Teacher! Mr. missed class again today [Comprehensive Martial Arts]

From that day on, Jiang Yunlou's physical condition took a sharp turn for the worse.

He lost his hair, couldn't eat any food, looked listless, and couldn't lift his spirits from morning to night. Dongfang Bubai thought he had guessed the truth a year ago. He was hit too hard and got angry with himself He just refused to eat, and after holding it for a day, he forcefully fed him a bowl of clear porridge. Not long after, Jiang Yunlou vomited it all up.

It's not that Jiang Yunlou didn't cooperate, but that he really couldn't eat anything all of a sudden.

He vomited as much as he ate, and couldn't sleep well every night, but every time he got up from bed, Dongfang Bubai would pick up many white hairs belonging to Jiang Yunlou on the pillow.

The already short days seem to pass faster.

One day Dongfang Bubai woke up in the night and found that Jiang Yunlou was no longer there. He suddenly got up, stumbled and rushed out.

He was really sleepy, guarding Jiangyun Tower day by day, and Dongfang Bubai himself would be exhausted, but he rarely fell asleep, and Jiangyun Tower was gone.

Dongfang Bubai woke up all the servants and maids in the family, and angrily sent them to scatter to find someone. After a while, they finally found Jiang Yunlou near the servants.

Jiang Yunlou sat in the corner, leaning against the cold stone wall, with his head bowed and his eyes closed.His hair was disheveled, his thin underwear was soaked with sweat, and he looked like he was dying.

Dongfang Bubai walked over barefoot and pulled Jiang Yunlou into his arms.

People are still alive.

His eyes were red, and he felt that there was a fire burning in his chest, which made him angry and desperate, and his heart was almost torn in two. He shouted hysterically: "What are you going to do?!"

There is no hope in the future, life can only be endured day by day, and Jiang Yunlou is not the only one suffering.

Jiang Yunlou opened his eyes and smiled weakly at him.

This was the first time he smiled at Dongfang Bubai after being depressed for ten days.

He said, "Dongfang... I almost died just now."

In the middle of the night, he dreamed of his master and Floating Cloud when he was a child, and he felt sad, so he wanted to come here to see how the horse was doing and whether it was all right. He stayed in the house all day, and he might go away quietly one day , No matter what, I have to say hello to Fuyun and say goodbye.

I don't want to just walk near the stable, and feel that the eyes are dark, and the sky and the earth are spinning. Jiang Yunlou leaned against the wall reluctantly, and the whole person lost consciousness for a short time.

Death...is almost the same.

The snow-white horse paced uneasily in the stable, neighing in the direction of Jiang Yunlou from time to time, looking very restless. If it wasn't for the rope tied to the horse hitch, it would have rushed out to attack people.

Leaning on Dongfang Bubai's body, Jiang Yunlou panted, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I, I regret it so much... I shouldn't be with you, gain and lose, it's better not to have it from the beginning."

Dongfang Bubai suddenly raised his head, his eyes were red, and he said sharply: "Don't I even have the qualifications to have it?!"

Jiang Yunlou said with a wry smile: "Dongfang, don't be attached any more... You don't really have to be me, there will always be a lover... You have to prepare early, I can't accompany you..."

Dongfang Bubai said bitterly: "Jiang Yunlou! Hold on, hold on! I'll let you go back to Datang! I'll let you see your family! Did you hear that?!"

Jiang Yunlou took a deep look at him, and there was a last light in his eyes, which seemed to be yearning and anticipation.He nodded slightly, tilted his head, and closed his eyes.

The white horse ran amok among the stables like crazy, the servants who rushed over were startled, they rushed up to appease the horse, and several people helped Dongfang Bubai carry Jiang Yunlou on his back, and some even ran to take pictures The door informed the doctor that there was a night of chaos.

Fortunately, Jiang Yunlou was still heaving a sigh of relief.

With obsession in my heart, I was reluctant to swallow this last breath.

After suffering day by day, they finally waited for Jiang Yunlou's birthday.

Like every year in the past, it was a beautiful spring day.

Dongfang Bubai personally made a bowl of longevity noodles, Jiang Yunlou drank the soup and chewed a couple of mouthfuls of the noodles to celebrate.

——Jiang Yunlou is already in his twenties.

After that, Dongfang Bubai packed Jiang Yunlou's things himself, put them in a gold-plated box, and put them on the horse's back. The horse in Jiangyunlou let Dongfang Bubai docilely, and just stood obediently in the yard, As if they knew they were about to hit the road.

Dongfang Bubai didn't bring many things with him, just a few clothes, and he didn't have the mood to pack the rest.

