Savior said she was broken
Chapter 35 The Past
Seeing that Feng Qingyu was about to finish eating, Maggie turned her face away, lowered her voice and said to Yuna: "You go to the training ground today."
Yuna looked at Feng Qingyu, remembering how she slapped the table angrily yesterday, she hesitated and said, "Is it true that I don't need my subordinates to follow you?"
Maggie nodded: "This is an order."
Yuna hurriedly said, "Yes, Your Highness."
Although she was eating, Feng Qingyu was still watching all directions and listening to all directions. Seeing Yuna leaving, only herself and Maggie were left in the restaurant, and hurriedly stuffed the last two bites into her mouth.She hasn't figured out how to be alone with Maggie. She thought that Yuna would listen in on the so-called "chat", but she didn't expect to be dismissed at this moment——
If what I saw in my dream had really happened, then all the violent behaviors of Maggie have also found the reason. If she is disobeyed, she will be whipped. beat up.
Thinking about what I have done all the time, not to mention "disobedience" to this person, it even made her lose the face of the royal family in front of her subordinates; in addition, the current self is no longer their only hope...
Could it be that she wants to beat herself up to vent her anger this time, or directly kill her to vent her anger?
Thinking of this, Feng Qingyu stood up and said: "Let's go to the garden to chat, looking at those flowers, the mood will be calmer, and I won't be too impulsive."
Maggie, who thought Feng Qingyu was worried about her own emotions, was a little surprised, and readily agreed.
As the weather got warmer, more and more types of flowers bloomed in the garden. Feng Qingyu followed Maggie to find a table and chair to sit down.Not long after, Nanxi came over with refreshments, put them away and retreated to a distant place.
"I... have a few things I want to ask you."
Maggie, who was just about to speak, was preempted from speaking. She frowned and quickly regained her composure, and deliberately said in a soft voice: "Speak."
While observing her expression, Feng Qingyu opened her mouth cautiously: "When you were young, did you get scolded by Edith because you were bullied by the maid?"
As soon as the words came out, Maggie's face immediately sank: "How do you know?"
Feng Qingyu didn't answer, and asked again: "When you were seven or eight years old, did you suffer...the whip from Edith because of fighting with Barbara in the training ground?"
"Mina told you?"
Fearing that she would blame others, Feng Qingyu hurriedly shook her head and waved her hands: "It's not her! You tell me if it's true first, and I'll tell you how I know."
Maggie bit her lower lip, her face seemed paler: "Yes."
"Then... is Fianna the captain of the guard appointed by your mother, and you have already chosen someone else before that?"
"Yes." Maggie frowned, "How do you know about these things? Only Mina knows about my injury; and I was only three years old when my mother scolded me. Apart from me and my mother, even Linda Do not know at all."
Feng Qingyu stared at her dark blue eyes, and said very seriously: "If I say, I saw your past myself, do you believe it?"
A voice was finally heard in the garden that had been silent for a long time.
"Letter." Seeing that she was still staring at her, Maggie couldn't help staring back, and suddenly found something, "Your eyes..."
Feng Qingyu subconsciously stretched out her hand and rubbed it twice: "Huh? What's wrong with my eyes?"
Unexpectedly, Maggie shook her head and said, "It's nothing, I read it wrong."
"I don't know why," Feng Qingyu murmured, and then said, "Then I have one last question, I hope you will answer me after you think it over."
"it is good."
"These changes you have made in the recent period, have you realized the problem from the bottom of your heart, or have you followed He Na's suggestion and intend to just put on a show and return to the original state after everything is over?"
As soon as the voice fell, the entire garden fell into silence.
