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The honeymoon was chosen in Dali. Qin Zhining seldom really relax in the past few years. This time, both of them took time to prepare for this honeymoon. The scenery there is very beautiful, and the two of them stayed for half a month before leaving.

This age does not go up or down. Some families have children who can already run in the field, while some people are just starting to conceive. Qin Zhining is the latter. The two mothers are more excited than Yan Mu and Qin Zhining. Yan Mu beat him several times. It was only the phone call that dispelled Yan's mother's idea of ​​coming over, and Qin's mother even ran here every few days.

"Mom, aren't you traveling?"

Qin Zhining sighed helplessly. Before that, his mother was a person who advocated freedom and liked to run outside all year round. It was his father who reluctantly left her behind, otherwise it might not be known when she comes back next time. Where did you go?

"You are pregnant for the first time. I have to watch beside you to be at ease."

Qin's mother brought out the cooked rice. She has recently become obsessed with cooking, but she has dispelled this idea after just a few days of learning - she found that Yan Mu is much better at it than her, and it's completely like playing tricks, since there is already someone around who can Now, she is no longer obsessed with reporting to class.

Under the young couple's active pregnancy preparation, Qin Zhining already had the crystallization of love between two people in his stomach. When the results first came out, Yan Mu was so excited that he couldn't sleep all night. He had to lie on his stomach for a while to feel at ease. After coming down, Qin Zhining gently pulled his ears: "It's only been a few months now, what could be happening?"

Although he said it didn't matter, he was full of expectations for this life in his heart. When he was pregnant, Qin Zhining's temper became even worse. Some small things would make him irritable, and he would cry for no reason What is reassuring is that Yan Mu will gently hold him in his arms every time.

In the back, the belly is getting bigger and bigger, it's a twin.Yan Mu is even more worried than him. Giving birth to twins is more difficult than single births. Except for some aspects of diet, Yan Mu also has to go through his hands in other aspects before letting Qin Zhining use it. What he fears most It was Qin Zhining's sudden depression. In order to be by his side, Yan Mu basically stayed at home every day. Apart from signing extremely important documents, he basically didn't show up anymore.

"Amu."

It's early morning, and Qin Zhining has inexplicable insomnia. In fact, he is in a very good condition now. Almost everyone in the family is taking care of him, but there is still a kind of fear in his heart, which also comes from the fear he once had. As the source of education, some news about what happened in the past was tumbling over and over again in his mind.

Yan Mu knew what he was thinking, so he put his fingers into his, and pressed them tightly.

"Ningning, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side."

Yan Mu's condition may not be much better than him. In the past few months, Yan Mu should be the one who has worked the hardest. He has a lot of worries and worries. After the great joy at the beginning, he began to regret it, especially when he saw that Qin Zhining's pregnancy was unbearable. Nausea, vomiting, fatigue and edema, he specially learned massage to relieve Qin Zhining, his condition is not too serious, but every time Yan Mu feels distressed to death, he suddenly starts to regret, okay why did he want this child?

At this time, Qin Zhining would see what he was thinking, and kick him lightly: "Don't think about it."

"What's wrong?"

Yan Mu asked gently.

Qin Zhining shook his head, the closer it was to the advent, the more fear he felt, but he quickly suppressed the emotion that had spread in the middle of the night.

"Just suddenly a little scared."

The belly has grown, and when he lowers his head, he can't see his toes, and Qin Zhining can feel more and more the connection with the fetus in his womb.

"Ning Ning." Yan Mu hugged him gently, the room was lit with a soft moonlight, quietly shining on Qin Zhining's face, the originally cold face slowly began to have a maternal look Brilliance, less coldness, more tenderness.Yan Mu couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed him, his heart melted into one piece: "We won't have children after this delivery is over."

This was also a decision he had prepared in the first place. After Qin Zhining gave birth, he would also have a vasectomy. The initial sense of joy had disappeared, and he was even more afraid of losing Qin Zhining.

In June of the following year, two children were born, an older sister and a younger brother.

Qin Zhining was so weak that he didn't even want to move a finger, Yan Mu rushed in without looking at the child, and touched his hand tremblingly, "Ningning."

Qin Zhining opened his eyes and looked at him, then moved his fingers: "Why does your face look whiter than mine?"

