Confession

After watching the sunrise, Jiang Yang and Lin Xu went back to sleep and took a nap. On the way, a guest was running on the wooden boards outside, and the sound of "thump, thud, thump, thump" didn't wake them up.

Close the doors and windows, draw the curtains, the white light is transparent, the sun shines in faintly, and the window sills shine brightly, without disturbing their peaceful sleep.

When Lin Xu woke up, it was getting dark, and he was alone on the bed, the temperature around him was so cold, there was a note on the pillow, which was Jiang Yang's chic and skinny words.

[I'll drive to the foot of the mountain to refuel, about 10 minutes, don't be afraid when you wake up]

Lin Xu looked at the note and smiled. This person seemed to treat him like a child, as if he had forgotten that he was two years older than him.

At this moment, Lin Xu also forgot who it was who couldn't leave Jiang Yang for a moment when he was seriously ill.

Lin Xu lay on the bed for a while, feeling bored without Jiang Yang, so he simply got up and walked around.

He took two sips of the warm water on the bedside, opened the window, and the refreshing air immediately poured into his lungs, driving away the remaining drowsiness.

Lin Xu was lazy, sitting on the window sill and looking at the clouds in the distance. He only watched the sunrise in the morning, and now it was almost sunset. It was hotter than the morning sun, dyeing half of the sky red, and the evening wind carried the heat of the burning clouds. His hair was blown by the iron, and the loose white shirt left a touch of gorgeous golden color, and the indifference of his eyebrows and eyes would be warmed by the sun's rays.

"Hey, young man, are you awake?" The proprietress greeted Lin Xu enthusiastically when she passed by, "Have a good dinner later. I heard from your boyfriend that you are leaving tomorrow? Come and play often when you have time."

Lin Xu smiled slightly, "Well, thank you."

The proprietress looked at Lin Xu and said, "You are much better than when I first saw you."

"Is there?" Lin Xu asked.

The proprietress lowered her voice and looked kindly, "When you first came here, um... how should I put it? Like a newborn puppy who dares not see people, it looks timid and hurts people."

Lin Xu smiled at this description, and waited for her to continue.

The proprietress looked into Lin Xu's eyes and said suddenly, "Young man, you are very lucky to have a boyfriend who loves you so much. My husband passed away in a car accident, and I have been alone all these years."

Lin Xu's smile faded, his eyes dimmed, the heat in the water cup dissipated, and the water turned from warm to cold.

"We have a very good relationship. We fell in love when we were in school, and we have been in love for more than ten years since we got married." The proprietress sat on the wooden pole of the fence, her tone was very flat, as if she was telling someone else's story, "He When I was here, I was just like your boyfriend, he doted on me and loved me very much. I was not easy to get pregnant because of my physical condition, but he didn't dislike me, and moved out with me under the pressure of the family."

Lin Xu saw that she was smiling, and the fine lines at the corners of her eyes looked happy, and she felt even more uncomfortable. She didn't know what to say, and when she wanted to comfort her, she felt it was too superficial.

"After he passed away, I was devastated and felt that the sky was falling, and no one in this world would love me like him again." Speaking of this, the proprietress smiled, "At that time, I was just like you before Same, timidly unwilling to see anyone, when my family came to see me, I didn’t say a word, and my soul went with him.”

That's why she took extra care of Lin Xu. People who have had similar experiences can recognize the same kind with just one glance.

Lin Xu looked at her in such a good condition now, it is not time that will heal, the scars can fade, the pain can be eliminated, but it is very difficult for a person to walk out of the new life.

Back then, he could barely survive listening to Jiang Yang's audio, but now he still needs Jiang Yang's company to have strength.

It is too difficult to be strong alone, like a person walking in the desert, the endless yellow sand hovering in the sky, as if there is only one person left in the world, fear, despair and exhaustion are like layers of sandbags that make people breathless, and the body is crushed Overwhelmed, he lost the desire to survive, and finally could only resign himself to his fate and fall into the darkness.

Seeing Lin Xu's question, the proprietress raised her chin slightly, her purple-dyed hair was extraordinarily gorgeous under the sunlight, "I found out that I'm pregnant."

