After kicking the slag attack, he was watched by the boss

Xu Jue got out of the car with the jar of green glass beads in his hands, turned around and said to Xu Jue, "I'll go back and pack my things, and you can pick me up in the afternoon, don't worry, I don't have much stuff, goodbye."

Xu Jue gave a few more earnest instructions, and saw Ye Rong enter the community before hesitatingly driving away.

When Ye Rong passed by the trash can, without blinking, he threw the beads that Xu Jue had been looking for all morning into the non-recyclable bucket.

I opened the courier box downstairs again, and after taking out the courier inside, I found that there was still a letter under it.

Ye Rong took the courier and the letter upstairs without much interest, his legs were not fully healed, and the stairs were extremely difficult to climb.

After opening the door with his head down, he saw a pair of shoes at the door. Ye Sheng was standing next to the shoe cabinet in the entrance, wearing an apron and holding a soup bowl in his hand. He glanced at him and said, "Change your shoes."

Ye Rong's expression remained the same, he changed his shoes and walked in to ask him what he had for dinner.

Ye Sheng returned to him while walking: "I made some porridge, the weather is getting drier, so you won't get angry again."

Ye Rong said yes, and asked the scissors to open the package and asked Ye Sheng what he bought.

Ye Sheng put down the bowl and squatted down to help, took out the fish tank aeration pump and filter, and some bits and pieces of bottom sand to simulate aquatic plants.

Ye Sheng replied to him: "Don't you like raising fish, without these fish will die easily."

There was a crack in Ye Rong's calm expression, cold sweat broke out, and he said it was too late, so he stood up abruptly and looked for his two fish in panic.

In the glass fish tank on the coffee table, two fish have turned their bellies and floated on the water. The room that has not been cleaned for a long time smells musty. Ye Rong is lying in front of the fish tank, looking through the water in the glass, everything becomes distorted and horrible. Terrified, he stared at the fish body that had begun to rot and the fish eyes that were about to come out of their sockets.

He turned his head, there was no shadow of Ye Sheng at home, he was daydreaming again.

He couldn't even save two fish, so how could he save his Xiao Sheng.

He propped himself up on the sofa, thinking aimlessly that there was something to do in his hand, he opened and retrieved the letter.

Ye Rong was startled to realize that this was actually a letter written by Ye Sheng, and the date was from the last time he left without saying goodbye and sent it back on the way.

It was so late in my hands.

Ye Rong, Zhan Xinjia, sees words like faces.

This is the fifth day since I left you. I have to work very hard to restrain myself from thinking about whether you eat three meals a day on time, and sleep at night without me reading poems next to you. Will you have headaches and insomnia, and you will think a lot, you It's always worrying like this, I don't know when it will be the first time, but I guess the time limit should be a long time, probably until we are all old, and the day when I go into the coffin can I really feel relieved.

The scenery on the train is very good, cities, lakes, deserts, snow-capped mountains, the more scenery you see along the way, the more you will know where you belong.

Finally, I seldom dreamed of Meng Ru again, and the pain disappeared. I thought more than once that if I hadn’t helped her, it would have been better for her to endure the bullying for a while longer than meeting me. If you hadn't been soft-hearted and picked up my almond cake back then, you wouldn't be entangled by me, a broom star.

Forgiveness in this world is precious, and I have never had the chance to hear Meng Ru's forgiveness again in this life. Unfortunately, my life does not belong to me, and I only hope that I can repay her after death.

But for you, you are the self-redemption and rush of my long and long life. I have no ideals or ambitions. It is freezing on the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain. I have not had time to ask for anything, but I have prayed for you. Carefree peace and joy.

Guess when you read this letter, it should be the end of my journey.

I also return home like an arrow.

wait me back.

——Ye Sheng

A drop of tears fell and soaked the letter paper, Ye Rong wiped it with his fingers, but the more he wiped, the wetter it became, and the words "wait for me back" at the end were stuck.

He couldn't bear it any longer and grabbed the letter to cover his heart that was so painful that it was about to burst. He was like a baby who had just been separated from his mother and hadn't learned to breathe. After being slapped severely, he finally cried loudly.

Xiao Sheng, my Xiao Sheng, where have you been? You said you would stay with me forever.

I have nothing, even you have to leave me, Xiao Sheng, Xiao Sheng, why haven't you come back?

Thick sorrow filled his body, and after a long period of dizziness and tinnitus, everything was silent, and it was overwhelming hatred that kept pouring in.

He suddenly got up from the ground and staggered into the bedroom, frantically taking out a glass jar full of red beads from the drawer.

"Green is a good mood, yellow is depressed, white is empty-headed, and black is bad luck recently."

"What about red?"

"Red... Red is the heart of a madman, unwillingness, viciousness, murderous intent, and hatred."

"It's immortal."

Ye Rong laughed contentedly, walked to the fish tank with the glass jar in his arms, flipped his wrist and poured a jar full of bright and strange red glass beads into the fish tank with a clatter.

He didn't care if the smelly sewage splashed all over his body.

A piece of bloody red firmly covered the decomposing carcass of the goldfish.