overdue lover

Within minutes of the avalanche, crews from the resort and Snow Mountain Reserve were on the rescue.

When Dai Xingruo was allowed to approach the avalanche site, the rescue work was nearing completion.

In a panic, she saw Gu Yinmo's assistant, who drove her to the hospital.

On the way, when she heard the assistant say that Ji Qinglin's life was not in danger, she was relieved, and her whole body softened, and she was spread out in the leather seat.

The assistant, who was concentrating on driving, had a tense face, and the real-time radio with a bad signal was playing in the car, and it was good and bad.

Dai Xingruo's right eyelid twitched for no reason, she sat up straight again, and asked, "Where's Gu Yinmo, how is he?"

The assistant made a right turn, observed the road conditions and turned, "Gu Dong's condition is not very good...may be amputated."

"So serious?!" Because of shock, Dai Xingruo's pupils dilated slightly.

The assistant thought of his boss's dead face when he was rescued, and subconsciously felt that he might not be able to make it through, but if Dai Xing was his sister, he couldn't speak too absolutely to her, the assistant could only estimate.

The assistant checked, amputation is already the best possibility.

Dai Xingruo was shocked, and suddenly asked meaningfully: "Xue Beng has nothing to do with Gu Yinmo, right?"

The assistant was chilled by Dai Xingruo's suspicion of Gu Yinmo. As an outsider, he couldn't say anything, so he retorted lightly: "No matter how powerful Director Gu is, he can't control nature."

Dai Xingruo was not annoyed when his mind was pierced, but instead he snorted coldly, "That madman can't do anything."

The assistant didn't know why Dai Xing made such a statement, he didn't continue to talk, and drove the car intently, and arrived at the hospital in the city center after ten minutes.

The emergency center of the hospital was crowded with people coming and going. Ambulances stopped at the door one after another. When each car was opened, there was an unbearable tragedy inside.

The mobile phones of Ji Qinglin and Gu Yinmo were lost in the avalanche. Fortunately, their passports and ID cards were still there, so their identities were successfully confirmed, and the assistant paid for them.

Ji Qinglin woke up in pain.

When he woke up in the morning a few days after the avalanche, the sun poured down from the window beside him, Ji Qinglin thought he was waking up in the bedroom at home, and he was still wondering why the little sparrows he often fed didn't come to knock on the window.

Ji Qinglin's consciousness gradually became clear from the ticking sound of the instrument in his ears and the coolness of the ventilator in his nose.

He recalled the avalanche before the coma, and the conversation with Gu Yinmo after the avalanche.

Ji Qinglin was lying flat on the hospital bed. He was pleasantly surprised to find that except for the thick bandage on his right hand, the rest of his body was intact, but the joy of the rest of his life did not last long - he opened his mouth, wanting to call the medical staff, but he His throat could not make a sound, and when he opened his mouth, his respiratory tract made an unpleasant sound like a broken bellows.

He tried to touch his throat with his intact left hand, but there were more than a dozen monitoring lines of different colors attached to his left arm. When he moved a little, the instrument made a harsh sound.

The door of the ward was opened, and a few hurried footsteps walked towards him. The doctor in charge spoke a language he could not understand, performed a full body examination on him, and then handed the written piece of paper to the nurse behind him, Several people left in a hurry.

The little nurse took off the monitor for him, and when he returned to the ward again, there were several large boxes of medicine in the trolley.

The left hand regained its freedom, the first thing Ji Qinglin did was touch his throat.

"Mr. Ji," the nurse picked up the card at the end of Ji Qinglin's bed, confirmed his name, and continued to ask, "Do you need to drink water now?"

Ji Qinglin couldn't speak, and couldn't move her hands. Even if she barely understood what the nurse said, she couldn't give any response, so she could only look at her helplessly.

The little nurse acquiesced to Ji Qinglin's answer, stood by the hospital bed, and wiped Ji Qinglin's chapped lips with her wet face. Ji Qinglin blinked and blinked with eyes open, looking at a loss.

Fortunately, Dai Xingruo arrived in time to rescue him.

She threw her bag on the sofa opposite the hospital bed, dismissed the little nurse, and began to chatter with Ji Qinglin about what had happened these days, from the results of the avalanche investigation to the injury.

When Ji Qinglin's throat was mentioned, she stopped peeling the apple and looked regretfully, "You probably won't be able to speak in the near future. Your respiratory tract is severely damaged and needs treatment."

Ji Qinglin lay on the bed and sighed, and began to worry about his future.

