He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

The silent night is so quiet that people panic.

The sound of the movement of the second hand of the clock in the distance occasionally coincides with the beating of the heart, and after a brief convergence, each continues according to its own frequency.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't move, and An Jing was held by him.

It was obvious that they were close to each other without any gap, and they were hugged by me in my arms, but it seemed that they were getting farther and farther apart.

Ren Zhaoyuan's silence is the most effective way to refuse.

I don't know how long it took, Tan Zheng loosened his strength little by little, and lowered his arms.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't hesitate for a moment, the hug and staying for as long as before never existed.

Tan Zheng stood at the very bottom, watching him step by step as he walked upstairs, step by step away from him.

Even the footsteps are far away.

A second before the sound of Ren Zhaoyuan's footsteps completely disappeared from his ears, Tan Zheng Sanjie followed up the stairs one step at a time, reaching out his hand to resist before Ren Zhaoyuan closed the door.

Ren Zhaoyuan looked up at him.

Tan Zheng withdrew his hand against the door and said to him, "Good night."

Ren Zhaoyuan's Adam's apple moved slightly, lowered his eyes, and closed the door.

Tan Zheng breathed a sigh of relief after Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't see him, and gently scratched the door with his index finger, and said in a low voice, "Have a good dream."

There is no shortage of places to sleep at home, and there is an empty room next to the master bedroom, but Tan Zheng doesn't want to go there.

I don't feel sleepy, I don't want to sleep, and most importantly, I don't want to go.

He leaned against the wall by the door, staring at the lights reflected on the glass in the distance.

Later, when my legs were sore, I sat on the floor, as if I had thought a lot, but at the same time, I didn't seem to think about anything.

When the bedroom door was opened silently, Tan Zheng failed to notice it immediately. He sat for too long, so he squinted for a while without realizing it, and only saw Ren Zhaoyuan at the bedroom door when he was vaguely aware of being watched.

Always quiet when eyes meet.

Tan Zheng looked up at him, seeing in Ren Zhaoyuan's eyes the sporadic and small things that could be analyzed as distressing.

Too bad the idea didn't last long.

"Are you doing it for me?"

Tan Zheng seemed to have been poured with cold water, and he became sober in an instant.

"No..." Tan Zheng hurriedly got up, "I wanted to stay closer to you for a while, and accidentally fell asleep. I didn't intend to let you see that Bo was soft-hearted."

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't speak again.

Tan Zheng stood for a while, pointing to the bedroom next to him: "I'll go to sleep in the room, if you need anything, call me anytime."

Ren Zhaoyuan just looked at him silently, Tan Zheng used actions instead of words to walk to the next room, and after entering, he looked at Ren Zhaoyuan again and closed the door.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't go out the next day, drank a few sips of water, and ate little, only a bowl of porridge in the morning.Tan Zheng saw that he was willing to drink some soup and water, so he specially made several more at noon and night, and Ren Zhaoyuan drank some more after serving.

On the third day, Ren Zhaoyuan went out after breakfast, and his assistant drove over to pick him up.Ren Zhaoyuan was not at home, so Tan Zheng didn't stay at home any longer, and hurried to the company to deal with the backlog of affairs in the past two days.

The same goes for day four.

Ren Zhaoyuan seldom talked to him except for occasional necessity. He listened to Tan Zheng when he spoke. He didn't listen or look at Tan Zheng on purpose, and he didn't lose his temper, just unwilling to talk.

He ate very little, and was unwilling to take medicine all the time. He was not very energetic, and he did not want Tan Zheng to help him wash his face and bathe. Fortunately, he became more and more proficient in wearing disposable rubber gloves, and he did not wet the wound again.

Of course it would hurt, Tan Zheng knew it, but Ren Zhaoyuan didn't want it, so he couldn't help it.

During the two dressing changes, Ren Zhaoyuan sat quietly and was manipulated by Tan Zheng, and got up after changing the dressing.

I don't want to pay attention to him.

Tan Zheng was afraid that Ren Zhaoyuan would not pay attention to his hands during the day, so he made a special trip to explain to the assistant carefully, and only found out during the chat that Ren Zhaoyuan hadn't done anything in the design park, and the work was postponed.

He just doesn't want to be at home with him.

Meeting Ren Zhaoyuan and Zhao Yuanqing together was a coincidence.

Tan Zheng had a document for Jin Shiyan, and it would have been better to send it to someone personally, but he was depressed and wanted to talk to Jin Shiyan.

Without talking much, I smoked a cigarette at Jin Shiyan's place.

