waste heat

Song Yu took Cheng Yan to the infirmary.

There was a hospital bed in the infirmary, Song Yu put him on the bed, Cheng Yan let out a soft "hiss", the doctor picked up medical equipment and medicine to clean his wound, pressed his fingers on Cheng Yan's leg, exerted a little force Squeeze it and ask him if it hurts.

Cheng Yan nodded.

Song Yu stood beside him, watching Cheng Yan's painful whole process, staring at his distorted facial features, he clenched his fists tightly.

"Be gentle..." Cheng Yan grabbed the bed sheet and said tremblingly, "It hurts."

The doctor's movements softened a bit. The bottles and cans in the infirmary were piled up together. Cheng Yan didn't know what medicine the doctor gave him.

The doctor looked at the clothes on his body and knew that he had fallen while playing ball, and told him to pay attention, the wound was quite scary, it was really a terrible sport.

"Is it all right? I feel much better." After the doctor treated his wound, Cheng Yan asked anxiously.

"What are you going to do?" The doctor looked at him seriously, not to mention the headache, and said, "It's going to be delayed, it's serious."

"It's not serious, it doesn't hurt that much anymore," Cheng Yan looked at Song Yu, "Song Yu, it doesn't hurt."

Song Yuli ignored him, stood aside and watched coldly, his attitude was very clear, nothing Cheng Yan said was useless.

"Don't think about going back to the arena, just be honest." Song Yu said.

"Two points away! Just two points! I beg you, let me go back, it will be over soon!" Cheng Yan stretched his legs to the ground and was about to get out of bed. Just as the doctor was about to scold him, Song Yu walked over up.

He grabbed Cheng Yan's thigh and pinched his flesh vigorously, with displeasure in his eyes: "Don't make me say it a second time."

Cheng Yan didn't dare to move.

Song Yu put Cheng Yan's leg back, and the injured knee was tightly wrapped with gauze. Song Yu turned over his arm and said with black eyes: "Doctor, his arm is also injured."

The doctor came over again. Fortunately, the injury to his knee was not serious, so the doctor cleaned him up.

Cheng Yan raised his head, still begging: "Can you let me go back...can I just go up for a minute?"

"No." Song Yu refused in a cold voice, staring at his two wounds, he quickly looked away and clenched his hands.

Cheng Yan's match was called off just like that.

When Song Yu returned to the field, the game had already continued and it was the next group.

He returned to his seat, and Han Cang asked if he was okay.

Song Yu shook his head.

"Which group won?" Song Yu asked.

"You said the last one?" Han Cang said: "The last one was Ding Pu's team. It's a pity. The coach likes a student who lost the team. Now there is no chance."

Song Yu looked at the running figures on the field, his mind drifted away.

Many people felt that it was a pity that the game that Class Three had prepared for so long ended in this way. They didn't see the headwind come back. Because of an accident, this game ended like this. Both sides felt uncomfortable. One was disgraced, One is to fall short.

But fortunately, their strength has been recognized, and no one said that this team is weak. The counterattack in the second half was played beautifully, although the ending was not perfect.

The students in class three gradually withdrew from the arena, frustrated and lost, the girls came to express their concern, and the boys also expressed their comfort, saying that there will be opportunities in the future.

Guan Di said: "It's all my fault. If it were Cheng Yan, he should be able to turn things around."

He made it up, but the final result was unsatisfactory, Guan Di blamed himself, and he didn't want to bear such a big pressure, but accidents are always so unpredictable.

"I don't blame you, it's because the opponent is too dirty." Zhang Zihao said, after watching the video replay, many people on the sidelines were disgusted. The man obviously went straight to Cheng Yan, and his fake actions could not cover up the fact that he hurt someone maliciously.

"I'm really not convinced that they won this game," Zhang Teng said, "If they don't play dirty, we will definitely come back. Cheng Yan might have a chance to join the school team. I'm so fucking...fuck."

Shen Yun ran over from one side and shouted: "Zhao Yibai, are you going to see Cheng Yan?"

Zhao Yibai, who had been silent all this time, raised his head and nodded, "Yeah."

