The life of the salted fish dog is in danger

Yan Wangtu widened her small eyes when she heard the words, "Is it true? Ye Li never takes the initiative to play with others?"

"Really, Wangwang won't lie, my mother never took the initiative to find those uncles and aunts who chased her!" The puppy stood at attention and said very seriously.

Yan Wangtu rolled her small eyes and found that the matter was not simple. A smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she approached Wangwang furtively and asked, "Does your mother hate those aunts who pursue her?"

"Uh... Let's divide up. My mother said before that she doesn't reject the pursuit of girls, but some aunts are really annoying. They often harass her. 』

"Oh, I know that your mother is not homophobic. Thinking about it, there are very few people who are "straight" in art. "Little Xianyu turned sideways with a look of surprise, she never thought that the night grass would be bent.

"However, compared to rejecting the pursuit of aunts, I feel that my mother hates the pursuit of uncles more.She often complained to me that they didn't respect her, that she was tired of talking to them, and that she couldn't communicate with them...』

"Hahaha, then I think your mother and Ye Rong should be able to get along quite well. Ye Rong is also a strange woman who has experienced many battles!"

Yan Wangtu laughed gloatingly. She originally felt that Ye Rong and Ye Rong had some similarities in certain temperaments, but they made completely different life choices: Ye Rong chose to play in the world, while Ye Rong chose In order to abide by the heart.

"Who is Ye Rong?" ’ Wangwang asked vigilantly.

"An old friend of mine, an awkward and pretty sister. She used to be a good girl who valued affection, but unfortunately she became the one I hate the most." Xiao Xianyu sighed helplessly after finishing speaking.

Although Yan Wangtu usually always encourages Ye Rong as a "negative teaching material for friends", she still loves her good sister.She knew that Ye Rong was not like this before. Ye Rong was also hurt by a scumbag before she got rid of the shackles of a moral girl and gradually became a sea king.

Yan Wangtu can only say that she can understand Ye Rong's choice, but if she had to choose, she still wouldn't choose the same lifestyle as her, and she didn't want to hate herself more.

In fact, if Yan Wangtu is willing, she can even play bigger than Ye Rong.After all, so many people like her money and family background, even if they are allowed to be juniors and juniors, they are willing, and even wish to use the fact of being with her to increase their status, and follow her to climb to new heights .

If Yan Wangtu was an ordinary person, she might indeed do such stupid things to relieve her loneliness when she was vulnerable.But fortunately, she is a prepared dog god, she knows that she has something she must stick to, even if she is a "defective product" in the gods, she can't just belittle herself.

But Yan Wangtu didn't do this because he cherishes himself, in fact, she doesn't like herself, she even hates herself a little bit, she can't love herself like many people.

Even though she always has a humorous look and likes to make others happy by joking when she is free, she is really not an optimistic and positive person.

How can a salted fish who advocates "entertainment to death" be an optimistic person?

To be honest, "Entertaining to death" is just a forced choice for her in the face of a life that she can't change, and it more or less means breaking the can.

She used to be a hard-working and motivated person. Although her family and identity often weighed her down, she still earnestly completed the goals she set for herself.

Even when she is treated unfriendly by the world, she will coax herself, cheer herself up, and tell herself to be stronger.

Many things in the human world can be obtained through "hard work". Although hard work often does not bring good results, at least it can leave yourself with the psychological comfort of "I have tried hard at least".

But if the excuse of "at least I have tried" is put on the matter of "becoming a god", it seems that it will not be so effective.

Yan Wangtu has tried everything, but still hasn't made any progress for more than ten years, and the other preparatory gods she has seen are higher than her without cultivation.Even though Inugami persuaded her later that Kurotail's child was a late bloomer, this still seriously hit her self-confidence, and she still felt that she was a "defective product".

She found that she was not only an outlier among humans, but also an outlier among gods.

Like to think, she carefully pondered along this general direction, and found that there are really too many reasons why she can be labeled as "heterogeneous":

She was a little fat when she was a child;

She was isolated by her classmates;

She was teased by her classmates;

She looks like a boy;

She speaks like a boy;

Her personality is like a boy;

She dresses like a boy;

The way she thinks about problems is always different from others;

She is always the first person to abandon her emotions and start thinking about solutions when emergencies happen, so that she is often called a cold-blooded weirdo by her classmates and colleagues;

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The most irritating thing is that she is an outlier even in the constellation classification of "Gemini".As a person with Sun Gemini and rising Sagittarius, she is characterized by everyone as a Neptune who can "wave to the sky".She has suffered all kinds of malicious slander from the constellations these years, but who would have thought that she is still a solo mother, and she has never seen a more moral girl than her!

