How far was it when I slept with him today

"Lin Zhi," Yi Ning called to the secretary who was about to go out, "Do I look like someone who is difficult to communicate with?"

The secretary stopped, and looked back at his boss in a strange way: "Why does Xiao Yi always ask such a question?"

Yi Ning paused, he cleared his throat in embarrassment, and said in a relaxed tone: "It's nothing, I just asked casually."

Lin Zhi is the secretary who stays with him the longest, and also the secretary who knows how to do things best.When he first joined the company, Yi Xiaolin assigned him several assistants who graduated from prestigious schools, but Yi Ning always had trouble using them.

Accidentally, he found Lin Zhi in a negotiation with other companies. At that time, Lin Zhi was just a very humble employee in the company, but he was bold and careful, and helped Yi Ning to make a perfect plan , successfully saved the final result.

Moreover, he is humble and honest, he is good at looking at people, and he never talks too much in other aspects.Also because of this, Yi Ning is very satisfied with Lin Zhi, and makes an exception to put him by his side.

After all, Lin Zhi has been working with him since he joined the company, and he is someone he trusts, so he wants to hear Lin Zhi's opinion.

Lin Zhi was taken aback by Yi Ning's casual question, he thought for a while, then smiled and said to Yi Ning: "Xiao Yi is always a good boss, this is an undoubted fact."

good boss?

Am I a good boss?

In Yi Ning's mind, he was still thinking about what happened this morning.

Ran Yi actually asked him to sign an "agreement" when he was drunk and unconscious.

In fact, he didn't care much about the way and process of signing, what he cared about was the final result.This happened because it reflected that Ran Yijing had a cautious attitude towards the relationship between the two of them.

He felt Ran Yijing's seriousness, and equally, he should show the same seriousness.Therefore, Yi Ning began to reflect on what was wrong with him, what aspect of him was not good enough, which caused Ran Yi to do what he did in the morning.

In fact, Yi Ning has been introspecting all the time, because he also regretted it.

He always seems unable to express his thoughts in a mellow and gentle way to the people he cherishes.

But he didn't dare to admit his mistakes, so he seemed to be making mistakes all the time.

For example, Mingming wants to talk to him more, but he can't find a reason, so he can only find ridiculous excuses such as changing the file name; he wants to see him, so even though he is the one in the team who is responsible for less work, he is still persistent He called everyone over.

These details, since the man passed away, will slowly come to mind when he thinks about him at certain moments.

When recalling from the perspective of God, in a daze, he felt that he should understand why that person hated him so much.

When Yi Ning sees the sunset, he always thinks of an evening when the sky is covered with sunset.

It was the end of the project. It should be. He can't remember clearly. People are always unwilling to remember things they hate.

At that time, my mother was about to undergo an operation, which was a very dangerous intracranial operation.After understanding the risks of surgery, she always worried that she would never wake up after entering the operating room.

But she was worried about Yi Ning.

Because once something happened to him, Yi Ning would really have no relatives in this world.

So she used a very secular method.She forced Yi Ning to get married, only in this way can she enter the operating room with peace of mind.

Yi Ning couldn't hold her back, so he naturally didn't want to treat marriage as a trifling matter, and besides, he had someone he liked.

He wants to find someone he likes in the past, even if the other party may not have feelings for him, but he can assure him that everything is just to make the old man happy, the marriage is fake, and he will not have any loss.

He thought so, and planned to do so, but he has been hesitant to try.

But reality doesn't seem to agree with him.

One evening, on his way to a certain dinner that he could not refuse, he suddenly realized that he had run out of cigarettes.

So he parked his car on the side of the road and wanted to go to a nearby convenience store to buy a pack.

He has no requirements on the type of smoke, he just wants to have something to do when he is depressed.

Coincidentally, when he came out of the convenience store, he ran into the person he was thinking of.

Near 06:30, the heat has not subsided, but the number of pedestrians on the street gradually increased.

At dusk in summer, the sky is beautiful, and Ding Wu is standing under the camphor tree in front of the convenience store with his mobile phone, as if happily chatting with the person on the other side of the mobile phone.

His expression was relaxed, his smile was bright, and there was a light in his eyes that Yi Ning had never seen before.

After a while, he put down his phone, leaned against the tree trunk, and seemed to be humming happily.

Yi Ning approached him involuntarily, the closer he got, the clearer Ding Wu's voice became.

It was a very gentle love song, and the hoarse and deep voice kept humming repeatedly.

