Tao Ran

When Tao Ran returned home, Meng Litian was preparing to go to work, changed his clothes, and carried his briefcase.When two people met in the yard, Tao Ran opened his mouth and said nothing, but Meng Litian ignored him and walked past him.

Feng Xiuzhu was sitting on the sofa in the lobby waiting for Tao Ran to come back. She wanted to ask what happened. Just now, Meng Litian almost cruelly separated the two people who were embracing, causing her doubts to escalate sharply. Something must have happened at home yesterday, otherwise why all the decisions were made? They came so hastily, and the behavior of the three of them showed that there must be something wrong with it. Thinking of this, Feng Xiuzhu felt a little restless.

Tao Ran came in and saw Feng Xiuzhu just smiled, "Mom, I didn't sleep well today, go upstairs to catch up on sleep, and call me again at lunch time." Said and went straight upstairs.

Before he could speak, Tao Ran blocked his words. Seeing that Tao Ran was really tired, he didn't say much, Feng Xiuzhu just nodded.

At the stairs on the second floor, Tao Ran stopped and looked back at Feng Xiuzhu. He felt a stone was pressed against his chest, and he was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe. Seeing Feng Xiuzhu look over, he suddenly looked back and went back to his room as if nothing happened.

Feng Xiuzhu had the illusion for a moment that Tao Ran's eyes were filled with tears just now, and the feeling of uneasiness invaded immediately, she sat on the sofa and picked up the phone to call Meng Litian but stopped, thinking not to delay After leaving Meng Litian's work, let's ask Tao Ran again at noon. Feng Xiuzhu decided to find out what happened from Tao Ran, no matter what method she used, thinking so, put down the phone on her hand.

Tao Ran went back to the room and locked the room. He slowly unbuttoned his shirt, took off his shorts and underpants, let them scatter wantonly on the floor, took the fruit knife on the table, walked into the bathroom, and closed the door. door to door. . . . . .

When Meng Fei was sitting and waiting for the plane to take off, he came across the letter in his pocket. He just took it out and wanted to open it to read. Tao Ran's actions today made him feel a little messed up. Laughed at him as childish, but he insisted, Meng Fei didn't say anything, but today he wore it.Crawling down his hair, when he opened the envelope, there was a boarding reminder in the lobby. The notification sound hovered in the wide hall, making Meng Fei irritable. He had no choice but to put it away and watch it on the plane.

When the plane took off, Meng Fei saw dark clouds outside, and there seemed to be lightning in the distance. . .

"Sure enough, there are unpredictable things," Meng Fei never said the next sentence, feeling too unlucky. He glanced at Meng Litian's secretary next to him, and immediately turned his head away, not wanting to look at him. Go to Sanya and come back after making arrangements.

Meng Litian thought that after Meng Feifei went to Sanya, he would immediately arrange for Tao Ran to study abroad and separate them completely. Even if Meng Fei planned to quietly pick Tao Ran away in a few days, it would be impossible, but the development of things is often beyond people's imagination.

Taking out the letter in his pocket, Meng Fei opened it, thinking that watching Tao Ran's love words would make him feel better, but the smile that just appeared on his face disappeared as soon as he opened it, "Brother, farewell..." Meng Fei instantly felt His heart fell into the ice cellar, and he shivered from the cold.

The secretary next to him saw that Meng Fei's face was ashen, and his whole body was trembling slightly, and asked tentatively, "Meng Fei, are you okay?"

When he came back to his senses, Meng Fei folded the letter again, wanting to smile to express that he was really fine, but his facial muscles were too stiff to make any expression, "But,,, can I trouble you to order a lunch for me?"

The secretary looked at the time and it was just after nine o'clock. It was not lunch time, but the boss's son had already spoken, so he could only say "um" and got up to ask for lunch for Meng Fei.

Seeing that the person left, Meng Fei opened the -suicide note- again, his hands still trembling uncontrollably, "I'm sorry, brother, I heard the conversation between you and Dad in the study, it turns out that the relationship between us is only because of desire, knowing you Breaking up with Li Li, I thought for a moment that you thought the same about me as I did about you, but I was wrong, we were both wrong, since you forced me to have sex with you that night, everything was wrong On track..."

Tao Ran lay quietly in the bathtub, full of water, leaving only his head on the surface of the water, his face was pale, without a trace of blood or anger, his lips were like frost in the morning, but the corner of his mouth was still smiling happily. The words of Meng Fei echoed all the time:

"you are mine,"

"I want to be with you,"

"Don't be afraid, Tao'er, with me here, you'll be fine, ah, don't be afraid,". . .

Tao Ran's arm was hanging slightly on the edge of the bathtub, and the bloodstains on his wrist were shocking, like a rhododendron in full bloom, bright and dripping, each drop of life was passing by, dripping on the bright red on the ground, forming a bleak circle Son.Part of the blade of the fruit knife was submerged in the bright red, while the part that was not submerged continued to emit a cold light, illuminating the entire bathroom.

"Brother, I love you, I really love you, but... I said that if you are too happy, there will be retribution, as expected, but I don't regret it, I am worth it if I am happy. You said that life is meaningful. I don’t care about the length. I’m cowardly, and I dare not face the fact that you don’t love me, brother, no matter heaven or hell, I will sincerely bless you, and may happiness accompany you in this life. Taoer’s last word.”