Human stereotypes and prejudices remind her that she is an "alien" all the time, telling her that she is different from them, which makes Yan Wangtu, who has been good at thinking since childhood, often feel very painful.

The "Flower of Evil" named "Inferiority" has long planted seeds in Yan Wangtu's heart. Although she now likes to tell her painful experiences in a humorous way, she is a sad and negative person in her heart. people.

A few years ago, when she was still working in the company she invested in, she was strongly asked by a familiar HR colleague to take an MBTI [-]-type personality test. The test results showed that she was a rare INTJ architect personality.

『The architect personality is one of the personality types with the least number and the strongest strategic ability. They only account for 2% of the population, and women are even rarer, only 0.8%.This makes it difficult for them to find like-minded peers who can match their extraordinary intelligence and prudent way of thinking. 』This is the first sentence in the test results.

Yan Wangtu, who always thought she was a different kind, suddenly felt relieved when she saw this place. She found a reasonable explanation for her difficulty in gaining self-identity in human society for so many years.

"No wonder I always feel that I am out of place in the world. Is it because I am so special? 』

Maybe there's never been a right or wrong thing about her being different, there's nothing wrong with her being "special", she's just a minority among the few.

But if you say you are angry or not, even if you put her in the category of "INTJ", she is still an outlier.She's not as haughty and cold as the usual architect personalities, she's funnier and more human than they are, she's not typical at all.

However, Yan Wangtu's character core is generally as rational and deep as most INTJs. Occasionally, she is proud of some of her small achievements and thinks she is a genius, but her heart is still sensitive and inferior.

As she just emphasized with the puppy Wangwang, she doesn't think she is worthy of Ye Li.Although she hates judging a relationship by the standard of "worthiness or not", whenever she sees a good girl, she still feels ashamed unconsciously.

"How could a little trash who rounded up to zero divine power be worthy of a talented little fox?" 』

"What's more, the little fox is still a straight daughter, and she still wants to become a god. How can I stand in her way? 』

That's right, Yan Wangtu cared about Ye Li, so she wanted to help her get what she wanted most, and she wanted to do everything she could to help her become a god.Compared with imposing her own preferences on the other party, she is more willing to give the other party what she really wants. This is the way she likes someone.

Seeing Yan Wangtu in a daze without saying a word, Wangwang thought she was unhappy again, so he licked her hand, "Boss, if you really like my mother, you might as well be brave."My mother said that when she falls in love, she depends on her feelings and not on other things. I think you will succeed if you work hard! 』

Little Xianyu waved his hand embarrassingly, "No, no, I won't bother your mother. I am very happy to be a widow. Love has never been a necessity for me, but I will try my best to protect it. Hers, don't let her be hurt by bad people."

"Hey, it would be great if my mother liked you, and it would be great if she wasn't a straight girl..." The puppy buried his head in Yan Wangtu's hands, as if he was comforting her and himself .

The little salted fish smiled lightly, and patted its little head, "Just follow the fate, no matter what, I will always like our Wangwang, Wangwang is my only favorite dog now."

Wangwang squinted at her for a moment, then hid his little head in her hands, "Hmph, boss, you are deceiving my innocent feelings again!"My mother told me, she said that when you say you like me, you are usually talking nonsense, so let me not believe you! 』

"Mom, beauty reviews have been killed, she's talking nonsense, every time I say I like Wangwang, I mean it!"

"Although I don't think you are that bad, I still decided to believe what my mother said, and I don't plan to believe what you say anymore. 』

Yan Wangtu now really looks like she has eaten Coptis chinensis, and she suddenly has a sense of sight of "the wolf is coming".She once lied to the innocent feelings of the puppy, and since then she has completely lost the trust of the two of them. Now, looking at the shrewdness that was shaking at the beginning, the loss outweighs the gain.

"Although I don't believe it, it doesn't prevent me from liking you. 』The puppy licked Yan Wangtu's palm.

"Aww, I'm really wronged, Ye Li is too much, I'm afraid that my daughter will be unkind, so you can't just start regulating it from me?" Yan Wangtu wailed aggrievedly.

Seeing the situation, Wangwang laughed "hiccup", "Boss is so stupid, my mother is right, you are just not very smart, and Wangwang needs to supervise you not to be stupid at all times." 』

When Yan Wangtu heard the words, a black question mark appeared on his face, "What did you two say about me behind my back again? How could I be stupid? How smart I am, I have won a college scholarship!"

"Haha, my mother said that you sometimes like to play tricks, so I need Wangwang to monitor your every move and report in time, in case you make mistakes and deceive our family. 』

"I don't understand anymore!" Yan Wangtu folded her arms angrily and turned her back, she felt that she was blamed again for no reason, humming.