When naming the name, Yan Mu searched through the dictionary, and the last two people decided on the word Qingmiao. Yan Mu originally planned that both children would be named Qin. After all, it was Qin Zhining who was born after a hard pregnancy. Not too much, but Qin Zhining only let his eldest daughter follow his surname, Qin Qingmiao.The youngest son, Yan Yu, means beautiful jade.

Perhaps because he was a new father, Yan Mu was very excited to take over everything about the two children. The baby room was set up early, but raising a child is really not an easy task.

This month's 1 times, Yan Mu regretted having these two children, and he was quiet in Qin Zhining's arms, crying and yelling when he couldn't see the little father for a while, Yan Mu hugged his daughter in his arms, and after a while The youngest son started crying again, Qin Zhining teased him, the little boy was quickly attracted by the thing in his hand, and followed him around.

After the child fell asleep, the two of them were exhausted. Yan Mu warmed the milk before going to bed. During this time, Qin Zhining couldn't sleep well. The child would always cry in the middle of the night. Yan Mu patted people Continue to sleep, and then get out of bed to see the child by himself. According to this trend, he and Qin Zhining don't even have any free time, not to mention intimate private time.

In the end, I sent the children to Qin's mother to take care of them for a while, and Yan's mother also took the time to come over. If it weren't for the fact that she was entangled, she might stay for a long time. Before leaving, she reluctantly held the hands of the two children In the end, it was Yan's father who urged her.

When they were three years old, the two children went to kindergarten for the first time. Qin Qingmiao's schoolbag was full on the first day she came back. She looked like Qin Zhining, and she could tell that she was a beauty since she was a child.

"Miaomiao, why is it so heavy in the schoolbag?"

Yan Mu shook slightly.

Yan Yu knows how to answer this question, and raised her hands positively: "I know, because the children want to play with their sister!" The way for children to express their love is very simple.

Qin Qingmiao was only a few minutes older than Yan Yu, but she seemed to be much more mature than him. She said calmly, "I said no, but they still want to give it to me."

Her pupils are very dark, she looks delightful, and she speaks with a milky air, but she still has to pretend to be an adult in front of her younger brother. Qin Zhining couldn't help but hugged her and kissed her: "Then Dad tomorrow Bring you some snacks, remember to share with your classmates."

Yan Yu pulled his hand, very good at acting like a baby: "Yuyu also wants to be hugged by little daddy."

Yan Mu flicked him lightly: "I still want to be hugged when I'm old, look at you, you've gained a few pounds this month, and I'm ashamed to ask my little dad to hug you."

Yan Yu pouted: "Yuyu is not fat. Grandma came to see me yesterday and made a lot of pastries. Grandma said that Yuyu has been too thin recently. If she doesn't eat, she won't grow taller."

Yan Mu laughed twice, picked him up easily with one arm, and let him fall into his arms firmly: "Big Daddy, will you hug you?"

Children in this age group grow up very quickly, almost every day, Qin Zhining fiddled with the photo album: "Every time I look at these photos, I realize that they have grown up again."

Yan Muzheng was reading a picture book with his daughter. Hearing this, he raised his head and said with a smile, "I was still small before." The longer it gets, the faster it gets.

In the afternoon, the family of four went shopping, mainly adding clothes for the two children and arranging some daily necessities. Soon Yan Mu was carrying big and small bags.

There are seats in the mall, Miaomiao and Yan Yu sat there obediently and waited for someone. Originally, the big daddy was next to them, but in the blink of an eye, he ran to the side of the little daddy again, and the two of them also waited obediently.

"Kid, are you waiting for someone here?"

Miaomiao looked up, he was a very handsome man, with a natural coldness in his brows, but he wanted to be as gentle as possible in front of the children, Miaomiao was taught very well, the eldest father said that he met someone he didn't know She must not strike up a conversation, but her nature is the same as that of her little daddy, she can't help but like two points when she sees a good-looking person.

Miaomiao didn't speak, she held her younger brother's hand tightly, her clothes were full of vigilance, as if if she said a word more, she would call someone immediately.

Huo Heng couldn't express the feeling in his heart. He looked at it for a long time before coming to talk to him. He didn't see the adults around him. He saw this child at the first sight when he came in. There was no reason. He liked this child very much at the first sight. Now that he got closer, he finally knew why.

This little girl is too similar to Qin Zhining. Although the two are not of the same gender, the vague outline is almost carved out of the same mold on this face. He squatted down slightly, looked up at her, and his eyes were more similar. , even Shen Yun looks exactly the same.

