Love in Aya Village
Chapter 41 Leave the Children
Time passed by every minute and every second, Du Hanyuan waited quietly.
Their unborn children were strangled by their own hands.This child, who had been their expectation, was entrusted with all their love.However, if Qi Lin has to suffer from illness for the sake of a child, then he would rather reluctantly give up this gift from heaven.It doesn't matter if he doesn't have children, anyway, when he first decided to be with Qi Lin, he was prepared to have no chance to be a father.
So, Qi Lin, please forgive me, it's not that I don't love this child, it's just that I love you more than loving him.The pain of losing a child is only temporary, but if you become disabled, it will be a lifetime of pain.Qilin, I like to see you smile, I don't want you to suffer.Abolish the child, I will treat you twice in the future, spoil you, love you, and make you forget this child slowly...
Even though he thought so, but if it was his own child after all, Du Hanyuan would feel no less sad than Qi Lin if he lost it.Sitting on the bench outside the operating room, Du Hanyuan's heart was calm, and it hurt like a knife.
Moreover, how sad Qi Lin would be when he found out that the child was gone.Du Hanyuan stared at the red light on the operating room, and began to think about how to persuade Qi Lin later.
After an unknown amount of time, the lights in the operating room went out, and Dr. Matsumoto came out.Du Hanyuan greeted him immediately, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Is everything going well? How is my lover, is he not hurt?"
Dr. Matsumoto took off his mask and looked at Du Hanyuan.Only then did Du Hanyuan realize that there was a hint of moisture in the elder's eyes.
Du Hanyuan immediately realized something, lowered his voice and said, "Is something wrong?"
Dr. Matsumoto shook his head and said in a low voice, "Mr. Du, I think we are all wrong."
"I shouldn't be suggesting that you abort your child, and you shouldn't be so sensible as to follow my advice."
Du Hanyuan frowned: "What's going on?"
Dr. Matsumoto pressed the corners of his eyes and said, "You know, Mr. Du, your lover is a very remarkable person. He is so young, but so strong... He kept saying to us as soon as he entered the operating room, 'Please You must keep my child, please, save him.' My assistant was moved to tears by him on the spot. Although I couldn't understand, the expression of grief and pleading was enough to make even the most hard-hearted person soften."
"And then? The child...was it taken away?"
Dr. Matsumoto shook his head and said apologetically, "This is a life that is expected to be loved. I can't do it... My assistant also refused to help me."
"How could it be like this..." Du Hanyuan was confused, he didn't know his current mood, whether he should be happy or sad.
"I tried to persuade him, saying that the embryo has been injured, and that forced abortion will cause serious harm to his body. And even if it is saved temporarily, it will be more difficult to give birth to a child conceived by acupuncture. , the process will be very painful, so it is better to adapt to the current situation and take the child away. However, he firmly said, "I am not afraid of pain, I am not afraid of death, as long as I can save my child. Please, doctor, help me save it." He, I don't care what I do.' No matter how I persuade him, he will not compromise, just say, 'You can keep my child, doctor.'...
My conscience makes me regret my original proposal.We seem to have a good result, but it is not the best - only the patient's satisfactory result is the best result.I think, for him, the greatest pain is not paralysis, but the loss of this child.What do you say?Mr. Du. "
Du Hanyuan stood blankly, unable to think anymore.
Dr. Matsumoto bowed to him, "I'm sorry that I couldn't complete the task. But, Mr. Du, I don't think this is a bad way. Besides, you should be proud and honored to have such a lover. You know, Throughout the treatment, he only called your name when he was in pain."
Du Hanyuan nodded, then raised his head, took a deep breath, and suppressed the tears welling up in his eyes.
"He's been transferred to the intensive care unit, you go and see him. He needs you."
"Thank you." Du Hanyuan shook Dr. Matsumoto's hand, turned around and ran to his lover's place.
*************I am the sweet dividing line**********
When he entered the ward, Qi Lin was lying on the bed with his eyes closed. The treatment just now consumed all his energy, and now he was sleeping deeply.That pale little face was hidden under the blanket, so weak that it made people feel distressed.