Lin Xu was startled, and smiled from the bottom of his heart.

"Perhaps God sees me as pitiful, and is finally willing to give me a baby." The proprietress was still very lively before, and when she talked about the baby, she exuded a kind of maternal tenderness and brilliance, "After hope, life will naturally change. Better off."

Lin Xu agreed, he thought of Jiang Yang's smiling face.

Whether five years ago or now, his hope has not changed.

Hope is the sunshine that can dispel the haze, the driving force that supports the hesitation to move forward, or the power that brings courage.

"Mom!" A childish voice sounded, and the sound of running came from far to near.

Lively and bright colors flew past Lin Xu's eyes, like a cute bird flying into the arms of the proprietress.

"Yingying is here." The proprietress showed a bright smile on her face, and hugged the little girl, "Come, call me brother."

Yingying looks white, tender and well-behaved, with a fleshy little face, and a small dimple when she smiles. The red and yellow polka-dot skirt makes her playful, and the short hair reaching the ear and bangs make her look round, especially cute.

"Brother." Yingying called out childishly.

When Lin Xu saw the little girl, a soft spot in his heart was hit. He couldn't help laughing, and asked softly, "How old are you?"

The little girl raised four fingers, "Four years old."

"Why haven't I seen you before?"

"Because Yingying is going to kindergarten," Yingying ate the candy, slurred her words, her cheeks puffed up even more cutely, "Today is Saturday, I won't go to kindergarten."

Children are the purest and cleanest, and they will love them for their innocent voice and cute appearance.

The proprietress put Yingying down, "Go and play with my brother."

Yingying walked to Lin Xu's side, and took out the candy from her pocket with her small hand and handed it to him, "I'll give you some candy."

Lin Xu took it over, "Thank you, Yingying."

The little girl was lying on the window sill, resting her chin on her hands, looking at Lin Xu like a little adult. Her dark eyes were big and bright, and her eyelashes were curly and long. She would definitely be a beautiful girl when she grew up.

Lin Xu peeled off the candy wrapper and put the peach-flavored fruit candy into his mouth. The sweetness spread from the tip of his tongue, and his mood improved.

Seeing Yingying looking at him all the time, he touched her fleshy face, "What are you looking at me for?"

"Brother is beautiful," Yingying said, "You are the most beautiful brother I have ever seen, but why do you have long hair?"

Lin Xu asked, "Is long hair weird?"

Yingying tilted her head, smashed her mouth, fiddled with the candy in her mouth with her small tongue, "It's a bit strange, but it's not strange for you."

"Huh? Why?"

"Because you look good!" Yingying laughed, grinning, and could see a row of neat young teeth, "Brother is a pretty beauty."

Lin Xu's smile deepened, and he scratched her nose, "Why are you so good at talking?"

Business came outside, and the proprietress was going to do some work, so she said to Lin Xu, "Do you have time? Help me take it for a while?"

Lin Xu nodded, "Yes, go get busy."

"Yingying, be good and listen to brother." The proprietress instructed.

Yingying nodded, "Understood, Mom."

As soon as the proprietress left, Yingying said, "Brother, can you hug me and sit on the windowsill? Just like you."

Lin Xu naturally agreed, the skirt that the little girl was wearing was not adjusted properly when she sat down, revealing her little pink underpants, Yingying hurriedly adjusted, "Oh, I'm so embarrassing."

Lin Xu was amused, and took the initiative to help her cover up her skirt, "Girls should protect themselves and not show their pants in front of strangers, you understand?"

Yingying nodded, "Mom said the same."

She dangled her legs and looked at the sunset in the distance, very happy.

Lin Xu saw that her dark eyes were full of fine and beautiful brilliance, and asked, "Do you like to sit by the window?"

"I like it, because it's tall, and I can see farther," Yingying said, "but my mother won't allow me to open the window, saying it's easy to fall."

"Yes, I can fall," Lin Xu said, "But with me today, I won't fall if I hold you."

