Schoolboy becomes boyfriend

Back home, Jiang Zhixu took off his coat as usual, Song Enyu didn't dare to leave him a step, unbuttoned his tie and shirt for him, and took him to sit on the sofa in the living room.He kissed Jiang Zhixu's face: "I'll go to the pharmacy to get medicine for your wound, don't move around."

Song Enyu had just entered the pharmacy when there was movement in the living room.He hurried out to look, and the teacup on the coffee table fell to the ground.Jiang Zhixu said at a loss, "I just want to pour a glass of water."

Song Enyu ran over to pick up the tiles, he was afraid that Jiang Zhixu would do it himself again.Suppressing the turbulent emotions in his heart, he said calmly, "Let me do whatever you want. It's dangerous for you to do it yourself."

Finally, in the silent silence of the two, Jiang Zhixu took the lead in surrendering.He stood up, ignored Song Enyu's obstruction and calling, felt the air alone, and walked back to the study.As soon as Song Enyu arrived at the door, he was locked out.

He knocked on the door anxiously, calling Jiang Zhixu's name: "Don't do this! Axu, if you have any questions, please tell me, okay?"

The more Song Enyu talked, the more he collapsed. He squatted down against the door in despair. He said, "I, I thought everything would be fine. It's also the first time for me, the first time to take care of you. I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

After Song Enyu and Jiang Zhixu came back, it was the change of roles that made both of them quite uncomfortable.Jiang Zhixu had never been a burden to anyone, and Song Enyu was used to being cared for by him.But now, he wants to take care of Jiang Zhixu just like he did back then.

Song Enyu patted on the door: "I will learn slowly and learn to take care of you, Ah Xu, don't do this, I beg you. Let me in, I'm afraid, Jiang Zhixu!" At the end he shouted hoarsely, "Open the door! Jiang Zhixu!"

He was more desperate than Jiang Zhixu who fell into darkness.

After a while, Song Enyu's voice became hoarse, and Jiang Zhixu opened the door.

Before Song Enyu stood up and stood firm, Jiang Zhixu pulled his arm vigorously and dragged him to the dining table outside the study.

The other party was still in a daze, and the whole person had been thrown to the side of the dining table, and his waist was knocked to the corner. Song Enyu was forced to cry in an instant due to the pain.In the next second, the sound of clothes being torn rang through the dark world in front of Jiang Zhixu's eyes.

In the huge room, only the scent of roses in the air was shaken and rippled by the screams.

Everything that happened suddenly was like a giant meat grinder, Song Enyu felt that he was also plunged into darkness soon, and he was swept away by the wind, leaving behind his trembling figure in every corner of the room.

The rose's sharp thorns were run over by the smooth back, and the huge mirror was also smashed into pieces. Song Enyu was carried back to the bedroom from the living room. , Song Enyu might have fainted on the sofa.

This "storm" did not stop until evening.The two of them had already returned to the bedroom, and Jiang Zhixu lay on his back, trying to remember the stars on the ceiling.Song Enyu couldn't move for a long time, he looked in the direction of Jiang Zhixu's eyes, and read his mind again.

Song Enyu got up with difficulty and went to turn on the switch next to the bed.Waiting for the galaxy to rise, he leaned over to Jiang Zhixu and described it for him: "Ah Xu," he didn't even have the strength to speak, as if he was accumulating strength and calming his mind.

"Ah Xu, how big is the universe and how many stars are there? We can't finish talking in this life and the next life. I am your eyes, and I will tell you everything I see, okay?" Song Enyu's gentleness is at this moment Like a slap in the face, it hit Jiang Zhixu's desperate heart.

He suddenly wanted to let him go.In the past, he was bound under his own wings, but now he has no shelter from the wind and rain, and his future is so beautiful and brilliant.

Even though Jiang Zhixu's eyes would no longer have any expression, Song Enyu lay on his heart, listening to his heartbeat, as if he could read his thoughts.He smiled: "If you think now is the best time to get rid of me, it's best not to even think about it." He touched the ring on his middle finger to the ring on his right hand, "It's just blindness, it's not like I'm going to lose my sight again." I can't see it anymore. Even if I can't see it in this life, it's good, A Xu, Song Enyu who stays in your memory will always be 23 years old."

