After withdrawing, he sent another one: That's fine.

Xiang Siye came over with her schoolbag in her hand: "Put on your clothes and let's go."

Jing Yuwen put away his phone and nodded.

They stopped at the school gate, Jing Yuwen hooked Siye's hand: "See you next year."

Xiang Siye said: "Not necessarily next year, just tell me, I'll go find you."

"You can't go back on what you said!"

"Absolutely not."

Jing Yuwen smiled: "Be careful on the road."

"You too."

After getting on the bus, Jing Yuwen habitually looked back, while Xiang Siye stayed behind and watched the bus drive as before.

It seemed that he saw Jing Yuwen turning his head back, and stretched out his hand to beckon to Siye, and Jing Yuwen immediately waved to him, until the bus gradually drifted away, and Jing Yuwen couldn't see Xiang Siye's shadow, so he sat down at ease just.

When she got home, Su Yan was cooking, and when she heard Jing Yuwen's door opening, she ran over to look at it with a spatula in her hand.

"Xiaowen is back!"

Jing Yuwen nodded, and squatted down to change his shoes.

Su Yan said again: "Go and take a rest, wash your hands and eat later."

"Ah."

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, as if Jing Yuwen and Su Yan were not mother and son, but strangers.

Jing Yuwen forced himself to look as if he didn't know about their divorce. He went back to the room in a regular manner, put down his schoolbag and took off his cotton clothes, then went to the bathroom to wash his hands, and finally sat at the dining table. His life seemed to be forcibly brought back to the way it was before.

During the meal, Su Yan kept picking dishes for Jing Yuwen, and asked about Jing Yuwen's recent study status. Jing Yuwen only answered lightly, without showing any emotion.

Before going to bed, Jing Yuwen went to the balcony to have a look. Large flakes of snowflakes were falling from the sky. He took a photo with his mobile phone and sent it to Xiang Siye.

J.: I am also looking at the snow

J.: [picture]

Jing: That means the two of us watch the snow together.

J.: Hmm.

……

He stood on the balcony and chatted with Xiang Siye for a while, and when he turned around, he found that Su Yan had been looking at him, and he asked, "What's wrong, Mom?"

Su Yan shook her head suspiciously: "It's nothing."

"Oh."

Jing Yuwen always felt that the time when he was at home would not be very peaceful, and the quarrel came very quickly. The next morning, Su Yan made breakfast and asked him to wake up. During the meal, Su Yan kept testing.

"Xiao Wen," Su Yan took a sip of porridge and licked her lips: "Recently, have you fallen in love?"

Jing Yuwen was startled, with a mouthful of biscuits in his mouth. He thought for a while, Ma Yan must have seen what he posted on the post bar before, and she must have sent it to Su Yan. If so, then he deliberately concealed it It's useless, just admit it directly: "Yeah."

Su Yan is still probing further: "Yes, who is it? Do I know him?"

What did she ask, and what did Jing Yuwen answer: "I know."

"Before Ma Yan..."

Jing Yuwen interrupted her: "Did she retweet you another post saying that Xiang Siye and I are in a relationship."

Su Yan smiled awkwardly: "Yes, yes, but I don't believe in posts, I only believe in my son, but..."

Jing Yuwen picked up Su Yan's words: "But someone in that post claimed to be Jing Yuwen, and also admitted to everyone that he likes Xiang Siye, right?"

The smile on Su Yan's face froze: "Yes, so?"

Jing Yuwen put down the cake in his hand and said, "It's true, I'm with Xiang Siye, I like him."

Su Yan's hands slowly trembled: "Jing...Jing Yuwen, what did I say? I said if you want to fall in love, you tell me, I won't allow it, I know that modern homosexuality has been accepted by many people in society. I agree, but why do you want to follow suit? Jing Yuwen! You are only an adult now, and you can't make correct judgments on many things, can you tell me in advance if there is anything?"

Su Yan became more and more excited as she spoke, Jing Yuwen took a deep breath: "You didn't tell me about your divorce from my father, so is it necessary to tell you about me?"

