Confession

Jiang Yang came out following Guo Shule, hiding in the darkness and listening to their disputes and past quietly.

From the words of the two, what Jiang Yang suspected suddenly became clear.

Why is Lin Xu's casual and disgusting attitude towards readers?

Why is he so afraid of people calling him gay?

Why is Lin Xu in such a bad state every time Guo Shule and the past are mentioned?

Everything makes sense. Five years ago, Lin Xu's work was taken away by Guo Shule. People on the Internet blindly abused him without knowing the truth, which caused Lin Xu's emotional breakdown. Lin Xu's parents were worried about his state and rushed back. There was a car accident on the road.

Lin Xu's tearful and angrily roared and questioned made Jiang Yang's heart tremble, as if a sharp knife had penetrated into his softest place, and every nerve was in severe pain.

He suddenly regretted why he didn't get in touch with Lin Xu earlier five years ago, why he didn't get to know Lin Xu better before.

After being together, he cherishes Lin Xu so much, he knows that Lin Xu is uneasy and has a special dependence on him, so he tries to give Lin Xu a sense of security as much as possible, and wants to take care of him and protect him.

Let Lin Xu forget his troubles when he is with him.

Jiang Yang wished that the person he was holding in his hand would be tortured and trampled by Guo Shule like this, and even went down and gouged out Lin Xu's wound.

He saw Lin Xu's pale face, the violent factor in his body reached the critical point, and the flaming magma suddenly erupted, his eyes were scarlet, and he rushed forward to beat Guo Shule with all his strength, not giving Guo Shule a chance to continue to provoke Lin Xu.

At the beginning, Jiang Yang met Guo Shule first, but later he felt that his personality was inconsistent with his three views, so Jiang Yang did not develop a further friendship with him.

At this moment, Jiang Yang is thankful that his sixth sense has kept him away from this hypocritical person, and at the same time, he feels sorry for everything Lin Xu has experienced.

Jiang Yang hated Guo Shule's face so much, it was cold and vicious, like a bedbug that stayed in the gutter all year round, exuding a stench and treacherous aura, which made people feel sick and chilled.

The love for Lin Xu and the hatred for Guo Shule made Jiang Yang lose his mind.

Without waiting for Guo Shule's reaction, Jiang Yang rushed forward and punched him hard. The effect of force is mutual. When he hit Guo Shule, he could feel pain at the same time.

Violence vented his emotions, and Jiang Yang lost his mind in this unilateral beating.

His body was filled with resentment, and the anger mixed in his blood gathered in his heart, instantly starting a prairie fire.

He saw Guo Shule's face was covered in blood, unable to resist, he didn't get any refreshment, and all he saw was Lin Xu's painful and self-closing appearance.

Jiang Yang's eyes were scarlet, and the face of a young man who was always full of vigor was fierce. His eyes were filled with resentment, without the slightest hint of sunlight that Lin Xu liked, and the flickering neon lights hit his face, as if he came from hell to seek his life. the beast.

There was too much commotion here, which aroused the attention of the people nearby. Many people took out their mobile phones to take pictures, and the whispers became louder and louder. Some people asked if they should call the police.

Lin Xu came back to his senses. He looked at Guo Shule, whose face was covered with blood, and Jiang Yang, who was in a rage. The whispers around him made him feel like he was back in the past. It was full of insults to him.

Lin Xu's heart was clenched, he rushed over and hugged Jiang Yang tightly, "Jiang Yang, stop! Don't hit me! Don't be like this..."

He was not afraid of Guo Shule's accident, but Jiang Yang was different. Although he was working behind the scenes, his reputation was getting higher and higher, and he was considered a half-public figure.

Lin Xu knew the feeling of being ruined, he couldn't let Jiang Yang be blamed by others because of him.

Jiang Yang really stopped, Lin Xu's voice woke him up.

When Jin Congyun and the others came, they saw Jiang Yang still kneeling on Guo Shule, and Lin Xu hugged him tightly from behind. The people lying on the ground couldn't see their faces clearly, and they were all stained red with blood, which looked shocking.

Jiang Yang was still panting violently, his clenched fist was still shaking, if Lin Xu hadn't hugged him tightly, he would have continued to beat people.