Du Hanyuan caressed his forehead lightly, and murmured: "Silly boy, for the sake of the child, you don't care about yourself? Without the child, you still have me... What do you want me to do if you are like this?"
It was Qi Lin's light and regular breathing that answered him.
After about an hour, Qi Lin moved his eyelashes and woke up.Qi Lin touched his lower abdomen, the navel was still pointed.Great, the child is still there, Qi Lin breathed a sigh of relief.Turning around and seeing Du Hanyuan by his side, he smiled faintly at him and comforted him weakly with only a breathy sound: "Don't worry, our child is still here."
Du Hanyuan leaned over and put his face against Qi Lin's, and whispered in his ear: "I'm not worried about anything else, I'm only worried about your pain."
Qi Lin's heart suddenly became sweet like honey, "I don't hurt, really." After thinking about it, it seemed that there was no sense of reality, so he changed his words, "Now it doesn't hurt at all."
Du Hanyuan sighed: "Just try to be brave. When you have a baby... oh..."
Qi Lin froze for a moment, and asked cautiously: "You... know everything?"
"What do I know? I only know that you, a silly boy, said a lot of stupid things in the operating room. As long as the child, don't care about yourself... Do you want to know how painful it is for me to hear these words?"
Qi Lin smiled: "It's rare that you feel sorry for me once."
Du Hanyuan raised his head and looked at him deeply.Qi Lin noticed that his brows were wrinkled badly, and he stretched out his hand to smooth it out.
"The child is fine, why are you not happy?"
Du Hanyuan said: "If you are still alive and kicking after giving birth to your child, then I will be happy, happy every day."
Qi Lin stopped talking and looked at him with a guilty conscience.
"You knew there would be such consequences, why didn't you tell me, why didn't you remind me to use contraception? If I knew this would happen, I would never let you get pregnant." Du Hanyuan didn't know whether he was telling Qi Lin or talking to himself .
Qi Lin lowered his eyelashes and whispered, "I just want to help you have a baby."
"Fool, if you have a child, but you have to suffer for the rest of your life, then I would rather not have it."
"Du Hanyuan!" Qi Lin opened his eyes wide, "How can you say such a thing, that's your child! You don't want him anymore?!"
"I want to, but I want you to be healthy and stay with me forever."
"Then, I can't walk anymore, so you don't want me?" Qi Lin looked at him and asked.
"Yes, how could you not. No matter what you become, you are still my favorite person." Du Hanyuan said affectionately.
Qi Lin blushed, no matter when this man said love words, it was unbearable.Coughing his throat to cover up, Qi Lin said: "That's it. After giving birth, even if I can't walk or jump, I'm still alive, and I can still be with you and the baby. But, if you beat the baby If you lose it, there will be no more children, no more..."
Without children, although we are together, there will always be regrets in our hearts; with children, we can still be a family of three, even if one of them can only lie on the bed forever, we can still obtain happiness under the nourishment of love...
Qi Lin shook Du Hanyuan's arm and begged, "Let's watch the baby's birth together, shall we?"
"...it will hurt a lot."
"I'm not afraid of pain!" Qi Lin said very firmly, "It's not a man to be afraid of pain!"
"Hey..." Du Hanyuan was amused by him, and shook his head helplessly, "There is nothing I can do about you."
Qi Lin's eyes lit up, "Then you agreed. You are not allowed to say that you don't want the baby. Otherwise, when the baby comes out, I will sue you! Said his father didn't want him, how pitiful .He will hate you, hehe..."
Qi Lin smiled happily, and there was no trace of haze about the future between his brows and eyes.
Du Hanyuan also smiled, and kissed this stubborn and persistent boy.Indeed, as Dr. Matsumoto said, sometimes it seems to be a good result to outsiders, but it is actually not good.
Du Hanyuan figured it out. For Qilin, paralysis is just a physical injury, but losing his baby is the pain of his life. As long as he loves him, he can forget the inconvenience of his body; but without a child, his heart is broken. Will never heal.So, well, leave the kids.And Du Hanyuan also believes that he can support them, a family of three, living together happily.