"But don't worry, it will be fine." Dai Xingruo put a small piece of apple inserted into Ji Qinglin's mouth with a toothpick, and assured him, "Really, I asked the doctor."

These words are somewhat comforting, Ji Qinglin dare not believe them all.

After eating a small piece of apple with Dai Xingruo's hand, Dai Xingruo slapped his thigh, ran to the sofa, took out a mobile phone from his bag, "This is for you, if you have anything to say, you can type."

Ji Qinglin took the phone, thought for a while, and typed a line.

[Is my phone missing? 】

Dai Xingruo shrugged and agreed, "You are lucky—the car was pushed very close to the cliff by the snow, and it is a miracle that you can be rescued."

Ji Qinglin keenly noticed Dai Xingruo's words, frowned and typed out another line.

【I was the only one rescued? Gu is also in the car】

Dai Xingruo's eyes paused for half a second when she saw "Gu", then she raised her head to look at Ji Qinglin, and deliberately elongated her voice: "He..."

Ji Qinglin's breathing tightened following Dai Xingruo's answer, and fragmented sadness almost overflowed his eyes.

Ji Qinglin's reaction stung Dai Xingruo. She was unwilling to be reconciled to Ji Qinglin's nervousness and worry about Gu Yinmo, but she was helpless, so she could only express her dissatisfaction in words: "...It's a pity that he is still alive."

The moment Ji Qinglin heard the answer, his expression was extremely calm.

Then he moved his finger and typed a few words on the screen: [Can I go and see him? 】

Dai Xingruo pouted, "Look what he's doing, Pei Yang is over there."

"Pei Yang" is a taboo that cannot be brought up between Ji Qinglin and Gu Yinmo. Dai Xingruo grasped this point accurately, and made up his mind that Ji Qinglin would retreat in spite of the difficulties.

Sure enough, Ji Qinglin's fingers froze at the top of the screen, staring at the keyboard for a moment, and finally curled up his fingers.

Ji Qinglin is not sure about Gu Yinmo's feelings for Pei Yang, but he can be sure that Pei Yang likes Gu Yinmo. He has experienced the kind of strong possessive liking, so he knows what kind of feeling it is.

Watching Pei Yang follow Gu Yinmo, it was as if he was facing his past.

Ji Qinglin couldn't reconcile with her past self.

"Pei Yang will leave immediately. His family is here to arrest someone." Seeing Ji Qinglin's pitiful appearance, Dai Xingruo couldn't help lamenting the evil fate caused by his brother. He took a banana and said while eating, "If you really want to see him , I will take you there in the afternoon."

Ji Qinglin nodded and did not type.

The food in the intensive care unit was very rich, but unfortunately Ji Qinglin was unable to taste it due to his damaged respiratory tract, and Dai Xingruo ate all the food.

After eating and drinking, Dai Xingruo showed Ji Qinglin the video of the big show two days ago, complained about the astonishment of a certain luxury brand's new year's new year, and then asked Ji Qinglin if he wanted to visit the set when he was in better health.

【Have you picked up the movie? ] Ji Qinglin tilted his head to look at her.

Dai Xingruo hummed, "Because there is no way out as a model."

With Dai Xingruo's background, it is not difficult to make a success in the entertainment circle, but she does not rely on Gu Yinmo's connections, and keeps trying to open up new fields.

The spirit is commendable, and Ji Qinglin has no other comments.

"It's a movie about transgender people, want to hear it?"

Ji Qinglin nodded.

Dai Xingruo thought about it for a while, "The character I play is a girl who has been transgendered for many years. She has broken ties with her original family and has a normal life, but her lover is involved in a murder case. The biological father is worried about the protagonist. It will affect his official career, trying to get rid of the protagonist and her boyfriend, it's that simple, bloody."

The role played by Dai Xingruo is too niche, and the subject matter is too sensitive, Ji Qinglin even worried that the movie would not be released.

As if seeing Ji Qinglin's worry, Dai Xingruo grinned and said, "Don't worry, I'm mentally prepared."

【Who is the hero】

"A little fresh meat, from a boy group, with average acting skills."

As he said that, Dai Xingruo showed Ji Qinglin the photo of Xiao Xianrou on his phone.

Ji Qinglin has seen this boy group before, the boys give people a clean feeling, in this era of many vases, they are still a clean stream.

【It looks good】Ji Qinglin commented from the heart.

Dai Xingruo took the phone back from Ji Qinglin's hand, clicked on the message, glanced at it, got up and patted his skirt, "Pei Yang is gone, shall I take you to see Gu Yinmo?"

