Confession

Lin Xu didn't leave when he saw the fireflies. He didn't approach the crowd, but watched the fireflies from the edge.

It wasn't until the group of people got tired of playing and left after taking enough shots that he walked into the depths of the forest step by step.

Lin Xu looked up at the sea of ​​fireflies, and the light was like the stars falling from the sky. The stars were so close and within reach, immersed in the ultimate tranquility and brilliance, he was once again amazed by the beauty of nature.

This was a scene that Lin Xu could not describe with words. All the words were pale at this moment. Only by witnessing it with one's own eyes can one feel the warmth and splendor of fireflies.

He finally understands why many people like to travel. Many beautiful scenery can only be felt after experiencing it. It is a natural gift and treasure.

Every firefly emits golden light, creating a gentle net in this thick black mountain forest, which embraces, lights up and warms everything.

Lin Xu stretched out his hand to scratch in the air, the fireflies nimbly dodged, and the golden light danced before his eyes, becoming agile and lively.

It was late at night, the woods were humid and windy, Lin Xu's hands were always cold, but he didn't care, he wanted to touch the light.

"Xu Xu." Jiang Yang walked up to him and opened his tightly closed palms, revealing two small fireflies inside.

Lin Xu's eyes widened in surprise, with a faint shattered light printed on his irises, "How did you catch it?"

Jiang Yang was a little proud, "Why doesn't your husband know?"

Lin Xu smiled, and carefully took the firefly from Jiang Yang's hand. He held the two little lives in his palms, with their wings flapping, emitting a faint light.

The light of one is very small, like a stone falling into a pool of water and disappearing for a moment, but the power of countless ones is enough to light up the darkness.

"They're so small." Lin Xu said softly, as if he was afraid of startling the bugs in his hand.

"It's very small." Jiang Yang stood beside him, lowered his head and looked at his face, "But you see, nature is amazing, because of them, there is no permanent darkness."

Lin Xu stretched out his fingertips and touched it cautiously. The fireflies flew away in shock, returned to the free sky, and merged into the big group.

"Is it cold?" Jiang Yang held Lin Xu's hand, "Do you want to go back?"

Now that the fireflies have seen it, the goal has been achieved. If you catch a cold again, the gain is not worth the loss. The night in the mountains is only a few degrees.

Lin Xu shook his head, "Look again."

He broke free from Jiang Yang's hand and followed the fireflies to the depths.

This forest is not big, they had been here during the day, Jiang Yang figured out the terrain, let Lin Xu walk in front, and he followed leisurely.

Just now he was indeed anxious because of Lin Xu's evasion, and felt sorry for Lin Xu's low self-esteem, so his attitude was a bit bad, but seeing Lin Xu's current state, he felt that it was the right time to come tonight.

In the past few days, Lin Xu's condition has been getting better and better, his gloomy eyes began to have a faint luster, and he no longer depends on him for a moment like before, and his emotions are not so easy to break down.

Except for not wanting to contact outsiders, everything else is no different from ordinary people, and the smiles are getting more and more.

Jiang Yang's gaze followed Lin Xu closely, and seeing that he wanted to reach out to catch the light again, he smiled and said, "Do you need help?"

"No need." Lin Xu opened his hand and didn't catch it, but he was not disappointed, "I was just playing with them."

A gust of cold wind blew by, Lin Xu sneezed, his nose was a little runny, and he couldn't help but suck.

Jiang Yang frowned, held Lin Xu's cold hand, "Go back."

"Look at it for a while." Lin Xu discussed, "Just for a while."

Jiang Yang didn't know what to do, it was rare for Lin Xu to be so interested in one thing, so he took off his coat and gave it to him.

Lin Xu knew how cold the weather was, and he immediately refused, but was firmly put on by Jiang Yang, "If you want to stay here, put it on."

Lin Xu stopped struggling, and stood obediently, letting Jiang Yang put on his coat.

There was a big difference in their heights and shapes, and Lin Xu was thin. Even though he was wearing a thick coat, the youth's clothes were still very loose on him, with long sleeves and the tail of the clothes reaching below the buttocks.

"What should you do?" Lin Xu said, "I will feel sorry for you if you catch a cold."

"I'm angry, not cold." Jiang Yang helped Lin Xu button up his buttons, and straightened his collar.

The light here is not good, and you have to get very close to see each other's faces. When Jiang Yang lowered his head to help Lin Xu put on his clothes, the man's scorching breath sprayed on Lin Xu's face, with a familiar and bitter aura. Smells the same body wash scent.

Lin Xu raised his eyes to look at Jiang Yang's tall and deep face, with sharp lines from the root of the mountain to the bridge of the nose. He has an aggressive look, with sword-like eyebrows and starry eyes. When he has no expression, he will imperceptibly reveal a sense of oppression and distance.But as long as you smile, those warm and bright eyes will quickly draw closer, shining like a little sun.

Lin Xu raised his head and kissed the tip of Jiang Yang's nose, even though he said he was very angry and was blown by the cold wind, his nose was still cool.

The corner of Jiang Yang's mouth twitched, "Don't you want to see fireflies? Why do you keep staring at me?"

"Jiang Yang," Lin Xu looked at him in the dark, "There is one thing I want to do since I saw this field of fireflies."

"Huh? What is it?"

Lin Xu hooked Jiang Yang's neck and pressed down, kissed his lips, rubbed the other's lips in his mouth, and voluntarily stuck out the tip of his tongue into the other's mouth.

Jiang Yang responded with his arms around Lin Xu's waist, and the wet and ambiguous kiss sounded in the forest. This kiss changed from tenderness to hotness.

