How far was it when I slept with him today

Yi Ning tightened the coat on his body, he felt like a hole had been ripped through, and the cold wind gushed into it, even the bones were cold.

After the dispute with Su Zao, he almost subconsciously took the things he always brought with him and drove to the cemetery by himself.

I don't know why, maybe the conversation just now brought back Yi Ning's memories, or maybe he just wanted to see Ding Wu.But to be honest, in fact, Yi Ning has not come here for some days, because of the company of a certain person, he has rarely thought of Ding Wu anymore.

Although someone cleaned the cemetery regularly, there were always mistakes and carelessness, Yi Ning found the tomb with a little unfamiliarity, seeing the scene in front of the tomb, he suddenly felt sad.

He squatted down, and silently picked up the broken leaves that had been blown by the wind before the tomb.

After Ding Wu's death, he always drove over by himself very regularly, almost once a week, but in fact he didn't do anything when he came, he just stood there in a daze.

After some people step out of time, they become the tiniest particles in the universe. They are the wind in the mountains, the clouds in the sky, the swaying trees, and the flying butterflies.

They left, but the world was full.

After standing for a long time, Yi Ning couldn't help but want to touch Ding Wu's smiling face on the tombstone occasionally, but even if he was dead, Yi Ning would still think of Ding Wu's indifferent eyes before, so his hands paused in mid-air, Up and down, hastily and cautiously.

That was a rare embarrassing moment for Xiao Yi.

Fortunately, no one saw it, so he was the only one who was embarrassed.

This time too, after picking up the fallen leaves, he subconsciously reached out to brush off the dust from the photo on Ding Wu's tombstone, but in the end he paused in the air, finally put it down, and put it back in his coat pocket.

Even though he admitted to others the fact that he likes Ding Wu for the first time, when he faced Ding Wu again, even though he was dead, Yi Ning still didn't change at all, never daring to look up and love him.

Yi Ning rubbed his hands together, and breathed out some warm air into his hands, only then did he feel some warmth in his frozen joints.

He lowered his head and said slowly, "I haven't been here for a long time."

"I came here today, not for anything," Yi Ning coughed, feeling a little uncomfortable in his lungs, "I just wanted to talk to you about something I haven't said before, don't think I'm annoying."

"There are some things that should be said or must be said."

Yi Ning looked at his shoes boredly. Before leaving, his mother asked the nanny to polish the uppers of his shoes. Now the small leather shoes looked like new because of the light in the corridor.

There are people coming and going in the corridor of the hospital, although everyone is in a hurry, but from time to time, some people turn their heads to look at Xiao Yi Ning on the bench, wondering why such a snow doll is sitting there alone, without parents beside her accompany.

Yi Ning was young and not tall enough. He sat on a bench in the hospital. The bench was a bit high, and his toes just touched the ground.He shook his legs, counting how many times the door of the room opposite him would be opened, and predicting how many times Zheng Qiyu at the end of the corridor would hang up the phone and take him to the doctor.

In fact, he is not seriously ill, it is just a common cold, and his head is a little dizzy. Originally, he only needed to take some cold medicine and then go to sleep. Zheng Qiyu, who had always ignored him, was extremely nervous, and even raised a He wants to take Yi Ning to see a doctor in the next city, because there are doctors and friends he knows in the hospital there, so he can feel more at ease.

The mother was not at ease at first and wanted to be with Yining, but recently the family's business had problems and she really couldn't spare the time, so she could only hand Yining to Zheng Qiyu and let him take him to the neighboring city.

Zheng Qiyu was really annoying, Yi Ning thought, if he hadn't insisted on bringing him there, he might be able to sleep comfortably, read a book or practice the piano after waking up. , the head is extremely uncomfortable, it is much better.

He closed his eyes in dissatisfaction, relying on the mask to cover him, he could hang two taels of oil cans on his pouting lips.

The door of the ward opposite had been opened twenty times.

There have been two waves of visitors.

But Zheng Qiyu hasn't come yet.

Yi Ning felt that he was going to be out of breath, the mask was so stuffy that he started to feel dizzy.He frowned and got off the bench, and walked in the direction Zheng Qiyu left. He remembered that he had glanced at it not long ago, and Zheng Qiyu was standing by the window in the corridor, with his back turned to him, talking on the phone.

No matter what face Zheng Qiyu gives him later, he will go home, and he will not stay in this cold hospital any longer.Yi Ning thought painfully.

He staggered to the end of the corridor, and looked around with his head.

But Zheng Qiyu was not there.

Where did Zheng Qiyu go?

Yi Ning searched back along the corridor again. He even looked inside each ward when he passed by, but he didn't look again until he searched the corridor three times and stood there waiting for a while. Seeing the figure that I hate but I look forward to seeing.

The bad guys who pretended to bring him to see a doctor but actually just wanted to leave him in the hospital had long gone.

"You don't know how flustered I was when I couldn't find Zheng Qiyu in the hospital. Although I didn't like him, I even hated him very much, and I also knew that he just wanted to throw me in the hospital alone on purpose. , it's best to get lost."

"But I still couldn't help praying, praying that he would find his conscience and come back to me, because I was really scared."

While talking, Yi Ning smiled, and looked down, landing on his dusty leather shoes.

It was as if he never grew up, never got over that lonely and frightening afternoon.

"You know, I was abandoned for the first time that afternoon, but I also met you for the first time."

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When President Xiao Yi was talking alone, Ding Wu kept hiding behind and listening.