"If you just want to show off, I think it's better to forget it as soon as possible." Feng Qingyu felt that the answer was obvious after such a long silence, she was relieved but twitched the corner of her mouth in disappointment, "Did you pretend to be quite tired during this period? Actually, I was also very tired looking at it. I was always worried. I was afraid that you would suddenly turn around and attack me with a sword in the next second. It would be better for everyone to be frank and frank. You hate me. I hate you... Oh, yes, let's just let go of the love contract that He Na said before, anyway, now we have some clues about the drying up of the Lingquan, I believe you can find it with your technological level..."
"No."
The interrupted Feng Qingyu was at a loss: "What isn't it? I haven't finished my sentence yet."
When she heard that question, Maggie felt a sudden complex and indescribable feeling in her heart. She wanted to say something several times, but she couldn't open her mouth.
From the forbearance that was repeatedly persuaded by He Na at the beginning, to the spontaneous restraint for the benefit of Xingguo, and then to the initiative to understand after the establishment of the love contract, I gradually got used to this completely different way of life from before.
Now she doesn't know whether she is "pretending to be" or if she really wants to have a new life...
Until when she heard Feng Qingyu's words "let it go", not only did she not feel the anger when she was disobeyed before, but she felt a little... reluctance.
Yes, sorry.
It dawned on Maggie——Bringing Feng Qingyu back to the earth and staying at Feng’s house for a few days, she and Yuna kept staring at them to prevent them from playing tricks, and the natural and warm relationship between them and the relationship between the three Feng Qingyu's protective gesture had already planted a seed in her heart.
And with Maggie's in-depth understanding of the earth's culture, she discovered that this seed had taken root, germinated, and blossomed at some point.
Every time He Na comforted Feng Qingyu with the point of "Xingguo people are indifferent", she also took it as a warning to herself, but she knew from the bottom of her heart that this was not the case.
Originally, these things had been sealed and forgotten, but after it was found out yesterday that the dryness of the spring was artificial, Maggie had a dream all night. After disobeying Edith, she was whipped as usual... These were her daily routines.
Of course, there is something Feng Qingyu doesn't know about Maggie's past—the only time she saw Edith shed tears was in Debbie's room, holding the clothes Debbie had worn.
So Maggie knew clearly from the time she was sensible that the people of Xingguo were not born with indifferent feelings, and Edith was not really cold-blooded and cold-hearted, but all her feelings were given to Debbie; for other people, including herself and Ba Bara and Vivienne are just tools that Edith wants to be obedient and not be influenced by emotion.
But in fact, it is not obedient enough - after Fianna replaced Yuna as the captain of the guard, Maggie tried her best to establish a guard team within the guard team, and persuaded Barbara to wait until Edith got the news , It was too late for the two of them to cancel the team together.
Although Maggie was whipped to bloody blood by Edith once she became an adult because of the Guards, she did not regret it.
"It's not pretending." Maggie said, "I know you are prejudiced against me, so you will be skeptical of what I say. I don't know how you peeped into my dream, but since you know everything, I also There is nothing to hide. What I said yesterday is the truth and I did not lie to you. As for the love contract, I went to Earth before and saw how much your mother loves you. ...So when He Na found me and asked me to 'pursue' you, I agreed. I thought, maybe you can...you can..."
Feng Qingyu was a little surprised to hear Maggie say so many words in one breath for the first time, and was taken aback for a moment before saying: "What can I do?"
Maggie's face turned red: "He Na told you, I'm not good at expressing."
After thinking for a long time, Feng Qingyu didn't know what she wanted to say, but being stared at by her, he couldn't help but feel a little hot on his face, so he changed the subject and said: "You just said, I spy on you dream?"
Maggie breathed a sigh of relief when the predicament was broken, nodded and said, "I dreamed about what you said last night."
"I'm sorry to expose your scars. What I said was also what I dreamed about last night." Thinking of the things she saw, Feng Qingyu, who has always been soft-hearted, only felt a little pain in her heart, so she simply changed the subject and said, "By the way, why did you insist yesterday that Debbie is not dead? And you think she was the one who attacked Lingquan?"
"I think, my mother must have found something else in Lingquan, something that would let her know that Debbie is not dead."