After finally waiting for the opportunity to meet Gu Yinmo alone, Ji Qinglin lost the mood to meet him.

The person lay on the hospital bed and looked at the ceiling quietly, and only after a while did he type a few words.

【Is he seriously injured? 】

Dai Xingruo hesitated for a moment, and gave Ji Qinglin an affirmative answer.

Ji Qinglin didn't continue to ask how serious it was. Looking at Dai Xingruo's expression, he felt that Gu Yinmo's situation was not very optimistic.

Dai Xingruo glanced at him, and asked tentatively: "If, I mean if, if he gets amputated, is there still a possibility for you and him?"

With a sound of "Boom", the huge boulder smashed straight into Ji Qinglin's calm sea of ​​mind, causing turbulent waves.

He frowned and opened his mouth, the tearing pain in his throat made him unable to make a sound.

Remorse accumulated in his heart, he bit his lower lip, typed a few words on the screen with trembling fingers, and quickly deleted them.

Gu Yinmo is a complicated existence for him. He couldn't express his happiness when Gu Yinmo was injured, but he couldn't let go of what Gu Yinmo had done to him.

After calming down, Ji Qinglin gave Dai Xingruo a wry smile.

[Whether it is possible for me to be with him is not up to me. 】

Reflecting on this period of time, the relationship between the two has always been dominated by Gu Yinmo, and Ji Qinglin let him get whatever he wants, without the ability to resist.

Not refusing is indulgence, but Ji Qinglin thinks that Gu Yinmo will leave soon after getting tired of him.

Nobody wants a boring lover.

Whether this relationship can continue depends entirely on whether Gu Yinmo is still interested in him.

He looked at Dai Xingruo, his eyes stopped on the blood-stained Klein blue cold-proof clothing in Dai Xingruo's hands, and Gu Yinmo's last words to him echoed in his ears.

[Take me to meet him. 】

Ji Qinglin typed another line at the bottom, regardless of love or hate, he always wanted to thank the savior.

【Speak】

Guess if Lao Gu has a broken leg hhh

Good night in advance! ! ! !

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Episode [-] Hopeless Love

Episode [-] Hopeless Love

What is the most desperate thing in life, Xie Lanchuan has always had different opinions on this matter.

When he was a child, he felt the most hopeless thing was to deal with the bald teacher in the nursery class every day.

The bald teacher has a beer belly. I heard that he used to drive a truck. Somehow, he became a senior teacher in the care class. He shuttled between the students with a pointer every day. When he was sleeping at night, he would look closely at the boys to see if they were asleep. .

——Xie Lanchuan's parents are abroad, and his grandparents are too old to take care of him, so they can only send him to a full-time tutoring institution.

Xie Lanchuan still remembers the horrible scene of being woken up at night by the stench of the bald old man's mouth approaching him.

The old man smiled, his cheekbones squeezed the space of his eyes, and there seemed to be only a gap in his eyes, and the yellowed tartar was disgusting.

The old man seemed to like to trouble Xie Lanchuan, he climbed into bed every night to "observe" if Xie Lanchuan woke up secretly.

During that time, Xie Lanchuan's grades dropped sharply, and he was particularly lethargic in class.

When his parents found out that his grades had declined, they changed the remedial class for him. It happened that his uncle's son also came here to attend elementary school, so the responsibility of taking care of his cousin fell on Xie Lanchuan.

The two left-behind children depended on each other for life, and soon became acquainted.

Without the harassment of the bald man, and with the idea of ​​setting an example for his cousin, Xie Lanchuan's grades improved steadily, and sometimes he even acted as his cousin's little teacher.

My cousin is chubby, with skin that can be broken by bullets, but he is a bit short. In order to let him grow taller quickly, Xie Lanchuan secretly left all the eggs given by the nursery class in the morning to his cousin.

The cousin is very clingy to him, chasing after him like a little follower, his fleshy little hands take the initiative to pull his fingers, and then sweetly call out "cousin", and sometimes put a fruit candy in Xie Lanchuan's hand .

My cousin has a jar of fruit candies, which come in various flavors. Xie Lanchuan likes the lemon flavor the most, so my cousin specially left out the lemon flavor, and when Xie Lanchuan was in a bad mood, he stuffed a piece into his mouth.

Over time, Xie Lanchuan's stationery box was filled with a box of colorful candy wrappers.

Putting it in the sun will reflect various colors of candy paper, which is very similar to their innocent but colorful same year.