Afterwards, he didn't drive back to the company, but went around to the parking lot on the third floor of the shopping mall.

When Tan Xuqing and Clear first contacted the police, after negotiating the compensation for several damaged cars, Tan Zheng specifically asked if the ring was found at the scene, and the police asked the people who went to the scene and said no.

Tan Zheng came here on a special trip and found some sandalwood beads, but it was estimated that they were only half of the original bracelet.

No ring was found.

After another two days, there is no need to come here again.

The longer the time the harder it is to find.

But I still want to try it.

Sometimes people will pin the cause and effect of things on unwarranted things in the future.

Tan Zhenghui couldn't help feeling that the ring that Ren Zhaoyuan had just worn on his ring finger fell off that day was a bad sign, as if he could improve the situation if he could get it back.

But still not found.

Only one missing sandalwood bead was found in one corner.

After putting it in the pocket, it seemed to give birth to some hope, and I couldn't help staying for a while longer, but unfortunately I couldn't find it if I couldn't find it.

He wore that ring on his middle finger for Ren Zhaoyuan, and finally waited until the day when he moved it into his ring finger. He didn't even know the reason and opportunity, and it disappeared in a flash.

It was getting dark and I couldn't find the ring, so I wanted to buy a bouquet of roses and go home.

Then he walked out of the flower shop with the rose in his hand, and across the road traffic, he saw Ren Zhaoyuan and Zhao Yuanqing coming out of the coffee shop side by side.

They talked as they walked, and then stopped face to face to continue chatting, Ren Zhaoyuan smiled lightly.

Tan Zheng didn't go home.

The bouquet of champagne roses was in the car, and he called Jin Shiyan to a bar.

Tan Zheng has a good capacity for alcohol, and he was rarely drunk when he took turns drinking in the drinking party, but he couldn't bear it. He came here for the sake of getting drunk, and after two drinks, he lost a little bit of clarity.

"Ren Zhaoyuan and Zhao Yuanqing are together?" Jin Shiyan tried his best to bring back his raised voice, "Where did you see that? What did they do?"

"Speak," Tan Zheng said in a low voice, looking at the liquid in the glass, "I laughed."

A bunch of Jin Shiyan's words got stuck in his throat immediately, Tan Zheng was in such a depressed mood to get him drunk, he thought it was something wrong with Ren Zhaoyuan and Zhao Yuanqing.

At least one has to hug affectionately to be worthy of Tan Zheng's current state.

Jin Shiyan thought for a while: "Ren Zhaoyuan wants to get back together with Zhao Yuanqing? Impossible."

Tan Zheng shook his head.

Jin Shiyan guessed it was impossible.

"Then why are you feeling so uncomfortable, just because the two of them met?" Jin Shiyan relaxed and reclined in his seat. He drank less, but at first glance he seemed to be more drunk than Tan Zheng.

Tan Zheng didn't shake his head this time, not knowing what he was thinking.

Jin Shiyan patted him on the shoulder: "Listen to me, it's normal for you to be unhappy about this matter, and no one will be happy if you put it on anyone, but the two of you have nothing to do, just meet up, right?"

"Ah."

"At this time, the two of you are still cold, so you should let go first. Why don't you just meet up, and when you reconcile, you can ask Ren Zhaoyuan to write a letter of guarantee and never see Zhao Yuanqing again in this life."

Tan Zheng drank another half cup before speaking: "It's not because of meeting..."

Jin Shiyan stared: "I've been nagging for a long time, so why are you?"

Tan Zheng didn't know what to say.

He envied Zhao Yuanqing, and later hated Zhao Yuanqing because of Ren Zhaoyuan.

He felt that Zhao Yuanqing was not worthy of Ren Zhaoyuan's sincere treatment these years, that Zhao Yuanqing was sorry for Ren Zhaoyuan, and that he was completely different from Zhao Yuanqing, and he would never be the second him.

But now he often feels afraid that whether he will be with Ren Zhaoyuan or not, he and Zhao Yuanqing are only slightly different in degree.

In the past, Zhao Yuanqing betrayed his marriage, and he appeared beside Ren Zhaoyuan, promising everything and guaranteeing everything.But now that he broke his promise, Zhao Yuanqing reappeared with a completely new look.

They meet.

joking.

These days, Ren Zhaoyuan never gave him a smiling face.

I don't want to talk to him more.

However, Zhao Yuanqing was able to walk and chat with Ren Zhaoyuan side by side, and he was able to get a smile from Ren Zhaoyuan.

They met, and if it hadn't happened by chance, he would never have known.

In the past, Ren Zhaoyuan had to record every phone call he received.

