Civilian Edition Traveling Farming Diary

Chen Xiang rubbed his eyes while making clothes, so I didn’t dare to let him do needlework for so long. Eyes are the most important thing, don’t hurt them. He is very good. He listens to what I say. rest for a bit.

Today is a sunny day, but there are snowflakes in the sky, it is still very cold outside, but the house is a little warmer because of the sunshine.

Chen Xiang was sitting by the window, the sun was hitting his side face, it was very beautiful, and in the past few days we took a thin quilt to press our feet on the kang, his body was warm from the inside to the outside, his face was a little bit Ruddy, the look of lowering her head is really beautiful.

Oh my god, it's a heart-pounding feeling.

I ate a meal this morning, I didn't move all day, I wasn't hungry all day, I really saved food.

But after lunch, I still feel sleepy. Seeing that I was sleepy, Chen Xiang wanted to get off the kang and go back to his room. His room also had a hot kang and thin quilts, but it was not as hot as mine. I didn’t know why, so I blurted out. Said: "Why don't you leave, and sleep in this room at noon today."

He froze there all of a sudden, he couldn't get up and down, he didn't know what to do.

I crawled over to him and said, "We each have a quilt."

He didn't know what to do anymore, he pursed his lips and didn't speak, I said no one came around, no one knew about it, so just stay, it's warm here.

He hesitated for a while, and finally shook his head, his voice was as soft as a mosquito, and said, "Brother Zhang Cheng, this is not good."

Then he got off the kang, bowed his head and left in a hurry, I felt very uncomfortable, turned over and lay on my back on the kang, I really wanted to scream at the sky twice.

Is this a trial success or a trial failure?

Anyway, he rejected me, so disappointed and embarrassed.

The whole day, my mind is full of him rejecting me, he doesn't like me, he doesn't like me! ! !

Chen Xiang didn't come over in the afternoon, so I knocked on his door and found him making clothes in his room. Seeing me was a little awkward, and I actually felt quite embarrassed.

If you say it is too small, it is impulsive, but if you say it is too big, isn't it a failure to date?

I can only comfort him, saying that I really just want him to sleep warmer, which makes me feel guilty, and I don't know if he has let go.