Love songs are easy to trigger emotions, and I don't know if it is the effect of love songs, but by accident, Yi Ning's heart suddenly surged with sea-like courage.

give it a try?Maybe you can try it yourself.

He silently cheered himself up, ready to go up and greet the person he likes normally, and then talk to him about his thoughts.

Perhaps, you can also quietly remind him that they have known each other since childhood.

But all this was interrupted by someone running from the other side of the street.

A very beautiful boy ran towards Ding Wu with his arms outstretched, and Ding Wu also smiled and embraced him in his arms in the same gesture.

Yi Ning's footsteps that were about to step out stopped.

The boy is very good-looking, with a gentle smile in his spring water eyes.

His arm rested on Ding Wu's shoulder, his whole body was almost hanging on him, and Ding Wu naturally put his arms around his arm, whispering something in his ear.

The boy was amused, he left Ding Wu's arms, tiptoed to kiss the red mole on the bridge of Ding Wu's nose, and Ding Wu stood there, waiting for the imminent kiss of his beloved.

The afterglow of the setting sun began to cover the city, and they stood in front of the sunset, biting each other's ears with infinite tenderness.

In the end, Ding Wu took her boyfriend's hand and left the convenience store together, while Yi Ning tried to escape in a hurry, but it was too late.

He saw Ding Wu's gaze leave the boy's body and fall on his face.

Like a black-and-white movie, his face suddenly changed into a cold and distant look.

He recognized himself.

Yi Ning seemed to be fixed in place by his gaze, unable to move, he watched Ding Wu nod to himself indifferently, and led the boy away.

The boy also frequently looked back at him curiously.

The evening wind in summer is very refreshing, not only bringing the coolness from afar, but also the conversations of people not far away.

"Who is he? Do you know him?"

"Party A, who is in charge of the project, doesn't have a good relationship, but he can't help but say hello."

"That's it."

"Yeah, he's very strict. I almost collapsed when I worked with him during that time. Let's not talk about it. Have you changed your perfume? It smells like citrus."

"Yeah, didn't you say you liked it before, so I sprayed it today."

"It does smell good."

They walked further and further away, gradually disappearing from Yi Ning's sight.

......

There is no more to say. After buying cigarettes, Yi Ning hurried to hurry, but he was still late for the evening party.

According to the rules of the wine table, those who are late will be punished with three glasses of wine. If it is according to the past habits, Yi Ning will find an excuse that he is not feeling well and push it away.

But he didn't refuse that day, and drank three cups with his head up.

In the evening, he got drunk and was sent home by the secretary. Seeing that he was in a deep sleep, the secretary put him on the bed and left.

His mother was sick and hospitalized, and the house was empty. He lay unconscious on the bed, and vomited several times because of his discomfort.

He slept very uncomfortably.The dream is still full of the figure of that person.

He thought in a daze that it was time for him to get married, at least he could have a reasonable excuse to postpone the dinner in the future.

In fact, that was also the last time Yi Ning saw him.

Then the person I loved died.When they meet again, they will only be separated by the cold tombstone.

While in a daze, Yi Ning suddenly heard the sound of the door closing.

The secretary closed the door that was ajar, turned around and said seriously: "Although those who are working with you for the first time may be a little dissatisfied with your style of doing things, the high standards of everything are for the perfection of the final result. "

Very beautiful Mandarin.

Ke Yi Ning didn't need such an answer.This series of official words also made him not know how to answer.

He sincerely wanted to ask Lin Zhi for his opinion.

He needs truth, he needs opinions, he can't stand still, otherwise everything will continue to happen, and he may not even be able to catch the living.

Seeing that Yi Ning was still staring at him, Lin Zhi hesitated for a moment, thought for a while and said, "I've been with you for several years, so I probably know what kind of person you are, but sometimes you don't like to express your own opinions."

"Perhaps to put it another way, you prefer to keep your thoughts in your heart, but you are not very good at expressing them."

Is that right?

Yi Ning nodded slowly, with a rare confusion on his face that would never appear during work.

"What happened to Mr. Yi recently?" Lin Zhi put on a friendly smile, "Why do you suddenly ask like this?"

"You don't have to take it to heart, I'll just say it casually."

Yi Ning slightly closed his eyelashes, looked at his folded hands on the table, "I know."

"actually......"

For some reason, he suddenly gave up and didn't say any more.

"I just said it casually, you don't have to take it to heart," he smiled at the secretary, "Thank you, go get busy."

"Okay," the secretary also smiled. He picked up the briefcase he had just put down, turned around and closed the door.

Just before the door was completely closed, he glanced at Yi Ning who seemed to be in deep thought.