The last time he saw him was his 23rd birthday.

"Without me, who will take care of you! Do you want your stupid old brother? Or hire an aunt? Besides I will take care of you, and you are willing to be bullied by you, who will treat you like this. I don't think you are getting old every day Don't pick on your ugly face!" Song Enyu stated calmly, very much like Jiang Zhixu talking to himself.

In the end, he became his shadow.

Jiang Zhixu's tears kept flowing, he didn't answer, but just shook Song Enyu's hand.

With this one action, Song Enyu seemed to have received a great gift. He raised his head and kissed Jiang Zhixu's lips. The wound on his lips was still dripping with blood.

Jiang Zhixu closed his eyes and licked the wound for him, with Song Enyu's most familiar tenderness and apology.

Song Enyu felt nothing, he needed an outlet to vent.He was glad he was by his side.

"This is a rare opportunity. Let's have a good chat. Each person has a question, and we must answer it. Okay?" Song Enyu asked him.

"Okay!" Jiang Zhixu responded.

"I'll give you a chance, you go first." Song Enyu frowned, he was trembling slightly at the moment, and even lost control.The places on the back where the thorns had been pricked were oozing blood, and the crumpled sheets had already been stained with mottled vermilion. Song Enyu was sweating profusely on his forehead, waiting for the sharp pain below to pass.

Jiang Zhixu couldn't see himself like this, so it seemed pretty good.Song Enyu was still comforting himself.

Jiang Zhixu thought for a while and asked, "Did you really dislike me when you left me back then? Or was it just because you were afraid after that incident?"

Song Enyu's hands tightened on the bedsheets, and he was suffering from the burning pain. He smiled with difficulty and said, "Actually, it was just a quarrel with you. If you said something at that time and you were not willing to let me go, I, I would stay."

Song Enyu turned down from Jiang Zhixu's body and pulled out the paper. If he guessed correctly, he should be bleeding.He was afraid that Jiang Zhixu would notice something strange, so he began to ask himself a question: "What's the matter with your eyes? They were obviously fine when they left."

Jiang Zhixu knew that he was playing this game with himself to ask about his illness, so he didn't intend to hide it from him: "It was already bad when I left. After that high fever, my eyes often couldn't see clearly."

As he spoke, he turned sideways and asked again: "After returning home, when did you mention me again? With my sister, with friends."

Song Enyu cleaned up the wound and said with a smile, "Composition for the college entrance examination."

Jiang Zhixu was stunned, and he murmured, "Composition? How did you mention it?"

Song Enyu finally regained his strength, and said with a smile: "It's time for you to answer my question. What is the cause of blindness? What is the cause?"

Jiang Zhixu felt that chatting with him like this was like being treated, his mood gradually stabilized, and he was not as uncomfortable as when he just returned home.He hugged him tightly and began to tell Song Enyu what happened after his birthday dinner.

Song Enyu's heart flinched when he heard Ji Lei.That means that blindness is really irreversible, and there is no way to recover slowly through treatment and drugs.

"Okay, it's your turn to answer." Jiang Zhixu regained his gentle expression.

Song Enyu read to Jiang Zhixu the song "Vine and Tree" he wrote in his composition for the college entrance examination.

The vine wanted nothing but to wrap itself around the tree thousands of times.

"Jiang Zhixu, I will write you into the poem and give you the love in the poem. Fortune and misfortune are a kind of paradox, so we will always be in happiness, promise me, don't lose heart."

Hearing this sentence, the grief in Jiang Zhixu's heart brought his memories back to every day and night after Song Enyu left.He suddenly gave birth to countless courage.At that time, although I was not blind, I was trapped in the depths of darkness all day long, but now I just can't see with my eyes, and my heart is full of light.

He held Song Enyu's hand tightly, "Tomorrow, tomorrow I will be hospitalized for treatment." He bowed his head and kissed his forehead, "Xiao Yu, I'm sorry. Everything will be fine."

