meet on slag road

Yu Yifeng's gaze was too obvious, Mu Qing couldn't pretend not to see it, so he wiped Yun Si's face and looked up at him: "Why do you keep looking at me like this all of a sudden, I've eaten my face too ?"

Mu Qing's tone was brisk, with a trace of teasing Feng Feng, but Yu Yifeng's expression did not soften, he was still staring at the conspicuous mark on his elbow: "What's on your arm?"

Mu Qing was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized something, and immediately subconsciously stretched out his hand to tear off the sleeve, but failed - Yu Yifeng stretched out his hand and grabbed his wrist.

Perhaps because he was worried that he would recall the bad memories from the last time, Yu Yifeng's strength was very gentle, and Mu Qing could break free with just a slight movement.

"Although I'm asking this now, you might think I'm meddling, but——I really can't turn a blind eye to it." Yu Yifeng stared at Mu Qing, the gentleness in his expression was like a breeze, "I'm very worried about you. "

This sentence is half true and half false, but it is indeed Yu Yifeng's true words now.

The mark on Mu Qing's arm was not regular, and there was a slight bump that was not noticeable upon closer inspection.It doesn't feel like a tattoo anyway, and it can't be a decoration. It's more like a serious injury that hasn't been properly healed.

"Actually, it's nothing." Mu Qing lowered his eyelids, refusing to look at him again, "It's just a scar left by an accidental scratch in the past."

"Really." Yu Yifeng nodded, and he didn't know if he listened, but he still let go of Mu Qing's wrist.

Mu Qing breathed a sigh of relief and was about to tidy up his sleeves when Yu Yifeng suddenly stood up and sat beside him, pulling up his sleeves.

Then a hideous scar winding from the elbow to the forearm, almost climbing up the shoulder, suddenly appeared in front of Yu Yifeng's eyes.It was as if a sharp blade rolled across his heart, burning all the ease of mind.

The original idea of ​​taking the opportunity to get in touch with Mu Qing disappeared in an instant, Yu Yifeng frowned uncontrollably, and even his tone was a little bit cold: "Who made it?"

Yunsi was startled by his sudden movement, and rushed back into the cat bag with a "meow".

Mu Qing looked at the panicked back of his cat, and moved slightly: "Don't do this, you scared Yunsi."

Yu Yifeng looked at his slightly trembling eyelashes, sighed, and let go of his hands in compromise: "Sorry, I was a little impulsive."

Mu Qing breathed a sigh of relief, stretched out his hand and put down his sleeves, covered his entire arm tightly, and buttoned his cuffs, then looked at Yu Yifeng: "This was left a long time ago, It’s already healed already, and the pain is gone. Don’t worry, it’s really all right now.”

It's a pity that although he said this, the expression of the person opposite still did not ease.

Yu Yifeng sighed, got up from his seat, knelt down in front of Mu Qing on one knee, looked up at him: "Then, did it hurt in the past?"

Knowing that his posture is the most convenient to show weakness and win sympathy, knowing that he may be acting, knowing that he is deliberately trying to gain sympathy with his scars, but when Yu Yifeng looked up at him with distressed eyes, Mu Qing felt that the But there was still a little grievance.

The loneliness of childhood came across time with the icy autumn rain, Mu Qing lowered his eyelids, and responded in a subtle way: "It hurts."

He didn't seem to be used to expressing his emotions directly like this. After blurting out his words, he was stunned for a moment, took a quick look at Yu Yifeng, and was about to turn around.

But Yu Yifeng managed to pry open some of his hard defenses, how could he let him close it again: "Tell me, okay?"

Mu Qing opened his mouth, but he didn't know where to start: "Actually, it's nothing, it's just that during the rebellious period, I had trouble with my family."

"Rebellious period?" Yu Yifeng repeated subconsciously, not for any reason, but simply felt that this word was associated with Mu Qing, and there was always an indescribable sense of disobedience.

"Ah."

Mu Qing smiled: "Do you think it's unbelievable? But at that time - when I was in high school, I had a really tough fight with my family because..." He paused before continuing , "Because I told my parents that I like men."

"Actually, I didn't know at that time whether I liked men, but it seemed to be to resist something, so I still said so."

"and after?"

"Later—my dad got angry, opened the car door and kicked me out."

Yu Yifeng's heart skipped a beat: "The car door? You were on the road at that time?"

"Yeah." There was a faint smile on the corner of Mu Qing's lips, "We were walking from the scenic spot to the city at that time, the road on the mountain was relatively steep, and it was still raining. My eyesight was bad at that time, and I could see everything when it rained a lot Nope, I fell straight down without supporting the ground with my hands, and this wound was made at that time."

