my illegal husband

They didn't meet again after that meeting. Gu Chengxuan sent many messages to Jiang Zewen every day, but Jiang Zewen didn't reply a single one. Gu Chengxuan always comforted himself and said: "It's okay, he's just busy and doesn't have time to reply. I believe him." I will definitely reply!" But how long can such a lie deceive oneself?

In 5 days, Gu Chengxuan sent tens of thousands of messages to Jiang Zewen, with different words every day, maybe he also wanted to finish what he wanted to say to him in the past five years in the remaining days!

Since Jiang Zewen met Gu Chengxuan for the last time, he returned to the county magistrate alone. He couldn't leave there for a long time because accidents would always happen if he left for a long time.

Jiang Zewen would turn on his phone every day, he would check Gu Chengxuan's messages, but he didn't reply one, maybe he was afraid!Or maybe she just wanted to protect him.

But today is the last day and Jiang Zewen will get married tomorrow. If you don’t reply to the message, you won’t have a chance. The words Jiang Zewen typed with his hand on the keyboard will be deleted again...

Gu Chengxuan looked at the screen of the mobile phone, "The other party is typing..." and was overjoyed, but after waiting for a long time, the message still hasn't been sent out, but Gu Chengxuan is still waiting for the message to be sent out, but he won't wait any longer.

"Brother, are you going to post a long post! I've been waiting for a long time and still haven't received it"

"But it's okay, maybe the network is not good, you may have already sent it, but I can't see it here!"

"Brother, tomorrow you will not be mine!"

"Brother, have you replied to me every message, why can't I see it?"

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The little boy didn't know that his brother didn't reply all this time but just wanted to deceive himself. He knew why his brother ignored him and just wanted to deceive himself again.

Jiang Zewen watched one message after another appear in his chat interface, but he couldn't reply him a word...

Gu Chengxuan looked at the conversation in the chat interface where he was the only one. The deception could no longer be hidden. He had no way to deceive himself anymore. He didn't want to live in a virtual world full of deceptions. He just wanted to see Jiang Zewen again, but it wasn't when he was married. Jiang Zewen is the Jiang Zewen who only loves himself and is not afraid of anything.

He didn't send any more messages to Jiang Zewen. To pass the time, he trapped himself in the virtual world. He swiped one message after another from the bottom to the top. In the past five days, he sent a total of 2 messages to Jiang Zewen, each of which reached Word limit.

Looking at the previous messages, I have very few words, but Jiang Zewen replied to every one, and there are still many replies!

At this time, Jiang Zewen is the same, he also scrolls through the chat records of the two of them, but he is not killing time, he is just a love without a voice, a love he does not know!

After Gu Chengxuan finished swiping the news, it was already lunch time. He swiped for a long time but he didn't give up. He insisted on reading all the chat records.

He went downstairs and looked at the elders sitting on the sofa watching TV and asked, "Parents, uncles and aunts, what are you going to eat? I'll make it for you!"

My mother came over and said, "No need, baby, I've prepared all the meals and try my cooking today!" After that, the mother turned around and told everyone to eat, and everyone sat at the dining table, and the mother brought the food to everyone. start eating!

After the meal, no one spoke and everyone went back to their rooms. Jiang Zewen's parents also bid farewell to Gu Chengxuan. After all, tomorrow is Jiang Zewen's wedding. They must be present. After Jiang Zewen's parents left, Gu Chengxuan also persuaded his own parents to go to Jiang Zewen's wedding tomorrow. At the scene, the parents also agreed!

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The next day, both Jiang Zewen's parents and Gu Chengxuan's parents went to the scene. Everything was gorgeous and extravagant. Jiang Zewen was wearing a black suit and a token of love between him and Gu Chengxuan. He couldn't wear anything on his hands and he didn't take off his ring.

The host asked: "Groom, why don't you take off this ring? Does it mean anything to you?"

Jiang Zewen nodded and said, "It's an agreement with a very important person that cannot be taken away!"

At this time, Gu Chengxuan was watching everything with a telescope from the window on the second floor of his home. He couldn't hear the excitement of the wedding, but he could see how handsome Jiang Zewen was at the wedding!As if he is the one who is marrying him now, everything looks so harmonious!So beautiful!