At the beginning of Xiaosheng, Xie Lanchuan was facing separation from his cousin.

In summer, the two of them would hold a piece of watermelon and lie in the rocking chair of their grandma's yard in the country to watch the stars.

Xie Lanchuan looked at the stars, all he could think about was how to explain to his cousin that the two of them would be separated, and suddenly his cousin's cry of surprise sounded in his ears.

"Look, meteor!"

Xie Lanchuan followed his cousin's fingers and saw the twinkling stars falling with their tails, drawing a beautiful arc in the sky.

Xie Lanchuan thought of what the little girl in the class said - wishing on a shooting star would come true. He didn't bother to practice such a childish thing, but he silently closed his fingers and recited his wish in his heart.

The result, of course, was not realized.

Xie Lanchuan went to a big city with his parents who were doing business, and heard from his parents that his cousin went to a coastal city in the south called Lucheng.

At that time, Lucheng was not well-known, and in Xie Lanchuan's eyes, it was just a fishing village.

In junior high school, Xie Lanchuan felt that the most desperate thing was that he found that he could not integrate into life in a big city.

The junior high school is a university-attached high school, the kind that is famous all over the country.

Xie Lanchuan, who had top grades in a small county, was quickly submerged among outstanding students with many specialties, and he became inconspicuous, dim, and taciturn.

He made a lot of friends, some of them could play the piano, some could play the violin, and the worst ones could sketch. But his best skills were playing glass beads and digging out bird nests, which seemed novel and boring to his classmates.

Xie Lanchuan learned to hide his thoughts, he became obsessed with reading, and then wrote down his feelings.

Like other students, he rode a bicycle on his way home against the setting sun, said goodbye near the community, and then returned to the bookstore to return the book he finished reading last night to the owner in a hurry.

Later he fell in love with traveling.

Airplanes, ships, trains, taxis and even bicycles can take his body and soul in any direction.

On the train to the beach, he wrote the first travel notes in his life.

Looking at the surging sea with white waves, he thought of his cousin who had been separated for three years.

He didn't know who his cousin would follow behind with a sweet smile without him, and he didn't know if his cousin would specially set aside lemon candy for others, then peel it off and stuff it into that person's mouth.

Thinking of these, Xie Lanchuan's heart throbbed with pain.

He suspected that he was terminally ill, and he went to the hospital in the city center to register for a specialist.

The expert was an old man with a white beard. The old man listened to his heart with a stethoscope, then waved his hand, "It's normal, nothing happened."

Xie Lanchuan blinked, frowned and asked, "But when I think of a person, I feel uncomfortable, especially when I think that he might be with someone else."

He can be male or female.

The white-bearded grandfather took a look at Xie Lanchuan, who looked like an adult, and obviously regarded him as a child suffering from secondary illness.

The old man pushed his glasses, and asked secretively: "Then do you feel this way when you think of others?"

Xie Lanchuan shook his head after thinking for a while.

With the principle of protecting the immature hearts of children, the grandfather did not pierce the cellophane of "like", but only said that that person was very important to Xie Lanchuan, and he should be treated well.

Xie Lanchuan came out of the hospital, and received a call from his parents, saying that his uncle's family had come here from Lucheng, and asked Xie Lanchuan if he wanted to pick up the plane together.

Xie Lanchuan agreed.

When the uncle's family came, they brought a lot of things. He and his aunt pushed the luggage and walked in front. The cousin who blushed because of excitement followed behind them, looking around with curious eyes.

My cousin is much taller, it seems that the eggs are not in vain.Xie Lanchuan felt flattered in his heart, happier than being praised.

Although he was happy, in order to show his mature side in front of his cousin, he didn't smile much along the way.

When I got home, my uncle and aunt were drinking tea and chatting with my parents in the living room. Xie Lanchuan took his cousin to visit his game room and bedroom.

The cousin is very interested in the game, holding the handle and can't put it down.

Taking advantage of his cousin playing games clumsily, Xie Lanchuan sneaked to the door of the living room to listen to the adults talking.

Only then did he learn that his uncle's family came to ask his father to find a relationship to get his cousin to go to school here.

His father's career has just stabilized, and he is very embarrassed.

Xie Lanchuan turned back to look at his cousin who was sitting in the game room concentrating on the screen, ignorant of what happened in the living room, and felt that he should help him.

The uncle's family didn't get the desired result, the aunt left with a smile on her face, and the uncle's expression was not very good.

