Schoolboy becomes boyfriend

After the speech was over, Song Enyu watched all the graduates leave.He stood on the stage, where Jiang Zhixu had just stood, and the air-conditioning fan was blowing Song Enyu's curly hair at three to seven points. The texture that he had scratched before going out at noon was now blown loose.Recalling Jiang Zhixu's last message at the lecture: Life is solemn, I hope you are happy.

Qi Wuyang called him from the audience: "What's wrong? I'm still thinking that someone just confessed to you!"

Song Enyu immediately came back to his senses, jumped down and hit him: "What are you talking about, I'm thinking about our final exam results."

Qi Wuyang directly exposed him: "Aren't you kidding me again? Just now, your eyes were full of sugar water, and you told me that you want the final exam?"

Song Enyu poked him on the back: "Stop talking nonsense. After cleaning up the venue, I'll treat you to dinner tonight. And Yaxin, I'll give her a graduation dinner tonight."

Qi Wuyang squinted his eyes and smiled strangely: "Hey, are you going to introduce me to your brother?" Before Song Enyu could speak, he immediately said with a mournful face: "Tonight can't do it, and you can't do it either. Just now, Lao Zhao told me to go together tonight. Shengtai has dinner."

Song Enyu was puzzled: "What kind of dinner do you need us?"

Qi Wuyang pouted towards the electronic subtitles above the auditorium: "Just him, President Jiang University has been donating for free for so many years. Let's count it as a thank-you banquet. Of course, most of them are school leaders. We are two student representatives."

Song Enyu just wanted to go back to the dormitory to change clothes, when he was dragged away by Qi Wuyang: "Who cares about watching your fashion show, let's go, Lao Zhao scolded me for being late, not scolding you. Come back early tonight, I have to check the bed." .”

Song Enyu and Qi Wuyang still didn't catch the school's car, so they had no choice but to walk out of the school gate and take a taxi. Qi Wuyang spent 15 yuan along the way, as distressed as donating a kidney, and kept scolding Zhao Yuguo.

The weather was hot, and Song Enyu was wearing a tight suit. He was already irritable, but he felt nauseous when he made noise all the way: "Stop talking, okay? I'll scold Lao Zhao face to face later, okay?" Song Enyu said Pulling off his tie, he unbuttoned his shirt irritably. He couldn't help but feel uneasy again at the thought of having dinner at the same table with Jiang Zhixu.

There was also a traffic jam on the road, and when the two walked into the private room, they were treated with a "attention gift".Qi Wuyang kept bowing his body and apologized: "There is a traffic jam on the road, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

There were only two seats left on the table, one of which was on Jiang Zhixu's right.With Qi Wuyang nodding and bowing, Song Enyu walked directly to the seat next to Zhao Yuguo.

Jiang Zhixu wasn't that disappointed, he had learned to be calm in the past four years, and it was a great gift to see him again.However, he would still think of the afternoon when the two broke up, and the person in front of him shouted hysterically to him: All the touch and tenderness made him extremely sick.

Qi Wuyang had no choice but to sit next to Jiang Zhixu, and as soon as he sat down, he said that he would punish himself with three cups for being late.In addition to Zhao Yuguo, there are three school leaders present, and one of the vice-principals laughed to relieve the atmosphere: "You two juniors are here, and you should be punished if you are late." He said, pointing at Song Enyu, "Xiao Song, you I would also like to respect Director Jiang, and on behalf of the students of our college, I would like to thank Director Jiang for his strong support for the medical research of our college for so many years."

Song Enyu smiled awkwardly and nodded, and when he raised his head again, he saw that the wine glass in front of Jiang Zhixu was already full.He looked at the other party with a little surprise, but Jiang Zhixu had a calm expression, and his slender fingers pinched the stem of the cup, paying back to Qi Wuyang.

Song Enyu knew that he couldn't drink even a drop of alcohol, so he suddenly became nervous.Seeing that the transparent liquid was about to enter the throat.

Song Enyu hurriedly said, "Wait a minute."

