Tao Ran

During dinner, Meng Litian asked Meng Fei, "Why haven't I seen you bring Lily to your house recently?"

Tao Ran looked up at Meng Litian and then at Meng Fei. Meng Litian wanted to ask who Lily was, and Feng Xiuzhu was also puzzled, "Lily?"

"Well, Meng Fei's girlfriend," Meng Litian looked at Feng Xiuzhu, and said gently, "Tomorrow is just a rest day, let Meng Fei bring her home tomorrow, and meet you too, she is a very nice girl."

"Cough cough," Tao Ran was choking heavily, fortunately he quickly covered his mouth to prevent the rice grains from spewing out, but this was enough to be impolite, even though he was in his own home, Tao Ran always paid attention to etiquette. What went wrong made Meng Litian unhappy.For Meng Litian, Tao Ran has always looked up to him in awe, not only because of Meng Litian's ability, but also because of his aura, which is so strong that Tao Ran can't treat him like a family even if he calls him Dad. presumptuous in front of.

"Excuse me, I'm going to the bathroom," then left the seat covering her mouth and hurried to the bathroom.

Feng Xiuzhu was surprised, "What's wrong with this kid today, he's frizzy."

Meng Litian smiled, "After all, I'm still a child, and it's at my own home, so it doesn't matter."

Meng Fei looked at the back of Tao Ranfu who seemed to be running away, and turned back to Meng Litian and said, "The third year of high school is relatively heavy. I'll call later to see if she has time tomorrow." Meng Litian nodded, and Meng Fei lowered his head and continued to eat. Time is relatively neglected for Li Li, who used to eat together almost every day, but now spends most of his time with Tao Ran every day, thinking about it, I feel a little apologetic, and I must invite her to make amends tomorrow.

Tao Ran washed his face in the bathroom, looked at himself in the mirror, and smiled bitterly, "Girlfriend?" Yes, how could such an excellent boy not have a girlfriend, but what is he? This is the first time he thought of this question, I can't stroke it smoothly, but I have a headache.

After the intimate behavior between the two that night, they have been sleeping together. Every night, Meng Fei embraces him with both arms, making him feel that he owns the whole world and sleeps peacefully at night.How can he accept the sudden appearance of a girlfriend now? I heard them mention it occasionally when they were eating together before. Is it too careless to pay attention to it, or does he not want to face it?But tonight it was mentioned at the dinner table, thinking that when he was lying in Meng Fei's arms, he would still sleep so peacefully, would he have no dreams all night?Probably a nightmare.

He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, "Brother Gui, do you have time tomorrow, let's go out and play together, I happen to be familiar with this city too, um, then it's settled. Enen, goodbye." Hanging up the phone, Tao Ran looked at the mobile phone in his hand, it was given to him by Meng Fei, saying it was convenient for contact.Tao Ran didn't know where it could be used, the same school, the same home, saw that Meng Fei was a little anxious, so he picked it up, and didn't forget to say "Thank you, Tuhao brother." Before Meng Fei got angry, he ran away.

That night, Meng Fei didn't go to Tao Ran's room, nor did he send a message asking Tao Ran to go to his room. He suddenly didn't know how to face him, and he didn't tell him about Li Li. He didn't know where the guilt came from and made him toss and turn to sleep. No, or he couldn't sleep peacefully without Tao Ran by his side.He got up, put on pajamas, a large robe, and hugged him, but there was no warmth, and he tied his belt tightly, hoping to feel a human body temperature.

Walking to the floor-to-ceiling windows and opening the curtains, the bright moonlight shines in, giving the illusion that the Milky Way is falling into the sky.Looking at the moon, it is not as round as fifteen, but it also has another beauty, the moonlight is pure like water, Meng Fei crossed his arms around his chest, looking at the moon, he felt much calmer.What is Tao Ran in his heart? Why does Li Li's existence make him feel guilty towards him? Meng Fei looked at the starry sky and the moon, hoping to find the answer, but he found nothing except Tranquility. He is his younger brother, his family , what else could there be, Meng Fei couldn't think of it, and smiled as if relieved, any guilt was just his own wild imagination.

Feeling that his problem was solved, he closed the curtains and went to sleep, but what are he and Brother Gui going to do tomorrow? When Tao Ran told them that he had already made an appointment with Brother Gui and could not break the appointment, he asked in his heart when they would be good enough to meet again. We spent the weekend together, and I haven’t heard Brother Gui talk about the weekend, forget it, don’t think about it, Meng Fei grabbed the pillow next to him and turned over a few times before falling asleep, taking him to solve the problem in his heart That vague sense of guilt.