Dongfang Bubai pushed open the bedroom door, and saw Jiang Yunlou had already put on his clothes, sitting quietly on the bed and waiting for him.

The sickly man looked sideways at the dusk outside, his eyes were gentle and clear, just like when they first met.

He was wearing a blue robe and a brocade cloak over his body. The clothes that used to fit him were now loose a lot, his white hair was tied neatly behind his head, blood color appeared on his usually pale face for the first time, Coupled with those eyes, he looks radiant and energetic.

Dongfang Bubai's throat twitched, and the words "Return to Light" crossed his mind. He put his hands behind his back, and with his usual expression, he pretended to be calm and said: "When it gets dark, let's set off."

Jiang Yunlou asked him softly: "Where is the servant here?"

Dongfang Bubai replied: "They were bought to take care of the house. After we leave, we will stay here to guard the house. As for the doctor, he will go back to the city tomorrow morning."

Seeing that he had made all the arrangements, Jiang Yunlou was relieved and stood up.

He walked slowly in front of Dongfang Bubai with bright eyes: "I don't want to wait any longer, let's start now, how about it?"

Dongfang Bubai smiled indulgently: "Anything is fine."

They are looking for that way.

——The road leading to Datang.

A year ago, Dongfang Bubai sent people to guard the place closely, but in the past year, that weird road never appeared again.

Their only hope is that on Jiang Yunlou's birthday, they are betting whether that road will appear.

Jiang Yunlou was in a particularly good spirit. He looked at the forest where he set foot for the third time, and said with emotion: "I came to Jinchao from here, and left from here. It seems that everything is destined."

Leaving the Jin Dynasty, or leaving the world, the two people have a tacit understanding not to delve into the double meaning in these words.

Dongfang Bubai looked at the lush forest around him, and finally asked him: "Are you really not blaming me?"

Jiang Yunlou smiled lightly, and said in a relaxed tone: "It's all come to this point, what's the point of pursuing those things."

He didn't want to know what Dongfang Bubai was hiding a year ago. For him now, the past is not very important anymore.

After all, there is no future, so what's the point of clinging to the past.

Just look at it.

They held hands and walked into the depths of the woods together, just like a very ordinary walk after dinner, the two horses fell behind them not too far away, under the dusk, the years were quiet.

When we reached the depths of the woods, the last ray of afterglow also disappeared in the mountains.

They walked to the big tree from last year and stopped at the same time.

There was already a thin layer of sweat on Jiang Yunlou's forehead, Dongfang Bubai wiped his sweat off with his sleeve, and pulled him to sit down.

Jiang Yunlou leaned against the trunk of the tree, looked up, and saw a small piece of night sky, dotted with stars, which was extremely beautiful.

He said sadly: "Dongfang, you said that after death, do people really become stars?"

Dongfang Bubai replied simply: "Yes."

Jiang Yunlou chuckled.

"Eastern Hierarch, when will you coax people like this?"

Dongfang Bubai looked at him helplessly.

Jiang Yunlou said with a smile: "I tried to believe in the theory of reincarnation before. I hoped that after my life was over, I would drink a bowl of Mengpo soup, and then become another person in the next life and start another life, but when it came It’s over, but I don’t believe it anymore.”

He held Dongfang Bubai's hand, looked at the night sky far away, and spoke calmly.

"There is no reincarnation in this world. When a person dies, he is just dead. I often think, since you will die sooner or later, what's the point of living this time? Just don't be born from the beginning. "

"Changsheng." Dongfang Bubai interrupted him: "This is the end of the matter, don't think about it anymore, it's not like you."

Jiang Yunlou nodded bluntly, and said with a wry smile, "I know, I'm just afraid. I always knew that I wouldn't live long, but if I were really going to die, I would still be afraid."

Dongfang Bubai's eyes were deep and his tone was gentle: "...I understand."

Jiang Yunlou raised his hand and pulled Dongfang Bubai over, letting him lean on him.

"I've always wanted to be nice to you, but when you think about it for the past two years, ahem... I didn't accomplish anything and didn't talk about it. Instead, I tortured you so much that I couldn't sleep peacefully every night."

Dongfang Bubai shook his head, and only said, "What you gave me is already enough."

He also raised his face slightly, imitating Jiang Yunlou's way to look at a small piece of night sky above his head, with unprecedented peace and determination in his heart.

Time passed bit by bit, they cuddled each other, no one spoke, between them... It seemed that they hadn't been so peaceful for a long time.

Until there was a faint whistle in the distance.

The time has come.

This was what they ordered in advance. When they arrived at midnight, the servants of the Lu family mansion whistled to tell them that it was midnight.

But in the woods, nothing happened.