Everyone present looked at him, and the moment Jiang Zhixu put down his glass, an imperceptible smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

Zhao Yuguo asked curiously: "What's wrong?"

Song Enyu said awkwardly: "Qi Wuyang can't drink white wine. He has a serious stomach problem. I suggest drinking red wine."

Qi Wuyang's eyes widened: "Me, when?"

Jiang Zhixu interrupted with a smile: "Really? If that's the case, then open a bottle of red wine for this brother, and I'll drink white wine."

Song Enyu simply didn't know what Jiang Zhixu was thinking, he blushed and froze in place.Just looking helplessly at Jiang Zhixu and Qi Wuyang, the walls of the cup, one white and one red, collided.

When it was Song Enyu's turn to toast, he raised his glass and said indifferently, "The wine is too strong. I'll replace it with plain water. I'm sorry."Embarrass everyone.Jiang Zhixu didn't say anything, just finished the glass of wine with a smile.

It was inevitable to be scolded, but even if he was scolded, Song Enyu still wanted to express his displeasure.

It's still the same character, Jiang Zhixu thought.But it was this familiar temper that made him unable to stop thinking about it. His desire for him was just as he said: I support you to leave at any time, you can refuse, but I will not give up.

Thinking of this, Jiang Zhixu kept drinking.

At the end of the drink, he began to feel dizzy, and the feeling of being pinched in his stomach returned.Fortunately, the dinner was over soon. Jiang Zhixu maintained his superficial calm and shook hands with these people. When it was Song Enyu's turn, the other party suddenly clutched his stomach and was anxious to go to the bathroom.

Qi Wuyang cursed in a low voice: "The lazy donkey is grinding." Then he apologized to Jiang Zhixu with a big smile on his face.

Jiang Zhixu shook his head: "It's okay." He had already started to sweat profusely on his forehead, and it was so painful that he couldn't stand up.After the last greeting, he walked straight to the elevator.

After entering the elevator, he finally took off his disguise, leaned on the railing uncomfortablely, and took out his mobile phone with a trembling hand to call for a substitute driver.

The elevator quickly went down to the B[-] floor, but he still didn't call the driver because he couldn't hold the phone steady and couldn't read the words clearly.As soon as he got out of the elevator, he was taken aback.Song Enyu leaned against the wall with his arms folded, and said without emotion: "I can't drink, I still drink so much."

It was just a simple statement, but Jiang Zhixu felt like it was a life-saving straw.Love is really a good medicine that can cure all diseases, so he took advantage of the drunkenness, the tears in his eyes shone under the cold light, and softly called: "Xiao Yu."

With these two words, Song Enyu only felt that the psychological defense he had been standing here for a long time had completely collapsed.

He really misses him, a reality that he didn't realize until today.

This kind of miss is a kind of catalyst, which urges the feelings that have been suppressed in the depths of the heart for four years into a surging love.Time is like this, it can make shallow things shallower, and it can also make deep things deeper.

Without saying a word, Song Enyu lifted one of his arms and put it on his shoulder, and wrapped his other arm around Jiang Zhixu's waist, and helped him walk towards the parking lot.

Actively approaching, Song Enyu didn't have too many distracting thoughts, but there was a feeling of something wrong.In the past, when I wanted to hug this person, how free I was!Even if he hugs him for a day, Jiang Zhixu won't push him away.

But Jiang Zhixu was struggling, he was still afraid to get close, and caused unnecessary trouble: "I'm fine, help me call a driver back to the company."

Song Enyu exerted force on his hands, but Jiang Zhixu couldn't break free: "I don't worry about the substitute driver, I'll see you off." The phone in his pocket kept vibrating, and he knew it was Qi Wuyang without looking.

Helping someone to wander around the parking lot, looking for the Maybach, Jiang Zhixu said feebly, "I changed the car, it's the Continental." After speaking, he handed Song Enyu the car keys.

Song Enyu felt a little sour in his heart. The reason for changing the car probably had something to do with him.