The author has something to say: Anti-smoking chapter: My original idea was not like this... 555... But everyone said abuse, well, anyway, the children are going to stay, so it's okay to stay like this.To be honest, I didn’t feel abused at all when I wrote the article, and the abused one hasn’t come out yet... Sweat... At worst, I’ll write two versions, and I’ll show the other one to myself~~
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Time passed by every minute and every second, Du Hanyuan waited quietly.
Their unborn children were strangled by their own hands.This child, who had been their expectation, was entrusted with all their love.However, if Qi Lin has to suffer from illness for the sake of a child, then he would rather reluctantly give up this gift from heaven.It doesn't matter if he doesn't have children, anyway, when he first decided to be with Qi Lin, he was prepared to have no chance to be a father.
So, Qi Lin, please forgive me, it's not that I don't love this child, it's just that I love you more than loving him.The pain of losing a child is only temporary, but if you become disabled, it will be a lifetime of pain.Qilin, I like to see you smile, I don't want you to suffer.Abolish the child, I will treat you twice in the future, spoil you, love you, and make you forget this child slowly...
Even though he thought so, but if it was his own child after all, Du Hanyuan would feel no less sad than Qi Lin if he lost it.Sitting on the bench outside the operating room, Du Hanyuan's heart was calm, and it hurt like a knife.
Moreover, how sad Qi Lin would be when he found out that the child was gone.Du Hanyuan stared at the red light on the operating room, and began to think about how to persuade Qi Lin later.
After an unknown amount of time, the lights in the operating room went out, and Dr. Matsumoto came out.Du Hanyuan greeted him immediately, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Is everything going well? How is my lover, is he not hurt?"
Dr. Matsumoto took off his mask and looked at Du Hanyuan.Only then did Du Hanyuan realize that there was a hint of moisture in the elder's eyes.
Du Hanyuan immediately realized something, lowered his voice and said, "Is something wrong?"
Dr. Matsumoto shook his head and said in a low voice, "Mr. Du, I think we are all wrong."
"I shouldn't be suggesting that you abort your child, and you shouldn't be so sensible as to follow my advice."
Du Hanyuan frowned: "What's going on?"
Dr. Matsumoto pressed the corners of his eyes and said, "You know, Mr. Du, your lover is a very remarkable person. He is so young, but so strong... He kept saying to us as soon as he entered the operating room, 'Please You must keep my child, please, save him.' My assistant was moved to tears by him on the spot. Although I couldn't understand, the expression of grief and pleading was enough to make even the most hard-hearted person soften."
"And then? The child...was it taken away?"
Dr. Matsumoto shook his head and said apologetically, "This is a life that is expected to be loved. I can't do it... My assistant also refused to help me."
"How could it be like this..." Du Hanyuan was confused, he didn't know his current mood, whether he should be happy or sad.
"I tried to persuade him, saying that the embryo has been injured, and that forced abortion will cause serious harm to his body. And even if it is saved temporarily, it will be more difficult to give birth to a child conceived by acupuncture. , the process will be very painful, so it is better to adapt to the current situation and take the child away. However, he firmly said, "I am not afraid of pain, I am not afraid of death, as long as I can save my child. Please, doctor, help me save it." He, I don't care what I do.' No matter how I persuade him, he will not compromise, just say, 'You can keep my child, doctor.'...
My conscience makes me regret my original proposal.We seem to have a good result, but it is not the best - only the patient's satisfactory result is the best result.I think, for him, the greatest pain is not paralysis, but the loss of this child.What do you say?Mr. Du. "
Du Hanyuan stood blankly, unable to think anymore.
Dr. Matsumoto bowed to him, "I'm sorry that I couldn't complete the task. But, Mr. Du, I don't think this is a bad way. Besides, you should be proud and honored to have such a lover. You know, Throughout the treatment, he only called your name when he was in pain."
Du Hanyuan nodded, then raised his head, took a deep breath, and suppressed the tears welling up in his eyes.
"He's been transferred to the intensive care unit, you go and see him. He needs you."
"Thank you." Du Hanyuan shook Dr. Matsumoto's hand, turned around and ran to his lover's place.