No one disturbed them, they were surrounded by fireflies all over the woods, the cold wind did not blow away the heat, and the feelings continued to heat up in the embrace. The feelings that are not accepted by the world cannot see the light, but there is no absolute darkness. Every firefly Fire is their witness.

They are the guardians of darkness, and even more so, guides.

Lin Xu wanted to stay until the fireflies disappeared, but Jiang Yang disagreed.

"If you really like it so much, we'll come back tomorrow night." Jiang Yang said.

Lin Xu shook his head, "It's enough to see this beautiful scenery once."

Because of the brilliance, one time is enough to leave a deep impression in my mind.

The beauty can indeed be seen again, but it will dilute the shock of seeing it for the first time.

Lin Xu didn't want to lose this feeling, he wanted to keep the beauty of the first sight.

After midnight, Lin Xu was sleepy, Jiang Yang carried him back, woke him up and took a hot bath, and gave him medicine, just in case.

Lin Xu was lying warmly under the blanket, and after the sleepiness passed, she became more energetic.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and soon Jiang Yang came out naked, wiped his hair with a towel, lifted the quilt and wanted to go to bed, but Lin Xu didn't allow him to.

Jiang Yang: "?"

"Go blow dry your hair." Lin Xu said.

Jiang Yang didn't bother to go, "My hair is short, it will be dry in a while."

"You have to brag too." Lin Xu sat up from the bed, "If you don't brag, I'll help you."

"Don't, ancestor." Jiang Yang quickly held him down and wrapped him up with a quilt, "I just came back and spoke with a nasal sound, now you still want to run around?"

Lin Xu blinked, his eyes were bright under the light, like glass beads, "It's not cold with the air conditioner on."

"Then don't get up either," Jiang Yang said angrily, "If something happens, you can't go to the hospital here."

Lin Xu stayed there obediently, and waited for Jiang Yang to finish blowing his hair on the bed, lay down in the young man's arms, and lay on him to change the wound on his shoulder.

The wound was not deep, it was just a flesh wound, and now the swelling has subsided and scabs have formed.

Jiang Yang felt that there was no need to change his medicine, so he held Lin Xu down, took his phone and checked the time, "Can't sleep? It's past one o'clock in the morning."

"I used to write..." Lin Xu paused before saying, "When I was writing novels, I often didn't go to bed until five or six o'clock."

Jiang Yang played with Lin Xu's hair and bit the tip of his nose, "Very proud? Irregular work and rest can easily turn ugly."

Lin Xu rubbed his nose, and asked in a muffled voice, "Have I become ugly? Are you starting to dislike me?"

"No, how dare you?" Jiang Yang smiled, "I'm afraid I'll fall if I hold it in my hand, and I'm afraid it will melt if I hold it in my hand. I can't wait to confess it to you, so I almost prayed for three sticks of incense."

Lin Xu laughed out loud, and took a bite on the young man's neck, leaving a hickey, "Why are you so poor?"

His voice is very soft, with a long tail that is soft and coquettish.

"Where is the poverty?" Jiang Yang touched his neck, the numbness on it was very obvious, his Adam's apple rolled, brushed away Lin Xu's long hair, and touched his cheek, "Xu Xu, you are smiling more and more, I am so happy."

"Will you be happy if I smile?" Lin Xu asked.

"Of course," Jiang Yang said softly, with deep eyes, "your smile is very precious to me."

Lin Xu put his face against Jiang Yang's chest, listening to his steady heartbeat, he stayed silent for a while before saying hello.

Jiang Yang: "What?"

"I will smile more," Lin Xu said, "Smile for you."

Jiang Yang kissed Lin Xu's hair, and wanted to turn off the lights and go to sleep.

Lin Xu suddenly said, "Where is the radio drama of "Chess Pieces" updated?"

Since his depression relapsed, he has rejected everything related to electronic products, and anything that can be in contact with the outside world.

It's not that Jiang Yang didn't mention asking him to listen to the updated content before, but Lin Xu's attitude was very fierce, covering his ears and saying that those people would scold him, Jiang Yang tried twice, and then gave up.

Hearing Lin Xu's question at this moment, Jiang Yang was very surprised, and replied: "It has been updated to 20 episodes, and last week, the number of broadcasts exceeded [-] million, and the official blog also distributed more than [-] million benefits."

When he said the word "official blog", he deliberately observed Lin Xu's reaction.

Lin Xu was very calm, but instead asked, "The benefits posted on Weibo?"

"There is a lottery on Weibo," Jiang Yang explained, "Tingyue FM has released a small theater that we have recorded before."

Lin Xu said, "Did you wear earphones? I want to continue listening to last time."

"Bring it," Jiang Yang was surprised by his initiative, "Wait, I'll get it in my bag."

Jiang Yang quickly took the earphones, one for each person, and opened the Tingyue FM app.

The last time they heard the sixth episode, Jiang Yang clicked on the seventh episode and continued to listen. As soon as they entered the page of the seventh episode, the dense barrage was full of the words "Xu Tian, ​​I'm sorry" and "Xu Tian, ​​come back soon", Takes up the entire screen.

Jiang Yang hasn't opened the app for a long time. He knows that the readers who scolded Lin Xu at the beginning are all apologizing at length, but he doesn't want to sink even the comment section of the radio drama.

Jiang Yang looked at the person in his arms, and tried to ask: "Want to take a look at the barrage? There are some interesting plot discussions."

"No, there's nothing to see." Lin Xu found a comfortable position, closed his eyes, listened to the voice coming from the earphones, and hissed, "Stop talking, it's starting."

Jiang Yang didn't try again, turned off his mobile phone, and listened quietly with his arms around the people.

It doesn't matter, as long as Lin Xu makes progress.

The knots in the heart should be solved slowly, not in a hurry.