was a little helpless and flustered, but Shen Yi said: "No New Year greetings."

Moreover, Shen Yi did not drive the car towards the city, but drove towards the suburbs.

There are no relatives in the suburbs, so New Year's greetings will definitely not happen, but Song Fan is relieved, but he is still a little curious when he runs to the suburbs on the first day of the new year: "What are you doing in the suburbs?"

what to do?

Shen Yi lowered his head and smiled, "Bai Tiandi."

Pray to heaven and earth?

Song Fan's beautiful eyes were wide open, a little puzzled: "What kind of world do you worship?"

If he remembers correctly, worshiping heaven and earth seems to be a kind of ceremony when people used to get married, but this kind of ceremony was abandoned long ago, Shen Yi, he, he...

Hearing this, Song Fan became more nervous, and looked at Shen Yi puzzled.

Shen Yi nodded, he didn't know what he was thinking, there was a smile between his brows, and his voice became gentle: "It's just what you think."

He knew what Song Fan repelled in his heart, he couldn't force Song Fan to accept his relatives and friends, but on the first day of the new year, everyone was celebrating the new year, he couldn't let his Fan Fan stay at home and watch TV boringly Bar?

Therefore, when others pay New Year's greetings, he takes his Fanfan to worship the heaven and the earth.

Although it is not the worship of heaven and earth in the sense of ancient times, it is similar.

Song Fan was brought to a scenic spot by Shen Yi. They stood in an ancient pavilion on a high mountain, looking at the whiteness all over the mountains and plains. Shen Yi suddenly grabbed his hand and pulled him to bow to the mountains and rivers together...

The two didn't say anything, they bowed to the mountains and rivers, bowed to the heaven and the earth, and then they bowed to each other like the ancients getting married.

After the worship, Song Fan sighed with red eyes and said, "It's like we got married in ancient times."

After hearing this, Shen Yi asked; "Are you willing?"

There is no air-conditioning and heating on the mountain, worried that Song Fan would be cold, Shen Yi pulled off his coat, put him in his arms and asked: "Since you know the etiquette in ancient times, you are still willing to worship me, does it mean that you accept me?"

Song Fan didn't answer, and he didn't know what he was thinking, he just wanted to let this year pass first.

But he didn't think that Shen Yi would take the initiative to ask him this question, so he blushed and said uncomfortably, "Let's talk about it later."

The answer was obvious, Song Fan let go, but he couldn't face it for a while, Shen Yi stroked his hair and said: "I'll wait for you."

still waiting for u.

I have been waiting for you all my life!

Regarding Shen Yi's words, Song Fan didn't know what to do.

No matter what happened in the past year, or Shen Yi's actions and attitude towards him at the end of the year, Song Fan was very confused.

He hated Shen Yi, hated Shen Yi for using him, hated Shen Yi for trampling on his feelings, hated Shen Yi for ruining his family, but even though he hated Shen Yi and wanted him to die, he still liked him uncontrollably.

Only then did Song Fan know that hate and love can coexist.