*************I am the sweet dividing line**********
When he entered the ward, Qi Lin was lying on the bed with his eyes closed. The treatment just now consumed all his energy, and now he was sleeping deeply.That pale little face was hidden under the blanket, so weak that it made people feel distressed.
Du Hanyuan caressed his forehead lightly, and murmured: "Silly boy, for the sake of the child, you don't care about yourself? Without the child, you still have me... What do you want me to do if you are like this?"
It was Qi Lin's light and regular breathing that answered him.
After about an hour, Qi Lin moved his eyelashes and woke up.Qi Lin touched his lower abdomen, the navel was still pointed.Great, the child is still there, Qi Lin breathed a sigh of relief.Turning around and seeing Du Hanyuan by his side, he smiled faintly at him and comforted him weakly with only a breathy sound: "Don't worry, our child is still here."
Du Hanyuan leaned over and put his face against Qi Lin's, and whispered in his ear: "I'm not worried about anything else, I'm only worried about your pain."
Qi Lin's heart suddenly became sweet like honey, "I don't hurt, really." After thinking about it, it seemed that there was no sense of reality, so he changed his words, "Now it doesn't hurt at all."
Du Hanyuan sighed: "Just try to be brave. When you have a baby... oh..."
Qi Lin froze for a moment, and asked cautiously: "You... know everything?"
"What do I know? I only know that you, a silly boy, said a lot of stupid things in the operating room. As long as the child, don't care about yourself... Do you want to know how painful it is for me to hear these words?"
Qi Lin smiled: "It's rare that you feel sorry for me once."
Du Hanyuan raised his head and looked at him deeply.Qi Lin noticed that his brows were wrinkled badly, and he stretched out his hand to smooth it out.
"The child is fine, why are you not happy?"
Du Hanyuan said: "If you are still alive and kicking after giving birth to your child, then I will be happy, happy every day."
Qi Lin stopped talking and looked at him with a guilty conscience.
"You knew there would be such consequences, why didn't you tell me, why didn't you remind me to use contraception? If I knew this would happen, I would never let you get pregnant." Du Hanyuan didn't know whether he was telling Qi Lin or talking to himself .
Qi Lin lowered his eyelashes and whispered, "I just want to help you have a baby."
"Fool, if you have a child, but you have to suffer for the rest of your life, then I would rather not have it."
"Du Hanyuan!" Qi Lin opened his eyes wide, "How can you say such a thing, that's your child! You don't want him anymore?!"
"I want to, but I want you to be healthy and stay with me forever."
"Then, I can't walk anymore, so you don't want me?" Qi Lin looked at him and asked.
"Yes, how could you not. No matter what you become, you are still my favorite person." Du Hanyuan said affectionately.
Qi Lin blushed, no matter when this man said love words, it was unbearable.Coughing his throat to cover up, Qi Lin said: "That's it. After giving birth, even if I can't walk or jump, I'm still alive, and I can still be with you and the baby. But, if you beat the baby If you lose it, there will be no more children, no more..."
Without children, although we are together, there will always be regrets in our hearts; with children, we can still be a family of three, even if one of them can only lie on the bed forever, we can still obtain happiness under the nourishment of love...
Qi Lin shook Du Hanyuan's arm and begged, "Let's watch the baby's birth together, shall we?"
"...it will hurt a lot."
"I'm not afraid of pain!" Qi Lin said very firmly, "It's not a man to be afraid of pain!"
"Hey..." Du Hanyuan was amused by him, and shook his head helplessly, "There is nothing I can do about you."
Qi Lin's eyes lit up, "Then you agreed. You are not allowed to say that you don't want the baby. Otherwise, when the baby comes out, I will sue you! Said his father didn't want him, how pitiful .He will hate you, hehe..."
Qi Lin smiled happily, and there was no trace of haze about the future between his brows and eyes.
Du Hanyuan also smiled, and kissed this stubborn and persistent boy.Indeed, as Dr. Matsumoto said, sometimes it seems to be a good result to outsiders, but it is actually not good.
Du Hanyuan figured it out. For Qilin, paralysis is just a physical injury, but losing his baby is the pain of his life. As long as he loves him, he can forget the inconvenience of his body; but without a child, his heart is broken. Will never heal.So, well, leave the kids.And Du Hanyuan also believes that he can support them, a family of three, living together happily.