Fluffy, Yingying rubbed against Lin Xu's arms, her small face pressed against Lin Xu's chest, "Brother, you smell good."

"Is there?" Lin Xu also pinched her cheek.

"Hmm! It's delicious! It smells so good."

"Your family's shower gel."

Yingying said: "You are the one who smells the best!"

Lin Xu frowned, "Why are you so good at talking?"

"Do you think I'm too noisy?" Yingying asked.

"Of course not." Lin Xu's eyes were also brightened by the afterglow, "You are the cutest."

When Jiang Yang came back, the setting sun had just faded away, the gaudy clouds had not dissipated, and the sky was gradually turning dark. Lin Xu sat on the window sill with a cute little girl in his arms and chatted, with a clear smile on his face.

He approached and rubbed Lin Xu's head, the two looked at him in unison, Lin Xu saw the corners of Jiang Yang's mouth raised, "You're back?"

Jiang Yang hummed, seeing that the little girl was quite cute, he smiled and said, "Where did the child come from?"

Lin Xu said, "It's the lady boss, she's busy with business. Let me watch it for her."

Jiang Yang touched Lin Xu's cold hand and frowned slightly, "It's so cold? Why don't you wear more?"

"Fortunately, I didn't feel cold just now."

Jiang Yang touched Lin Xu's cheek again, and Lin Xu pressed his warm palm with intimacy.

Now it was night, the temperature of the sun was blown away by the wind, and they sat on the vent again, it was a bit cold now.

Lin Xu touched Yingying's hand, "Do you want to go back and get dressed? Don't catch a cold."

"Brother, you can accompany me to find my mother." Yingying held Lin Xu's other hand and did not let go.

Lin Xu didn't speak, Jiang Yang deliberately teased her, "You are so old, why don't you go find your mother yourself?"

"I'm only four years old, I need an adult to accompany me." Yingying pouted.

"But he has been with you for so long." Jiang Yang said with a smile, "Now my brother should accompany me."

This brother's voice made Lin Xu's ears turn red, and he gave him a helpless look.

Yingying couldn't say no to him, so she went to pester Lin Xu, "Brother, why don't you accompany me, I'll go find my mother."

"Okay, I'll be with you." Lin Xu hugged Yingying down, and she walked forward with small steps.

Lin Xu took Jiang Yang's hand and followed her unhurriedly, asking Jiang Yang, "Why did you go so long?"

"Traffic jam on the road, it's delayed." Seeing that he was in a good mood, Jiang Yang looked at the lively child in front of him, "Do you like children?"

"It's okay, she's quite cute." Lin Xu said.

Jiang Yang was thoughtful: "If you like it, why not..."

Lin Xu was puzzled, "Why not?"

Jiang Yang leaned close to Lin Xu's ear, lowered his voice, breathed on his ear, and said solemnly, "Why don't we have a baby?"

"?" Lin Xu blinked, but still hadn't reacted.

"Now there is still time to prepare for pregnancy. Think about it, I used to get to the innermost part of you every time. According to the frequency, let's..."

Lin Xu covered Jiang Yang's mouth, his face flushed red: "Shut up!"

What's not pregnant, he doesn't have that ability.

Jiang Yang was quite serious, "If you are pregnant, you will give birth. It's not like we can't afford it."

"I won't talk to you anymore!" Lin Xu was angry and ashamed, his cheeks were hot, he broke away from Jiang Yang's hand, and walked quickly towards Yingying.

Yingying looked up at him and asked curiously, "Brother, are you hot? Your face is so red."

"I..." Lin Xu breathed out, and was about to answer when Jiang Yang put his arms around his shoulders from behind and said with a smile, "This brother is shy."

Yingying was even more surprised: "Why are you shy?"

"..." Lin Xu said shamefully and angrily, "Shut up."

"I don't, I'm going to say it." Jiang Yang whispered in Lin Xu's ear, "Xu Xu, give me a baby, okay? Give me a beautiful one like you."

Lin Xu closed his eyes, and there was a touch of red at the end of his eyes, "Why are you so annoying?"

Jiang Yang raised the corners of his mouth, but became even more proud.