"Even if Debbie didn't die, with Edith's previous style of doing things, it's impossible to give up Xingguo to protect Debbie, right?"
"I don't know." Maggie shook her head, fearing that she might not believe her, she looked at her again and said, "I really didn't lie to you."
Seeing her nervous appearance, the three-year-old Maggie appeared in front of Feng Qingyu's eyes again, and said with a broken smile, "I believe you for now, but you must give me a logical reason."
For this request, Maggie thought about it, and finally said: "I really can't think of why, maybe... maybe..."
"Forget it, don't embarrass you, and investigate this matter slowly." Feng Qingyu waved his hand and said, "Why don't you think about it first, why I can dream of your dream. Sitting here, you and I may I can't figure it out, why don't you discuss it with He Na and the others?"
"Okay," Maggie said and turned on the communicator, but she put down her hand that was about to send the message, and whispered to the wind, "Promise me one thing."
"what?"
"The content of the dream...don't tell them."
Feng Qingyu saw her pursing her thin lips tightly, and the face of the thin and strong girl in the dream appeared again in front of her eyes for a while, and finally she couldn't help but feel distressed: "Okay. But there is a word, there may be a 'stop' when you say it. It’s a suspicion that I’m not going to hurt my back when I speak, but I still want to say: It’s been so many years, let’s let it go, after all, you still have Hana and the others now, and you will have Xingguo in the future. I promised you, It will definitely help you out of your predicament.”
"Thank you," Maggie smiled at her, and some light returned to her eyes, "Also, I'm sorry, I did a lot of bad things to you at the beginning, I don't know how long it will take to make up for these mistakes, but I hope You can give me a chance."
This time, Feng Qingyu felt very clearly that the person in front of her was really aware of her mistake and was apologizing, so she heard herself say: "Okay."
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The author has something to say:
This chapter was unavoidably sentimental, but the misunderstanding was finally cleared up. Maggie also sincerely apologized, and Xiaofeng didn't have to pretend to be a hedgehog every day. Congratulations.
Yuna looked at Feng Qingyu, remembering how she slapped the table angrily yesterday, she hesitated and said, "Is it true that I don't need my subordinates to follow you?"
Maggie nodded: "This is an order."
Yuna hurriedly said, "Yes, Your Highness."
Although she was eating, Feng Qingyu was still watching all directions and listening to all directions. Seeing Yuna leaving, only herself and Maggie were left in the restaurant, and hurriedly stuffed the last two bites into her mouth.She hasn't figured out how to be alone with Maggie. She thought that Yuna would listen in on the so-called "chat", but she didn't expect to be dismissed at this moment——
If what I saw in my dream had really happened, then all the violent behaviors of Maggie have also found the reason. If she is disobeyed, she will be whipped. beat up.
Thinking about what I have done all the time, not to mention "disobedience" to this person, it even made her lose the face of the royal family in front of her subordinates; in addition, the current self is no longer their only hope...
Could it be that she wants to beat herself up to vent her anger this time, or directly kill her to vent her anger?
Thinking of this, Feng Qingyu stood up and said: "Let's go to the garden to chat, looking at those flowers, the mood will be calmer, and I won't be too impulsive."
Maggie, who thought Feng Qingyu was worried about her own emotions, was a little surprised, and readily agreed.
As the weather got warmer, more and more types of flowers bloomed in the garden. Feng Qingyu followed Maggie to find a table and chair to sit down.Not long after, Nanxi came over with refreshments, put them away and retreated to a distant place.
"I... have a few things I want to ask you."
Maggie, who was just about to speak, was preempted from speaking. She frowned and quickly regained her composure, and deliberately said in a soft voice: "Speak."
While observing her expression, Feng Qingyu opened her mouth cautiously: "When you were young, did you get scolded by Edith because you were bullied by the maid?"
As soon as the words came out, Maggie's face immediately sank: "How do you know?"