He suddenly had a guess in his heart, but he couldn't believe it, even though he had heard about it over the years, he knew that Qin Zhining was doing well, that he was married to Yan Mu and had two children.No matter how much he doesn't want to pay attention to these things, he will finally know about them in different ways, and these news are unavoidable.

"Little friend, where is your father?"

Miaomiao ignored him, she quickly jumped off the chair and threw herself into the man's arms, Yan Mu hugged her, Miaomiao curled her lips and wrapped her arms around Daddy's neck, whispering: "That weird uncle has been talking to you all the time. I talked, but Miaomiao was very obedient today and didn't talk to him."

Yan Mu patted her on the back lightly, and praised: "That Miao Miao is very good today."

Huo Heng stood up, and looked at the Xiaotuanzi and Yan Mu below who looked like [-]% and couldn't figure it out.Yan Mu didn't intend to greet him, he glanced at him lightly, and then continued to coax the little girl in his arms.

Yan Yu pursed her lips, wrapped her arms around her little daddy's legs and acted coquettishly: "Little daddy, I want to eat ice cream."

Qin Zhining pinched his face: "If you eat ice, you will have a stomachache. You forgot that you complained of stomach pain after eating two days ago."

He led Yuyu and walked over, and when he looked up, he saw that familiar figure. He hadn't seen Huo Heng for several years. He was as handsome as ever, with a bit of chill in his brows, and he was looking over at this moment. .

Qin Zhining only took one look, then looked away, Yan Mu walked towards him with Miaomiao in his arms, and naturally took the bag in his hand: "Let's go."

This is a very common picture of a family of four, which can be seen everywhere in shopping malls, whether it is men and women holding hands or a few people walking together.

He is used to it.

But this scene still made him feel dazzling.

He suddenly remembered that sentence inappropriately.

"Actually, I once wanted to have a child with you."

Huo Heng thought, if they had a child at that time, it would probably look like this. Boys and girls are both good, and they can be divided into any gender in the future. This child may be like him, or Qin Zhining, but there is no Without exception, he will love this child very much.

……

"They all said that little Bie was better than a newlywed. I was waiting for you at home that day, and I wanted to tell you personally."

"You said that you came home so late because of socializing, but I remember that you were very refreshed that day, as if you came home after taking a bath."

"Thinking about it now, you've probably been with Cheng Zhizhou since then."

"Only I am still foolishly thinking about marrying you and having a child."

……

Huo Heng has never regretted it in his life. All the decisions he made may have been impulsive, but without exception, they are the results of his final consideration. He has always been arrogant, so he should not waver about his choices.

But this time it couldn't be ignored, his heart suddenly felt densely packed with pain, as if it was covered with sharp little awls, and there were countless stabbing sensations when touched lightly.

Probably because the picture in his fantasy was so beautiful that he felt a bit regretful. He remembered that when he was in middle school, he lay on the table and looked at Qin Zhining on the desk without blinking. He looks very beautiful, like the fairy tale prince in the story when he was young. His slender eyelashes are curled up, and the thick eyelashes hang down tightly. At that moment, his heart was filled. It turns out that at that time he I have thought about it all my life.

That scene suddenly coincided with what he had imagined. He and Qin Zhining walked forward slowly holding hands. The difference was that there was a small ball in his arms. He couldn't see the face in the haze, whether it was a boy or a girl. I don't know, but I will softly call him Dad.

He just blinked lightly, and these things disappeared silently as if they had never appeared before. This time he finally saw clearly that the child in his arms was a lovely girl, and Yan Muzheng gently took care of her little one. skirt, gently kissed Miaomiao's cheek.

He heard Qin Zhining call her Miaomiao.

"I can only take a small bite this time."

Qin Zhining nodded Yuyu's head: "Otherwise, if your stomach hurts, you won't be allowed to cry anymore."

"Little dad, little dad!" Miao Miao excitedly pointed at the setting sun with her soft little fingers, "It's the sunset! It's so beautiful!"

The sun had already set, and the sky was rendered in a fiery red color, which was stunning and eye-catching.

Qin Zhining couldn't help but took two steps forward, and looked back at them: "It's really beautiful!"

Yan Mu had already put down Miaomiao in his arms, and the two children ran to the little daddy, holding his hand and walking forward slowly.

With a very light "click", Yan Mu put down the phone, and a couple of adults and children froze on this screen with the sunset in the sky.

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