He put on the custom-made dress with Jiang Zewen back then, his was white and Jiang Zewen's was black, he took the ring Jiang Zewen gave him on his hand, he walked to the mirror, looked at himself in the mirror, smiled and said to himself Yuyu: "I'm actually not that strong, and I don't want you to marry someone else, and I don't want to watch you fall in love with others! But I can't help it, because I love you!"

Then he turned on the phone and looked at the chat records between himself and Jiang Zewen, only his own conversation was left, smiled wryly and then opened the keyboard and wrote: "Happy wedding! I wish you happiness too! Happy anniversary! Happy birthday! Happy Qixi Festival!  … …Anyway, no matter what holiday you want to be happy, I can’t spend every holiday with you every year! I can’t watch you get married, but I understand your difficulties, and I’m sorry! I love you ! In the next life, you will marry me again!"

After sending the news, Gu Chengxuan chose to commit suicide. He ended his life in such a simple way and also ended his regrets in this life, but the biggest regret was that he couldn't finish it. He had no way to marry Jiang Zewen and could only watch him wear it. The look of the wedding dress!

At this time, Jiang Zewen, who was holding the last event, received a message from Gu Chengxuan, and the emcee just asked Jiang Zewen: "Do you love this girl in front of you! Are you willing to accompany her for the rest of your life and only love her alone?"

Jiang Zewen didn't answer right away. He turned on his phone and swipe the new message from Gu Chengxuan. The message was very long, but he still read it in front of everyone. When he saw the last sentence, Jiang Zewen immediately ran out of the wedding scene and headed towards Gu Chengxuan's home. Running, other people also ran away after seeing this!Only the bride did not run out.

When Jiang Zewen came to Gu Chengxuan's house and ran up to the second floor, it was already too late. Gu Chengxuan lay there quietly. The original white dress had been dyed red, but Jiang Zewen could tell that it was a dress he and Gu Chengxuan had customized together. .

As soon as Jiang Zewen grabbed Gu Chengxuan's hand, he was wearing the ring Jiang Zewen gave him. The ring was clean and not stained with blood. Jiang Zewen saw the scene in front of him and shouted: "Didn't Gu Chengxuan tell you to wait? You can come back after a year, you see I gave you all the rings, how could you do this!"

"How can you leave me like this! I haven't loved you well yet, you can't leave me. We have to live together and die together. I won't just leave you alone! Neither will you! Since we can't love each other here Then let's fall in love next time! I love you and have never changed my heart, and it is always yours!" After saying that, Jiang Zewen kissed Gu Chengxuan's lips.

In the end, Jiang Zewen also committed suicide, and the two teenagers just lay in the blood, their hands were clasped together, they both wore rings, and they wore black and white dresses like newlyweds who had just held a wedding. They were just asleep.

But just a short while after Jiang Zewen committed suicide, the county magistrate took the two of them away together. When they arrived at the hospital, both of them were rescued, but Gu Chengxuan was already out of breath, because it was found that Gu Chengxuan had taken a lot of sleeping pills. But fortunately, Jiang Zewen did not lose too much blood and was rescued, but Gu Chengxuan stayed forever at the age of 27, a prime youthful age!

Gu Chengxuan's parents couldn't accept the ending of Gu Chengxuan's suicide and the rescue was ineffective, and his hair turned gray a lot overnight because of Gu Chengxuan. They didn't hold any major funeral ceremony for Gu Chengxuan, only a few people watched Gu Chengxuan being buried in a quiet place where no one would disturb him.

On September 30, 9, the boy was buried in a place where he was alone, no one disturbed him, and few people knew about it!

After many days, Jiang Zewen woke up and saw that the beds around him were all empty. His originally chaotic brain woke up instantly. He immediately sat up, pulled out the needle and ran outside. When he saw someone, he would ask. : "Did you see the person who entered the emergency room with me!" He asked like crazy in the hospital corridor, but no one knew!

Finally, Jiang Zewen saw his parents and Gu Chengxuan's parents outside the inpatient department, and he ran down like crazy, seeing the depressed expressions of the parents, he realized something was wrong.

He looked at his parents with red eyes and said, "Where is Jiang Zewen? Didn't he go into the emergency room with me? Where is he? Why didn't I see him? Tell me where he went, please! He must be giving birth to me." Are you angry?"

Jiang Zewen knew that Gu Chengxuan might no longer be there, but he still didn't want to believe it. He wanted to be sure again. He wanted his guess to be fake and Gu Chengxuan could live well!