Feng Qingyu didn't answer, and asked again: "When you were seven or eight years old, did you suffer...the whip from Edith because of fighting with Barbara in the training ground?"
"Mina told you?"
Fearing that she would blame others, Feng Qingyu hurriedly shook her head and waved her hands: "It's not her! You tell me if it's true first, and I'll tell you how I know."
Maggie bit her lower lip, her face seemed paler: "Yes."
"Then... is Fianna the captain of the guard appointed by your mother, and you have already chosen someone else before that?"
"Yes." Maggie frowned, "How do you know about these things? Only Mina knows about my injury; and I was only three years old when my mother scolded me. Apart from me and my mother, even Linda Do not know at all."
Feng Qingyu stared at her dark blue eyes, and said very seriously: "If I say, I saw your past myself, do you believe it?"
A voice was finally heard in the garden that had been silent for a long time.
"Letter." Seeing that she was still staring at her, Maggie couldn't help staring back, and suddenly found something, "Your eyes..."
Feng Qingyu subconsciously stretched out her hand and rubbed it twice: "Huh? What's wrong with my eyes?"
Unexpectedly, Maggie shook her head and said, "It's nothing, I read it wrong."
"I don't know why," Feng Qingyu murmured, and then said, "Then I have one last question, I hope you will answer me after you think it over."
"it is good."
"These changes you have made in the recent period, have you realized the problem from the bottom of your heart, or have you followed He Na's suggestion and intend to just put on a show and return to the original state after everything is over?"
As soon as the voice fell, the entire garden fell into silence.
"If you just want to show off, I think it's better to forget it as soon as possible." Feng Qingyu felt that the answer was obvious after such a long silence, she was relieved but twitched the corner of her mouth in disappointment, "Did you pretend to be quite tired during this period? Actually, I was also very tired looking at it. I was always worried. I was afraid that you would suddenly turn around and attack me with a sword in the next second. It would be better for everyone to be frank and frank. You hate me. I hate you... Oh, yes, let's just let go of the love contract that He Na said before, anyway, now we have some clues about the drying up of the Lingquan, I believe you can find it with your technological level..."
"No."
The interrupted Feng Qingyu was at a loss: "What isn't it? I haven't finished my sentence yet."
When she heard that question, Maggie felt a sudden complex and indescribable feeling in her heart. She wanted to say something several times, but she couldn't open her mouth.
From the forbearance that was repeatedly persuaded by He Na at the beginning, to the spontaneous restraint for the benefit of Xingguo, and then to the initiative to understand after the establishment of the love contract, I gradually got used to this completely different way of life from before.
Now she doesn't know whether she is "pretending to be" or if she really wants to have a new life...
Until when she heard Feng Qingyu's words "let it go", not only did she not feel the anger when she was disobeyed before, but she felt a little... reluctance.
Yes, sorry.
It dawned on Maggie——Bringing Feng Qingyu back to the earth and staying at Feng’s house for a few days, she and Yuna kept staring at them to prevent them from playing tricks, and the natural and warm relationship between them and the relationship between the three Feng Qingyu's protective gesture had already planted a seed in her heart.
And with Maggie's in-depth understanding of the earth's culture, she discovered that this seed had taken root, germinated, and blossomed at some point.
Every time He Na comforted Feng Qingyu with the point of "Xingguo people are indifferent", she also took it as a warning to herself, but she knew from the bottom of her heart that this was not the case.
Originally, these things had been sealed and forgotten, but after it was found out yesterday that the dryness of the spring was artificial, Maggie had a dream all night. After disobeying Edith, she was whipped as usual... These were her daily routines.
Of course, there is something Feng Qingyu doesn't know about Maggie's past—the only time she saw Edith shed tears was in Debbie's room, holding the clothes Debbie had worn.