Tao Ran looked at the photos on his phone. From the day Meng Fei gave him the phone, he took a picture of Meng Fei every day, but every time he did it secretly. Every time Meng Fei said that he secretly took pictures, he would try his best to deny it. He was afraid of hurting Tao Ran. Will go to grab, can only make Tao Ran's mobile phone a secret.

Feeling very sad, Tao Ran didn't know why, but this sadness invaded every inch of his body, he kept taking deep breaths, afraid that tears would fall, and his nose was sore.From the night when he accepted Meng Fei, Tao Ran felt that he was changing every day, becoming selfish and inexplicable. Selfishly hated Meng Fei approaching other girls or even boys, and inexplicably sad. It was like being torn apart, until I couldn't breathe, then I moved closer to life and let go slowly.

This kind of hysteria, Tao Ran did not make any sound, but his heartache was like sea water drowning him, how much he wished he would really fall into the sea, lose his consciousness from now on, just melt into the sea, enjoy the quietness of nature, nothing Don't think about it.

Perhaps the only function of the mobile phone Meng Fei sent was to make him wait for messages that would not come.Wait, tormenting him.At this moment, he really wanted Meng Fei to send a message to let him go. He didn't care if he had a girlfriend or not, so he rushed over and scolded himself for being cheap, but he still looked forward to it. Tao Ran didn't know what kind of mood this was. But this kind of mood made him gradually lose the concept of self-esteem.

Brother Gui took Tao Ran to Bubble Park, which is not very far from the school. On weekends, there are quite a lot of people, and there is noise everywhere. They found a quiet place to sit down.

Brother Gui handed over a bottle of fruit orange, "I heard that you prefer to drink this."

I took it, and I knew it was Meng Fei who said it without asking. When I gave him strawberry juice, I looked at Meng Fei and said, I like fruity oranges.Tao Ran looked at Brother Ghost, his smile was warm and bright like the sun, Tao Ran couldn't help but wonder how could he have such a bright smile, as if he had been living under the sun all the time, and never had wind and rain come into his world.

"You don't have to be so polite to help us prepare lunch at noon every day. It's just helping Meng Fei fight. We've been together for so long. It's nothing." Brother Gui looked at Tao Ran when he was talking, trying to let him see sincerity, so as not to Will be wrong.

Tao Ran looked at the people not far away walking back and forth in front of his eyes, and they were not the same person every time. Tao Ran guessed their identities based on their clothes, "You fought mainly because of me, thank you at first, but later it was me What I want to do, I will be happy to see everyone happy."

Brother Gui saw Tao Ran smile at him, it was extremely ugly, like a child taking medicine for illness, he was very reluctant, couldn't help laughing, people who put their feelings on their faces are cute.Knowing that Tao Ran is not because of the lunch, there is something unhappy, "Okay. Hey, there are fun games over there, let me show you."

Tao Ran followed Brother Gui, always thinking about what it would be like for Li Li to come to their house. His parents welcomed him very happily, and the most excited one was Meng Fei. He brought his prospective daughter-in-law home, how happy the family would be for dinner In the picture, Tao Ran suddenly had the idea that he was superfluous, what the hell was he thinking.

It was only when he saw Brother Gui's so-called fun game in front of him that Tao Ran withdrew his thoughts and smiled, sunbathing his white teeth, "Is this what you said was fun?" Tao Ran pointed at the swings.

The child sat on the swing and was accompanied by an adult, pushing the swing back and forth, not daring to use force for fear of falling the child, and several children looked at them.

"That's it." Brother Gui pushed Tao Ran onto the swing, "the swing has a kind of magical power, and it can shake people's unhappiness out in the process of swinging back and forth."

Brother Gui found out his mood and didn't say it out. This kind of thoughtfulness made Tao Ran look back at Brother Gui very gratefully, but Brother Gui's face became farther and farther away. Brother Gui had already pushed the swing, and he floated up, "No, It's embarrassing." He saw that the people next to him were all looking at them, how could boys of their age come to play on the swing.

"Where there's any shame, you just take care of yourself, just don't fall off," Guige said with more and more force, making Tao Ran float higher and higher.

"How could it be possible to fall down, no matter how high you are," Tao Ran was a little unconvinced, he was not a child, yet he was called that.

Brother Gui laughed, it’s so easy to use the aggressive method, just like a child, it made Tao Ran float higher, Tao Ran would scream every time he reached a high point, and asked Brother Gui to cheer up from time to time, completely forgetting that he was ashamed by others’ eyes just now , It seems that I can't feel that there is someone next to me, and I can vent my pent up unhappiness and wild thoughts, let those all float to the clouds, enjoy the feeling of flying at this moment, and let myself go.

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