Their unborn children were strangled by their own hands.This child, who had been their expectation, was entrusted with all their love.However, if Qi Lin has to suffer from illness for the sake of a child, then he would rather reluctantly give up this gift from heaven.It doesn't matter if he doesn't have children, anyway, when he first decided to be with Qi Lin, he was prepared to have no chance to be a father.
So, Qi Lin, please forgive me, it's not that I don't love this child, it's just that I love you more than loving him.The pain of losing a child is only temporary, but if you become disabled, it will be a lifetime of pain.Qilin, I like to see you smile, I don't want you to suffer.Abolish the child, I will treat you twice in the future, spoil you, love you, and make you forget this child slowly...
Even though he thought so, but if it was his own child after all, Du Hanyuan would feel no less sad than Qi Lin if he lost it.Sitting on the bench outside the operating room, Du Hanyuan's heart was calm, and it hurt like a knife.
Moreover, how sad Qi Lin would be when he found out that the child was gone.Du Hanyuan stared at the red light on the operating room, and began to think about how to persuade Qi Lin later.
After an unknown amount of time, the lights in the operating room went out, and Dr. Matsumoto came out.Du Hanyuan greeted him immediately, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Is everything going well? How is my lover, is he not hurt?"
Dr. Matsumoto took off his mask and looked at Du Hanyuan.Only then did Du Hanyuan realize that there was a hint of moisture in the elder's eyes.
Du Hanyuan immediately realized something, lowered his voice and said, "Is something wrong?"
Dr. Matsumoto shook his head and said in a low voice, "Mr. Du, I think we are all wrong."
"I shouldn't be suggesting that you abort your child, and you shouldn't be so sensible as to follow my advice."
Du Hanyuan frowned: "What's going on?"
Dr. Matsumoto pressed the corners of his eyes and said, "You know, Mr. Du, your lover is a very remarkable person. He is so young, but so strong... He kept saying to us as soon as he entered the operating room, 'Please You must keep my child, please, save him.' My assistant was moved to tears by him on the spot. Although I couldn't understand, the expression of grief and pleading was enough to make even the most hard-hearted person soften."
"And then? The child...was it taken away?"
Dr. Matsumoto shook his head and said apologetically, "This is a life that is expected to be loved. I can't do it... My assistant also refused to help me."
"How could it be like this..." Du Hanyuan was confused, he didn't know his current mood, whether he should be happy or sad.
"I tried to persuade him, saying that the embryo has been injured, and that forced abortion will cause serious harm to his body. And even if it is saved temporarily, it will be more difficult to give birth to a child conceived by acupuncture. , the process will be very painful, so it is better to adapt to the current situation and take the child away. However, he firmly said, "I am not afraid of pain, I am not afraid of death, as long as I can save my child. Please, doctor, help me save it." He, I don't care what I do.' No matter how I persuade him, he will not compromise, just say, 'You can keep my child, doctor.'...
My conscience makes me regret my original proposal.We seem to have a good result, but it is not the best - only the patient's satisfactory result is the best result.I think, for him, the greatest pain is not paralysis, but the loss of this child.What do you say?Mr. Du. "
Du Hanyuan stood blankly, unable to think anymore.
Dr. Matsumoto bowed to him, "I'm sorry that I couldn't complete the task. But, Mr. Du, I don't think this is a bad way. Besides, you should be proud and honored to have such a lover. You know, Throughout the treatment, he only called your name when he was in pain."
Du Hanyuan nodded, then raised his head, took a deep breath, and suppressed the tears welling up in his eyes.
"He's been transferred to the intensive care unit, you go and see him. He needs you."
"Thank you." Du Hanyuan shook Dr. Matsumoto's hand, turned around and ran to his lover's place.
*************I am the sweet dividing line**********
When he entered the ward, Qi Lin was lying on the bed with his eyes closed. The treatment just now consumed all his energy, and now he was sleeping deeply.That pale little face was hidden under the blanket, so weak that it made people feel distressed.
Du Hanyuan caressed his forehead lightly, and murmured: "Silly boy, for the sake of the child, you don't care about yourself? Without the child, you still have me... What do you want me to do if you are like this?"
