overdue lover

Ji Qinglin lay in Gu Yinmo's arms for a while, then looked up at him, "Don't you want to do it?"

In a few seconds, Ji Qinglin thought a lot.

Ji Qinglin didn't believe Gu Yinmo's nonsense that Pei Yang was just a substitute.

Of course, he thinks that he is not a charming person, not interesting enough to attract Gu Yinmo's attention. If after so many years, Gu Yinmo still has expectations for him, Ji Qinglin thinks he should like it own body.

Since Gu Yinmo wants it, give it to him.

After satisfying him, maybe he will not be so interested in himself, and the lives of the two will return to the right track, and no one will miss the other anymore.

With such a desperate mentality, Ji Qinglin took the initiative to come over for the first time, reached out and touched Gu Yinmo's side face, "Let's do it, and you will leave after finishing."

This time it was Gu Yinmo's turn to refuse.

"No," Gu Yinmo grabbed Ji Qinglin's finger, kissed the fingertip, and looked at him affectionately, "After waiting for so many years, I don't want to have only one time."

Ji Qinglin broke down, his voice almost choked, "Five years ago, why did you leave without saying goodbye?"

Gu Yinmo suddenly fell silent.

Seeing him avoiding the problem, Ji Qinglin closed his eyes sadly, withdrew his fingers, and turned his back, "If you don't do it, then go."

Gu Yinmo didn't give him a definite answer, but a few minutes later, the figure passed his peripheral vision, and there was only the sound of the door being closed heavily in the bedroom.

The room returned to deathly silence, Ji Qinglin was wrapped in a quilt, lying slowly on the bed, a tear slipped into her hair.

He propped himself up and got out of bed barefoot, and found his dead phone on the sofa.

Poured himself a cup of warm water, held the cup and waited for the phone to turn on, opened the curtains to see the bright sunshine, Ji Qinglin finally felt better.

After the phone was turned on, several WeChat voice messages popped up, all from "Mom".

He clicked on one of them, and his mother's familiar loud voice made him feel bored.

"... I heard from your Auntie Sun that she saw you shopping with a girl, and you even got into her sports car. Do you have a girlfriend? If you have one, take it home and show it to your mother. You are not young anymore. It's time to think about this, don't delay the best childbearing age..."

The 60-second lingering sound played less than half of it, and Ji Qinglin directly long-pressed to delete it.

The next one, and the next one, never leave marriage and have children.

Marrying and having children is a common ethical code, which is a tradition from generation to generation.

It is the "rule" that Ji Qinglin's mother follows.

But she had such a rebellious son as Ji Qinglin, which broke her heart.

Ji Qinglin didn't intend to return to her, but he still endured the discomfort and listened to all the voices.

She said that their hospital opened a new nursing home, and she will retire in the second half of the year. After retirement, she plans to apply to work in the nursing home.

She also said that so-and-so's children in their hospital were studying abroad, and they sent home tens of thousands of dollars a year in living expenses.

In the end, the topic fell on the neighbor's chubby. Xiaopang, who was poor at school since childhood, married a beautiful woman and gave birth to twins.

She didn't mention "envy" in every sentence, but every word said "envy".

After listening to the voice, Ji Qinglin's pressure reached its peak.

He couldn't help thinking back to his mother's desperate and suffocating cries before he left the house.

She shouted: "Qing Lin—why can't you be as sensible and obedient as you were when you were a child? You were asked to study medicine as a teacher, but you preferred to study art, and you were allowed to enter the system, and you preferred to open a broken studio, so that you could get married and have children. , You, you insist on degrading yourself and hanging out with men! Are you going to force me to death?"

Heart-piercing cries echoed in his ears, Ji Qinglin quickly put the phone upside down on the table, pressed his hand to his heart, and calmed down for a long time.

Opening the refrigerator to make breakfast, Ji Qinglin looked at the yellowed rapeseed in the refrigerator in a daze.