Jin Congyun frowned and cursed, walked to the side and took out his mobile phone to make a call, faintly saying "I'll deal with it right away" and "I don't want to see it on the Internet".

Jin Congyun is a frequent visitor to this restaurant. With a gloomy face, he told the manager of the hotel to get out and control the situation. He suppressed his anger and said, "I don't like what happened today, and you don't want the restaurant to go bankrupt, do you?"

The manager was sweating profusely and nodded hurriedly.

The other three helped Jiang Yang and Lin Xu up, Xia Nan patted Lin Xu on the back and asked, "Are you okay?"

Lin Xu shook his head, his eyes were fixed on Jiang Yang's broad back, he was still breathing rapidly, and couldn't get away in the manic mood.

Xu Zhi and Han Binyu stood on both sides of Jiang Yang, looked at Guo Shule who was lying on the ground and fell asleep, and patted Jiang Yang's shoulder to signal him to calm down.

They didn't know what happened, and they all tacitly knew that there was no problem, but the friends who had known each other for many years knew each other very well, if it hadn't touched the bottom line, Jiang Yang would not have done such an impulsive thing.

After a while, Jiang Yang's breathing calmed down, the blood in his eyes faded, and he regained his clarity and reason.

"What should he do?" Han Binyu asked.

"What should I do?" Jin Congyun walked over and said, "Of course he was sent to the hospital, I called an ambulance. With so many people watching, could he be left to fend for himself?!"

As he spoke, he was dissatisfied with Jiang Yang's impulsiveness, and wanted to teach him a few words. Seeing Jiang Yang's never-before-seen dislike for a person, he swallowed the words again.

"I'll leave it to you here, I'm going first." Jiang Yang said to them.

Xu Zhi nodded, "Don't worry, we'll handle it."

"You need to deal with your hands too," Han Binyu reminded.

Jiang Yang's hands were also skinned, he didn't take it seriously, thanked them, then turned to look at Lin Xu.

Lin Xu's eye sockets were very red and moist, like a clear spring in his mouth, and his eyes were so clear that they were not stained with dust. They were a pair of very beautiful eyes, but unfortunately there was no light inside, and they still carried fear and sorrow.

Jiang Yang walked over with strides, hugged Lin Xu, and tried hard to squeeze the person into his own flesh and blood, his chest pressed tightly against each other, Jiang Yang drove away the coldness on Lin Xu's body with the beating pulse of his heart. .

Lin Xu stood in a daze, Jiang Yang strangled him until his body ached, the noisy and indistinct voice finally disappeared, Jiang Yang's temperature and breath enveloped him.

Lin Xu likes it, but he doesn't have the strength to raise his hand to hug him back. He even wants Jiang Yang to use more force, so that they can be fused together and never be separated again.

Jiang Yang kissed Lin Xu's hair, and said hoarsely, "Don't be afraid, Xu Xu, let's go home."

A tear fell silently from Lin Xu's eye socket, and a little tear stained on Jiang Yang's shoulder.

Thunder billowed in the distance, and dark clouds blocked the moonlight.

The wind is blowing, and the rain is about to come.

Jiang Yang noticed Lin Xu's trembling, and said to Jin Congyun, "Borrow your coat."

Jin Congyun glanced at the sky, took off his coat and handed it to Jiang Yang, "Let's go quickly."

Jiang Yang wrapped Lin Xu in Jin Congyun's coat, and called a car by the side of the road.

On the way, Lin Xu was very silent, he didn't lose his composure, but he was very dependent on Jiang Yang.

Regardless of the driver's gaze and scrutiny, he was deeply buried in Jiang Yang's arms, very quiet, breathing evenly, as if he had fallen asleep, and the hands holding Jiang Yang's waist tightly clenched his clothes, as if he was afraid that he would disappear.

Lin Xu did fall asleep. His emotions fluctuated too much tonight. The pain in the past and the scene of Jiang Yang's beating are intertwined. The emotions of fear, panic, fear, and helplessness have accumulated layer by layer. After such a strong and ups and down state, coupled with Guo Shule's words stimulated him, the brain's self-protection mechanism made him fall into a deep sleep, which was exhausted.

After arriving at the community, Jiang Yang hugged Lin Xu and went back to the house. Lightning tore through the night sky, followed by deafening thunder.

The moment Jiang Yang put Lin Xu on the bed, Lin Xu woke up.