It was Qi Lin's light and regular breathing that answered him.
After about an hour, Qi Lin moved his eyelashes and woke up.Qi Lin touched his lower abdomen, the navel was still pointed.Great, the child is still there, Qi Lin breathed a sigh of relief.Turning around and seeing Du Hanyuan by his side, he smiled faintly at him and comforted him weakly with only a breathy sound: "Don't worry, our child is still here."
Du Hanyuan leaned over and put his face against Qi Lin's, and whispered in his ear: "I'm not worried about anything else, I'm only worried about your pain."
Qi Lin's heart suddenly became sweet like honey, "I don't hurt, really." After thinking about it, it seemed that there was no sense of reality, so he changed his words, "Now it doesn't hurt at all."
Du Hanyuan sighed: "Just try to be brave. When you have a baby... oh..."
Qi Lin froze for a moment, and asked cautiously: "You... know everything?"
"What do I know? I only know that you, a silly boy, said a lot of stupid things in the operating room. As long as the child, don't care about yourself... Do you want to know how painful it is for me to hear these words?"
Qi Lin smiled: "It's rare that you feel sorry for me once."
Du Hanyuan raised his head and looked at him deeply.Qi Lin noticed that his brows were wrinkled badly, and he stretched out his hand to smooth it out.
"The child is fine, why are you not happy?"
Du Hanyuan said: "If you are still alive and kicking after giving birth to your child, then I will be happy, happy every day."
Qi Lin stopped talking and looked at him with a guilty conscience.
"You knew there would be such consequences, why didn't you tell me, why didn't you remind me to use contraception? If I knew this would happen, I would never let you get pregnant." Du Hanyuan didn't know whether he was telling Qi Lin or talking to himself .
Qi Lin lowered his eyelashes and whispered, "I just want to help you have a baby."
"Fool, if you have a child, but you have to suffer for the rest of your life, then I would rather not have it."
"Du Hanyuan!" Qi Lin opened his eyes wide, "How can you say such a thing, that's your child! You don't want him anymore?!"
"I want to, but I want you to be healthy and stay with me forever."
"Then, I can't walk anymore, so you don't want me?" Qi Lin looked at him and asked.
"Yes, how could you not. No matter what you become, you are still my favorite person." Du Hanyuan said affectionately.
Qi Lin blushed, no matter when this man said love words, it was unbearable.Coughing his throat to cover up, Qi Lin said: "That's it. After giving birth, even if I can't walk or jump, I'm still alive, and I can still be with you and the baby. But, if you beat the baby If you lose it, there will be no more children, no more..."
Without children, although we are together, there will always be regrets in our hearts; with children, we can still be a family of three, even if one of them can only lie on the bed forever, we can still obtain happiness under the nourishment of love...
Qi Lin shook Du Hanyuan's arm and begged, "Let's watch the baby's birth together, shall we?"
"...it will hurt a lot."
"I'm not afraid of pain!" Qi Lin said very firmly, "It's not a man to be afraid of pain!"
"Hey..." Du Hanyuan was amused by him, and shook his head helplessly, "There is nothing I can do about you."
Qi Lin's eyes lit up, "Then you agreed. You are not allowed to say that you don't want the baby. Otherwise, when the baby comes out, I will sue you! Said his father didn't want him, how pitiful .He will hate you, hehe..."
Qi Lin smiled happily, and there was no trace of haze about the future between his brows and eyes.
Du Hanyuan also smiled, and kissed this stubborn and persistent boy.Indeed, as Dr. Matsumoto said, sometimes it seems to be a good result to outsiders, but it is actually not good.
Du Hanyuan figured it out. For Qilin, paralysis is just a physical injury, but losing his baby is the pain of his life. As long as he loves him, he can forget the inconvenience of his body; but without a child, his heart is broken. Will never heal.So, well, leave the kids.And Du Hanyuan also believes that he can support them, a family of three, living together happily.