He was never confident enough in front of Ren Zhaoyuan, but he was seldom uneasy when they were together, because Ren Zhaoyuan always quietly gave him the greatest sense of security.

All jealousy, jealousy, and unhappiness, big and small, were properly accepted and settled by Ren Zhaoyuan.

But now, Ren Zhaoyuan is unwilling to give it to him.

What he gives is always so gentle and silent that people often forget that as long as he is willing, he can easily take back everything.

"Ren Zhaoyuan, don't give it to me..."

-

Ren Zhaoyuan received a message from Zhao Yuanqing two days ago saying that he would take Feng Yun abroad to recuperate for a period of time, and wanted to meet before leaving.

He didn't think it was necessary.

But if Zhao Yuanqing hadn't just come over that day, he might not have been able to get to Tan Zheng in time.

As far as the matter is concerned, he accepts this favor.

Therefore, he received another message saying that when he left tomorrow, Ren Zhaoyuan agreed to meet, and the time and place were determined by Zhao Yuanqing.

It's a coffee shop they used to frequent.

The bitter taste of the coffee irritated the inner wall of the mouth and the surface of the tongue, Ren Zhaoyuan took a sip politely and did not move.

"My mother told me. I'm sorry. I just realized that I'm unqualified in so many places, but I don't know how to apologize to you. You don't seem to need me to make up for it."

"No need to apologize, it's all over," Ren Zhaoyuan changed the subject, "Auntie, how are you?"

"It's okay, but it can't be compared with before, because the divorce lawsuit has been in a bad mood..."

When Zhao Yuanqing said this, his voice weakened, and he realized that Ren Zhaoyuan had also worked hard to get a divorce from him.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't realize it: "It's a good thing to change the environment for a while to recuperate."

"About a year," Zhao Yuanqing pursed his lips and smiled bitterly, "I'm going to hear good news from you next time I come back."

"almost."

Zhao Yuanqing was silent for a while, and asked about Teacher Sun's recent situation, saying that he wanted to leave to visit, but the teacher and his wife were not at home.

"They went to the children's place during the summer vacation."

"I forgot there was summer vacation."

The polite chat was rare and made Zhao Yuanqing feel like he was sitting on pins and needles. Ren Zhaoyuan seemed to be planning to take the time to repay him for his help, and he never showed any anxiety or impatience during the process.

Later, it was Zhao Yuanqing who offered to leave and went out for a walk along the road.

"Zhaoyuan, do you hate me?"

"It's over."

Zhao Yuanqing walked two steps away from him and stopped in front of him, and Ren Zhaoyuan also stopped.

"I'm leaving tomorrow, can I give you a hug?" Zhao Yuanqing looked at him fixedly, raised his hand a little, "This is the last time in my life."

Ren Zhaoyuan was quiet for two seconds, before bending his lips: "No, have a good trip."

After the separation, Ren Zhaoyuan went to the doctor in Tongzhou. He thought it would be good to just look at the wound and talk about the situation, but he didn't expect to have to take a blood test. After the results came out, he did several tests according to the doctor's requirements, which took a long time. It's too late to go home.

I don't want no one at home.

The lights in the living room on the first floor turned on as the entrance door opened, and the house was empty, with no one and no smell of food.

It takes a lot of energy to meet people, and every minute of dealing with it as usual is exhausting.

He raised his hand and pressed his forehead, and went to the cloakroom to change his clothes slowly.

Then sat down on the sofa on the first floor.

Until the light of the car lights came into the window, Ren Zhaoyuan squeezed his brows, got up from the sofa and planned to go upstairs, his gaze inadvertently stopped in the middle of the coffee table.

Ren Zhaoyuan's familiar ring, he had worn it for five years.

Under the ring is a note left by housekeeping, saying it was found during cleaning.

how come.

He threw it away long ago.

Ren Zhaoyuan looked at the two letters ZY engraved on the inside of the ring, and it took a while for his brain to realize that it should be Zhao Yuanqing's.

Zhao Yuanqing came in a few days ago.

Zhao Yuanqing seemed to mention it today, saying that when he came to see him that day, he felt it was inappropriate to take off the ring and put it in his pocket, but he disappeared afterwards unexpectedly, maybe it was God's will.

He didn't take it to heart, and let it go as soon as he heard it, and only said to Zhao Yuanqing, "Look ahead."

It will fall here.

The entrance door opened with the notification that the lock was successfully unlocked. Ren Zhaoyuan turned his head and looked over. Tan Zheng rarely met his gaze, but only stared at the things in his hand, with a deep voice——

"what are you doing?"

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