After helping him to sit in the co-pilot, Song Enyu sat in the driver's seat.After starting the car, Song Enyu was familiar with it for a long time before he knew how to operate it.He turned the steering wheel and walked out of the garage.Jiang Zhixu wanted to blow some air, so he opened the car window.Song Enyu directly controlled Shengsheng: "Drink so much, don't blow the wind, and be careful of catching a cold."

Jiang Zhixu sat on the seat for the exam and laughed.

"What are you laughing at?"

"It's nothing. I haven't seen you in four years. I thought you would hide from me like a plague god. Tonight, thank you." Jiang Zhixu whispered, cold sweat already soaking his back.

Song Enyu didn't want to be brought up in the past, such a sloppy ending would be a stain on him, a perfectionist.He pretended to be relaxed and said: "No thanks. It's just that I didn't expect you to develop into a surrogate driver in four years. There are so many people in the company, and no one can do it?"

"They are just my employees and have no obligation to drive for the boss."

Song Enyu smiled again and said, "Where's your boyfriend? Isn't he coming to pick you up?" If his hands weren't holding the steering wheel, he would probably be shaking like "Parkinson's" at this moment.

Jiang Zhixu intentionally teased him, deliberately smiling and not speaking.

Song Enyu's Adam's apple rolled, suppressing the sadness in his heart: "Oh, then, then I have to be taken advantage of to give you away."

Jiang Zhixu didn't reply.He didn't really want to recall how he survived these four years.If he really had a boyfriend, he wouldn't be in such a miserable situation now.Every night, every dream, missing him is like an ant that gets into a pore and refuses to let him go.The relative silence of the two people now is not superficial restraint, but really letting go of each other.

It doesn't break, it doesn't stand, it's good as it is now.

On the way, he noticed Jiang Zhixu's strangeness, and his face gradually lost color.Song Enyu speeded up and suggested: "Go to the hospital!"

Jiang Zhixu shook his head: "Go back to the company. I don't like going to the hospital."

Song Enyu had no choice but to let him go, and soon arrived in Kai'an.Song Enyu supported Jiang Zhixu, whose legs were trembling, so he could only lean on Song Enyu.

Song Enyu frowned and asked, "How bad is the pain?"

Jiang Zhixu no longer insisted and nodded.Then he pointed to the company's door: "It's getting late, you can go back quickly, and just let the security at the door take me upstairs."

Song Enyu still supported him and went straight into the hall: "If it is serious, you will have stomach bleeding. I will help you go up and have a look."

Jiang Zhixu is not used to being cared about by him like this, in other words, he is not used to the transformation and growth of the other party in the past four years.

When I came to Kai'an four years ago, I was still held in Jiang Zhixu's arms, avoiding seeing people.Now Song Enyu is not too afraid of other people's eyes.

Chen County is a small place with a small circle, no matter if you make a mistake or make a fool of yourself, someone will pay attention to it, and there is a feeling of being stabbed in the back.When I came to Shanghai, I was cured of this "disease" and threw myself into the crowd. Everyone was busy running around, and there was no time to pay attention to others.Song Enyu graciously supported Jiang Zhixu until he walked to the door of the office.

Song Enyu originally wanted Jiang Zhixu to open the door, but on a whim, he stretched out his index finger to press the door lock, and it actually opened.There was a flash of joy in his heart, the fingerprints he recorded at that time are still there.

Helping Jiang Zhixu into the room, the other party lay on the sofa and curled up convulsively.

Song Enyu began to frantically look for medicine. He remembered that he always reminded him to bring painkillers.

Jiang Zhixu asked almost breathlessly, "What are you looking for?"

"Medicine! Medicine for stomach pain." Song Enyu's tone was so quick that he couldn't even realize it.

Jiang Zhixu struggled to get up: "There's no need to look for it, there's no medicine."

Song Enyu turned around: "How is it possible? Before..."

"I threw it away, it's useless, why don't I endure it myself." It's not that the medicine for stomach problems is useless, Jiang Zhixu is blaming it for not being able to heal the heart.