"I'll go with you." Shen Yun joined the team.

Guan Di said: "Then what should we do now? How can we tell him?"

We all know that Cheng Yan is eager to win, otherwise it would be impossible to play so fiercely in the second half. Now that the result is like this, none of them can tell Cheng Yan that all his hard work was in vain, and he will not be able to enter the school team this year.

"What else can we do? Can we hide it?" Zhao Yibai said, this matter has to be a showdown, if you can't hide it, you can't hide it, you lose.

The whole school witnessed.

Several people came to the infirmary. Cheng Yan hadn't left yet, and the doctor was there. Seeing them coming in, Cheng Yan excitedly said, "How's the result?"

Shen Yun came over and said, "Are you okay?"

Cheng Yan didn't care about his injury, grabbed Zhao Yibai's wrist, and asked anxiously, "Did you win?"

Zhao Yibai couldn't bear it, he really didn't want to tell him the result with Cheng Yan's longing eyes, but he couldn't hide it, he was destined to be disappointed, Zhao Yibai shook his head.

Cheng Yan's hand loosened.

There was a sense of despondency in the infirmary.

Shen Yun spoke first, breaking the depression, "Cheng Yan, we still have a chance, next year... next year we will definitely win!"

Knowing why he must join the school team, Zhao Yibai remained silent. In the eyes of everyone, next year is an opportunity, and he will be able to enter next year. However, Cheng Yan is not chasing the basketball dream, but chasing the people inside. One cannot wait for the next year.

"I still count on what I promised you before." Zhang Teng never engages in such hypocrisy. Big boys are casual, but this time, seeing Cheng Yan working so hard, he was also a little touched. If Cheng Yan hadn't given up the opportunity to perform, he would Trying their best under the rebound, they don't have so many ball possessions, they don't get so many people's attention, let alone their performance, "I won't play games anymore, I'll be there on call, I'll do whatever you want to practice." Accompany you."

"And me and me," Guan Di said, "I won't be a substitute. I will improve my skills and play with you on the field."

Whose fault is it that the infirmary is noisy?Everyone blames themselves. In fact, Cheng Yan knows that it has nothing to do with them, and it is not the fault of one person. It is he who forces everyone to practice with him and to accompany him on the field. He should not bring his selfishness to his classmates or his team.

This is the result he should bear, and they have tried their best.

"If you lose, you lose," Cheng Yan raised his head and said with a smile, "It's okay."

"Really?" Shen Yun pinched his cheek, "Your expression is uglier than crying."

Cheng Yan pushed her hand away, sighed, and said, "We've tried our best, we'll admit it if we lose, and I won't practice in the future. I really don't have the strength to join the basketball team. We can do whatever we want , no more disputes."

so tired.

Force yourself, force everyone.

Maybe this is his ending, he is doomed not to catch up with Song Yu, this is also God's will, he is not allowed to join the school team, he is resigned to fate.

"Cheng Yan, are you okay?" Zhang Zihao and Shen Yun glanced at each other, both worried, "Don't be arrogant, we can practice with you..."

"No." Cheng Yan leaned on the pillow behind him, "I just feel quite tired, I want to rest."

Zhao Yibai looked at him, Cheng Yan forced a smile on his face, and said to them it's okay, let's leave, his injury is fine, Zhao Yibai stopped several people, and said in a low voice, "Go back first."

There is no class, and you can go back to the dormitory directly after the game.

Everyone saw that Cheng Yan was not in a good mood, and they didn't insist on staying. Knowing that he must still be sad, they patted Zhao Yibai on the shoulder, gave him this important task, and left the infirmary one after another.

After everyone left, Zhao Yibai sat on the edge of the bed, folded his hands together, and said, "Want to cry?"

Cheng Yan wiped the corner of his eyes: "I'm not that hypocritical."

Zhao Yibai gave a soft laugh: "I don't know about your glassy heart? Cry, anyway, all the embarrassment that should be lost in front of me is lost."

He has seen all the black history of Cheng Yan. All these years since he was a child, he still wants to maintain a glorious and beautiful image?It is absolutely impossible with Zhao Yibai.