Su Yan frowned for half a minute, then said: "Then, can it be the same? My divorce with your father is purely due to a problem with the way we get along. How about you?"

Jing Yuwen pushed his cheeks with the tip of his tongue: "Me? I didn't follow suit, I simply like Xiang Siye, I just want to be with him!"

Su Yan stood up excitedly, slapped the table and said: "Shut up! You are sick, do you know? You have a brain problem! Your heart has been corroded, you really should go to the hospital to check you your brain, or go to a psychiatrist to see your perverted and twisted heart!"

Jing Yuwen laughed at himself: "Yes, I'm sick, how about you? Are you good enough? Good enough, will my dad come back?"

"You!" Su Yan walked up to Jing Yuwen suddenly, and slapped him hard: "Shut up, don't block me with your father's affairs!"

This slap really hurt, and as soon as it landed, a red handprint was printed on Jing Yuwen's fair face. Jing Yuwen covered half of his face and raised his eyes to look at Su Yan. Su Yan suddenly calmed down and squatted beside him. Go forward and touch his face.

"Xiaowen, Xiaowen, mom didn't do it on purpose," Su Yan said with tears, her words were choked up and mixed with fear: "Mom just hopes that you will walk the right path and not be polluted by those unhealthy tendencies." , Xiaowen, mom is doing it for your own good..."

Jing Yuwen pushed Su Yan's hand away coldly, and looked away: "Is it because of me that you divorced my dad?"

Su Yan wiped away her tears, and said: "No, that's not the case, there is a real reason, Xiaowen, be obedient, and don't contact that Xiang Siye again, okay?"

Jing Yuwen said with some despair: "What's the reason? It's just that we don't get along well?"

Speaking of the emotions that he had suppressed in his heart for the past few months suddenly burst out, his voice became louder and stronger, and he asked: "Since we are going to divorce, why did you give birth to me in the first place? Isn't it just less burdensome to throw away the garbage bag? I don't contact him? If I don't contact him, can you be harmonious?"

He stood up, restrained his voice and said, "You're right, I'm sick, I should fucking die!"

After speaking, he went back to the room, took a piece of clothes and ran out. When the door was closed, he heard Su Yan shouting his name hoarsely, and the sound of glass falling to the ground and breaking.

There was heavy snow like goose feathers outside, Jing Yuwen didn't know where to go, and he didn't want to see Xiang Siye now, he walked to the gate of the community, there happened to be a bus, he didn't know the number of routes, he went straight up .

Jing Yuwen has been sitting in the car until all the people in the car are gone. The driver uncle got up and looked at him: "Young man, this is the terminal, where are you going? Young man!"

Jing Yuwen came back to his senses and nodded, "Sorry."

The uncle watched him get out of the car and said to himself: "This young man is really strange."

It was windy, and the wind from the northern city hurt his face. Jing Yuwen stood at this station for a while, and another bus stopped, and he got on again.

I don't know which bus this is, but the phone in Jing Yuwen's pocket kept ringing, he took it out to see that it was a message from Su Yan and Xiang Siye.

He didn't want to read Su Yan's message, so he clicked on Xiang Siye's dialog box.

J.: The snow is a bit heavy today, we can have a snowball fight.

J.: What are you doing?Have you got a meal yet?

Looking at his news, Jing Yuwen had mixed feelings in his heart, and after thinking about it for a long time, he still told him about his quarrel with Su Yan this morning.

J.: I'm okay, I like you, but you are free.

Jing: I'm a little confused...

He raised his hand and rubbed his temples, he looked up and saw the building where he and Xiang Siye had performed together, the bus stopped at this stop, and he got off the bus by a strange coincidence.

J.: Don't mess around, I want to see you happy, nothing else matters.

Jing Yuwen looked at the phone screen and took a deep breath.

Scene: [location]

Jing: I came here unknowingly. I saw a psychiatrist here the last time I came here.

He remembered the billboard he saw at the entrance of the building last time, and he felt that he might really need to consult now.

He put his phone in his pocket, entered the building, and after remembering the detailed address written on the billboard, he went up to the twelfth floor.

