overdue lover

"It's over, you can go." Ji Qinglin unceremoniously issued an expulsion order to Gu Yinmo.

But Gu Yinmo still stood there without moving, the concern in his eyes made Ji Qinglin feel his stomach churning.

He turned his head away, looked at the cold light on the blade and the blood gradually pooling, and suppressed his nausea.

"I said that if you want to hear it, I can explain it," Gu Yinmo pulled Ji Qinglin's hands in the air, stunned, "Aren't you even willing to look at me?"

Ji Qinglin was silent for a moment, then said coldly: "Yes, I don't want to see you, and I don't want to hear your so-called explanation, Gu Yinmo, you don't need to make up lies to lie to me, I won't believe you anymore. "

"Ji Qinglin, you are not such an indiscriminate person..."

"I am!" Ji Qinglin suddenly raised his voice, but he quickly calmed down and took a deep breath, "I am, Gu Yinmo, I am."

Gu Yinmo looked deeply at Ji Qinglin's side face, and pursed his lips. After a long while, he said, "I can get rid of all the charges for Liang Jing. As long as I don't appeal, this matter will settle down soon, and your life will be fine." will return to normal."

Hearing this, Ji Qinglin thought it was extremely ridiculous, and only then did he realize how arrogant and conceited the man in front of him was.

"Gu Yinmo, do you think that you have already covered the sky with one hand? Do you think that if you do this, I will be grateful to you? This is boring Gu Yinmo." Ji Qinglin was finally willing to face Gu Yinmo, but those two The eyes are no longer full of eagerness and anticipation, but calm and indifferent. This is an expression Gu Yinmo has never seen before, which makes him flustered inexplicably.

"Forget it, I don't think it's necessary to continue. Whether it's our conversation or our relationship tonight, forget it. Speaking of which, I also want to thank you for the things you taught me. What I am most grateful for is that you let me I know that no one can live without someone." Ji Qinglin paused, and glanced at the long scar across Gu Yinmo's palm from the corner of his eye, the heartache was uncontrollable, his chest was sore, "I can understand your multiple identities The reason for approaching me is to facilitate surveillance and revenge on me and my family. Abusing me can give you the pleasure of being superior. The guilt you feel now is nothing more than your remorse when you realize that things have been exposed. You bowed your head to me just to make yourself feel at ease. , Gu Yinmo, how hypocritical you are."

In Ji Qinglin's view, Gu Yinmo's apology at this time is as hypocritical as the tears of a crocodile.

Gu Yinmo stared blankly at Ji Qinglin's familiar yet unfamiliar face, opened his mouth and then pursed his lips, the room was very quiet, he could only hear his own heavy breathing, as if Ji Qinglin in front of him was just a fleeting phantom .

"I admit that I did complain about you at the beginning, but Mr. Floys is definitely not a fabricated character to deceive you, Ji Qinglin, no matter how you understand my relationship with Mr. Floys, I am the one who understands you best The person you love, I shaped him to protect you, why don't you dare to admit my feelings for you?"

Ji Qinglin closed his eyes hard, and asked with a sneer, "Emotion?"

"Emotions are based on being honest with each other. Gu Yinmo, I'm not a fool. I don't need a virtual person to protect me. You've been blurring your concepts until now."

"Forget it, really, I'm completely disappointed in you, do you understand? Do you understand?"

Years of entanglement should come to a complete end, and Ji Qinglin also wanted to say goodbye to him, but the gradually widening gap between the two made it impossible for them to say goodbye calmly.

Ji Qinglin sighed, removed the knife from his neck, and finally looked up at Gu Yinmo.

"I think I've said enough, can you leave?"

In the end, he didn't say anything, turned around and left the mountain hut, closed the door for Ji Qinglin before leaving, and left the key on the shelf at the door.

The source of fear disappeared, and Ji Qinglin's tense spirit slowly relaxed. His body suddenly lost strength, his legs softened, and he fell to his knees. The bloody knife also slid down and fell beside Ji Qinglin.

Ji Qinglin gasped for fresh air, his beating heart seemed to jump out of his throat.

His mind went blank and he even had brief amnesia - but he knew what he had just been through, he just couldn't admit it.

Picking up the call from Xie Lanchuan with trembling hands, Ji Qinglin couldn't make a sound in the face of his nervous questioning.

He hung up the phone, and was about to edit a text message and send it to them not to worry, when he realized that the wound on his palm was dripping blood, and the horrible knife marks were almost visible to the bone.

Only then did he feel pain spreading from his right arm to his whole body.

That's good too, Ji Qinglin thought.

It's best to leave a scar that doesn't fade away, so that every time you look at your palm and your heart beats again, you will remind yourself how stupid you were in the past, to believe that someone will love you unreservedly.

People are born not only wanting to be loved, but also wanting to be worthy of being loved, but Ji Qinglin seems not born with the ability to "be loved", he feels that he has messed up everything.

Ji Qinglin sadly lowered his head to watch the blood drop by drop, and his body temperature was gradually losing, which is not a good sign.

The mountain hut is more than ten kilometers away from the nearest mountain village, and all of them are difficult mountain roads. It is impossible to find a doctor in the mountain village. Ji Qinglin found a medicine box to treat the wound by himself, but the pain made his entire right arm go numb. Under control, he gritted his teeth and used alcohol to disinfect his wound, the pain was so painful that his eyes turned black.

There are still many medicines to stop the bleeding. After disinfection, Ji Qinglin sprinkled it evenly on the wound, and finally used his teeth and left hand to bandage the wound with difficulty. Every time he wrapped it around, he had to stop and rest on the sofa for a while.

Ignoring the fine sweat oozing from his forehead, he gritted his teeth and tightened the bandage, barely tying it in a knot.

Pei Yang went home early the next morning. Seeing the black Hummer at the door and cigarette butts all over the place, he thought the two had reconciled, but when he opened the door, his pupils trembled immediately. Spots of blood extended from the door to the living room. Knives were thrown on the floor.

"Fuck!" Pei Yang cursed in a low voice, rushed into the living room and saw Ji Qinglin lying on the sofa with a pale face.

He took a deep breath, scratched his hair with his hands irritably, opened the window and shouted to the car at the door: "Gu Yinmo, are you crazy? Why are you killing people in my house? Is there something wrong?!"

The car door opened, Gu Yinmo looked tired, "I didn't."

"Ji Qinglin is dying, do you care?"

Gu Yinmo suddenly became nervous, and asked what happened as he walked towards the hut.

Pei Yang lifted the blanket from Ji Qinglin's body, and said angrily, "I don't know, but if you don't send him to the hospital quickly, he might really be going to die."

After finishing speaking, Pei Yang fell on the window and sat down next to Ji Qinglin, resisting the discomfort of the bloody smell, stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, and at the same time he felt the sweat on his hand, the excessive body temperature made him gasp air conditioner.

"Tsk, what a hassle." Pei Yang gritted his teeth, picked up his cell phone, and dialed a number.

【Speak】

【OOC site】

Gu Yinmo: If I have a couple, if you have a couple, we are a couple.

Pei Yang: Your wife is almost dead and you are still committing nympho (beating

Good night in advance! ! ! !