The author has something to say: Anti-smoking chapter: My original idea was not like this... 555... But everyone said abuse, well, anyway, the children are going to stay, so it's okay to stay like this.To be honest, I didn’t feel abused at all when I wrote the article, and the abused one hasn’t come out yet... Sweat... At worst, I’ll write two versions, and I’ll show the other one to myself~~
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Time passed by every minute and every second, Du Hanyuan waited quietly.
Their unborn children were strangled by their own hands.This child, who had been their expectation, was entrusted with all their love.However, if Qi Lin has to suffer from illness for the sake of a child, then he would rather reluctantly give up this gift from heaven.It doesn't matter if he doesn't have children, anyway, when he first decided to be with Qi Lin, he was prepared to have no chance to be a father.
So, Qi Lin, please forgive me, it's not that I don't love this child, it's just that I love you more than loving him.The pain of losing a child is only temporary, but if you become disabled, it will be a lifetime of pain.Qilin, I like to see you smile, I don't want you to suffer.Abolish the child, I will treat you twice in the future, spoil you, love you, and make you forget this child slowly...
Even though he thought so, but if it was his own child after all, Du Hanyuan would feel no less sad than Qi Lin if he lost it.Sitting on the bench outside the operating room, Du Hanyuan's heart was calm, and it hurt like a knife.
Moreover, how sad Qi Lin would be when he found out that the child was gone.Du Hanyuan stared at the red light on the operating room, and began to think about how to persuade Qi Lin later.
After an unknown amount of time, the lights in the operating room went out, and Dr. Matsumoto came out.Du Hanyuan greeted him immediately, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Is everything going well? How is my lover, is he not hurt?"
Dr. Matsumoto took off his mask and looked at Du Hanyuan.Only then did Du Hanyuan realize that there was a hint of moisture in the elder's eyes.
Du Hanyuan immediately realized something, lowered his voice and said, "Is something wrong?"
Dr. Matsumoto shook his head and said in a low voice, "Mr. Du, I think we are all wrong."
"I shouldn't be suggesting that you abort your child, and you shouldn't be so sensible as to follow my advice."
Du Hanyuan frowned: "What's going on?"
Dr. Matsumoto pressed the corners of his eyes and said, "You know, Mr. Du, your lover is a very remarkable person. He is so young, but so strong... He kept saying to us as soon as he entered the operating room, 'Please You must keep my child, please, save him.' My assistant was moved to tears by him on the spot. Although I couldn't understand, the expression of grief and pleading was enough to make even the most hard-hearted person soften."
"And then? The child...was it taken away?"
Dr. Matsumoto shook his head and said apologetically, "This is a life that is expected to be loved. I can't do it... My assistant also refused to help me."
"How could it be like this..." Du Hanyuan was confused, he didn't know his current mood, whether he should be happy or sad.
"I tried to persuade him, saying that the embryo has been injured, and that forced abortion will cause serious harm to his body. And even if it is saved temporarily, it will be more difficult to give birth to a child conceived by acupuncture. , the process will be very painful, so it is better to adapt to the current situation and take the child away. However, he firmly said, "I am not afraid of pain, I am not afraid of death, as long as I can save my child. Please, doctor, help me save it." He, I don't care what I do.' No matter how I persuade him, he will not compromise, just say, 'You can keep my child, doctor.'...
My conscience makes me regret my original proposal.We seem to have a good result, but it is not the best - only the patient's satisfactory result is the best result.I think, for him, the greatest pain is not paralysis, but the loss of this child.What do you say?Mr. Du. "
Du Hanyuan stood blankly, unable to think anymore.
Dr. Matsumoto bowed to him, "I'm sorry that I couldn't complete the task. But, Mr. Du, I don't think this is a bad way. Besides, you should be proud and honored to have such a lover. You know, Throughout the treatment, he only called your name when he was in pain."
Du Hanyuan nodded, then raised his head, took a deep breath, and suppressed the tears welling up in his eyes.
"He's been transferred to the intensive care unit, you go and see him. He needs you."
"Thank you." Du Hanyuan shook Dr. Matsumoto's hand, turned around and ran to his lover's place.
*************I am the sweet dividing line**********
When he entered the ward, Qi Lin was lying on the bed with his eyes closed. The treatment just now consumed all his energy, and now he was sleeping deeply.That pale little face was hidden under the blanket, so weak that it made people feel distressed.