Now that he couldn't think of going out, Ji Qinglin had no choice but to change into a long down jacket, and went downstairs on old-fashioned shoes with fluff lining.

It was a working day in a snowy day, and there were very few people in the supermarket. Ji Qinglin pushed the cart and sent Xin He a message while walking to the fruit and vegetable section.

After sending the message, he reached for the only onion on the shelf, but someone took the first step and looked up. It was a young couple holding hands.

The boy smiled apologetically at Ji Qinglin, "My wife is pregnant, so she likes to eat this, can you..."

"It's okay." Ji Qinglin waved his hands, smiled kindly, and subconsciously made way for the happy two.

Although he was also craving brisket with onions.

After asking the shopping guide, Ji Qinglin learned that the next batch of vegetables would not be delivered until [-] pm, so he could only buy some carrots and vegetables that he didn't like.

It was almost time to make lunch when we got home, Ji Qinglin washed his hands, got into the kitchen and got busy.

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Dai Xingruo walked into the corridor with the pizza and medicine she bought, and when she smelled the familiar perfume, she raised her head and met Gu Yinmo's eyes.

Dai Xingruo felt a little embarrassed for some reason, so she quickly called "Brother".

Gu Yinmo took a deep look at him, and continued to walk up, the plastic bag in his hand made a rustling sound.

There was a knock on the door upstairs, accompanied by a muffled "Who is there?"

"It's me." Gu Yinmo responded briefly.

"Hey hey——and me!" Dai Xingruo saw that Gu Yinmo didn't intend to keep the door open for him, so he hurried up three steps at a time, and rushed to the door before Ji Qinglin opened it.

Dai Xingruo held on to the door frame and panted heavily. Seeing her like this, Ji Qinglin hurriedly took out her slippers, put them by her feet, and took the things she brought.

"Thank you, Brother Ji...I'm exhausted!" Dai Xingruo sat down on the small chair by the door, concentrating on changing his shoes.

Ji Qinglin stood up, facing Gu Yinmo's displeased expression.

Gu Yinmo glanced at the pizza box in Ji Qinglin's hand, and said in a tone that could not refuse, "I'll take you out to eat."

Ji Qinglin looked at Dai Xingruo, then at Gu Yinmo, and felt that going out to dinner with Gu Yinmo was not good, so he rejected him.

"Knowing that you are not in good health, but still bringing this kind of junk food, is that how she takes care of you?" Gu Yinmo suddenly raised his voice, which made Dai Xingruo tremble all over.

"...No, what are you doing so loudly?" Dai Xingruo was spoiled since he was a child, so he couldn't bear this kind of vague scolding, and his grievance immediately rushed to his heart, "I know you don't like me, brother, but there's no need to target me like this!"

Gu Yinmo was stunned when he heard this, he suddenly realized how irrational his behavior just now was.

——Just because Ji Qinglin took the initiative to take Dai Xingruo's things and brought her slippers, he suddenly lost control of his emotions.

"I'm sorry." Gu Yinmo lowered his shoulders and explained to Dai Xingruo, "I...haven't been in a good mood recently, but I shouldn't vent my dissatisfaction with you. I'm sorry, Xingruo."

Dai Xingruo had always fantasized about having an older brother when she was a child. When Gu Yinmo, a half-brother, stood in front of her, she almost fulfilled all her fantasies about her elder brother.

But now, she felt that she should not forgive him so easily.

Dai Xingruo turned his head away, pretending to ignore her, Gu Yinmo leaned over and hugged her, and asked in a sincere and gentle tone: "Forgive brother, okay?"

Dai Xingruo nodded reluctantly, and gave Ji Qinglin a wink where Gu Yinmo couldn't see.

Ji Qinglin had never seen Gu Yinmo like this before, and was stunned for a while, not knowing how to react to this scene of "brother and sister love".

【Speak】

Xiao Ji's idea is wrong! ! !Don't fight hurt with self-destructive thoughts!

Good night in advance! ! !