Song Enyu smiled. He took Jiang Zhixu's hand and began to lead him to touch his eyebrows, nose, lips, and ears, and outlined his appearance in Jiang Zhixu's heart little by little.

It will get better, it will.

On the way to send Jiang Zhixu to the hospital the next day, Song Enyu opened the car window for him to let the midsummer wind blow in.

Song Enyu smiled and asked Jiang Zhixu: "Ah Xu, do you feel it? Tell me what color Xiafeng is?"

Jiang Zhixu put his palm on the edge of the window to touch the breeze, and replied slowly: "White."

"Why?" Song Enyu asked curiously.

Jiang Zhixu withdrew his hand and propped his chin: "Because in summer, you always like to wear white shirts."

Song Enyu smiled, and his summer has become white since then.

While waiting for the traffic light, Jiang Zhixu raised his hand blindly, and Song Enyu asked curiously, "Ah Xu, what are you looking for?"

Jiang Zhixu followed his voice and put his hand on Song Enyu's waist, and asked softly, "Does it still hurt?"

Of course it hurts. This morning Song Enyu drank painkillers and managed to get up.The injuries on his back were all caused by him looking in the mirror and trying to deal with them. He is even enduring suffering while sitting and driving. At this time, Song Enyu will always be "lucky" that Jiang Zhixu can't see his painful expression, and the pain on his body. scars and bruises.

Song Enyu was afraid that he would feel guilty, so he said: "It doesn't hurt that much. It's just a pity that the clothes are gone."

Jiang Zhixu still apologized: "I'm sorry! I yesterday..." Song Enyu's crying outside the door yesterday was like some kind of igniter, which instantly ignited Jiang Zhixu's long-standing accumulation in his heart about his blindness. Fear and depression.

Song Enyu naturally knew it, and he didn't want to recall yesterday's collapse. He turned the steering wheel with one hand and put it in gear: "I told Aunt Xu and Brother Tim about your affairs, so you won't blame me!"

Jiang Zhixu turned his head out of the window: "No, I need someone to take care of me." Jiang Zhixu is slowly accepting this fact, and he is no longer like a hedgehog huddled in a ball, not wanting to be approached.

"Well, I really can't leave during the day. At night, I will accompany you on behalf of Aunt Xu and Brother Tim. When you go home after the operation, I will take a few more days off to take care of you." Song Enyu arranged it like this.

"Okay." Jiang Zhixu didn't refuse, which eased Song Enyu's nervousness.He was afraid that the proud A Xu would reject his kindness.

In fact, Jiang Zhixu has more stubbornness in his bones than him. He can let himself accept this person unconditionally, but Jiang Zhixu still needs to adapt.

As Song Enyu said last night, he is learning how two people can help each other.

"Xiao Fan and the others are involved in the company's affairs. I am very relieved. Xiaoyu, you don't have to worry about me all the time. Aunt Fang will come back in two days, and everything can be controlled. As for my eyes, I just need to get used to the darkness slowly. There are no other complications, so don't worry too much." Jiang Zhixu said slowly and calmly.

Song Enyu nodded: "I know. Ji Lei will not have a sudden attack, there must be an inducement, is it the high fever of pneumonia?"

Jiang Zhixu smiled wryly and shook his head: "No, it was when Jiang Wenzou was experimenting with my cell, the gene was damaged. Maybe he didn't expect that a fever would trigger this loophole many years later."

Song Enyu didn't speak anymore, Jiang Zhixu was able to accept this sudden change calmly, probably because his diagnosis would indeed damage Jiang Wenzou's proud medical research!

The father and son really became enemies. In Jiang Zhixu's heart, the hatred had grown for many years. If Song Enyu hadn't been there, he wouldn't mind burning everything together and ruining this person completely.

Xu Yueru started to cry when she saw Jiang Zhixu. She didn't dare to cry for fear that Jiang Zhixu would hear, but just wiped her tears silently. In her heart, her sister and this son had suffered too much.