He opened his eyes, his pupils were not focused, and he was in a state of chaos and unconsciousness. He moved his lips and murmured: "Jiang Yang..."

Jiang Yang's heart began to ache again. Ever since he reunited with Lin Xu, his heart ached more and more easily. It wasn't so severe, it was the kind of dense and continuous pain that was pierced by countless small needles, each of which was connected to a nerve. It hurts the cerebral cortex.

Jiang Yang's heart was branded with the label "Lin Xu", and Lin Xu's emotions involved his perception.

"I'm here." Jiang Yang lowered his voice, held Lin Xu's hand that was holding on to his collar, and kissed his fingertips, "Xu Xu, I'm here."

Lin Xu's eye sockets became more and more red and moist, and the water vapor inside could no longer hold back, slipping down the corners of his eyes, and endless sadness welled up in his heart, "Jiang Yang...Jiang Yang..."

He yelled over and over again, as if to confirm the existence of Jiang Yang, to make sure that this was not his dream.

Lin Xu knew that his memory was broken and messy, and he had hallucinations when he was in the worst state.

He was afraid, because he was too eager for Jiang Yang to have a dream. In the dream, he embraced the sun, got love, and fell into the long-awaited embrace, but when he woke up, it was a desert, and the humming silence would drive him crazy.

Jiang Yang sensed Lin Xu's uneasiness, and lay down on the bed, hugged him tightly, and answered "I'm here" over and over again.

Lin Xu's breathing gradually calmed down, he put his face against Jiang Yang's chest, listening to the strong heartbeat, his nerves that had been tense all night finally relaxed.

From the moment they entered the house, Lele followed into the room. It slept lying on Lin Xu's back, with its long hair sticking to his back, so that Lin Xu's back was no longer cold.

With a flash of lightning that pierced the Cangxiong, the torrential rain poured down, beating the windows fiercely, and the wind howled like a demon roaring.

The movement outside gave the room a sense of peace, a warm lamp stood by the bedside, and the two most important things in Lin Xu's life were by his side, dispelling fear and fear.

After a while, Lin Xu moved his body and removed Jin Congyun's coat from his body.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Yang was afraid that he would catch a cold, so he pulled the quilt over and covered them.

Lin Xu said sullenly, "I don't like other people's things."

Jiang Yang laughed and patted Lin Xu on the back.

Lin Xu raised his head to kiss Jiang Yang, and opened his mouth to let Jiang Yang penetrate into him.

They kissed passionately and warmly, without lust, but more to appease.

Jiang Yang wrapped his arms around Lin Xu's back and touched the back of his neck, holding him in his arms, and stuck his tongue into the other's mouth, tenderly transferring his own warmth to him.

Lin Xu closed his eyes, and it was rare to be able to keep up with Jiang Yang's rhythm. In the past, Jiang Yang's kisses were very urgent and fierce, with strong passion/desire, every time it was like swallowing him alive.

This time, Jiang Yang's warm offensive made Lin Xu's heart flutter even more. There was the sound of wet water in his ears, two fiery tongues were churning together, his lips were tightly pressed together, the two hearts beat at the same frequency, and his breath intertwined ambiguously. The atmosphere here is getting hotter and hotter.

The wind and rain outside the window, this small world is beautiful and hot.

"Hmm... um..." Lin Xu gently pushed Jiang Yang.

Jiang Yang let go of Lin Xu's lips and licked the water stains from the corner of his mouth, "What's wrong?"

"Lele is still here." Lin Xu said breathlessly.

Jiang Yang didn't intend to do it at first, Lin Xu's condition is not good, it would be too beastly to think about such a thing at this time.

Lin Xu stared at Jiang Yang and asked, "Don't you want to ask me?"

"You will naturally say what you want to say." Jiang Yang kissed the tip of Lin Xu's nose, "I won't force you. With me, you can be in the most comfortable state."

Lin Xu's nose was sore, he closed his eyes, and suppressed the surging emotions.

It was such a rainy day again, the outside was pitch black, and the storm was pouring, washing the city dormant in the dark night, and the row upon row of high-rise buildings looked like the scales of beasts, with scattered light shining through.

After a while, Lin Xu's breathing became heavy and his voice was hoarse, "I used to think that he really wanted to make friends with me..."