overdue lover

The theme of this shooting is the collision of traditional and modern elements, and the background is the big jumping platform of the famous ski resort.

When Dai Xingruo, dressed in a red dress and holding a double-headed short gun, appeared in front of everyone, Ji Qinglin was really amazed.

She was originally bright and majestic, but she did not conceal the superiority of her facial features after putting on stage makeup.

Dai Xingruo combed the blue tassels on the costume with his fingers, and asked Ji Qinglin if he looked good.

Ji Qinglin nodded and said honestly, "Very beautiful."

Ji Qinglin's praise was very useful to Dai Xingruo, she turned her eyes, glanced at Gu Yinmo from the corner of her eye, and deliberately asked: "Then when we get married, is it okay for me to wear this?"

As soon as this question came up, not only Gu Yinmo and Pei Yang stopped, but the surrounding staff also cast their probing gazes at them.

Ji Qinglin was stunned, not knowing how to answer.

Dai Xingruo saw Ji Qinglin's reaction in his eyes, and although he was dissatisfied, he didn't continue to pester him. Instead, he helped Ji Qinglin excuse, "Are you kidding, why are you so serious?"

Ji Qinglin smiled dryly, this episode ended with the arrival of others.

Sister Na came dressed in yellow and black leopard-print fur and black boots, followed by an assistant holding an umbrella.

She greeted Ji Qinglin first, then skipped him and exchanged greetings with Dai Xingruo.

Gu Yinmo was standing not far from Ji Qinglin, talking with Pei Yang and the brand in a foreign language. They were wearing couple jackets and their fingers were interlocked.

While talking and laughing, Gu Yinmo glanced at Pei Yang from time to time, the softness and joy in his eyes made Ji Qinglin's heart tremble.

Ji Qinglin couldn't understand what they said, standing alone in the middle of the crowd like an outsider.

But he couldn't control his eyes and ears, his peripheral vision filled Gu Yinmo's figure, and strange words came from his ears.

Gu Yinmo lowers his voice when speaking a foreign language, and his magnetic voice and standard pronunciation are particularly prominent in the conversation.

Ji Qinglin lowered his head slightly, and the camera lens in his hand reflected Gu Yinmo's figure. Only then did he have the right to "peep" openly.

It's just that his despicable behavior didn't last long, someone patted his shoulder, and when he turned around, it was Dai Xingruo who was smiling happily.

The filming went smoothly at the beginning, but after two hours, the sky started to darken. A strong wind was blowing from the distant mountains, and the sky was getting darker and darker. They had to call it a day and go down the mountain.

On the way back, Ji Qinglin looked at the samples in the camera and listened to the chats of the team members.

It was already dinner time when we returned to the villa. The people from the brand said that they had set up a reception in the castle and invited everyone to attend.

Ji Qinglin didn't understand these red tapes very well, so he searched for the things to pay attention to on his mobile phone, so as not to show his timidity in front of the brand.

Someone knocked on the door, Ji Qinglin thought it was Chenchen who came to deliver the camera, so he casually said "Come in".

There was a sound of opening the door, but there was a butler-looking man in a tuxedo standing outside the door, holding a box in his hand.

"Mr. Ji, this is the dress you need for the reception tonight." The man said in fluent Chinese, put the box beside Ji Qinglin's bed, bowed politely and left.

Ji Qinglin was a little dazed. He picked up the clothes and looked at them. He found the brand's golden hand-embroidered logo on the inside of the shirt, and realized that it should be provided by the brand.

After changing clothes for the banquet, Ji Qinglin met Dai Xingruo who was wearing a deep purple fishtail skirt and snow-white fur at the door.

Her appearance made everyone stop, and they all showed surprise on their faces.

She walked downstairs with her skirt in her hand, and naturally held Ji Qinglin's arm. Before Ji Qinglin could speak, she stopped him with her index finger, and said coquettishly, "Don't praise me for being beautiful, just say something else."

Ji Qinglin had no choice but to refute Dai Xingruo's face in front of everyone, so he had to think of a few other words.

Dai Xingruo was satisfied when he heard it, and when he walked through the warm glass corridor to the reception, he held out his chest and pulled Gu Yinmo to the front of the crowd.

Seeing that everyone else was attracted by the scenery outside the glass corridor, Ji Qinglin hesitated a few times, and finally decided to clarify with Dai Xingruo.

The two bid farewell to everyone and came to a corner of the glass corridor.

Ji Qinglin stared into Dai Xingruo's eyes, and slowly took her hand off his arm.

Dai Xingruo didn't resist at first, but when she realized what Ji Qinglin was going to do, she clasped Ji Qinglin's fingers with her backhand and forced him to a corner. The strong and strong scent of perfume forced Ji Qinglin's body to lean back.