Fang Jianli accompanied the expert to Shanghai City on July 28th, and the operation was at No. 30 in the afternoon.

Song Enyu didn't ask for leave, he was still busy in his department.Just keep yourself busy so you don't think about it.He also had an operation in the afternoon. Before entering the operating room to change his clothes, he took off the blue diamond fine feather ring on his middle finger. For so many years, and in the years since, he never took off this ring except during the operation. rings.

He put it on his lips, kissed it gently, and whispered, "Good luck!"

The two operations were carried out almost at the same time. After the operation lights suddenly turned on, Song Enyu forgot about everything in the outside world, and Jiang Zhixu also fell into a deep sleep.

Today's surgery is a heart bypass, and Chen Qishou is the chief surgeon.Although Song Enyu is a doctor of Guipei, he has seen countless dangerous scenes with Chen Qishou since the beginning of his internship.He was like the backbone of everyone. During the operation, the patient's circulation collapsed, Song Enyu's wet eyes suddenly became flustered, and the hand that passed the knife to Chen Qishou visibly trembled slightly.The other party reminded him unusually calmly: "Don't panic, prepare for rescue."

Song Enyu raised his eyes slightly, Chen Qishou's calm face seemed to reassure him.When it was time to suture the blood vessels, Song Enyu almost held his breath and concentrated on it. He is the second assistant in such a difficult operation today.Chen Qishou will not hide his teachings from him. Today's operation is almost up to the standard of textbooks, every step, every knife, every needle.

The operation lasted twelve hours. When Song Enyu walked out of the operating room, his legs gave way and he fell to the ground.After being highly concentrated, Song Enyu relaxed and supported the wall, trying to make himself stand up.The corridor is so quiet that you can hear your heartbeat.He suddenly had the urge to cry, and the stone that was pressing on his heart shattered in an instant.But he couldn't cry, he couldn't find words to describe his current mood.

Heavy footsteps sounded behind him. Chen Qishou had already changed out of his surgical gown. He walked up to Song Enyu and bent down to help him up.Song Enyu was flattered and embarrassed, he leaned against the wall and declined: "Old Chen, I, I will go by myself."

Chen Qishou didn't speak, just helped him out of the operating room.When the noise rang in his ears, Song Enyu heard the world again.

When the two went to the bathroom, Chen Qishou turned on the faucet to wash his hands himself, and Song Enyu went to take it back: "Old Chen, I, I will do it myself."

Chen Qishou changed his seriousness before, and said to Song Enyu: "When I first entered the operating room, I vomited for three whole days. I observed you, as if you were born to be a doctor, careful and focused."

Chen Qishou's hands are full of traces of years of knives and knives. In other words, this old man with wise hands is a story of time: "Today's surgery is very difficult, but it is not because of this surgery that you can't stand still. You have something on your mind. I just I feel it. This is the first point I want to criticize you. In the future, the sky will fall, and your hand holding the knife and your heart when wielding the knife should not be in the slightest disorder. Otherwise, the knife in your hand will not save people. something."

Song Enyu lowered his head: "I'm sorry, Mr. Chen. I've learned my lesson."

Chen Qishou said again: "The most helpless thing for a doctor is at this time. The doctor in his heart also has a heart that cannot be saved. Ji Lei is not a serious illness, and blindness is not terrible. The real illness is in his heart. Every day after falling into darkness, he will I remind myself all the time that I can no longer live a normal life. This depression will last for a long time. So, be prepared to face all difficulties!"

Song Enyu choked with sobs: "You? You know everything?"

Chen Qishou smiled, and took a tissue to wipe Song Enyu's hands: "Bai Wen has a big mouth, he tells me everything. He is afraid that I won't ask you to leave, so he came to intercede with me."

Song Enyu widened his eyes and explained: "I, I didn't ask Mr. Qiao to tell you, I just asked him how about those Ji Lei experts?"

"I know it's not you." Chen Qishou began to wash his hands, "Bo Wen is such a pushy character. Go, it's [-]:[-] in the morning, go and call your lover."