But Gu Chengxuan's mother's words brought Jiang Zewen back to reality in an instant: "No, I know you know everything, children, don't lie to yourself, live a good life! He will be happy!"

"No, he must be still there, he's just asleep. Tell me, okay? I'm begging you!"

"He is the quietest place here, no one is there, only him!"

Jiang Zewen lowered his head and said to himself: "The quietest place, where there are no people!" Suddenly his voice amplified: "I know he is in Lingyiyuan, right! I will go find him!" Jiang Zewen walked all the way Run towards the spiritual source.

"Hey! Jiang Zewen, you are not well yet, come back!" Jiang Zewen had disappeared when he yelled this sentence, and the parents ran out after some discussion.

"Gu Chengxuan wait for me, I'll go find you, wait for me!" As he said that, he ignored the traffic rules and ran towards Gu Chengxuan all the way. Now he is not afraid of anything, he is not afraid of death, only afraid of seeing Missing his little friend, losing his little friend, and never seeing his little friend again.

He ran on the road for 30 minutes in his hospital clothes before he arrived at Lingyiyuan. It is indeed very quiet and there is no one there, but it is very spacious because of the spirit, so no one comes. Although the scenery is beautiful, the "spirit" makes no one come.

He searched for a long time in Lingyiyuan and finally saw a tombstone under a peach tree. He ran to the tombstone and looked at the lines of words on it, touching each word with his hands.

“顾程轩，2002年9月9日出生，2030年9月9日离世享年：28岁，他有一群爱他的人！特别是他的哥哥两人很相爱！”

Jiang Zewen stroked the words on the tombstone and looked at the tomb in front of him. He ran to the side of the tomb and began to dig wildly with his hands. After a while, his hands began to ooze blood. He didn't give up. While digging, he said, "We must be together." Yes, as we said, I haven't looked at you well, you can't leave me!" "No!"

When the grave was about to be dug, the parents of both sides rushed over. Jiang Zewen's parents pulled Jiang Zewen up. His father looked at Jiang Zewen's blood on his hands and pale cheeks and said, "Jiang Zewen, he died for you. Can't you make him more stable? What else do you want to do? He's already gone, so let him go!"

"Dad, but I don't have a next life! I won't meet him and I still don't want to let go. I haven't fulfilled our agreement yet! I haven't married him yet!"

"But son, let go! Xuanxuan has given up most of his life for you. His last wish is just to wish you happiness. Go back. Cheng Xuan doesn't want to see you listen to Dad like this, go back!"

Jiang Zewen looked at everyone looking at him with hopeful eyes, and seemed to see Gu Chengxuan talking to him in a daze: "Brother, go back!" He nodded and left.

He was not in such a hurry as when he first came here, but he walked slowly on the road without any traffic violations, but accidents always happened so suddenly. At the moment Jiang Zewen was in a daze, a car hit him. Come up!

Jiang Zewen was knocked down to the ground. In a daze, he seemed to see Gu Chengxuan waving to him again. He smiled and fell asleep. Seeing this, people around picked up their mobile phones to call the emergency number and call the police!

After a while, the ambulance and the police car drove over, and then the doctor carried Jiang Zewen into the car and sent him back to the hospital for emergency treatment, while the police stayed in place to observe. The driver who hit the person was obviously drunk. Without knowing what to do, he took the man back to the police station.

Jiang Zewen was sent back to the emergency room. Jiang Zewen's injuries were not good. Now, Jiang Zewen was hit by a car. The superficial injuries on the head can be treated, but the seriousness of the brain impact is a major problem, so Jiang Zewen's parents were notified to rush to the hospital. Back to the hospital to sign.

When Jiang Zewen's parents learned that Jiang Zewen had entered the emergency room again, they immediately took a taxi back to the hospital. After signing, the two stood at the door of the emergency room and waited.

After a while, the door of the emergency room opened, Jiang Zewen was pushed out, and the mother immediately asked, "Doctor, how is my son?"

The doctor shook his head and said lightly: "We have tried our best and the later stage of recovery can only depend on him. You can call me when you wake up!"

"Thank you doctor!"

"You're welcome!"