"Get out, you're annoying." Cheng Yan still didn't look at him.

Zhao Yibai laughed. He recalled the scene on the field, looked at Cheng Yan and said, "Actually, I think...you don't need to join the school team."

Cheng Yan turned around.

Zhao Yibai said: "I can understand that you joined the school team before, but now, you don't necessarily need such an opportunity."

Cheng Yan: "What do you mean?"

Zhao Yibai: "Don't you understand?"

"Know what?"

Zhao Yibai did not avoid the doctor, looked at Cheng Yan and said, "Song Yu likes you."

Cheng Yan lowered his head: "Just a little bit."

Zhao Yibai shook his head: "No, he likes you very much."

Cheng Yan himself didn't feel that Song Yu liked him so much that he could express the word "very". It was because he felt from Song Yu's performance that Song Yu at least didn't hate him, at least liked him a little bit, but it was definitely not the so-called "very fond of him." ", this is a big gap, he doesn't know how Zhao Yibai came to such a conclusion.

"Before I thought you had no chance with him, but today, I think I was wrong," Zhao Yibai said deeply: "Maybe he has always liked you, I don't know, his behavior when you were injured, he didn't like you at all. reaction."

The moment Song Yu picked up Cheng Yan, there was so much commotion around, but he didn't care, he reprimanded him in front of so many people, checked the camera, and returned Cheng Yan's justice, if it was just because he was The responsibility of the deputy team, how should he explain why he defended Cheng Yan in front of the whole school and took Cheng Yan away?

They haven't made it public yet, and not many people know about their relationship. One boy hugged another boy, which is not a decent behavior in the eyes of others. He didn't even think about it, no matter what others would guess, he just hugged him openly. Cheng Yan leaves.

Zhao Yibai knew that the two of them were tricky, and was a little surprised, let alone the others.

Just now on the way, Shen Yun was asking, saying that Song Yu was so strange, how could he have such a reaction, and asking him if Song Yu had any other relationship with Cheng Yan, Shen Yun felt that something was wrong, and the guesses of other people on the sidelines were even worse. Needless to say.

"So it doesn't matter whether you can join the school team or not." Zhao Yibai said carelessly, once he changed his unscrupulous way of getting along with Cheng Yan, a few words calmed Cheng Yan's Wuyun mood.

Cheng Yan fell silent, he cared too much about the competition, even though he felt a little uncomfortable when Song Yu hugged him at first, with so many cameras, it was still in front of the whole school, on a major competition field, the gesture of hugging him was also It's too close, normal boys support each other, Song Yu's behavior is like the expression between lovers, such as "what's wrong with me hugging my girlfriend", "what's your opinion when I hug my boyfriend", it's normal, It's the intimacy between lovers.

But Cheng Yan didn't pay much attention at that time, he was only focused on the pain and the competition, and he didn't notice how shameful and weird it would be for him to be embraced in public.

A blush crept up to Cheng Yan's ear, touched by Zhao Yibai's words, recalling that scene, where is the camera?He really wanted to see how intimate that act looked to others.

"Don't you feel embarrassed when he hugs you?" Zhao Yibai stared at his blushing ears, and reminded him, "That's a princess hug."

"I don't know." Cheng Yan turned his face away, what kind of princess hug?Just a hug, nothing else, nothing...

"I would be ashamed to death," Zhao Yibai teased, "Song Yu is so straightforward, I really doubt that when you two are alone together...would it catch fire?"

"He's not direct," Cheng Yan said while clutching the bed sheet, and then lowered his eyes, shyly and had to accuse, "He never kissed me..."

"Click."

The sound of the door came.

Zhao Yibai and Cheng Yan raised their heads, there was a person standing in the infirmary with his trousers pockets in his pocket, and he was eyeing him, Zhao Yibai and Cheng Yan stared at Song Yu in a daze.

The doctor didn't know when it was out.

Song Yu didn't know when he came in.

It seemed as if he had stood there for a long time.

I have been listening for a long time.

Cheng Yan grasped the sheet under his hands, his face was full of fear, panic, and shame.

The author says:

I don't have any talent, let's perform a social death for everyone.