Mu Qing finished speaking, looked at Yu Yifeng's frown, and continued: "But I was lucky at the time, there happened to be sanitation workers cleaning up in the rain at the bottom of the mountain road, and one of the kind aunts took me to the next village. Pharmacy, the sister of the pharmacy saw that I was handsome, and gave me a bottle of medicine and two rolls of bandages."

Yu Yifeng looked at his calm smiling face, but suddenly thought of the old photo he accidentally found in Mu Qing's bedroom.The young man shrouded in the sun had a smile in his eyes, and his hands were hanging on the piano, as dexterous as a butterfly.

The dense pain surged up from the bottom of his heart, Yu Yifeng didn't dare to think about it, but still couldn't help but outline the scene at that time following his words.

What kind of mood did Mu Qing, who was in his teens, desperately say to his parents to seek approval, but was ruthlessly pushed out in the heavy rain?

There was a warm touch on the back of the hand. It was Mu Qing who touched his hand lightly, and looked at him worriedly: "What's wrong with you?"

"I—" The moment Yu Yifeng opened his mouth, he realized that his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't speak bitterly.He took a deep breath and looked at Mu Qing, "Can I give you a hug?"

He looked at Mu Qing's somewhat alert eyes, and quickly added: "I don't have any other intentions, I'm just pure and want to do this."

Yu Yifeng didn't know what his expression was now, but he saw Mu Qing looked at him in astonishment, hesitated for a moment, and nodded slightly.

Getting up from the ground, Yu Yifeng realized that his knees were already a little stiff.He staggered and sat next to Mu Qing, carefully stretched out his hand, and slowly embraced Mu Qing in his arms at a very slow speed that could be escaped at any time.

This is not the first time he approached Mu Qing, but it was the first time he approached him purely without any desire.

Mu Qing's figure looks a little thin, but he is not weak and weak. Under the long-sleeved shirt, there is a thin layer of beautiful texture. It is not exaggerated, but it is very comfortable to hug.

Yu Yifeng restrained his desire to hug him all the time, and let go of his hand in time before Mu Qing felt offended: "Sorry, I was a little bit..."

Mu Qing blinked and said with a smile: "Actually, you don't have to think about it so scary. I was young at the time, so I didn't think anything was wrong, and the sister from the pharmacy also drove me to the hospital later, so there is no big problem."

Yu Yifeng looked at his relaxed smiling face, but couldn't laugh: "If there were no one else down there at that time, your parents—" Are they planning to kill you?

He couldn't bear to ask, but Mu Qing understood what he wanted to ask.

"My dad probably thought so, but my mum didn't — I was kind of surprised, frankly."

Mu Qing looked at Yu Yifeng: "Usually my mother is strict with me, but later Gong Shichen said that when I fell out, my mother opened the car door like crazy and rushed out, but the rain was so heavy that she didn't see it. Where did I fall, and Gong Shichen and the others got out of the car together, and she fainted when she saw the blood in the pavilion not far away that had not been washed away by the rain."

"And then, when I woke up from the hospital, I saw my mother sitting in front of my hospital bed and told me that she and my father were divorced."

Yu Yifeng subconsciously remembered the command message Mu Qing received last time, and suddenly felt that it was conceivable: "Auntie is really courageous."

"It's actually not courage." Mu Qing shook her head, "It's just that she is very strong, so she is not willing to compromise on anything, and she will not give in when it comes to principles."

"Besides, the two of them had conflicts because of some things, so even though my mother felt uncomfortable, she insisted on holding her head high and going to divorce the marriage. After the divorce, she told me that this matter had nothing to do with me, it was her own. s Choice."

Yu Yifeng listened to him, and suddenly chuckled: "My aunt's temper is really quite different from my mother's."

Mu Qing heard Yu Yifeng say something about his mother, and didn't want to remind him of any sad things, so he said, "Actually, my mother and I have quite similar tempers, I wonder if you have noticed it?"

He looked at Yu Yifeng and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Do you also think that I usually put on a pretty face and hold it up? I obviously have a crush on you, but I always want to confirm it, and I can't believe you completely." , afraid that we would be like my parents...."

"Sometimes I also feel that it's cheap for me to do this. It's like—as if I'm hanging on you, I—"

His words came to an abrupt end.

Yu Yifeng took Mu Qing's hand and looked at him quietly: "We are not them, we will not be like them."

He leaned over and pressed a light kiss on the back of Mu Qing's hand: "It's okay, I will wait for you."