After speaking, the doctor turned and left. Jiang Zewen's parents also rushed to Jiang Zewen's ward immediately. After arriving at the ward, the county magistrate also rushed over. It may be that the authority is relatively strong, so he learned about the matter quickly. He walked to Jiang Zewen's parents' room. He asked in front of him, "How is it?"

Both of them shook their heads, and Jiang Zewen's mother stepped forward and said, "The doctor said that he can only see himself in the later stage of recovery!" The county magistrate nodded and left without saying a word.

Jiang Zewen's parents took turns guarding Jiang Zewen for a long time. Suddenly one day Jiang Zewen woke up and looked at the surrounding environment and said in a daze, "Where am I?"

The mother lying next to Jiang Zewen watched Jiang Zewen wake up excitedly, "You are in the hospital!"

"What am I doing in the hospital? And who are you? Do we know each other?" Jiang Zewen's mother's eyes changed from surprise and excitement to shock. She looked at Jiang Zewen and pointed to herself and said, "Me? I'm your mother—Jiang Jing, don't you know me?"

"Mother?" Jiang Zewen looked a little puzzled. Seeing this, Jiang Zewen's mother immediately ran out of the ward to the doctor and called the doctor. The doctor gave Jiang Zewen a check-up and the final result was: "Temporary amnesia may last a lifetime! But This generally depends on the situation." Hearing these words, Jiang Zewen's mother immediately ran to Jiang Zewen and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember me, child, do you remember your boyfriend?"

"Are you kidding me? Shouldn't I have a girlfriend as a man? How could it be a boyfriend? Don't joke!"

The title "you" broke Jiang Jing's heart again. He looked at Dr. Jiang Zewen in front of him and repeated his words in her mind over and over again: "Temporary amnesia, short-term amnesia may last a lifetime..."

At this moment, Jiang Zewen's father and the county magistrate also rushed over. They saw Jiang Zewen who had woken up and walked over. Jiang Zewen looked at the two people who came suddenly and said, "Who are you, are you going to kidnap? This is restricting the freedom of others, and I have the right to sue you!" Jiang Zewen has lost his memory, but the law he learned in his mind has not been lost. Although he is not a lawyer, he knows it!

Jiang Zewen's father stepped forward and looked at Jiang Zewen in front of him. He thought his son was playing some game with him and said, "Little brat just woke up and didn't recognize his father. What's the matter? I have to introduce myself to you to prove it." ?”

"That's okay?"

Jiang Zewen's father thought his son was acting with him, so he accompanied him and said, "Okay, I'm next to Jiang Chuan and this is your mother, I'm just an ordinary worker!"

"It should be, but is my surname Jiang?"

"Are you pretending to be addicted to me or something?" As she spoke, she wanted to scare Jiang Zewen, but Jiang Jing stopped her and said to Jiang Chuan, "He really doesn't know!"

Jiang Chuan withdrew his hand, and he looked at the county magistrate Jiang Jing suspiciously. He also looked at Jiang Jing when he heard this, and Jiang Jing said lightly: "He...has lost his memory!"

"What?" The shock of the two people was loud, and Jiang Jing immediately stopped them and let their voices be lowered.The two also covered their mouths and looked at Jiang Jing for a moment, but Jiang Jing didn't say anything.

The county magistrate saw Jiang Zewen walking up to him and asked, "Do you remember that you are married?"

"Am I married yet?"

"Male and female?"

"How could it be a man who married you!"

"I'll just say it! She also told me that I have a boyfriend, so I just say it! How is it possible that I like men!"

Seeing this, Jiang Jing immediately pulled the county magistrate out of the ward and said, "What do you want to do?"

"I haven't asked you yet? Why does he have a boyfriend? He is obviously married to my daughter. Boyfriend from there, if you want your son not to live in sorrow, you can follow my idea!" After finishing the county Long then left.

Jiang Jing returned to the ward and told Jiang Chuan the conversation just now in a low voice. After discussing for a while, the two decided to hide this matter from Gu Chengxuan. As parents, they definitely didn't want their son to suffer any pain. Jiang Zewen also believed it According to them, he believed that after he got married, he already had a family...

But he will also forget the boy who loved him to the bottom of his heart, he will not have any feelings when he looks at the boy who loved him to the bottom of his heart, and he will only feel sympathy when he sees everything about him...

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The author has something to say:

He forgot that the boy who had been in love with him for a long time forgot everything about him