"Twelfth floor," Jing Yuwen said to himself as the elevator door opened, "Turn left to the third room..."

A familiar figure passed him by, and he saw that it was Liu Ping, but he didn't show anything, as if he didn't know him, he went straight to the psychiatrist.

This doctor Zhang is chubby, just like the picture on the billboard. She first gave Jing Yuwen a comfortable chair to sit down, and then sat opposite Jing Yuwen, speaking in a very kind voice.

Just as she was about to speak, a mobile phone rang on a nearby table, and she got up: "Excuse me, I'm going to answer the phone."

Jing Yuwen nodded, and Dr. Zhang took the mobile phone and walked behind a glass partition. Through the clean glass, Jing Yuwen saw that she was looking at him, sometimes nodding, and sometimes looking very embarrassed, as if she was looking at him. It's the same as the person on the other end of the phone discussing Jing Yuwen.

The call lasted about 10 minutes. When she came back, she poured Jing Yuwen a cup of hot water: "Come, take a sip and relax."

Jing Yuwen waved his hand and refused: "I'm not thirsty."

Dr. Zhang said: "It's not whether you are thirsty or not. Studies have shown that drinking half a glass of warm water can relax people's hearts, making it easier to discover their deepest desires."

"what?"

Jing Yuwen felt that she was talking nonsense, but he had no evidence. After all, she was a psychiatrist, so he could only drink half a glass of water suspiciously.

Dr. Zhang took the cup and said with a smile, "Okay, that's right."

Jing Yuwen looked at the back of her going to put the cup, this fat back gradually appeared a double image, slowly his eyes became more and more blurred, and finally lost consciousness.

He was woken up by the cold wind. He opened his eyes and found that he couldn't move. He lowered his head and looked, so it turned out that he was tied up now.

He looked around, it looked like a common unfinished building where kidnappers kidnapped hostages in TV dramas, looking out there were only icy buildings and the howling cold wind.

If it wasn't for the cold wind that hurt his face, he would have thought he was dreaming. After struggling a few times, he realized that he had been firmly bound to the chair under him.

"Anyone? Anyone?"

Behind him was an almost crazy laughter approaching him, he seemed to recognize that voice, it was Liu Ping.

Liu Ping walked in front of him, put down the water basin in her hand, and laughed loudly: "Oh Jing Yuwen, tsk tsk tsk, little angel of justice in the world, this is your angel's nest."

Jing Yuwen was startled by her laughter, he frowned and asked, "What do you mean?"

Liu Ping stopped smiling and asked, "What do you mean? What do you mean? I provoke you and you want to ruin my future?"

Jing Yuwen said: "It's you who ruined yourself! If you become a music teacher safely, you won't have these incidents later!"

"I ruined myself?" Liu Ping laughed twice, walking around Jing Yuwen, and said, "I found a part-time job to make a living. What did I do wrong? I just want to live! If you didn't find Those people went to the Education Bureau to complain about me and exposed me on the Internet. How could I be reduced to this point? Jing Yuwen, you have hurt me so badly! My husband doesn’t want me anymore. You can count your salary on your fingers after looking at people's faces!"

Jing Yuwen frowned: "I don't blame anyone, but you. Your life is life, isn't the life of others life? Yes, people have desires, which is understandable, but if your desires are not met, they will be ruined." Lose someone else's life? Have you ever thought about how much trauma your vicious criticisms as a teacher will bring to students? Do you have to kill their self-esteem like this? What about them? Who is responsible for their future?"

Liu Ping slapped Jing Yuwen hard on the back of the head from behind: "Damn! They don't let me make money, they should die! A bunch of bastards who can't keep up with shit! And you, what right do you have to accuse me ? Are you a saint? Haven't you ruined my life?"

Some of the buttons of Jing Yuwen's padded jacket were loosened at some point, revealing the necklace with the ring on his neck. Liu Ping walked up to him, looked at the ring, and picked it up to have a look.

Jing Yuwen said nervously, "Don't touch this!"