Meng Fei abruptly folded the letter and put it back into his pocket, scratching in the air with his hands. When the secretary brought over the lunch, Meng Fei immediately threw himself into the lunch and tried his best to stuff the things he didn't want to eat into his mouth. He didn't know what to do now. What to do, it seems that eating is the only thing he can do now, suddenly remembered the scene when he broke up with Li Li.

"Meng Fei, is it because of Tao Ran that you want to break up with me?" Li Li bit her lower lip lightly.

Meng Fei looked back at Tao Ran, "Yes, I love him, I don't want to make him sad every time because of your affairs, I can only say sorry to you, thank you for your kindness to me."

"From the first time I saw Tao Ran, his eyebrows and eyes were three points like mine, which made me suspect that this was the reason why you were with me in the first place. It seems that I was right. You never really loved me. I'm just a substitute for Tao Ran, Meng Fei, you are so cruel." Li Li's tears flowed down her cheeks.

Meng Fei sighed helplessly, "I know I'm sorry for you, but breaking up is the best explanation for the three of us, I will pay the price for my sin, maybe it's the happiness of this life, but now I just want to be with Taoer. "

Now it really came true, this is retribution, Meng Fei continued to stuff something unknown into his mouth, and let the tears fall, even though there are more and more trends, but now, who can tell him what he can do?

The thing in the mouth can no longer be swallowed, a little bit falls from the mouth, ignore him, let the rice grains and tears fall together~~~~

I cursed Tao Ran repeatedly in my heart, "Why don't you wait for me, I will come back and take you away after leaving a message, why don't you give me a chance, bastard, Tao Er, you bastard... I love you, I really love you... Tao Er, you come back..."

Meng Litian walked downstairs in the company, and naturally put his hand into his pocket. When he touched the torn piece of paper, he couldn't help smiling proudly. Everything was under his control. Now he should find a way to send Tao Ran abroad. Everything will be fine.The phone rang, and it looked like it was Feng Xiuzhu calling. Meng Li took a few steps to answer it when there was no one around, and his wife's cry came from the phone, "Li Tian... you, come back quickly..."

"Xiuzhu, what's the matter, don't cry, what happened?" Hearing Feng Xiuzhu's cry, Meng Litian was a little confused, this is the second time she heard her cry, the first time was knowing that Meng Fei's mother was pregnant.

"Li Tian... Tao Er's door can't be opened, no one will answer no matter how you call, come back soon..." Feng Xiuzhu thought about it later, the more something went wrong, Tao Ran's last eyes seemed to be saying goodbye, parting for life and death That kind of thing, going upstairs and knocking on the door worriedly, but no one answered no matter what, the inside lock can’t be opened, the key to Tao Ran’s room is in Tao Ran’s place, Meng Fei gave it to him, he couldn’t resist calling Meng Litian when he knew something was wrong Crying, imagining that her son might just disappear like this, Feng Xiuzhu felt dizzy for a while, but fortunately she was supported by Mrs. Li.

"Xiuzhu, don't worry, call the police and I'll be right back." Meng Litian hung up the phone and hurried home by car, feeling that things were going to be bad. He didn't expect Tao Ran's feelings for Meng Fei to be so deep. If Tao Ran really had something Unexpectedly, Feng Xiuzhu would not forgive herself. Thinking of this, Meng Litian pressed down the car window and took out all the papers in his pockets. This was the key to Tao Ran's fatality, and he must not keep it. He stretched his hand out the window and let the wind blow away. The summer wind hurt Meng Litian like a blade, but he couldn't cry out, "Am I wrong?" Meng Litian asked himself. . .

Meng Fei looked out of the glass window, he didn't know whether it was tears or the heavy rain that blurred his vision, and he couldn't see anything. Tao Ran's words echoed in his ears:

"Brother, even if the whole world betrays you, at least you still have me,"

"I love you, it has nothing to do with you, I just want to stay by your side,"

Meng Fei suddenly saw Tao Ran smiling at him outside the window, the smiling face was still so innocent, pure and spotless. . .

(some years later)

Meng Fei was walking on the maple tree path, looking at the yellowed maple leaves, he couldn't help but smile. He walked the maple tree path countless times with Tao Ran back then, but now, the maple tree path is still there. What about the original people?

It seems that Tao Ran's voice and laughter can still be heard on the maple road where all their memories are recorded.

"Tao Er, how did you live in that world? Mom gave birth to a son named Meng Luo. He looks a lot like you, the bigger he is, the more he looks like him. Eyes, nose, hehe, now Mom will forgive Dad. They don't often I miss you, but I always have you in my heart," Meng Fei walked slowly, the road of maple trees seemed to be longer than before, and he didn't know when it would end, "Taoer, it's been so many years, the effect of time is to let me Understand my feelings for you more clearly, I love you, but now you can’t hear it, Taoer, I, I really miss you, really miss you, miss you, miss you so much..."

Meng Fei tightened his windbreaker tightly, the autumn wind was bleak, and it was bone-chilling to get into the clothes.

On the lonely road of maple trees, only Meng Fei's lonely figure was left. . . . . . (End of this article

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