Lin Zhi left.

Yi Ning looked sideways at the scenery outside the window, wondering what he was thinking.

After a moment of trance, the screen of the mobile phone next to his hand suddenly lit up, interrupting his train of thought.

It was a reminder of the to-do list, he sighed, and reluctantly picked up the phone.

After pressing call, a few seconds later, a man's laughing voice came from the other side of the receiver.

"Mr. Yi, why are you calling me now?"

Yi Ning suddenly felt that the sunlight outside the window was very glaring. He pressed the remote control expressionlessly until the curtains on both sides of the floor-to-ceiling windows slowly fell, and then slowly replied: "I had dinner with Mr. Cao yesterday. I drink too little, so I accidentally got drunk, and I didn't say goodbye to Mr. Cao in the end, "

He pushed back the glasses that had slid to the bridge of his nose, "I was already very embarrassed to ask Mr. Cao to bring the wine. After thinking about it for a long time, I still have to call Mr. Cao to apologize."

"Mr. Xiao Yi, what are you talking about? The wine I brought, Mr. Yi, likes to drink. That's my honor."

The person on the opposite side paused for a moment, and then said: "It's just a pity, I wanted to drink with Boss Xiao Yi and reminisce about the old days."

"Reminiscing?"

Yi Ning didn't know what he was talking about, so he responded casually: "Boss Cao and I really hit it off."

Cao Zhishun smiled: "Mr. Xiao Yi is really good at joking, you probably don't know that you and I are high school alumni."

"High school alumni?"

"Did President Xiao Yi go to Chang Jin Middle School before?"

Yi Ning was surprised and said, "Yes, could it be that Mr. Cao is also Chang Geum's?"

"uh-huh?"

The two talked on the phone for a while, and Cao Zhishun was a little excited, subconsciously stroking the metal object in his hand with his thumb.

The temperature in the room was very low, and the temperature of the fingers covered the smooth surface with a layer of water mist.

"It's just that I know President Xiao Yi. It's normal for you not to know."

He looked at a certain corner of the room, his eyes were blurred, but he couldn't help admiring: "Mr. Xiao Yi was also very good-looking at that time, and he is different from now."

His vision seems to be able to pass through some invisible past, and accurately capture a certain day, a certain moment, a certain moment, wearing a school uniform and standing under a tree, earnestly preparing for morning training Yi Ning.

The morning wind is cold, and when you exhale from your mouth, a white mist will condense in front of your eyes, but when the sun shines through the shadow of the tree and falls on your skin, a short-term warmth will rise again.

And in the early morning of deep winter, the young man stood under the shadow of the tree and the sunlight, his exquisite eyebrows and eyes showed a bit of indifference and alienation, like a freshly plucked snow-white gardenia, moist and fresh.

Cao Zhishun's voice was low, and his excitement could still clearly be transmitted to the other side of the microphone through the vague electrical sound.

Yi Ning felt slightly uncomfortable with his praise, and responded simply: "Boss Cao is absurd."

He couldn't empathize with Cao Zhishun's excitement, because that period of high school life was dull, and he didn't miss it too much.

Yi Ning glanced at his watch, and said apologetically to the other end of the phone: "What to do with Mr. Cao, I'm so sorry, I have a meeting at eleven o'clock."

The other side stopped suddenly, and after a short gap, a faint sentence came: "Why is Mr. Xiao Yi still working overtime on Saturday?"

Didi's message notification sounded continuously on the computer, and the partner seemed to be urging him to join the meeting, so even though he heard the disappointment in the microphone voice, Yi Ning could only say concisely: "No way, I'm really busy recently. "

As soon as these words came out, Cao Zhishun couldn't continue to drag Yi Ning to recall the past, "Let's do this first, Xiao Yi is always busy, we will make an appointment next time, let's continue."

"OK, all right."

Cao Zhishun hung up the phone and threw the phone on the table beside him.

The phone call brought back some of his older memories, and he was in a daze for a while before slowly walking out of the shadows in the room.

Standing in front of the window, he thought for a while, opened the door and went downstairs.

Walking all the way to the courtyard, the yellowed leaves on the trees danced with the wind, and his shadow on the ground also became mottled.

The branches and leaves trembled slightly. Finally, Cao Zhishun made a move. He took out a cigarette case from the pocket of his windbreaker and lit a cigarette.

Where this is, only the owner of the courtyard knows.

Only the owner of the courtyard knows the usefulness of this place.

Cao Zhishun thought that if he came again next time, maybe he could bring a sprig of snow-white gardenia.