Tao Ran

After Tao Ran recovered from his illness, he kept asking Meng Fei if he said something in his ear that night. He seemed to have heard it, but it was not real, as if it came from the sky.

Meng Fei smiled and stroked Tao Ran's cheek, "It's nothing, you just need to be good, don't think about anything else, I won't let you down again."

Hearing what Meng Fei promised, and seeing Meng Fei's bright smile, Tao Ran thought that maybe he shouldn't be so persistent, and it would be easier for both of them to give each other space, besides, Meng Fei had already said that, and he didn't care about what he said, it was nothing at all. Meaning, as long as he's by your side, wouldn't it be fine?

But this doubt has always troubled Tao Ran, did Meng Fei say anything that night, and what did he say? ? ?

It was also from that day that Meng Fei's concern for Tao Ran was surprisingly obvious. He didn't care about the comments of the people around him, and held Tao Ran's hand ambiguously on campus, smiling happily.

At this moment, Meng Fei realized how exciting it is to let himself do what he wants to do. He ignored other people's eyes and walked his own way without any psychological burden. Sometimes people should think more about their own mood, and always live in the I can't know how tired others are right now.

Regretting the beauty he had missed, Meng Fei wanted to make up for Tao Ran, always by his side, giving sincerely, being injured many times but not crying out for pain, holding Tao Ran's hand tightly.

On the way home from school, Meng Fei held Tao Ran's hand, facing the evening breeze, feeling particularly refreshed.

On the road of maple trees, the light leaked to the ground through the maple leaves is fragmentary, like broken glass, reflecting the dazzling light, which has no temperature and is very comfortable.The leaves of the maple tree are almost fully unfolded, the size of a palm, dancing in the evening wind, rubbing against each other and playing the home march.

Tao Ran likes this kind of night, because he has the feeling of nature, saying that people come from nature and get close to nature, which is another way of thinking about the source when drinking water.

Meng Fei said: "Since you like it, then we will all come here in the evening and get closer to nature."

I like the vision Meng Fei gave, but how many days are there like this? Tao Ran sighed lightly. He doesn’t know when he will be in someone else’s arms again, talking about love. No, for himself, what he said is love. It doesn't matter, if you find a reason for Meng Fei's words, your head will be hot for a while, thinking about it like this, a feeling of sadness will hit your heart.

"Meng Fei."

The two turned their heads and saw Li Li standing on the top of the maple tree. She was probably chasing her in a hurry. The skin on her face was flushed, and there was a thin amount of sweat on her forehead, and she was panting.

Meng Fei looked at Tao Ran, and said seriously: "Don't move here, wait for me, I'll be right back." He said and walked towards Li Li.

Looking at Meng Fei's back, Tao Ran twitched the corner of his mouth mockingly. Sure enough, he was still not his exclusive. When his real girlfriend came, he was nothing. It felt a little sad. When did he make himself so embarrassed.

Meng Fei talked with Li Li for a while, then looked back at Tao Ran, as if he was afraid that he would leave, and he would be back soon as he said.

Tao Ran squeezed out a smile, making his expression as natural as possible. Sometimes Tao Ran would think that after practicing so much, he should be able to apply to an art school to be an actor. I'm home, I'm fine."

Gently tapped on Tao Ran's forehead, and smiled warmly, "What are you talking about, I just broke up with Lily, you can't let me go." On Tao Ran's bed, doing things with him that two brothers could not do, he wanted to face up to his feelings, even if there was an abyss ahead, he didn't want to let Tao Ran fall alone.

He who had been avoiding it all the time, summoned up the courage to face it, and Meng Fei's heart instantly relaxed a lot. No matter whether the relationship with Tao Ran can be accepted by others, since it happened, why not let it be?Meng Fei told himself not to hide in his safe protective cover in a daze, he should stand hand in hand with Tao Ran under the sun, let the world stare at him, as long as the other party is still by his side, it is enough, and he should enjoy the due good!

If you don't know what the future will look like, why do you still think about it? People live in the present, and the future is too far away. Why give up the happiness in front of us for the sake of an unreachable future.

"Ah?" Tao Ran suddenly felt that his ears were not working well, what did he hear, it was too unreliable.

"Ah what, I'm leaving," Meng Fei said, holding Tao Ran's hand and continuing to walk forward, smiling relieved.

It was only now that Tao Ran realized that what he heard just now was true, and when he looked back at Li Li still standing there, he felt a little guilty, but was it because of him that they broke up?But now, for the first time, I feel that Meng Fei's hand is so big, powerful and warm, and I want him to hold my hand all the time to go down. No matter there is wind or rain in front, as long as Meng Fei is by my side, nothing will hinder me. .