Standing among the adults, my cousin felt an unusual atmosphere, but for some reason, he could only look left and right with his eyes wide open, looking helpless and pitiful.

After seeing off his cousin's family, Xie Lanchuan and his father had a man-to-man conversation.

He said that his uncle's family took care of him when he was in elementary school, and now he should not be so ungrateful and chill the hearts of his relatives.

Hearing what he said, the already regretful father immediately called his uncle's family and promised to help him to the end.

My cousin successfully enrolled in the junior high school of the attached high school, and Xie Lanchuan has already entered the high school at this time.

After Xie Lanchuan entered the third year of junior high school, his body suddenly jumped up a lot, and he gradually became dazzling in the crowd, but there was always a "little tail" behind him.

What Xie Lanchuan's friends love most is to make "Little Tail" cry. Seeing "Little Tail" pulling the corner of Xie Lanchuan's school uniform and puffing his mouth to cry, he quickly brought out delicious food to coax him.

Xie Lanchuan enjoyed this feeling standing in the crowd.

It seems that "little tail" is his exclusive, his unique treasure.

Until a girl among my friends jokingly asked: "...Old Xie, you are so precious to your brother, don't you like him?"

Hearing this, Xie Lanchuan calmly pushed away his cousin's fingers pulling at the hem of his school uniform, but there was a huge wave in his heart.

On the way home, he warned his cousin not to follow him, and the innocent cousin went home alone with tears in his eyes.

Xie Lanchuan dreamed that he was lying on his cousin's bed that night. The cousin had just taken a shower, his body was fragrant and still soft, and there was a towel printed with little yellow ducks on his head, which smelled good and was also very cute.

Xie Lanchuan did something in his dream that he dared not do in reality. After waking up, he washed the sheets and quilt by himself.

After that, the cousin did not appear behind Xie Lanchuan again.

When I met my cousin again, it was Xie Lanchuan who was on his way to play basketball. He passed a bridge hole, and a group of people surrounded a boy in school uniform begging for money.

The teammate took a closer look and patted Xie Lanchuan, "Hey, it seems to be your cousin!"

Without saying a word, Xie Lanchuan threw down his backpack, rushed over and kicked the person standing in front of his cousin far away.

Seeing that there were so many people on the other side, Xie Lanchuan's friends also rushed over, and a bullying turned into a group fight.

The result is that almost everyone loses the lottery, only the cousin is safe and sound.

When the police asked the reason, the boy whose ribs were broken by Xie Lanchuan groaned for a long time, and finally squeezed out a few words, "The girl I like wrote him a love letter."

This sentence made Xie Lanchuan, who was drinking water, choke suddenly, and he almost coughed out his lungs.

He touched his mouth and turned to look at his cousin.

The blush on the cousin's face crept up to his ears, he didn't dare to raise his head, he just clenched his hands together, bent his back, with the unique shyness of a teenager.

This was the first time Xie Lanchuan realized that he might have done something wrong.

He did such an unspeakable thing to his cousin in his dream.

He is perverted.

Xie Lanchuan searched all kinds of information about men and men's love in Internet cafes without telling his parents. After confirming that he was abnormal, he hid his unbearable little thoughts.

He will discuss with his cousin what kind of girl is cute, what kind of girl is suitable for his cousin, and he will also help his cousin find ways to chase girls.

Guarding a relationship that will never be discovered, loving someone who will never be possible, at that time, he thought, there is nothing more desperate than this.

Until he received a call from his uncle.

"...Xiaochuan, Xiaohe is getting engaged at the family banquet in the east of the city this weekend, do you have time?"

Xie Lanchuan readily agreed to the invitation.

Hanging up the phone, my heart was still throbbing with pain.

He still remembered what the old doctor said—that person is very important to you, so treat him well.

All Xie Lanchuan can do is not to bother, and then send his own false blessings.

At the engagement banquet, the girl held her cousin's hand, and the cousin smiled silly, and everyone's faces were filled with happy smiles. Xie Lanchuan put on the identity of "cousin" and put on the mask of "joy", step by step Step by step towards the person who has been treasured in my heart for many years.

Behind the crowd, Xie Lanchuan looked deeply at the man surrounded by the crowd, unable to utter words of blessing.

Finally, he touched his nose, turned and left the suffocating banquet hall.

He wrote countless travel notes and recorded thousands of love stories from all over the world, and he personally wrote the ending of this hopeless love without a protagonist.

【Speak】

It’s a bit cruel to update the episode today, alas

Needless to say who is this cousin?

Good night in advance! ! !