So Maggie knew clearly from the time she was sensible that the people of Xingguo were not born with indifferent feelings, and Edith was not really cold-blooded and cold-hearted, but all her feelings were given to Debbie; for other people, including herself and Ba Bara and Vivienne are just tools that Edith wants to be obedient and not be influenced by emotion.
But in fact, it is not obedient enough - after Fianna replaced Yuna as the captain of the guard, Maggie tried her best to establish a guard team within the guard team, and persuaded Barbara to wait until Edith got the news , It was too late for the two of them to cancel the team together.
Although Maggie was whipped to bloody blood by Edith once she became an adult because of the Guards, she did not regret it.
"It's not pretending." Maggie said, "I know you are prejudiced against me, so you will be skeptical of what I say. I don't know how you peeped into my dream, but since you know everything, I also There is nothing to hide. What I said yesterday is the truth and I did not lie to you. As for the love contract, I went to Earth before and saw how much your mother loves you. ...So when He Na found me and asked me to 'pursue' you, I agreed. I thought, maybe you can...you can..."
Feng Qingyu was a little surprised to hear Maggie say so many words in one breath for the first time, and was taken aback for a moment before saying: "What can I do?"
Maggie's face turned red: "He Na told you, I'm not good at expressing."
After thinking for a long time, Feng Qingyu didn't know what she wanted to say, but being stared at by her, he couldn't help but feel a little hot on his face, so he changed the subject and said: "You just said, I spy on you dream?"
Maggie breathed a sigh of relief when the predicament was broken, nodded and said, "I dreamed about what you said last night."
"I'm sorry to expose your scars. What I said was also what I dreamed about last night." Thinking of the things she saw, Feng Qingyu, who has always been soft-hearted, only felt a little pain in her heart, so she simply changed the subject and said, "By the way, why did you insist yesterday that Debbie is not dead? And you think she was the one who attacked Lingquan?"
"I think, my mother must have found something else in Lingquan, something that would let her know that Debbie is not dead."
"Even if Debbie didn't die, with Edith's previous style of doing things, it's impossible to give up Xingguo to protect Debbie, right?"
"I don't know." Maggie shook her head, fearing that she might not believe her, she looked at her again and said, "I really didn't lie to you."
Seeing her nervous appearance, the three-year-old Maggie appeared in front of Feng Qingyu's eyes again, and said with a broken smile, "I believe you for now, but you must give me a logical reason."
For this request, Maggie thought about it, and finally said: "I really can't think of why, maybe... maybe..."
"Forget it, don't embarrass you, and investigate this matter slowly." Feng Qingyu waved his hand and said, "Why don't you think about it first, why I can dream of your dream. Sitting here, you and I may I can't figure it out, why don't you discuss it with He Na and the others?"
"Okay," Maggie said and turned on the communicator, but she put down her hand that was about to send the message, and whispered to the wind, "Promise me one thing."
"what?"
"The content of the dream...don't tell them."
Feng Qingyu saw her pursing her thin lips tightly, and the face of the thin and strong girl in the dream appeared again in front of her eyes for a while, and finally she couldn't help but feel distressed: "Okay. But there is a word, there may be a 'stop' when you say it. It’s a suspicion that I’m not going to hurt my back when I speak, but I still want to say: It’s been so many years, let’s let it go, after all, you still have Hana and the others now, and you will have Xingguo in the future. I promised you, It will definitely help you out of your predicament.”
"Thank you," Maggie smiled at her, and some light returned to her eyes, "Also, I'm sorry, I did a lot of bad things to you at the beginning, I don't know how long it will take to make up for these mistakes, but I hope You can give me a chance."
This time, Feng Qingyu felt very clearly that the person in front of her was really aware of her mistake and was apologizing, so she heard herself say: "Okay."
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The author has something to say:
This chapter was unavoidably sentimental, but the misunderstanding was finally cleared up. Maggie also sincerely apologized, and Xiaofeng didn't have to pretend to be a hedgehog every day. Congratulations.
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