The maple tree path is so short that it is rare for Meng Fei and Tao Ran to think of one place. He really wants to hold each other's hand and keep walking. It doesn't matter even if he can't see the end point.

Meng Fei stretched out his hand to touch the people around him. He opened his eyes and vaguely saw Tao Ran standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows. The lights in the room were not turned on. Tao Ran opened the curtains a little.

The weather in May was no longer noticeably cold, Tao Ran was only wearing underwear, white, bought by Meng Fei, they were the same, jokingly said that they were lovers' underwear.

Taking the mobile phone by the bedside, Meng Fei checked that the time was not yet five o'clock, frowned slightly, lifted the quilt and walked over barefoot in his underwear, and hugged Tao Ran gently from behind, "What are you looking at?" ?”

Tao Ran was not surprised, he heard the sound of Meng Fei getting up, and leaned his head back on Meng Fei's shoulder, very satisfied, the morning air is very fresh, seeping in through the glass window, making people very refreshed, eyes still Staring out the window, "Looking at the starry sky, why did you wake up?"

"Without you by my side, I can't sleep well," Meng Fei looked outside, the night sky at four o'clock was still dark, dark blue, very quiet, and there were still stars twinkling, not many but unusually bright, "What are you thinking about?"

"Brother, how long do you think the light of the stars can shine? Will it stop shining someday?"

Meng Fei chuckled, "No, of course you have forgotten common sense, as long as there is the sun, the stars will always shine."

"I always feel like I am a star in the sky, exuding a faint light, and I don't know when I will fall. This feeling is so strong," Tao Ran said seriously. He has been having trouble sleeping lately. It seems that the closer he is to Meng Fei's college entrance examination, the more he feels. Not enough time, soon Meng Fei will leave him.

Meng Fei increased his strength, "I am your sun, with me here, I will not let you fall, you must always shine brightly and be with me, otherwise what should I do without you."

Tao Ran turned around, put his arms around Meng Fei's neck, and looked straight into Meng Fei's eyes, "Brother, promise me that even if there are no stars, the sun will always be in the sky, because there are so many people who still need the light and heat of the sun." .”

Continue to put his arms around Tao Ran's waist and look at Tao Ran seriously, "Tao Er, I only want you to be by my side all the time. Although I don't know the time limit for eternity, I hope that while I exist, you must also be there, otherwise the sun will exist alone. , how bleak it must be."

"Brother," Tao Ran stood on tiptoe, kissed Meng Fei's lips passionately, and squeezed out a sentence from between the four lips that were close together, "Brother, promise me, promise me, okay?"

"Well, I promise you..." He hugged the person in his arms even tighter.

The birds outside began to call in the morning, awakening the sleeping soul and the sun that had not yet risen.

Soon Meng Fei's college entrance examination began, the tense atmosphere made Tao Ran uneasy, Meng Fei laughed at him, "It's my exam, why are you so anxious, look at the sweat on your forehead." He gently wiped the sweat from Tao Ran's forehead beads.

Tao Ran took a deep breath, grabbed Meng Fei's hand, "You have to work hard, remember to meet Sanya!!"

Watching Meng Fei enter the examination room, the tension in Tao Ran's heart bounced back in an instant. The sweat in his palms showed Tao Ran's uneasiness. Tao Ran took another look at the place where Meng Fei disappeared before leaving the school gate. close to the examination room.

Tao Ran went to the maple tree road, sat under the maple tree and prayed for Meng Fei to pass the exam.At the beginning of June, the leaves of the maple tree had turned green. When Tao Ran said that there was any possibility, the rustling sound of the leaves rubbing against each other calmed Tao Ran's heart a lot.

"Maybe this summer, I want my brother to pass the exam and go to Sanya, which he has been looking forward to for a long time," Tao Ran clasped his hands together, closed his eyes, and prayed silently.

The college entrance examination is over soon, and Meng Fei is busy going to school for volunteering training. Tao Ran continues his studies and begins to prepare for the third year of high school. He will try his best to go to Sanya, the city where Meng Fei is located.

After Tao Ran's final exam was over, Meng Fei hugged Tao Ran tightly, "Do you know how much I miss you?" Then he buried his face in Tao Ran's neck, despite the scorching summer, he didn't care!

Tao Ran just smiled quietly and hugged Meng Fei back, enjoying the present happiness

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