Du Hanyuan caressed his forehead lightly, and murmured: "Silly boy, for the sake of the child, you don't care about yourself? Without the child, you still have me... What do you want me to do if you are like this?"
It was Qi Lin's light and regular breathing that answered him.
After about an hour, Qi Lin moved his eyelashes and woke up.Qi Lin touched his lower abdomen, the navel was still pointed.Great, the child is still there, Qi Lin breathed a sigh of relief.Turning around and seeing Du Hanyuan by his side, he smiled faintly at him and comforted him weakly with only a breathy sound: "Don't worry, our child is still here."
Du Hanyuan leaned over and put his face against Qi Lin's, and whispered in his ear: "I'm not worried about anything else, I'm only worried about your pain."
Qi Lin's heart suddenly became sweet like honey, "I don't hurt, really." After thinking about it, it seemed that there was no sense of reality, so he changed his words, "Now it doesn't hurt at all."
Du Hanyuan sighed: "Just try to be brave. When you have a baby... oh..."
Qi Lin froze for a moment, and asked cautiously: "You... know everything?"
"What do I know? I only know that you, a silly boy, said a lot of stupid things in the operating room. As long as the child, don't care about yourself... Do you want to know how painful it is for me to hear these words?"
Qi Lin smiled: "It's rare that you feel sorry for me once."
Du Hanyuan raised his head and looked at him deeply.Qi Lin noticed that his brows were wrinkled badly, and he stretched out his hand to smooth it out.
"The child is fine, why are you not happy?"
Du Hanyuan said: "If you are still alive and kicking after giving birth to your child, then I will be happy, happy every day."
Qi Lin stopped talking and looked at him with a guilty conscience.
"You knew there would be such consequences, why didn't you tell me, why didn't you remind me to use contraception? If I knew this would happen, I would never let you get pregnant." Du Hanyuan didn't know whether he was telling Qi Lin or talking to himself .
Qi Lin lowered his eyelashes and whispered, "I just want to help you have a baby."
"Fool, if you have a child, but you have to suffer for the rest of your life, then I would rather not have it."
"Du Hanyuan!" Qi Lin opened his eyes wide, "How can you say such a thing, that's your child! You don't want him anymore?!"
"I want to, but I want you to be healthy and stay with me forever."
"Then, I can't walk anymore, so you don't want me?" Qi Lin looked at him and asked.
"Yes, how could you not. No matter what you become, you are still my favorite person." Du Hanyuan said affectionately.
Qi Lin blushed, no matter when this man said love words, it was unbearable.Coughing his throat to cover up, Qi Lin said: "That's it. After giving birth, even if I can't walk or jump, I'm still alive, and I can still be with you and the baby. But, if you beat the baby If you lose it, there will be no more children, no more..."
Without children, although we are together, there will always be regrets in our hearts; with children, we can still be a family of three, even if one of them can only lie on the bed forever, we can still obtain happiness under the nourishment of love...
Qi Lin shook Du Hanyuan's arm and begged, "Let's watch the baby's birth together, shall we?"
"...it will hurt a lot."
"I'm not afraid of pain!" Qi Lin said very firmly, "It's not a man to be afraid of pain!"
"Hey..." Du Hanyuan was amused by him, and shook his head helplessly, "There is nothing I can do about you."
Qi Lin's eyes lit up, "Then you agreed. You are not allowed to say that you don't want the baby. Otherwise, when the baby comes out, I will sue you! Said his father didn't want him, how pitiful .He will hate you, hehe..."
Qi Lin smiled happily, and there was no trace of haze about the future between his brows and eyes.
Du Hanyuan also smiled, and kissed this stubborn and persistent boy.Indeed, as Dr. Matsumoto said, sometimes it seems to be a good result to outsiders, but it is actually not good.
Du Hanyuan figured it out. For Qilin, paralysis is just a physical injury, but losing his baby is the pain of his life. As long as he loves him, he can forget the inconvenience of his body; but without a child, his heart is broken. Will never heal.So, well, leave the kids.And Du Hanyuan also believes that he can support them, a family of three, living together happily.
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