[Honor of Kings] Bai Liang's Short Story Collection

Point of reference: old couple, seven-year itch, amnesia, love at first sight.

Li Bai looked at Zhuge Liang who was standing there in a daze, feeling a little uneasy.That was the most beautiful person he had ever seen in his life, even if he frowned, he could easily move his heart beating, making a thumping sound.

Do you feel that you are too frivolous?

Strange to say, he felt that he was serious.

Li Bai licked his dry lips, and after a moment of hot-headed impulse, he said awkwardly: "Sorry, I didn't...mean to offend you."

But eyes are still full of hope.

The young man looked at him in a daze, his lips were pale, and after a while he said, "Li Bai, we're done."

There was a bang, as if a stick had struck Li Bai on the back of his head.

"We've already—" He was dazed, his eyes widening in shock.

I can't tell if I'm more pleasantly surprised or disappointed... When I woke up, he had a new boyfriend, but now the boyfriend wants to break up with him without saying a word?

"impossible?"

Li Bai blurted out, but Zhuge Liang tightened his lips.

He paused and frowned in confusion: "What is the end? You want to break up with me, why? Why would I agree?"

Zhuge Liang was silent, his indifferent attitude made his heart a little sting.

"Is it because just now?" Li Bai thought of something, and quickly explained, "Because they said they are my fans, I...they just want an autograph. I don't feel anything about them, really."

"Well, I know. You don't have to be so... excited."

Zhuge Liang looked at the hand he held even tighter, and didn't know what to say for a while. After a long while, he tried to force a faint smile on his cheek: "Because you don't remember now, you may not be able to imagine it." , after a while you will naturally—"

"But I think I like you very much." Li Bai looked very confused and sad, "Could it be that you have fallen in love with someone else?"

For him, perhaps the taste of love has just begun.

"...No." Under his scorching gaze, Zhuge Liang answered with great difficulty.

It may not be too painful to lose love before starting a relationship—at least, it will not be as painful as yourself.

"We're just not well suited to keep going," he said.

Although when he said this, Zhuge Liang felt a twitch and curl up in his heart.

From the bottom of his heart, he didn't want to go this far at all.

But if it is because of Li Bai's accidental amnesia, let him pretend that nothing happened, he can't do it.He couldn't bear another lost experience.Maybe it was cruel to Li Bai, but he still felt that it was good for both of them.

Seeing the determination in his eyes, Li Bai did not give up, and asked hastily: "Is there no room for redemption?"

He was a little too anxious, and wanted to get up from the hospital bed, but just as soon as he sat up, the wound on his body was affected, he gasped, and his face turned pale.

Zhuge Liang subconsciously pressed his shoulders, told him to sit back, and sighed: "Don't move, don't be so naive as a child."

"Then can you not go?" Li Bai raised his head and looked at him eagerly, "Can you stay with me...I don't remember anything now..."

He doesn't even know his name yet.

But the fiery emotion conveyed from his eyes did not contain a trace of falsehood.

Zhuge Liang was a little unsure if he was deliberately showing off his poor side in an attempt to break through his defensive line.

Even if Li Bai loses his memory, his instinct is still to tease girls.Similarly, using every opportunity to show his charm is also his innate ability, and now it seems that he is still so proficient that Zhuge Liang can't match it.

Back then, he was also caught off guard by Li Bai's straight ball, and he was stunned for a while before asking, "What do you mean?"

"It means that I like you very much." Li Bai didn't hide it, the smile on his face was like the sunshine in spring, enough to melt the snow on glaciers, but also left a youthful feeling, looking pure and clean.

But who would confess to someone the first time they met?

Too frivolous.

Zhuge Liang was a little confused, and couldn't remember what he replied at that time.Probably hastily found an excuse to refuse.

For example, saying "study is important, I don't want to think so much now".Li Bai accepted it easily. Although he was a little disappointed, he didn't chase him any more.

But after all, they are opposite beds in the same dormitory, get along day and night, go in and out together, and cannot avoid it.

If nothing else happened, they ate all three meals together, and the division of arts and sciences later did not affect Li Bai's enthusiasm.After three years, Zhuge Liang remembered Li Bai's preferences better than himself, and correspondingly, he gradually remembered Li Bai's tastes.

Zhuge Liang likes spicy food, but he can't eat it well.Li Bai had no taboos, and often took him to the snack street outside the school gate to eat boiled fish, and then watched him eat while silently crying.

Once, when too much chili was added, Zhuge Liang's voice was hoarse when he woke up the next day. He opened his mouth and said nothing in class, which shocked the teacher and classmates a lot.He was surrounded and went to the infirmary. He was treated very solemnly, and he was in a daze from the beginning to the end.

But Li Bai disappeared. He showed up after school and brought Zhuge Liang a cup of nine-point sweet mango milk. He blamed himself again and again: "It's all my fault. I shouldn't have taken you to eat. Let's change to another family in the future."