Liu Ping sneered, pulled the chain off his neck with all his strength, and threw it aside. He only felt a pain in the back of his neck from being scratched by rough objects.

Jing Yuwen tried hard to calm himself down, he said: "You let me go first, otherwise you will ruin the rest of your life!"

Liu Ping smiled: "The second half of my life? Hasn't the second half of my life been ruined by you?"

She picked up the basin beside her: "Tit for tat, I'm going to destroy you now!"

Jing Yuwen subconsciously hid to the side, but he couldn't dodge, a basin of cold water poured down from his head, he still persuaded: "You let me go, there is still a chance, don't really ruin it yourself Own!"

"I'm just annoyed by these fake saints, you little kid, what qualifications do you have to discipline me? Who do you think you are?"

As she spoke, she bent down and picked up a brick behind Jing Yuwen, and slapped it on the back of Jing Yuwen's head: "Shut up your rotten mouth!"

Jing Yuwen only felt a hot current gushing from the back of his head, and then lost consciousness.

At some point, the police sirens sounded outside, Jing Yuwen's vision was still blurred, he vaguely saw Xiang Siye hugging him beside him, and some people in police uniforms walking around, He felt so tired that he closed his eyes again and passed out.

It was evening when Jing Yuwen really woke up, and the dusk shone through the window on the snow-white quilt, and the things in front of Jing Yuwen's eyes gradually became clear. He saw a woman standing in front of the window, and for a moment, he thought he was dead.

"Where is this?"

When the woman heard the voice, she immediately turned on the lights in the house. She sat next to Jing Yuwen and smiled softly: "Are you awake, Xiaojing?"

Jing Yuwen knew this person, this was Xiang Siye's mother - Mei Lan.

"Aunt!"

Jing Yuwen wanted to sit up, but Mei Lan gently pressed his shoulders: "Good boy, lie down obediently, your fever has not subsided, you should take a good rest."

Jing Yuwen asked, "Where's Xiang Siye?"

Mei Lan helped him tidy the quilt, and she spoke as if coaxing a kindergarten child: "He went to the police station with your parents, I told him to come back early to see you, are you hungry? I Let him buy you delicious food."

Jing Yuwen's voice was a little weak: "I'm a little hungry, but I don't know what to eat."

Mei Lan thought for a while and said, "Then I'll tell him directly to let him bring it. As for what to bring, it's up to him. If Xiaojing doesn't want to eat what he brought, we will punish him!"

Jing Yuwen knew that Mei Lan was trying to make him happy, so he smiled, and then remembered when he suddenly touched his neck.

Mei Lan asked, "Are you looking for that ring?"

Jing Yuwen nodded: "Yes! Are you still there?"

Mei Lan said, "Don't worry, that's with Siye."

As soon as the words were finished, Xiang Siye hurried in. He carried a bag of food, put it on the table, and rushed to the bedside.

Mei Lan got up: "Xiang Siye is here, you guys have a good talk, I'm going out first."

After Mei Lan finished speaking, she picked up her black coat from a chair and walked out.

Xiang Siye's eye sockets were red, and Jing Yuwen touched his face distressedly: "I'm not dead, why does it seem like I'm dead?"

Xiang Siye didn't speak, just looked at him, and he said, "Can you give me a hug?"

Jing Yuwen's right hand was being infused, Xiang Siye got up and walked around from the right to the left, sat on the edge of the bed, carefully lifted Jing Yuwen, and let him lean into his arms.

Jing Yuwen smiled: "It's still warm in your arms."

Xiang Siye bowed his head and kissed his forehead, he remembered that he had a dream just now, so he said: "Xiang Siye, I had a dream, on a quiet beach, everything I saw was Warm sunshine, as soon as I turned around, I saw you standing by my side, never leaving, Xiang Siye, you said, will one day, it will really be like this?"

"Well," Xiang Siye's voice trembled a little: "everything will be fine, you, me, you and me, so, can you not give up on me?"

Jing Yuwen felt a burst of warmth passing through the tip of his nose, and when he raised his eyes, Xiang Siye was crying. He reached out to wipe Xiang Siye's tears, and coaxed: "Don't cry, I will feel bad, and I want to be with you very much." Should I stay together? Why do you still say that you want me to be happy?"