There is no snowy road, no miracles, only a gust of cool wind, mercilessly blowing away the last hope.

...is also expected.

After being quiet for a long time, Jiang Yunlou let out a long breath.Instead, he was relieved: "It looks like it's not today. If you miss it twice, it's really not fate, that's all, it's all my fate."

Leaning his back against the tree trunk, the light in his eyes dimmed little by little: "Good brother, when I die, you...you can go back to Heimuya."

Dongfang Bubai did not speak.

Jiang Yunlou didn't need the other party's response either, he ordered on his own.

"Cough...cough cough, when you go back, burn all my things, don't leave anything behind, so as not to look at things and think about others in the future, and make yourself unhappy..."

Dongfang Bubai finally turned his head sideways, staring at Jiang Yunlou's face with a pair of black eyes.

"No, it's nothing, good brother, no one in this world can't live because of lack of someone, everything will be fine." His voice became weaker and weaker: "You have to live well, you know ?”

Dongfang Bubai shook his head.

Jiang Yunlou leaned over with great effort, and kissed the other party's dry lips with difficulty.

"Listen to me, huh? This is the last time..."

Dongfang Bubai looked at Jiang Yunlou stubbornly, without saying a word.

There was a strange calm in his stubbornness, but Jiang Yunlou had no time to delve into the meaning of it.

He coughed twice from the side of his head, as if he was coughing up blood, but he didn't have time to take care of it, so he couldn't wait to continue urging: "Don't... always feel that you are different from others, you are very good, and you are better than most people in this world." Well, they are not worthy of you, not you, cough, not worthy of them."

This was something he never took the initiative to mention in front of Dongfang Bubai, but today he had to mention it, had to ask.

"Don't make yourself miserable, you deserve the best person in the world. Not just anyone is worthy of my good brother..."

Then, there was another heart-piercing cough.

Dongfang Bubai just stretched out his handkerchief, and gently wiped away the brown blood from the corner of Jiang Yunlou's mouth.

Jiang Yunlou held his wrist, persistently asking for an answer.

"Promise me, you'll live a good life, won't you?"

"En." Dongfang Bubai stared at him, and replied word by word, "I promise you."

"Okay." Jiang Yunlou laughed again, but the circles of his eyes were slightly red, he fell back on the tree trunk weakly, took a few breaths, and said in a low voice: "It's not sad, it's not sad...you can't forget me. If even you forget me, I will really be gone."

Dongfang Bubai suddenly remembered that a year ago, he was here and said to Jiang Yunlou, "I will always remember you, and I will never forget you", and Jiang Yunlou readily fulfilled his affection.

He opened his mouth, his throat was blocked and he could hardly make a sound.

But he still looked calm, and he said, "Okay."

As the night wind blew through his hair, the blood on Jiang Yunlou's face quickly faded, and the spirit that had been strong all day also collapsed. Dongfang Bubai knew that Jiang Yunlou could no longer hold on.

He felt cold, cold all over, colder than ever before.

"...I have no relatives here...Fortunately, because of you, you are considerate of everything, so I can...have such a happy life...Thank you."

Dongfang Bubai gathered the cloak for Jiang Yunlou silently, and sat beside Jiang Yunlou silently, letting the other party lean against him.

He looked at the two horses tied not far away, his eyes were so deep that he couldn't see any emotion.

The people around him were dying, so he sat quietly in the dark, waiting for the dawn, and waiting for the people around him to completely stop breathing.

—He didn't intend to live alone at all.

……

……

Jiang Yunlou felt that he was dead.

In his life, he owed so much to others, but when he died, he died without paying back anything.

His family, his friends, his teacher, his East.

Living can be described as incompetent.

A ray of light came in.

Jiang Yunlou seemed to be awakened by the light, his eyelashes trembled, and he opened his eyes quickly.

The goal of entering was the top of an unfamiliar bed, and Jiang Yunlou was stunned for a long time before he smelled a familiar fragrance of medicine.

Faintly, it seems to have smelled it somewhere.

He lay on the bed, looking at the furnishings in the room, puzzled.This neat bookshelf, carefully treasured picture scrolls, a pot of orchids on the window sill, even the tassels tied at the end of the bed, and the black coat casually hung on the back of the chair all gave him a strange sense of familiarity.

He opened his mouth, but he felt his mouth was dry and he couldn't make any sound from his throat. His whole body was as soft as a puddle of water, and he couldn't move a single finger, but his whole body was refreshing and comfortable, especially when he was tormenting his internal organs. The cold air suddenly disappeared without a trace, but the chest was still a little stuffy.

……What the hell does this happen?

The door opened.

Someone came in with a water basin, put it on the head of the bed, and said lightly, "Finally woke up?"