At first, Zhuge Liang felt that he was too kind to him, and he was a little uneasy.

It's one thing to refuse - although he thinks it's more like a joke, but if Li Bai is serious, has he not given up yet?Does this count as playing with other people's feelings?

But later, Zhuge Liang found out that Li Bai didn't seem to take it seriously, and he didn't make any ambiguous expressions other than getting closer. Physical contact between boys is inevitable.

He may really want to be ordinary friends with himself.

Li Bai has too many friends.A quality person like him is very popular among boys and girls, and he never refuses anyone.

Playing ambiguously, sending messages to flirt, and some are more daring, love letters are full of Li Bai's drawers.Across the classroom, Zhuge Liang could see him chatting and laughing happily with his senior schoolmates in the corridor.

He probably understands that he is not that special to Li Bai, with the same smile, the same tenderness and consideration, he can let go of any girl he wants, and he is considerate and considerate.

Now they have a good relationship, maybe it's just because they happen to be assigned to the same dormitory, and Li Bai needs a close roommate who can hang shoulders and shoulders.

——At least, he should be grateful that Li Bai didn't show love to him again and quickly found the next one.

Fortunately, he just looks a little frivolous, and he is not really such a sentimental person.

Li Bai always cleverly grasped the distance between dealing with people, and did not agree to anyone's confession.After tactfully refusing, he would gently comfort her, but he didn't cause any romantic debts.

Zhuge Liang couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.

But he knew that he didn't dislike Li Bai, but he didn't have any concept of love, and naturally he didn't know about Li Bai.When their college entrance examinations were over, Li Bai chased him all the way from school to his home, and pressed him on the door of the house to ask—"Now? I still like you very much, Ah Liang, can you give me a chance?"

His mind was utterly chaotic.

"I don't know..." Zhuge Liang lowered his head to avoid the hot breath on his face, and said unnaturally, "I don't know if I like you or not, it's too irresponsible to promise you like this."

He heard Li Bai heaving a sigh of relief, and his voice slowed down: "It's okay, as long as you don't hate me, we can take our time."

Li Bai slowly approached his face, tentatively touching his lips.

Zhuge Liang didn't escape, perhaps because his body was completely blocked between his arms and the door, and there was nowhere to hide.Being too nervous, he closed his eyes, and the strength on his lips began to increase, and the hot and humid breath pried open his lips and teeth and got in.

……

Ten years later, Li Bai kissed him gently and carefully again.

Zhuge Liang was still a little dizzy when they parted.

He didn't know how it all happened.Although the plan had already been disrupted, he would naturally stay and take care of Li Bai before he was discharged from the hospital, but he did not expect to be dragged to the bed by him, pressed against the pillow and kissed.

He didn't dare to struggle, or even move, for fear of affecting the unhealed wound of the other party.

The single wards were in good condition, but the bed was still too cramped for two grown men.

Li Bai had to hug Zhuge Liang's waist tightly to prevent him from accidentally falling off the bed.His wound was still aching, but he didn't really care. He was like a boy who fell in love for the first time and was overwhelmed by emotion. He was sincere and at a loss, and he didn't know how to continue.

He is indeed still very young, and it does not appear to be inconsistent at all to do these things.It's just that Zhuge Liang hasn't seen Li Bai like this for a long time.

I don't know when it started, Li Bai gradually lost his patience with him, he seemed tired and irritable in the disputes again and again, and all the love and tenderness were wiped away.

He always looked at himself in disappointment and asked, "Is there nothing else you want to say?"

Zhuge Liang didn't know what he wanted to say, so he sat quietly opposite him.

There was nothing to say between them.

Zhuge Liang grabbed his sleeve subconsciously, touched his arm with his fingers again and again, faintly feeling the touch of the bandage.

Li Bai didn't do much.

He knows to take things step by step and doesn't want to scare people away.People like Zhuge Liang look gentle and peaceful, but they have a very tough attitude in their bones, and they will never soften their hearts when they are resolute. He felt it instinctively.What's more, his physical condition did not allow him to move freely.

Li Bai kissed the corner of Zhuge Liang's lips strangely, then hugged him tightly, lowered his head, resting on his neck, and fell asleep in this long-lost intimate position.He was indeed too tired, and soon his breathing became flat and long.

Zhuge Liang couldn't sleep.He lay quietly for a while, thinking, take a short vacation tomorrow and cook some porridge for Li Bai and bring it here.When he gets better, the memory will always come back slowly.

After all, he is not such a cold-blooded and ruthless person, and the feelings in his heart have not been completely separated. He can't see Li Bai suffering alone in the hospital.

Just treat it as a good beginning and a good end, and give yourself and the other party an explanation.Zhuge Liang thought and closed his eyes.