Ji Qinglin's back was pressed against the cold glass, his pupils dilated slightly, obviously startled by her sudden movement.

"you……"

Dai Xingruo looked up at Ji Qinglin, frowned slightly, his eyes were filled with unwillingness and sadness, his fingers slowly tightened, "Brother Ji, did I do something wrong?"

This sentence is purely the villain's first complaint, but Ji Qinglin is not good at dealing with her little trick.

Ji Qinglin could only shake his head.

"Then why are you avoiding me? Is... did I make you unhappy?" Dai Xingruo's voice was slightly choked, "Don't want me..."

Ji Qinglin sighed and raised his hands in surrender: "I didn't mean that."

"Then why did you..."

"That's different." Ji Qinglin broke away from Dai Xingruo's shackles, avoiding her deliberate weak eyes, "Xingruo, our relationship can't go any further, you're a very good girl, but I'm not worth your trouble Do that much."

Ji Qinglin knew that his sexual orientation was different from others since he was a child. His long-term repressed life made him think that he was just curious about the same sex, but after meeting Gu Yinmo, he confirmed that he only likes boys.

Accepting your own sexuality is a difficult process, but it's not about any girl.

Dai Xingruo is the most innocent in this unequal fake love, so Ji Qinglin will tolerate her deliberate actions again and again.

But tolerance is not connivance.

"And as we said before, in order to leave room for things, we only pretended to be lovers in front of your parents." Ji Qinglin closed his eyes and comforted him in a deep voice, "What you are doing now will only hurt your career and life .”

"You are a girl. In this prejudiced society, there is no way to not care about other people's gossip." Ji Qinglin smiled softly, reached out and pulled the girl's hair from the sideburns behind her ears, looked into her eyes, and said seriously : "Xingruo, I can't be your stain."

Dai Xingruo's face turned red, she realized something, she let go of Ji Qinglin's hand suddenly, and bowed her head in silence.

People passed by them one after another, casting curious glances at them. This time, Ji Qinglin took the initiative to hold Dai Xingruo's hand.

In his eyes, Dai Xingruo is his bole, his best friend, but also the girl he needs to protect.

She can have any identity, except for lovers.

"Girls should leave the house and enter the world, and form their own views on everything." Ji Qinglin paused, "Don't pin all your hopes on one person." Don't be as stupid as me.

Ji Qinglin hides the second half of the sentence.

Dai Xingruo clenched her lower lip, her eyes filled with tears, and tried her best not to cry, but when she blinked, tears dripped down her eyelashes.

Seeing her crying, Ji Qinglin hurriedly wiped her tears.

Dai Xingruo didn't ask Ji Qinglin to help him like before, but decisively pushed his hand away, looked up at him with tearful eyes, "Then you...can you give me a promise?"

Commitment is a serious matter for Ji Qinglin, and he cannot easily agree to it based on the principle of being responsible to himself and others.

Ji Qinglin's cautiousness made Dai Xingruo lose his temper, she held back her tears and laughed, "Forget it...just kidding you."

Although she doesn't want to admit it, she just lost to Gu Yinmo, and she is willing to bet and admit defeat.

Dai Xingruo pretended to be angry, looked at Ji Qinglin's face, and asked tentatively, "You like my brother that much?"

Ji Qinglin didn't answer, half of his face was hidden in the darkness, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Not getting the desired answer aroused Dai Xingruo's stubborn desire to explore, she continued: "But he has a boyfriend."

"The time he spent with Pei Yang was no shorter than with you."

"If you forget it, maybe you will meet better ones."

"Do you really... still like him?"

What Dai Xingruo said, Ji Qinglin would ask himself countless times every day.

He knows that Gu Yinmo and Pei Yang have been together for many years, that they are a good match, that they are together because of their mutual love, and he also saw the circle of friends that Gu Yinmo posted for Pei Yang from his cousin. Holding hands and taking a group photo at the beach, there are bracelets made of shells of various colors on the wrists, and the accompanying text has the unique childishness of passionate couples.

He witnessed the intimacy between the two in front of everyone at the party in the photography department - Gu Yinmo and Pei Yang did almost everything Ji Qinglin imagined.

He knows everything, but things like feelings cannot be stopped abruptly.

He is cowardly, inferior, rigid, dull, but stubborn, unlike Gu Yinmo, who can leave as soon as he says, and doesn't love if he says he doesn't love him.

What's more, he still has so many doubts and unwillingness.

It was only later that he slowly realized that it was because he was stupid and unaware, overconfident and ambitious, that he was unworthy.

Ji Qinglin raised his hand to touch his sore eye sockets, and said softly, "I... don't like him anymore."

Never again.

【Speak】

Xiaoji crying

Good night in advance!