Jiang Yunlou was struck by lightning.

Gu... Gu Gu Gu... Gu Xian? !

The man in black slowly rolled up his sleeves, took a handkerchief with his fair and flawless hands, soaked it in water slowly, twisted it again, and then rubbed Jiang Yunlou's face.

Jiang Yunlou: "..."

Gu Xian blamed: "You man, I just asked you to meet in Chang'an, you just froze yourself like this in the carriage, I can only take you back to Ten Thousand Flowers Valley overnight for treatment."

Jiang Yunlou blinked blankly, but didn't realize what was going on.

Gu Xian went on to say: "It's just a cold, just take the medicine for a few days and you'll be fine. Fortunately, the cold poison in your body has not been aroused, otherwise it will be even more uncomfortable."

He wiped Jiang Yunlou's hands with a handkerchief, and said while wiping, "I'll take you to Chang'an to play after you recover from illness. The house has already been found, but it's a little far away from your home..."

Jiang Yunlou opened his mouth and uttered a hoarse syllable, Gu Xian stopped and asked him patiently: "What's wrong?"

The young doctor was gentle and elegant, and he was the friend Jiang Yunlou remembered, but Jiang Yunlou looked like he had seen a ghost.

"...Gu, Gu Xian..."

His voice was extremely hoarse, and his voice was really unpleasant, but he didn't notice it at all, and just asked with difficulty: "Why... am I here?"

Gu Xian smiled lightly, he didn't seem to care too much about Jiang Yunlou's strange expression, he just said softly: "You don't remember? We made an appointment to meet in Chang'an, but it snowed heavily in Chang'an that day, and your carriage was blocked on the road , when I went to find you, you were cold and passed out on the carriage. This is the Valley of Ten Thousand Flowers."

Jiang Yunlou said: "No, that's not right! I went to Jinchao, I obviously went to Jinchao..."

Gu Xian asked suspiciously, "Jin Chao? What Jin Chao?"

Jiang Yunlou's heart suddenly felt an inexplicable strength. He sat up suddenly, held Gu Xian's wrist firmly, and asked eagerly, "Where is Dongfang? Where is Dongfang Invincible?!"

What responded to him was Gu Xian's gradually dignified expression.

Gu Xian raised his hand and touched his forehead, frowning, "What's wrong with you...I'll go and call senior brother."

"Gu Xian!" Jiang Yunlou roared in disbelief, "Where's Dongfang Bubai?!"

Gu Xian frowned and said, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Jiang Yunlou's eyes widened, he stared blankly at Gu Xian's unclear face, suddenly tears rolled down from his eyes, he fell down on the bed in a slump, all his strength was drained in that instant.

After a long time, he let out a soft "ha...", and more tears rushed out of his eyes, like a bank bursting.

But in the blink of an eye, Jiang Yunlou's face was covered with tears, and even wet the pillow.

Gu Xian stood by the bed and said calmly, "I don't know what you're talking about. You've been in a coma for several days and haven't slept soundly. Maybe it's a dream. Changsheng is just a dream, don't take it seriously."

Dream……

Dream... so it was all a dream.

Yes, how can there be such absurd things in the world, how can there be such a Jin Dynasty hundreds of years later, such as the Sun Moon God Sect, such as the Eastern Undefeated——

It turned out that everything was a dream.

He turned his head to one side, spat out a mouthful of black blood, felt a heart-piercing pain in his heart, and finally couldn't help crying.

He hadn't cried like this for many years.

Gu Xian looked at him for a while, then silently put down the soaked veil, turned around and wanted to leave.

It just so happened that the door was opened again, and Dongfang Bubai pushed the door in with a dignified expression. Seeing the mess on the bed and Jiang Yunlou who was crying bitterly, he was taken aback for a moment, walked over quickly, hugged him into his arms, and said anxiously : "Changsheng, what's the matter? Why are you crying? What's wrong?"

Gu Xian told him: "If the blood is spit out, it will be fine for the time being. You can wipe him off. The new clothes and bedding are in the closet. I'll make medicine for him."

Dongfang Bubai patted Jiang Yunlou on the back to comfort him, and said hello.

Gu Xian opened the curtain and left without hesitation.

Jiang Yunlou: "..."

Jiang Yunlou was held in Dongfang Bubai's arms, and his crying stopped abruptly. With dim tears in his eyes, he saw his snow-white hair and thin hands, which were exactly the same as Jin Chaoshi's.

He suddenly understood, his eyes went dark, and he almost fainted again.

The author has something to say:

Jiang Yunlou: mmp (vomiting blood

Dongfang Invincible: What's wrong? ? ?

Gu Xian: No thanks, no thanks.