Tao Ran

Tao Ran, whom Meng Fei found in Bubble Park, was sitting alone on the swing, feeling a little distressed.Brother Gui only found out that someone might be here when he called. Meng Fei suddenly realized that he didn't pay much attention to Tao Ran. Tao Ran, who had been staying by his side, didn't even know where he would go when he was in a bad mood. Meng Fei laughed at himself. He lowered the corner of his mouth.

Walking to Tao Ran, "Tao Er, I..."

"Don't say anything, I understand," Tao Ran didn't look up at him, his eyes drifted into the distance, there was no focus, and he couldn't see anything, but his heart was unusually calm, "Sit down for a while."

Tao Ran calmed down, thinking that maybe he was a fan of the authorities, Meng Fei's reaction was nothing more than a sense of insecurity, and felt that it was unacceptable to be deceived by someone he cared about. Thinking of that New Year's Eve in Mudanjiang, Tao Ran felt that it was his own fault, very straightforward.

But when he wanted to face up to the relationship between the two of them, Tao Ran scratched his hair, unable to figure it out.But he didn't want to engage in a cold war with Meng Fei on this matter. It was meaningless. Since he came to him, it meant that he still cared about him. forget.

Seeing the mobile phone in Tao Ran's hand, Meng Fei knew that Brother Gui had already explained everything to Tao Ran on the phone. Maybe this is why friends are good, they always lend a helping hand when you need help.In this society, you should recite Amitabha without pushing you. Reaching out is simply an extravagant hope. For Brother Gui, Meng Fei knows how grateful he is, and he knows best.

Squeeze Tao Ran aside, and sit next to him, Tao Ran looked at him dissatisfied, with a smile in his eyes, "How big is this swing board, you come to join in the fun, don't be afraid of being crushed."

"I want to be with you," said Tao Ran with a gentle smile.The latter didn't say anything, and leaned his head gently on Meng Fei's shoulder.

Suddenly, colorful bubbles floated from a distance, like elves from the sky, flying in the air with the most beautiful posture.

Tao Ran raised his head in surprise, "Didn't you say that bubbles only happen in summer, isn't it time yet?"

"I heard that the mayor's mother's [-]th birthday is today. Naturally, the whole city will celebrate it together. I heard that there will be a fireworks show at night." Meng Fei looked at the bubbles and explained.

"We are following the light, so lucky, hehe," Tao Ran leaned on Meng Fei's shoulder again, and he couldn't help but feel a little worried, "Is it true that we are skipping class?"

Meng Fei stroked Tao Ran's shoulders a few times, "Don't worry, Brother Gui has already asked for leave."

Knowing that Meng Fei will handle these things well, he couldn't help asking, what happened just now is still vivid in his mind, and his heart still has lingering fears. At this moment, Meng Fei's voice can make him feel at ease, like waking up from his mother's arms from a nightmare.

Meng Fei called Brother Gui and said that we would not get together at night. Tao Ran was by his side on this birthday. He felt no regrets. He simply turned off his phone and sat on the swing with Tao Ran to quietly appreciate the flying bubbles and look forward to the fireworks at night. , the beautiful and fleeting life can always shock the hearts of the people.

Tao Ran said that everyone was still thinking about helping Meng Fei celebrate his birthday together. Would it be bad if it was pushed like this? It's a matter of a few bottles of wine, they'll understand.Tao Ran didn't have any objections, it was Meng Fei's birthday today, everything was up to him, and what he said was naturally good.

The fireworks at night are dazzling, even if they don’t exist for a long time, they are unforgettable. Tao Ran asked Meng Fei the meaning of life. Meng Fei said that there will be no regrets when a beautiful life is fleeting. , and whether it is meaningful to exist.

Meng Fei lightly pressed a kiss on Tao Ran's forehead, "The two of us being together is the meaning of life." The fireworks reflected the profile faces of the two, and the colors kept changing, leaving only happiness! !

Tao Ran was lying in Meng Fei's arms, smelling the scent of body wash on his body, a thought suddenly popped into his head, and he said without thinking too much: "Brother, I love you!"

Meng Fei was taken aback for a moment, thinking he heard it wrong, "What did you say?"

"I..." After being asked by Meng Fei, I felt that I might have said something wrong, but I couldn't take it back after I said it, "I said, I love you." Then he looked up and saw Meng Fei's eyes, thinking See something from the inside.

Meng Fei let go of Tao Ran and sat up, took the pajamas next to him, "Don't talk nonsense, you know I have a girlfriend." After speaking, he put on the pajamas, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

Seeing that Meng Fei was about to leave, Tao Ran jumped off the bed regardless of the only pair of underwear left on his body, and hugged Meng Fei from behind, "Brother, I didn't mean to get the same answer from you when I said this, it doesn't matter if I love you, I love you." I just want to be with you, no matter who you love in your heart, it doesn’t matter who you want to be with, really, bro, I love you, I just want you to know how I feel, I really love you, don’t leave I."

"Tao Er, stop talking, I don't allow you to have such thoughts, I am your brother, and it will not be easy for anyone to let parents know." Meng Fei was in a mess, he needed to be quiet, put the ring around his waist Pulling his hands apart, he opened the door and went out.

Tao Ran looked at the closed door, walked to the door, leaned against the door and sat on the ground, feeling sad but didn't have the desire to shed tears, they were still together during the day, in a warm embrace.

Meng Fei returned to his room, was this considered an escape? He gently leaned against the door, slid down slowly, sat on the ground, and leaned his head against the door.

"Brother, I...I want to know if you have ever loved me, even if it's just a heartbeat."

"Tao'er, don't ask me if I love you or not, I don't know, I really don't know, my heart is so messed up."

"Brother, I never expected your love, just let me stay by your side quietly, okay?"

"I promise you, stay by my side, although I don't know what I mean, but I never thought about the life without you, I dare not imagine."

"My life is meaningful when you are here. Without you, I don't know the value of life. Brother, I'm so lost."

"Don't think about it, Tao'er, you have my brother in everything, don't be afraid, come with me, my brother will always be your umbrella. Tao'er, promise me, don't say such things in the future, we, it's really impossible."

"I promise you that I will never say such things again. As long as you are by my side, I am enough."

"Tao Er, I don't know how to look at how I feel about you. We are brothers, so we are destined not to have other feelings. Do you understand, but I really want to be with you."

"Brother I know, I know what you think in your heart, I know you are as sad as I am now, don't think about it, go to sleep. Good night!"

"good night!"

For a few days, the two of them didn't talk about that topic again. Regarding love, this is probably a taboo. It's not just two men, but two brothers. They don't know the direction of the future. They both need time to calm down.What should I think about when I calm down, I don’t know, I can only think about each other, the happy times the two have experienced in each other’s days, the warmth and happiness that each other gave, I don’t know if this is from love, or Care from family.

People always can't help but retreat in the face of difficulties, but they don't know where to retreat now, or where to go when there is no way to retreat. The reality is that people will not be fully prepared for opportunities. Life is only once, and opportunities are the same. Missed This time, next time may be Tianya.If you don't catch him in front of the opportunity, you may lose more. . . . . .

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