Seeing that Jiang Zhixu's face was getting paler, Song Enyu had no choice but to walk over, holding him against his body, putting his hands on Jiang Zhixu's stomach, and gently rubbing him to relieve the pain.Jiang Zhixu smelled Song Enyu's unique fragrance through the strong smell of alcohol.

This fragrance is more intoxicating than wine, Jiang Zhixu has been drunk for five years.

Qi Wuyang's phone was about to explode, vibrating all the time.Jiang Zhixu reminded: "There may be something urgent, why don't you pick it up?"

Song Enyu asked, "Is it better?"

Jiang Zhixu nodded, moved away, and sat next to him: "I will be fine if I bear with it. Not only you study medicine, but I also have a medical background. I won't make fun of my body, so don't worry."

Song Enyu's Adam's apple twitched slightly. This move away from him stung his nerves again. He was sensitive and fragile about the nerve with the words "Jiang Zhixu" engraved on it.

This person really doesn't belong to him anymore, he has a new lover, a new partner.When did you regret it in the past four years?That is now.

Song Enyu calmed down and picked up the phone. Qi Wuyang's screams were about to shake the receiver: "Master Song! Where are you? You went to the toilet and fell in?"

Song Enyu was really not in the mood to joke with him: "What's the matter?"

"Check the dormitory, it's about to check the senior year."

Song Enyu glanced at Jiang Zhixu secretly, and said in a low voice, "Just say that Lao Zhao has something to do with me, and I'm not here."

Qi Wuyang said anxiously: "Are you kidding me? Today is July [-]th, Lao Zhao is on duty, and he is the one leading the investigation."

Jiang Zhixu said softly, "Go back first, and leave me alone."

Qi Wuyang heard the slight human voice, and asked curiously: "Where are you? How did I hear someone talking?"

Song Enyu promised: "I see, I'll go back right away." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

Jiang Zhixu smiled at him softly: "I'm really fine, I'm used to it. Drinking is just a stomachache. I won't get drunk anymore."

Song Enyu asked sadly: "You obviously can't drink, why do you still want to drink?"

Jiang Zhixu saw the pain in his eyes, and he was suddenly satisfied.

"You can obviously leave, why do you still stay and take care of me?"

Song Enyu got up as if waking up from a dream, and found an excuse to say: "I, I still have a little conscience. After all, we have met once, even if we are ordinary friends, I will not ignore it."

Jiang Zhixu smiled sadly: "You have always been kind. Go back soon!"

Song Enyu poured hot water for him, and asked for a long time before leaving.

"Xiao Yu!" Jiang Zhixu suddenly raised his voice to stop him, "We, we can still..."

Song Enyu suddenly became nervous. He clenched his hands tightly, waiting for Jiang Zhixu's next words.

Unexpectedly, the other party's tone turned sharply: "It's okay, goodbye?"

Song Enyu sighed with relief, and then calmly replied: "I may or may not have much time in normal times. I have to work and study. Let's see fate, maybe we can meet again somewhere, isn't it?"

"Yes."

The moment Song Enyu closed the door, tears still flowed down his face.More than wanting to be friends.

The person I fell in love with for the first time, goodbye at the age of 22, I still like it.During the few hours he spent with him, every second he endured the urge to get closer to each other.

Because he lacked loving hugs and intimacy since he was a child, touching and being close when he grows up is the most straightforward expression of his heart.He longed to hug him, hold his hand, even kiss his lips.

But these are not things that a "friend" can do.

Jiang Zhixu didn't have Song Enyu's melancholy and sadness. He ignored the pain tonight, and now he can only feel happiness.

After all, Song Enyu is still young, not to mention that after so many years of growth, he has only learned to reconcile with the world, and his heart is still as simple as ever.He didn't know why Jiang Zhixu insisted on drinking wine glass by glass in front of him, and he didn't know that he was just betting that Song Enyu would feel sorry for him.

As expected, he won.

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