Xiang Siye hugged him tightly, choked up and said: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I will never say those words again, you are mine, only mine!"

Jing Yuwen gently stroked Xiang Siye's back: "Good boy..."

The door of the room was opened, followed by a light cough, the two boys let go of each other tacitly, and stood up to Siye: "Auntie."

Su Yan nodded: "Xiao Xiang, you go out first, I have a few words with Xiao Wen."

Jing Yuwen covered his head with the quilt, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to see you!"

Jing Zhuo said: "Xiao Wen, your mother just wants to say a few words to you, don't worry, she won't say what you don't want to say, Xiao Xiang, come with me."

Xiang Siye nodded, followed Jing Zhuo, Jing Yuwen tore off the quilt: "Don't go!"

Xiang Siye looked back at him, but went out anyway, he could only lie down and cover himself under the quilt again.

Su Yan sat next to him, talking to herself: "Xiaowen, I'm sorry, mom shouldn't hit you today, about you and Xiang Siye, mom can only say, restrain yourself."

Jing Yuwen was moved. He slowly lifted the quilt and asked, "What do you mean?"

Su Yan propped her arms on the edge of the bed, and sighed with her forehead: "Xiaowen, mother is not an enlightened person, but what happened today, mother also saw that you and Xiang Siye didn't just have a childish temper on a whim... In this way, I hope, I hope you will give me some time, give me some time for me to slowly accept."

Jing Yuwen was a little surprised for a moment: "Really?"

Su Yan nodded: "Well, really, it's because mom thinks too much. She has always treated you like a child, forgetting that you are an adult and can already judge right from wrong."

Jing Yuwen asked again: "Then where are you and my dad?"

Su Yan gently held Jing Yuwen's hand: "We still need to work on the matter between me and your father, please give us some more time..."

All this happened so suddenly, Jing Yuwen couldn't believe it, he sat up suddenly and hugged Su Yan.

"Mom, I'm sorry..."

Su Yan gently touched his back, with tears in her eyes: "Silly boy, you are right, blame me, otherwise this kind of thing wouldn't have happened to you. From now on, I won't be so excited in the future. What's the matter with us? Communicate well."

Jing Yuwen nodded, Su Yan gently helped him to lie down, and said: "Now stay here for one night, and when the fever subsides, we will go home. Do you have a headache?"

Jing Yuwen touched the bandage wrapped around his head unconsciously, the place where he was hit was numb and painful, he nodded: "A little bit."

Tears welled up in Su Yan's eyes. She stood up and turned her back to Jing Yuwen. While wiping her tears, she tried her best to restrain her crying and said, "I'll go, I'll let your dad and Xiang Siye come in."

Jing Yuwen felt pain in his heart, he knew that Su Yan didn't want him to see him crying, so he said, "Let my dad accompany you, I want to see Xiang Siye."

"it is good."

After a while, Xiang Siye came in. He sat next to Jing Yuwen, and took out a box of porridge from the information on the table: "Eat something."

He filled a small spoon and blew gently, brought it to Jing Yuwen's mouth, Jing Yuwen drank it, and asked, "Where's Auntie?"

Xiang Siye said, "She went home earlier."

Jing Yuwen asked again: "I'm a little curious about how you found me? I don't even know where I am."

Xiang Siye fed him porridge and said: "Mobile phone, I sent you a lot of messages, but you didn't reply. I was really worried. I checked the location and found that the location was far away. I called the police on the way to find you. .”

Jing Yuwen asked, "Are you injured?"

Xiang Siye paused, shook his head, and continued to feed the porridge: "No."

Jing Yuwen didn't believe it, he pushed up the sleeves of both arms of Xiang Siye, and found a long bruise on his right arm, as if he had been swung with a stick.

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emmmmm, this, this, I really don't want to write like this... But this plot exists, I am afraid that everyone will feel uncomfortable after reading it, so the two chapters are combined into one chapter... www, I feel sorry for my son...

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